Chapter 135: "Never Mention Loving You" and "Exclusive Memory"
Lin Zaishan really wrote such a song!
Li Xiaoni was very surprised, with tenderness hidden in her bright eyes, waiting for the white pigeon to play a song for her.
When Bai Ge heard Li Xiaoni say that he would never mention loving someone, he immediately thought that Lin Zaishan had sung an endless sad love song with the old guitar, and the name was "Never Mention Loving You".
That song was made very early in the mountain, and the sample was engraved.
From the disc sequence of bitter love songs classified by Lin Zaishan, I found the disc engraved with "Never Mention Loving You", put it on the record player, and Bai Ge said to Li Xiaoni: "Sister Xiaoni, listen to this song and see how it goes." The name of the song is "Never Say I Love You". ”
Lee Hyo-ni is looking forward to it! This song is just like Lin Zaishan wrote it for her!
The white pigeon soon released the song to Li Xiaoni.
Lin Zaishan recorded this small sample, with only the old guitar as a companion, and the mellow and sad sound of the piano was released from the stereo, and the atmosphere of the whole room became quiet.
Li Xiaoni and Bai Ge listened to Lin Zaishan's music very carefully.
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Close your eyes and hold back your breath~
For the time being, we have to break away from the world~
I'm about to learn not to miss you anymore~
But I heard my heart beating constantly~
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As soon as Lin Zaishan's hoarse and grainy low chant came out, Li Xiaoni seemed to see a lonely man in front of her, drinking and singing to the bitter wine.
Lin Zaishan sang this song very smoothly, without crying, but people could feel that every particle in his voice carried a kind of reluctance and discomfort.
Li Xiaoni's world became quiet, and there was a sad feeling in happiness, as if she was listening to Lin Zaishan's heart.
At the same time, she also had to admire Lin Zaishan's voice was so good.
She has honed her voice for more than ten years, and she knows very well how important a voice is to a singer.
Lin Zaishan's voice was already able to kill the world when he was young. After maturity, it is full of vicissitudes and refreshing.
Every note is sung by him now. can resonate from the bottom of people's hearts.
And it's not like the unscientific casual consumption of his voice when he was young, Lin Zaishan is singing now, and he has a lot of skills hidden in the great skill.
Li Xiaoni listened to these very clearly. Just like the stability and fluctuation of Lin Zaishan's breath in this song, as well as the use of resonant sounds, are very effective.
Ten years of sharpening the sword is sharp enough.
This brother has been grinding for 20 years, and after his comeback, he may really kill the Chinese music scene like Guan Yaling, who has stronger hearing, and leave no one behind!
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I gave you permission~
Let the freedom of love be returned to you~
I allowed myself~
Bear this sorrow until dawn~
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While appreciating and learning Lin Zaishan's talented and skillful singing, this singing voice is also teasing the memories in Li Xiaoni's heart.
Lin Zaishan sang this time. reminded Li Xiaoni of that night ten years ago - Lin Zaishan never mentioned that he loved her, did not say that he knew her, but asked her to welcome freedom, and he himself suffered the bitter consequences of his own making, and grieved until dawn.
He did this very manly and hard, but the pain in his heart was also expressed through this song.
No matter how hard a man is, he is also a human after all. There will be soft parts in the bottom of their hearts, but they don't want to show it.
Lin Zaishan has been suppressed for so long, maybe just like the white pigeon said, he can only use music now. to express the deep affection and pain in your heart.
If you don't express it, you will really get sick.
Listening to such a song, it is like dissecting the softest part of Lin Zaishan's soul, and Li Xiaoni is feeling sad for Lin Zaishan at the same time. Her own heart, which had been pinched, was also slowly healed by Lin Zaishan's soft and revealing true feelings.
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I don't want to give up, but I want to deliberately allow it silently~
I promised myself that I would never mention your heart~
I always thought that it would turn into a light breeze after all~
Love you to the end~
It hurts myself~
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The song is so stable. is so quiet, even the climax of the chorus resonates with a steady sadness but not sad infusion and crushing.
To Li Xiaoni's ears, this is too much like the feeling that Lin Zaishan is giving her now - there is thunder in her chest, and her face is like a peaceful lake. Until the last resort, this brother will not easily reveal his feelings.
But when the arrow has been wound and has to be fired, the passion and power that burst out of his chest are definitely at the level of flat thunder! Just like the scene where he saved believers before, he was shocked and sang the Little Dome.
But in normal times, he is silent is golden.
This kind of Lin Zaishan, the more Li Xiaoni analyzes it, the more she likes it; The closer you get, the more you are attracted.
Especially when she was intoxicated by Lin Zaishan's singing, she really had a kind of loneliness and reluctance that she had cherished in her heart for so many years, which was worth it.
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I don't want to give up, but I want to deliberately allow it silently~
I promised myself that I would never mention your heart~
All the endings have taken shape in this night~
Love to the end~
It hurts my sincerity~
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Lin Zaishan's singing like a settled dust reminded Li Xiaoni of that night ten years ago.
That night, the fate of the two of them for the next ten years had already taken shape the moment Lin Zaishan never mentioned the past.
That night, with a broken heart, she left; Lin Zaishan has a broken heart and has been silently watching her behind her back.
This brother is such a big bastard and a big idiot.
Why can't his life be a little flexible?
Why does it have to be so rigid?
Alas......
After listening to such a song, Li Xiaoni really wants to sigh for the time that has passed in the past ten years, but it is not painful, because this song gives her the feeling of sadness but not sadness. Especially the mellow notes accompanied by the old guitar, there is a heart-warming temperament in the loneliness, as if Mr. Lin is also watching this relationship.
"Sister Xiaoni, how is this song?" turned off the record player, and Bai Ge asked Li Xiaoni expectantly.
Li Xiaoni gave the white pigeon a thumbs up: "Very good." Your father's singing voice is completely different from when he first debuted. In the future, he will return to the music scene, as long as he can overcome some external difficulties, he will definitely have a very bright future. ”
"Have you heard my father's old songs?" The white pigeon asked Li Xiaoni curiously and in surprise.
"Of course I did. Your father was a popular singer all over the world. I grew up listening to his songs. ”
"Haha, Sister Xiaoni, we are really fated! I grew up listening to his songs, too! ”
Bai Ge said and added another sentence, patting Li Xiaoni's ass: "But I've listened to your songs since I was in junior high school." I've heard all your songs. ”
"Thank you." Lee Hyo-ni's heart warmed. Ask the white dove: "Then will you dance my dance?" ”
The white dove immediately shook his hand: "I really can't dance." But I love watching you dance. I don't have dancing cells in myself, and I don't have singing cells. Just look at my figure, I'm just a little bamboo pole. ”
was amused by the white pigeon, Li Xiaoni said happily: "Haha, I also changed from a small bamboo pole to the current Li Xiaoni." I was thinner than you back then. ”
"Huh?"
The white pigeon was stunned and thought to himself, how is it possible? She helped Li Xiaoni change her clothes in the morning, and she was deeply shocked by Li Xiaoni's figure!
She has never seen anyone in this world with a better figure than Li Xiaoni! - Thin where it should be thin, and just the right amount of plump where it should be, even if she is a little girl, she will drool when she sees it. How could such a goddess with a superb figure be a small bamboo pole when she was young?
And she has read the report that Li Xiaoni was a very fat girl before her debut. Americans probably drink too much milk and eat too many sweets, and many people are fat when they are young.
Li Xiaoni later practiced dancing and really lost weight. Her experience has inspired many girls, whether they are fat girls or not, and many girls like to learn from Li Xiaoni to dance, just to hone a good figure.
There are also photos of Li Xiaoni's fat appearance when she was a child (from Guoyu PS) circulating on the Internet, which is very cute. How could she be a little bamboo pole?
After a little thought. The white pigeon knew that this should be Li Xiaoni encouraging her. This day queen has an excellent character and always encourages others.
Li Xiaoni chatted with Bai Ge, knowing that she was speechless. Immediately changed the subject: "You just said that your father has other similar works, you can play another song for me." ”
"Good!"
The white pigeon excitedly began to look for the disc again.
She remembered that her father also recorded a pure piano accompaniment version of the song, called "Exclusive Memory", which is also very in line with the scene that Li Xiaoni just talked about. Or even more in line with it.
It's a very sad song, and every time she listens to it, she gets very heartbroken. I don't know how Lee Hyo-ni will feel when she hears it.
Soon found the disc engraved with "Exclusive Memory", and before putting it on, the white pigeon was very literary and artistic young woman to Li Xiaoni introduced:
"This song is called "Exclusive Memory", this piano accompaniment version recorded by my father, a little bit of femininity is added to the singing, and the feeling to be expressed is that kind of tender iron man, who wants to have a lost relationship completely, but in fact he is anesthetizing himself. Turning a deaf ear to the ups and downs of the outside world, love. It is an indisputable fact that people are gone. The memories of the past have become eternal aftertastes, and no one can take them away, and finally it becomes "Exclusive Memory". ”
After listening to Bai Ge's introduction, Li Xiaoni's heart was churning! It's definitely a song written for her!
This brother actually wrote this mood into a song, how much he loves her!
"Sister Xiaoni, I think this song is more in line with the story you just told, but this song is very sad for my father, and I think he has to vomit a mouthful of blood after he finishes writing it. may not be suitable for the theme song of a TV series, but it's almost the same as an interlude. "The white pigeon has never forgotten to sell to her father. After all, I studied media.
"Who did your father say this song was for?" Li Xiaoni has the answer in her heart, but she still wants to hear what Lin Zaishan himself says.
Bai Ge frowned and recalled: "He didn't seem to have written this song specifically for anyone. He told me at the time that he had watched a movie and was very moved, and he got inspiration from the movie, and then he wrote this extremely bitter man's love song. ”
It's watching a movie again......
It seems that when this brother wants to deal with others, he says to watch movies.
He said before that he watched the movie and wrote "At Least You", which must be nonsense.
Without the true feelings experienced in reality, how can it be possible to weave such a touching melody? Unless he's a genius with seven exquisite tricks!
"Sister Xiaoni, I put it on you, listen carefully, the piano melody in the prelude of this song is particularly moving, like tears dripping in people's hearts."
The description of the white pigeon made Li Xiaoni look forward to it.
When the prelude piano melody of "Exclusive Memory" is played on the record player. With the feeling described by the white pigeon to absorb and appreciate her, Li Xiaoni really feels that the prelude arrangement of this song is so sad.
Lin Zaishan's self-described singing, together with the vicissitudes of life, deepened this sad sense of listening-
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I forgot the first few days after separation~
I like to be alone ~ watch the heavy rain ~ No contact~Loneliness is like a chain reaction~
I don't have the strength to be happy~
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The world of thunderstorms is like a disaster movie~
Let me ~ pity me to the end ~ now
I'm sorry ~ no one has a time machine ~
It's already over ~non-negotiable~
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If you say that the song "Never Mention Loving You" just now, the immediate listening feeling to Li Xiaoni is sad and warm, sad but not sad.
Then this "Exclusive Memory", as soon as it came up, it already felt like it was hurt to the end.
Lin Zaishan still makes the singing voice have an obvious sense of graininess in the way this song is sung, but this particle is a sad and feminine particle, like a small bubble. From the ears of people into people's hearts, and then they exploded into a mass of pain, which made people's hearts feel sad.
The lyrics of this song are also very sad, just like the white pigeon said, this is a tender iron man looking directly at his irreversible love, and he is also paralyzing his feelings.
If the song just now was written about Lin Zaishan's mood when he just broke up ten years ago, then this song is Lin Zaishan's extremely bitter mood after breaking up for a long time.
Orgasm together. Li Xiaoni's heart was about to break when she heard this, as if a catastrophic thunderstorm had fallen in her heart.
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I hope you ~ are my exclusive memories ~
In the bottom of my heart~
No matter how ugly others say~
Things I have now~
It's you~ who give me half of the love~
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I like you~ is my exclusive memory~
No one can~
Take you from this body of mine~
In the blockade zone of my feelings~
There is a lot about you ~ never mention ~ no problem ~
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Another sentence of "never mention"! Beat Li Xiaoni's heart, she hates it and wants to break Lin Zaishan's mouth!
But that hard bone, even if you really break him. He won't open his mouth either.
How stubborn he is, Lee Hyo-ni knows better than anyone else.
Even though he has changed a lot now, when it is time to bow his head, he knows how to be humble and bow his head. But what he clings to in his heart is still as strong as a rock. As the song is written, the forbidden area of his heart is completely blocked.
Through simple contact with the forest in the mountains. Li Xiaoni can also feel that Lin Zaishan has a deep blockade of his former feelings, and has a strong tendency to "escape" her.
But when chatting with Lin Zaishan about music, Lin Zaishan talked eloquently and was very willing to chat.
It seems that after venting all the emotions in his heart through music, this brother has fallen in love with music deeply and thoroughly.
Perhaps, in the future, music is the key that can really pry open the rock of his heart.
Li Xiaoni listened to Lin Zaishan's "Exclusive Memory" that wept very much, and began to think about how to open Lin Zaishan's heart.
The white dove was deeply immersed in this song, and his heart was broken. She usually doesn't dare to listen to this song, because every time she hears it, the exclusive memories that belong to her and her mother will be opened.
I don't know why, as soon as she listens to this song, she thinks of her mother and is teased by the pain of losing her loved ones.
The reason why this is so is because when Lin Zaishan sang this song, he absorbed the insights of Chen Xiaochun, the original singer of this song in the previous life.
In the previous life, a few years before the release of this song, Chen's mother left Xiaochun, which made Xiaochun extremely painful, it was the first great pain he experienced in his life, and it also made him deeply feel the preciousness of family affection, so later he cherished every reunion with his family. Cherish every minute and every second with your family and enjoy the process of being with your family.
Later, when he heard the song "Exclusive Memory", he was very moved when he heard it for the first time, and after reading the lyrics written by Yi Jiayang, he was even more deeply touched, so with very deep emotions, he performed this classic of bitter feelings.
Lin Zaishan moved the classics of another world, it is impossible to just move the lyrics, songs, and arrangements, and he will definitely learn the singing expressions of those singers from other worlds that have been tested by the market.
When he sang this song, he also felt Xiaochun's long hair, with a kind of pain of losing a relative in another world, and turned this irreversible sadness into soft man's tears, which were expressed back and forth.
This feeling is deeper than the feeling of losing love.
The pain of losing love, at the moment of bursting, is also very hard and strong; But the pain of losing family affection will accompany people for a lifetime.
Lin Zaishan fermented through the original uncle's precious voice, which made Bai Ge and Li Xiaoni extremely heartbroken.
Before the song was finished, Lin Zaishan came back, and the sound of opening the door broke the sad atmosphere in the house.
"Hee-hee, Dad, I'm admiring your work for Sister Xiaoni."
Lin Zaishan frowned, if you appreciate it, you will appreciate it, why do you listen to "Exclusive Memory"? Isn't there nothing to do?
Li Xiaoni could feel Lin Zaishan's "escape" from Lin Zaishan's gaze, so she simply didn't force Lin Zaishan to do anything.
At noon that day, the three of them chatted passionately and rubbed a seafood feast.
Li Xiaoni's feelings that have been sealed in her heart for ten years have been completely released in several songs of Lin Zaishan, and her mood is extraordinarily full of joy, so she confiscated her little stomach that was waiting to be fed, and she ate a lot more than usual, and she was very happy.
Around one o'clock in the afternoon, Lee Hyo-ni was ready to leave. As a diva, it's really inappropriate to stay in someone's house for so long, and her clothes are almost dry.
Go to the bathroom to change clothes, put on shoes, put on glasses, masks and hats, fully armed, and under the warm farewell of the white dove, Li Xiaoni is ready to say goodbye.
"Pigeon, you have done me a great favor today, I have taken it to heart, if you need my help in the future, you speak. Sister will definitely help you. ”
"Thank you, Sister Xiaoni, if you have the opportunity to cooperate with my father, you will do me the greatest favor!"
Li Xiaoni can feel that Bai Ge thinks about her father in everything, and this heart makes her very moved.
"Uncle Lin, I'm not familiar with the road near your house, can you drive me out?"
Lee Hyo-ni took the initiative to ask Lin Jae-shan to send her.
Lin Zaishan had no reason to refuse, so he stopped talking nonsense, put on a baseball cap, covered his white hair, and sent Lee Hyo-ni out of the door.
As soon as Li Xiaoni went out, she walked quickly to the elevator room, and Lin Zaishan reminded her: "Don't take the elevator, there are many people in the elevator, the space is closed, and it will be bad if you are recognized." ”
"That'...... You mean take the stairs? This is the 25th floor, can you go down? ”
Lin Zaishan glanced at Li Xiaoni with contempt, and said in a low voice: "I can climb up with you in the morning, but I can't go down?" ”
Li Xiaoni was slightly surprised: "You carried me up to the 25th floor in the morning?" ”
"What do you think?"
"Brother, forgive me for having no eyes, you are really a treasure knife!"
"Stop talking nonsense, let's go."
Lin Zaishan pulled Li Xiaoni down the stairwell to the 25th floor.
Li Xiaoni's physical strength is very good, she slept comfortably again, and she hardly breathed much after going downstairs.
Lin Zaishan was a little gasped, but he endured it and didn't exhale much.
Li Xiaoni peeked at Lin Zaishan from behind her sunglasses, and laughed in her heart at the same time that this brother was stubborn, but also very moved - in order not to cause her trouble, he actually relied on this kind of physical strength to climb the 25th floor with her on his back, this brother's backbone is really hard enough!
Taking advantage of the fact that there was no one in the parking lot, the two quickly got into the car.
I don't know if it's because the saddle is hard, or the place behind the buttocks that was dropped began to swell, as soon as Li Xiaoni got into the car, she felt a dull pain in her left buttocks, she rubbed it, and it hurt even more when she rubbed it.
"Where are we going?" Lin Zaishan started the car and asked Li Xiaoni.
"Let's go to the pharmacy first, you can help me buy some medicine for bruises, my back is swollen." (To be continued.) )