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Chen Yi and I looked at each other, and for the first time I saw a kind of hatred for me in her eyes, and my heart seemed to be frozen in this hatred of hers, just looked at her expressionlessly, and then said nothing

Chen Yi picked up her purse, turned around and left my small courtyard, when her figure disappeared from my sight, my soul also seemed to leave my body, exhausted to sit on the chair she had just sat on, and then lit a cigarette, clueless in the thick night.

After a sleepless night, I came to the company the next day feeling a little depressed. This time, I took the initiative to find Luo Sumei, who was doing the latest financial bills in the office, and when she saw me coming, she stopped what she was doing and asked me, "Is there something wrong, Jiangqiao?"

I couldn't open my mouth, but remembering what Chen Yi said to me last night, I finally said to her: "Boss, I just want to talk to you about salary and treatment today, I haven't had a salary increase for more than a year, I hope to be able to adjust the salary upward, because I feel a lot of economic pressure now."

Luo Sumei looked at me with some surprise, because this was the first time I took the initiative to raise my salary since I joined the company, she thought about it for a while, and then replied to me with a smile: "I have also discussed with Lao Jin about your salary, but Lao Jin means that when you get the wedding planner certificate recognized by the industry, you will be given a further increase, but I do think this cycle is a bit long." I know, if you don't have to, you won't take the initiative to ask us for this, uh, I'll make a decision for Lao Jin, and start raising your salary to 8000 from next month, what do you think?"

I am very grateful to Luo Sumei for responding to her needs, and I have no way to take away some customer resources from the company to stand on my own, so I nodded and replied to her: "Listen to you, 8,000 yuan has met my psychological expectations." ”

"Well, come on, you, you are really a very down-to-earth child, but your education is really low, which is really a loss in the wedding industry, so you must seize the opportunity this time, and when you get the certificate recognized by the industry, the company will give you the treatment of a senior wedding planner, and there is no problem with a monthly salary of more than 10,000 yuan."

"Thank you, boss, I'm not young now, and the pressure to start a family is getting bigger and bigger, so I'll definitely work hard."

Luo Sumei nodded, and then said to me with a straight face: "By the way, Jiangqiao, there is a particularly important thing I have to tell you, you and I will go to Jinding Real Estate to meet with Mr. Xiao tomorrow afternoon, and the time is set at 3 o'clock." ”

"No problem."

Luo Sumei admonished again: "Also, when you see Mr. Xiao, you have to put away your usual hanging, he is different from other customers, he is very strict, you have to leave a good image for him"

"I'm measured."

The time of this day seems to pass very slowly, and I always think of Chen Yi consciously or unconsciously, and the night we broke up unhappily yesterday.

I actually wanted to tell her that the company gave me a salary increase and asked her to understand my decision to stay in the company, but even if it did, it was only a monthly salary of 8,000 yuan, which was only a low income in the city of Nanjing, and there was no way to compare with Chen Yi.

When I was about to get off work, I received a WeChat message from Xiao Ai, she said that she was waiting for me downstairs in our company, I opened the curtains and looked, and sure enough, I saw her wearing a red A-line dress, and then I remembered that we really hadn't seen each other for several days.

I went downstairs with my shoulder bag and asked her, "Why did you remember to find me today?"

She smiled at me and asked, "Can't I come to you, the game between us isn't over yet?" ”

I looked at her and smiled, I didn't have much emotion in my heart, because I don't know at what point, I already thought of her as a part of my life, and only occasionally wondered why she found me

Xiao Ai walked around me for a while, then touched his chin and said, "Jiang Qiao, I think you look in a bad mood today." ”

"It's not very good."

"Since you're in such a bad mood, let's go to a place you least like to eat today."

I couldn't understand her thinking, so I asked, "Why do I have to go to a place I don't like the most when I'm in a bad mood?"

"Fighting poison with poison, haven't you heard of this?"

"I'm convinced of you"

"You don't have to admire me so much, I'm just using my methods to save your bad mood."

I don't know why, I almost didn't make a choice, so I took Xiao Ai to the road called "Mo Chou", I really rejected this place in my heart, because I hated it called "Mo Chou", but everyone who walked on this road had a kind of sadness that it was difficult to dissipate after being busy, and I didn't want to see those low-level migrant workers eating something that might not be hygienic in that simple restaurant, struggling with a cheap life.

I lit a cigarette and followed in Xiao Ai's footsteps, then found a place to eat along the way.

Suddenly, Xiao Ai stopped in front of a coffee shop that I saw when Chen Yi and I came last time, and she almost reacted the same as Chen Yi, and asked me with a look of reminiscence: "Did this place have this Mochou coffee shop before?"

I took a puff of my cigarette and replied, "I only noticed it the last time I was here, it should be a new coffee shop." ”

Xiao Ai leaned in and looked inside, I also subconsciously looked inside with Xiao Ai, but near the window I saw a beautiful woman I had almost never seen in my life, she was really beautiful, as if I looked at her more and felt that there was nothing in this world that could not be forgiven, her sitting posture was very upright, there was a confident sharpness on her face, and the most unforgettable thing was her long shoulder-hanging hair, which seemed to isolate her from the dregs of the world, and she was not shocked by honor and disgrace

Xiao Ai also seemed to notice this woman, and she said to me: "It's too much for a pregnant woman to be beautiful like this."

I looked at her and smiled, and replied: "You are not worse than her, but your age and experience are not enough, and your temperament is a little worse."

"Who wants to compare beauty with her, the point I'm talking about is that she is pregnant"

"Is she pregnant" I looked at her again with doubts, and sure enough, I saw a slight bulge in her lower abdomen, this is an expectant mother, no wonder Xiao Ai has such a sigh, but which man in this world would be so lucky to become this woman's lifelong partner I can hardly imagine what kind of magic this coffee shop has to attract such a woman to patronize and consume.

At this time, my mood changed subtly, maybe I shouldn't be disgusted with this "Mochou Road" with subjective emotions, because like the Tulip Road, there is also its own story and historical accumulation.

After walking the whole Mochou Road, Xiao Ai and I didn't find a restaurant willing to stop and eat, Xiao Ai turned to look at the restaurants that we had ignored and sighed: "Jiang Qiao, maybe the person who will accompany you to eat tonight is not destined to be me, there is not a restaurant on the whole street that both of us are willing to patronize."

"What do you mean?"

Xiao Ai looked at me with a meaningful look, and said to me for a long time: "Go find Chen Yi, she is the woman who should accompany you to eat every day, you really owe her a sincere confession all these years." ”

"What are you talking to me"

Xiao Ai looked at me with a look of contempt, and then said to me: "You fool, you still don't understand Chen Yi's heart for you, do you have to believe that the night I lived with her was fruitful"

My mood suddenly became complicated, and then even my breathing became short, I saw a love that I had been looking forward to for many years coming to me, but I vaguely felt very far away, I finally asked Xiao Ai, "What did you say to her that night?"

"You don't care what I say, if you believe me, buy a bouquet of flowers to confess to her now, I believe that the chance of her agreeing to you is 100%, because she loves you too, but she has never received confidence from you to make her love you"

I was stunned, I didn't know how to express my emotions at the moment, but I recalled a series of very abnormal changes in Chen Yi recently.

I realized that we may really be living in an illusion of self-fiction all these years, but can we really love each other?

Her current reputation and status, and Qiu Zi'an, who has always existed by her side, are all great burdens that I have to face.

If Chen Yi and I could become lovers one day, and we lived together intimately and went to the streets together, I would undoubtedly be the happiest man in the world, but what would her parents and bystanders think of her, her boyfriend who has no education and a broken family

I don't want to think about it anymore, because I deeply feel a fear that "others are hell", and not only me, but also Chen Yi is incapable of living outside the eyes of others.

At this time, Xiao Ai said to me again: "I have said everything that should be said, and I have done it for you if I shouldn't do it, as for whether you can grasp it, it's up to you." ”

"My brain is a little messy, you let me slow down"

"Okay, then I'll go first"

She took two steps forward, then turned back to me and said, "Little friend Jiangqiao, we may meet again tomorrow, but don't be too surprised then."

I finally came back to my senses and asked, "What is it that I was surprised to meet you, it's not that I don't know each other." ”

"Won't it be you'll know then?"

After Xiao Ai said these inexplicable words to me, he left inexplicably, and I stayed alone in "Mochou Road" but I couldn't find where my emotions were, I went crazy and wanted to find Chen Yi, but I deeply felt that there was a river between myself and Chen Yi that could never be crossed, and life was far from being as beautiful as hoped

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