Chapter 138: As before
I waved my hand at Qiao Ye, who was looking at him, and then shouted "this way", Qiao Ye even looked at the place where we were standing, and then ignored the signal lights, crossed the guardrail of the road, and ran towards this side to avoid traffic.
He just stood in front of Su Han with a wheez, and Su Han's tears had already flowed uncontrollably. At this moment, all the pedestrians, including me and Chen Yi, have become dispensable decorations in this city, Qiao Ye is like a traveler who is dying of thirst in the desert and finds a pool of clear spring water, he just looks at Su Han directly, but there is no further action
Qiao Ye's unexpected move surprised me very much, but Su Han's love had collapsed, and she couldn't cry in the face of Qiao Ye, who she hadn't seen for three years
This kind of relativity, it was Su Han who was bitter, and it was me and Chen Yi who were embarrassed, and I finally spoke: "Let's stop standing here, let's find a place to drink something first." ”
On the way, I drove the car, Chen Yi sat in the co-pilot's seat, while Su Han and Qiao Ye sat in the back, Qiao Ye still didn't say anything, his silence made me feel a little uneasy, I was worried that he was resentful of Su Han for not seeing each other for so many years, so that he suffered so much.
Parking the car outside the ancient city, we walked to the inn where Qiao Ye lived. Until this time, Qiao Ye still didn't say a word, but his gaze never left Su Han
In the living room on the second floor of the inn, there was no hustle and bustle on the street, and Qiao Ye, who had been silent, finally opened his mouth: "We haven't seen each other for three years, I don't want to care about how you have lived in the past three years, what you have experienced, I just want to ask you, whether you still love or not, whether you can love"
"Qiao Ye"
"Love or not, can you still love"
"The way you're doing this makes me feel suffocated, let's all calm down, okay?"
"I don't need to be calm, because I know what I have come all the way from Nanjing to Lijiang for, so I want you to answer my question, and now, immediately, I don't want to wait any longer."
I finally knew why Qiao Ye didn't say a word just now, what he wanted was to get the clearest answer in this quietest place.
Su Han was still silent, not only did she feel suffocated at the moment, but even I, an outsider, had such a feeling, Qiao Ye was such a simple and a little rude, he would not be tactful, he would not be flexible, what he wanted was the most straightforward answer, or the pain of the past three years, which made him extremely concerned about this answer, so he was so eager to force Su Han to give an answer that he couldn't give at all now.
Qiao Ye looked at me and Chen Yi, and suddenly didn't say a word of nonsense, opened his door suddenly, then pulled Su Han in, kicked the door shut again, and then heard Su Han's panicked voice: "Qiao Ye, what are you going to do, can you calm yourself down, I'm really panicking when you're like this."
Chen Yi and I also panicked, and I knocked on the door of the inn outside the door to remind him not to do anything to hurt Su Han
Just when Chen Yi and I were extremely anxious, Su Han's heavy wheezing gradually came from the room, and the sound of the bed shaking, Chen Yi and I are both adults, and we know what is happening inside at the moment
Chen Yi turned around and walked downstairs before me, and I followed her after I came back to my senses
I know: there is no need to find any more answers, because Qiao Ye has already used this most direct way to get the answer, in front of Qiao Ye, a man full of wildness and confidence, Su Han has no ability to resist
On the balcony of the inn opposite, Chen Yi and I stood face to face by the guardrail, I surprisingly didn't want to smoke a cigarette in this atmosphere, but after a while of silence, I said to her: "Maybe, we should go back to Nanjing tomorrow"
"You book your ticket."
I nodded, then took out my phone and booked a ticket from Lijiang back to Nanjing tomorrow on the website.
This trip to Lijiang was settled with the meeting of Qiao Ye and Su Han, although it was only five days, but I felt that several years had passed, because my mood had gone through several ups and downs. I think maybe I will come to Lijiang again in the future, but at that time, I must be accompanied by the woman I love the most, not as panicked and confused as I am now, I want to have a cup of tea here with my lover. But I know that such a dream may never be realized in the future
I put my phone back in my pocket and finally said to Chen Yi: "The ticket has been booked, and the plane will be at one o'clock in the afternoon tomorrow." ”
Chen Yi looked at me, smiled at me after a long time and said, "Jiangqiao, we will go back to Nanjing tomorrow, let's go shopping together, just like a few years ago when we walked together on Tulip Road and ate roadside stalls, okay?"
For the first time in a long time, I said jokingly: "Back then, we walked on the tulip road with shoulders on each other, and sometimes you would hold your arms, but is it okay now, if not, I don't remember what it was like at that time." ”
Chen Yi didn't look at me again, she turned to look at the distant mountains, and replied softly: "This night, you can do whatever you want." ”
Changed into thick clothes, Chen Yi and I walked in the night of Lijiang again, I didn't talk about Qiao Ye and Su Han after meeting just now, all I cared about was whether I could hold her hand like before, but after I hesitated several times, I didn't dare to touch her fingertips, I only felt that my hand was sweating, and my breath was a little heavy
Just when I couldn't make up my mind, the warm and soft feeling suddenly warmed my heart, it was Chen Yi who took my hand, and I felt that her hands were also a little sweaty, but at this moment, she missed the feeling more than me.
My heart was beating violently, like never before, I didn't know what it meant to have such a physical reaction, but I was really greedy for the feeling, and I was even more terrified that this would be the last time we walked like this
"Jiang Qiao, why are your hands so cold?"
"I'm cold."
"Is it no wonder that in winter, you are always on my shoulders and refuse to hold hands with me, but I really don't mind giving you a little of the heat on my body"
I looked at her and smiled, finally calming my mind, and then tightened the hand holding her. I didn't design a direction for the road we were going to take, I just wanted to take her for a walk so easily, and the last night in Lijiang had to be beautiful, and I would remember it in my heart for the rest of my life.
We held hands and walked a long way, Chen Yi took me into a clothing store that sold famous ethnic clothing, even when I was picking out clothes, she didn't let go of the hand holding me, just used her other hand to open the hanging clothes and look at it, until we were sure to buy the next one, finally let go of the hand we were holding.
She went to the fitting room to change into this dress, then stood in front of the mirror and asked me, "Jiangqiao, is it good-looking?"
I looked at her tall figure and beautiful back, and replied without thinking: "Of course it looks good, you look good in anything, let's buy this dress." As I spoke, I asked the boss, "Boss, how much does it cost for this outfit?"
"1,686 bucks."
After saying this, the boss was ready to be bargained, but I didn't do it at all, I counted the money out of my wallet and gave it to him, and Chen Yi rarely didn't rush to pay the bill, she also hoped that I would send her this set of clothes on this night in Lijiang.
Leaving the clothing store, Chen Yi did not take off this very famous ethnic style clothing, we walked on the ancient street holding hands as just now, I really felt that this night belonged to us, because we have all opened our hearts to do this, maybe it is willful, maybe it is reluctant, but I can't take care of it anymore, what I want is this night, as for what it will be like after returning to Nanjing, I am no longer willing to think about it