Chapter 523: I Won't Give Up on You
Su Yanzhi sat on the sofa peacefully, looking at Su Haoxuan who was struggling on the ground, with a mocking smile on his face: "I can't even stand up, even if I become a ghost, I am a cowardly coward who is afraid of death." People like you are a scourge when they live, they can only affect their father and the Su family, I am doing a good deed, what are you struggling with? ”
Su Haoxuan really stopped. He said slowly: "Am I bothering Dad? If it weren't for his old cow eating tender grass and causing his mother to be manic, how could his mother be like that to us? Have you forgotten about jì? Those things when we were kids. Every time I struggle on the line of life and death, every time I can live, it is such a happy thing. ”
As he spoke, Su Haoxuan's voice couldn't help choking: "Other mothers spoil their children in the palm of their hands as treasures, but what about us? We're going to escape death from her hands, and we could die at any moment. ”
Su Yanzhi continued: "Then you want Dad to buy a lifetime account for your timidity? Do you know what people say about him? His wife died of a nervous breakdown, the eldest son was also mentally ill and had killed people, and the younger son was a cripple and couldn't stand up in a wheelchair. Dad is such a strong person, but he has endured so much for us. ”
"He brought it on himself, and if it weren't for him, how would I be the way I am? Why me? What am I doing wrong? Su Haoxuan cried like a child, as if he had returned to his childhood, and that helplessness and despair were all vented with the spreading fire.
Maybe I feel that I always have to die anyway, but these words that have been hidden in my heart for so many years will not vomit unpleasantly.
Su Yanzhi sat quietly on the sofa and listened, the fire had spread upstairs, and the surrounding air was filled with smoke and heat, and the smoked people felt uncomfortable.
Su Haoxuan lay on the ground and let the tears fall: "I also want to run on the playground, play football, and ride with my brother like a normal person, instead of just sitting in the back seat of the car as a drag oil bottle." You don't know that when I watched you fly kites in the square with you early in the morning, I was jealous and panicked. I think if the person who runs with her in the spring breeze were me, she would like me too. I'm obviously not uglier than you, not worse than you, and not less than you love, but why didn't she choose me? Of course I knew, how could I not know. Because I'm disabled. She was so good early, how could I deserve it. ”
Su Haoxuan cried a handful of snot and tears, and in the end, he was already choked and couldn't cry.
How could he be worthy of such a good Mu Zaozao, but he knew that he was not worthy, but he still liked it so much.
Outside the villa, it was already completely dark. The smoke and firelight made the villa look like a sick old man, crumbling.
Lei Ruan Qin's car was parked at the door of the villa, and she originally wanted to come over and ask her how the set of accessories that Su Haoxuan helped design last time was doing now, and it would be her wedding with An Yichen in a few days. made a phone call, Mu was on the phone early, and Lei Ruan Qin drove over directly.
Looking at the redness in the window of the villa, Lei Ruan Qin didn't believe his eyes a little, and thought that he was in the wrong place. Is this the Su family villa?
She's been here so many times, even if it's night, she can't be wrong, right?
reacted, and the whole person was stunned. Oh my God, there's a fire inside the villa. There are so many servants and families inside, and the fire seems to be getting more and more ferocious, why hasn't anyone escaped? Something must be wrong, right?
Could it be that someone framed him?
She remembered the romance novel she read recently, where someone got the male protagonist drunk and set the house on fire. The brain hole was out of control, the more Lei Ruan Qin thought about it, the more scared he became, he ran out of the car, the door didn't have time to lock, and ran quickly to the villa.
While running, he called Mu Zaozao again. There was such a fire inside, there was no sound at all, she couldn't figure out the situation, and she didn't dare to rush in. Lei Ruan Qin now has to determine Mu Zao's situation first.
This time the phone was quickly connected, and Mu Zaozao's voice on the other end was still smiling: "It's a big night, why do you have time to call me, you didn't roll the sheets with your husband." ”
"Morning, where are you?" Lei Ruanqin's voice sounded a little trembling.
Mu had already noticed that something was wrong, and he was originally leaning on the sofa to watch TV, sat up straight, and asked, "What's wrong?" ”
"Sue me, you're not in the Su family's villa." Lei Ruanqin said.
"What's wrong? Nguyen Nguyen, what's wrong? Mu Zaozao's expression tightened, and he suddenly remembered Su Yanzhi in his mind, and he was even more nervous.
"The villa is on fire...... Lei Ruan Qin's eyes reflected the firelight, getting bigger and bigger.
Inside the villa, Su Haoxuan said that he was tired, lying on the ground weakly, and laughed: "What's the use of saying that even if I hate you?" At the end of the day, I'm still a cripple. Fate just looks at me unpleasantly, and just wants to torture me like this, what can I do? Can you really not live anymore? ”
"It's not fate that tortures you, it's you who tortures yourself." Su Yanzhi threw the mask prepared in advance in the living room to Su Haoxuan, and helped him put on a wet blanket. The eyes reflected in the firelight were uncomfortable, and the floor was blazing hot.
Su Haoxuan no longer resisted, nor did he curse and scold Su Yanzhi. He propped up his arms, ready to obediently listen to Su Yanzhi's words, and tried to stand up.
Su Yanzhi was lying next to Su Haoxuan, side by side with Su Haoxuan.
"Haoxuan." Su Haoxuan's mask covered his mouth and said to Su Haoxuan: "My love for the early morning cannot be doubted, but that doesn't mean I don't love you." It's not the same. She is my wife, and she has become the daughter-in-law of our Su family since the day she got married, which is a strange home for her, if I don't love her, she will be lonely in this family. She was a woman, and she was always a mother. I can't find a reason to allow myself to be bad to her. ”
Su Haoxuan coughed uncomfortably, and his eyes couldn't open.
Su Yanzhi tried to pant hard, and his voice slowed down: "But for you, it's different." We are brothers, born from the same womb. I will spend my whole life to be good to her sooner rather than later, and I am willing to give for her, including my life, if necessary. And for you, I still hope that we can grow up together like when we were children. I don't want to die, and I don't want you to die. I just want to tell you that no matter what happens, I will be by your side as your brother. I can't live your life for you, and I can't bear the pain of losing your legs for you. All I can do is accompany you, and if you feel that life is painful, I am willing to leave with you. ”
After Su Yanzhi finished speaking, he obediently lay beside Su Haoxuan, waiting for the fierce fire to slowly devour them.
Seeing Su Yanzhi's appearance, Su Haoxuan was a little anxious: "What are you doing, I don't want to die yet, you get up, you have to save me." ”
"No one can get you out, you have to save yourself." Su Yanzhi closed his eyes, he had no strength to speak, the air around him became thinner and thinner, and the voices of the brothers became weaker and weaker.
Su Haoxuan looked at Su Yanzhi's appearance and remembered what he said just now.
- "If you feel that life is painful, I am willing to leave with you." ”
In his mind, the words that Su Yanzhi had done for him for so many years from childhood to adulthood flashed quickly and clearly. In order to prevent Su Haoxuan from feeling excluded, Su Yanzhi would put him in a special seat specially made for him in the back seat of the car almost during the party, remembering that every time his mother forced Su Yanzhi to choose when he was a child, Su Yanzhi would rather choose to be injured himself than allow his mother to hurt him.
He remembered his memory of the last time he could walk, an image that had been erased from his memory for years. In the room, his mother was holding a bloodstained knife and wanted to cut him, but in order to protect Su Haoxuan, Su Yanzhi risked his life to stop his mother and make time for Su Haoxuan to escape.
At that time, as long as my mother's knife fell, my brother would not survive. But Su Yanzhi chose to let Su Haoxuan leave without hesitation.
At the age of four, he stumbled down the stairs and accidentally planted them, never being able to stand up again.
At that time, Su Haoxuan didn't care about his brother's life or death, and fled for his life first. I ran too fast and fell downstairs, so scared that my legs couldn't stand up again. After my father came, he snatched the knife from my mother's hand and rescued my brother, so that the family did not cause a tragedy.
But for so many years, Su Haoxuan has always felt that his father and brother caused him to lose his freedom to walk.
If it weren't for his father and brother, he would have left this world at the age of four, how could he have survived until now with this skin.
Now my brother would rather fall to the ground and wait for death to come for him. Su Haoxuan didn't allow himself to be so selfish, and really put his brother in danger.
However, he really couldn't stand up. He tried to try, but he couldn't stand up.
"Brother, I was wrong, I really know I was wrong." Su Haoxuan stepped forward and shook Su Yanzhi's arm, praying with a crying voice: "You don't want to die, I don't want you to die." We have to live well. Even if I can't stand up on my legs anymore, at least I still have my dad and my brother. Even if I can't marry early, at least she can still be my sister, and I can be good to her in another way. I promise you a good treatment, I agree to let Dr. Wade help me do hypnosis, brother, you get up, please, don't do this. Don't give up on me. ”
"I didn't give up on you, I won't give up on you." Su Yanzhi closed his eyes, and his voice was so weak that he couldn't hear it clearly.
The lights on the roof of the building were crackling from the fire, and the flames in the dark room looked even more eerie. Su Haoxuan struggled to sit up, looking at Su Yanzhi who was lying motionless next to him in despair, and couldn't help but tears fell down.
He was wrong, he was really wrong-