Chapter 189: Confession is farewell

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Wang Luo took off his suit jacket and threw it on the sofa, walked to the refrigerator and took out a bottle of mineral water, sent two text messages with his mobile phone, then turned off the phone and threw them on the sofa together, and walked towards Pei Zhuhyun's room with the water.

Gently turn the handle, the door does not open.

Wang Luo touched the set of keys given by Pei Zhengxu to open the door, and a unique fragrance of the girl's body mixed with the fragrance of various skin care products permeated the room, this is the second time Wang Luo has entered this room, the room is pitch black, and even the sound of breathing on the bed is faint.

Wang Luo put his hand on the switch of the light, hesitated, did not turn on the light, walked to the side of the bed and turned on the small lamp at the head of the bed.

As if disturbed by the light, the girl's long eyelashes trembled slightly, then frowned and slowly opened her eyes.

Wang Luo looked at the pair of empty and godless eyes, and there was a pain in his heart, this kind of gaze was different from Park Ji-yeon's godless heart at the beginning, Bae Joo-hyun looked at Wang Luo's gaze, as if he didn't know him.

Pei Zhuhyun's eyes didn't wake up, nor did she feel irritable about being disturbed, and she didn't have any emotions, she just looked at Wang Luo quietly, and she didn't think, and after looking at it for a long time, Pei Zhuhyun's somewhat chapped lips moved, "Why are you here?" ”

Calm, from the gaze to the tone, there is no surprise, no panic, no doubt, there is absolute calm.

Wang Luo grinned, "Come and see you." ”

"Oh." Bae Zhuhyun blinked, responded sullenly, and glanced at Wang Luo's hand.

Wang Luo unscrewed the lid and handed it over, Pei Zhuhyun reached out and took it and drank it directly on the bed.

Lying down and drinking water, it is difficult not to be choked, let alone the unresponsive Pei Zhuhyun, Wang Luo quickly took the water bottle that was to be spilled on the quilt and put it on the table, and the other hand went around the back of Pei Zhuhyun's head and helped her up and patted her on the back to give her relief.

Bae Joo-hyun coughed violently, but instinctively pushed Wang Luo, as if he didn't like his touch, Wang Luo could feel that she was really struggling with all her strength, which was a kind of psychological resistance.

Wang Luo's eyes kept staring at Pei Zhuhyun's eyes that slowly turned red after being snatched up, sure enough, your original emptiness has changed, and you have a lot of emotions, which is a good thing, at least it is not really mentally occluded, if it is really troublesome.

Wang Luo breathed a sigh of relief, stretched out his hand and brutally hugged Pei Zhuhyun's thin body in his arms, tightly imprisoned, ignoring her struggle.

The warm smell on Wang Luo's body and the temperature much higher than her body temperature made Pei Zhuxyun sit like a pinprick, her body struggled violently and twisted, although she was still coughing, but the strength was not small, and the originally gentle heartbeat didn't know if it was because she was choked or because of other reasons.

"Let go of me!" After coughing for a while, Bae Joo-hyun was finally able to make a sound, a little hoarse.

"Your dad is on a business trip, let me take care of you." Wang Luo chuckled.

Pei Zhuhyun's body trembled suddenly, stopped struggling, and his body gradually softened in Wang Luo's arms.

Wang Luo was overjoyed in his heart, and was about to say something to feel that his neckline was a little soft to the touch, and looked down at Pei Zhuxun, who was tearing the button of his shirt in his arms, and his heart was stagnant.

The girl's face was very pale, her eyes were bloodshot, and her action of biting the button was a little rough, and every time the tip of her tongue would skip Wang Luo's skin, making him feel an inexplicable wetness and softness.

Biting off the dead button, most of Wang Luo's chest leaked out, and the bandages on his shoulders had been removed, but there were still a few band-aids pasted there, which Park Ji-yeon had repeatedly requested, and they were still pink.

Looking at the position of the band-aid, Bae Joo-hyun suddenly glared at the pain, and her body began to tremble.

"It's not your fault, it's my own." Wang Luo explained softly.

"You think so?" Pei Zhuhyun looked up at Wang Luo, her pupils trembling violently.

"Listen, our affairs are not clear to anyone, so it's not anyone's problem, it's our problem, don't blame you, you don't have to blame yourself." Wang Luo touched Pei Zhuhyun's long hair, which was a little rough, and said softly.

"Does it hurt?" Bae Joo-hyun lowered her eyelids and reached out to gently tear off the band-aid, revealing the bullet holes inside that had not healed and had just crusted over.

"It doesn't hurt." Wang Luo said with a smile.

"But I hurt." Pei Zhuhyun raised his head again and looked directly into Wang Luo's eyes, the flickering light in his eyes made Wang Luo feel a little palpitating, "Wang Luo, I am in pain to death, I can't breathe." ”

The expression on Pei Zhuhyun's face was too heartbreaking, Wang Luo's lips moved, and he suddenly didn't know what to say.

"You once told me that there is no sin between father and son, but you tell me that what he did to you is not a sin?" Bae Joo-hyun asked in a trembling voice, her eyes gradually becoming moist.

"No, that's his job." Wang Luo said softly.

"Is it in the eyes of you men that duty is everything?" Bae Joo-hyun grinned a little poignantly, "Forget it, I don't want to say this, what I want to say is another thing." ”

"What?" Wang Luo was slightly stunned.

"You said that you are most afraid of girls confessing to you, because you don't know how to refuse." Pei Zhuhyun raised the corners of her mouth, and her white and tender little hand grabbed Wang Luo's hand and put it on her cheek, and gently rubbed Wang Luo's palm with her cheek, "I'm afraid you're hard to do, I've always chosen to have a crush." ”

Wang Luo's body stiffened suddenly.

"Every time there is an extra woman around you, I tell myself that I am the one who loves you the longest, and the crush never dies, I can lose you many times." Pei Zhuhyun smiled, tears flowed down the corners of his eyes into Wang Luo's palm, "I'm like this, comforting myself." ”

Wang Luo's fingers trembled, but the palm of his hand was pushed away by Pei Zhuhyun, looking at the pair of empty and calm eyes again, Wang Luo secretly said that it was not good.

"Beggars dare to reach out when they ask for money, but I love you but sneak around." The corners of Pei Zhuhyun's mouth rose slightly, and his tone did not fluctuate, very light.

"Why?" Pei Zhuhyun's three words are like questions, more like questions, Wang Luo can't judge anything from Pei Zhuhyun's eyes and expressions at all, but he just feels that he won't do anything anymore, after her confession like this, it seems that her heart is really, her heart is dead.

When the heart is dead, it can no longer be saved.

Confession is goodbye.

In the past, she loved him so she chose to be silent, but now she loves him and can only choose to die.

said goodbye, she really doesn't have to bear this unbearable love anymore, and she doesn't want to be tempted by anyone anymore.

"Smack!" A crisp slap sound resounded throughout the room, and Pei Zhuhyun's beaten ears roared, and her brain shook, and she was almost fanned to the ground, but fortunately she was held in Wang Luo's arms.

Her brain was blank, and Bae Joo-hyun felt that the sky was spinning, and she didn't know how long it took, the hot pain on her cheeks stimulated all her nerves, and the tears that flowed out unconsciously filled her eyes Wang Luo's trembling face.

"Are you better?" Wang Luo's voice was trembling, because he was afraid, so he hugged Pei Zhuhyun very hard.

"It hurts." Bae Joo-hyun was stunned for a long time, and let out an aggrieved whimper.

"It doesn't hurt to kiss, sleep." Wang Luo let out a sigh of relief, showed a relieved smile, turned off the bedside lamp, and lay on the bed with Pei Zhuhyun in his arms.

Bae Zhuhyun shrunk in Wang Luo's arms, trembling slightly, letting out a forbearant whimper, and finally gradually increased into a howling cry, crying heartbreakingly, as if he had been greatly wronged.

It's not the first time Wang Luo has beaten a woman, there were only two kinds of people in his eyes before, one was his own people, the other was the enemy, there were no men and women, because if he was not careful, he would lose his life.

At the beginning, Wang Luo told Cui Xiuying many times that he was not a 'normal person', because there was no 'normal person', and murder was commonplace, but as he returned to the life of a normal person, Wang Luo was gradually adapting, ethics, morality, gender and some other things, he has been exploring and learning.

Beating people in a normal person's life is a very bad thing, but in the case just now, Wang Luo couldn't find any other way, and he couldn't mourn more than die, Bae Zhuhyun was just a normal little girl, although she was a little mature, but when she encountered something really 'out of line', she would definitely not be able to bear it.

Pei Zhengxu's matter, even Wang Luo was a little out of shape when he knew the truth, not to mention Pei Zhuhyun, Wang Luo couldn't watch Pei Zhuxun's mental breakdown, people's mental endurance is limited, just like some adolescent girls will commit suicide because of lovelornness, they don't know that life is precious, but the mental pressure they bear is beyond a certain range.

People are different from each other, the things they value are different, and the limits of their tolerance are different, so the 'misunderstanding' between people is also very important here, Wang Luo is not a real psychiatrist, but what he is best at is speculating on people's hearts, because he eats by this.

In that bloody and dark past, if you can't understand everyone's hearts, you can't support such a big underground dynasty, Bae Joo-hyun's psychology Wang Luo has already figured it out from the dialogue and performance.

People's minds are the most difficult to change, especially a girl who has been assertive and precocious since childhood, Pei Zhuhyun has made up her mind from the beginning to turn Wang Luo away, confession is just a necessary cathartic step, because she knows that Wang Luo can't give her a response, she has known a long time ago that Wang Luo really didn't treat her as a woman, it has nothing to do with age, it has nothing to do with the identity of her uncle and nephew, it just has to do with timing.

Everyone has self-esteem, and most of the people who support hope are self-esteem, which is why there are so many people with big clock faces and fat people, Bae Joo-hyun's self-esteem is very strong, even if the crush is very humble, he still maintains his self-esteem.

The bottom line of her self-esteem is not to confess, because once she confesses, no matter how good or bad the ending is, she loses, and she is unwilling to admit defeat. (To be continued.) )