008 Where you fall, where you get up
Sitting on the Ferris wheel and looking at Qi Jingyao, I realized that I seemed to be much less hostile to her, but I don't know if she was the same as I thought. (Baidu search rainbow network)
I wasted three years in a daze, playing computer games in a space of only five square meters, but what I gained was endless emptiness and loneliness, in order to get rid of this feeling, I made friends in the game, used chat software to talk to them, in order to maintain the relationship between friends, I had to wear a mask to hide shame.
No one in the network knows what you do, no one wants to know, you say how you are, then you are what you are, no one will get to the bottom of it, and that's what I like. In reality I don't have friends, but in the game I do have my friends, but I feel like they don't understand me. No matter how many friends I make in the virtual world, I can't find anyone who can resonate with me.
But right now, I met Qi Jingyao. It's not the first time, she knows what I want to say without saying anything, and even though she and I have been arguing with each other, it really feels like we have a little bit of a resonance.
Of course, all this is just my own thinking, I don't know if she thinks the same way.
"Ding!"
The bell rang at twelve o'clock in the amusement park, and our Ferris wheel stopped, Qi Jingyao lay on the window and said with an unnatural face: "How can I be the tallest with you!" ”
I grinned and shrugged, "Who knows!" "Thank you!
According to the usual, the Ferris wheel will stay for five minutes, so that the couples sitting in it can talk about love, but Qi Jingyao and I are not a couple at all, but a bunch of enemies, or enemies!
"You have a good voice, can you sing, sing me a song!" The silence between the two was broken by Qi Jingyao, who said to me as if inadvertently.
The voice is good, this is Qi Jingyao's first affirmation of me, I should be happy in my heart, but this sentence fell on my ears, but it was déjà vu!
Once upon a time, there was a girl who said the same thing to me, but now she is gone. Smiling abruptly, I nodded to Qi Jingyao and said, "Okay, I'll give you a song "Queen of Heaven"!" ”
The reason why I chose to sing "Queen of Heaven" is actually because I thought of my girlfriend on the Internet, Li Ruyao!
"Okay!" Qi Jingyao looked at me calmly, and her tone did not fluctuate.
"Finally found an excuse to express all my feelings while I was drunk
The loneliness grew and silence remained in the corner of the dance floor
If you say too little or too much, it will make people more frightened
Whoever indulges will give up his freedom first, and it will always be me in the end
Your feet are dangling in the air and you are cold and passionate
Only when you are usurped must you accept it with a smile
I am jealous of your love like a rainbow
Like a popular diva
You don't want me, but vanity
Someone hurts to see how outstanding it is
I fell into the tolerance of blind madness
Fulfilled the queen of your love
If there is only ** left in love, only endure each other, don't torture each other anymore
Because we're all at fault
……”
After I sang the song "Queen of Heaven", I felt that there were tears hidden in the corners of my eyes, and the lyrics of this song were not what I wanted to say to the girlfriend I was dating online.
He smiled self-deprecatingly, shook his head, leaned on the side of the Ferris wheel, and looked out the window at the world of flowers. I can see that although Qi Jingyao has been talking to me all the time, but this time I sang the song very carefully, she did not have a trace of perfunctory, she really listened carefully to the song I sang, I don't know if she heard the meaning of my singing, but I know that after I finished singing, she didn't say a word to me.
The Ferris wheel started at this time, and we landed on the ground in a circle, Qi Jingyao walked in front, and I followed behind her, I always felt as if she wanted to say something to me, but I was not so sure.
"Let's go, let's go home!" Walking in front, Qi Jingyao suddenly waved at me.
"Is this a change in relations?" I glanced at Qi Jingyao who was walking in front, but there was a vague grip in my hand, and I hurriedly followed Qi Jingyao's footsteps.
Back in the room, I sat on the sofa with nothing to do, and Qi Jingyao took on her apron and walked to the kitchen. It's like dad and mom, dad sitting on the couch while mom cooks in the kitchen, and I didn't expect me to experience it. In this day and age, there are very few girls who can cook, especially beautiful girls like Qi Jingyao.
With her appearance, she can find a godfather for her to eat and drink, let her have fun, and there is no need to cook by herself and bear the pressure of work in the company as she is now. She's special, out of place for this era, but I just appreciate her for being special.
After a while, the meal was ready, Qi Jingyao called me to the kitchen to eat, this was also the first time she called me, I didn't expect that this time the Ferris wheel would ease our relationship so much, I really feel a little grateful for my curiosity today. I rubbed my hands and ran to the kitchen without washing, to be honest, I was hungry.
Qi Jingyao had already filled me a bowl of rice and put it in front of me, I devoured it, and Qi Jingyao also ate the rice in her bowl slowly.
Neither of them bothered anyone, they were both fighting with the rice and dishes in front of them, and at this moment, Qi Jingyao put down the dishes and chopsticks, stared at me and said, "Wang Bo, haven't you found a job yet!" ”
What Qi Jingyao said was the truth, there was nothing to deny, I nodded!
"You have a very good voice and sing very well, do you have any ideas to develop as an artist?" Qi Jingyao said to me calmly.
Player! The so-called noble circle!
In the past few years, I stayed at home every day, and I was most interested in gossiping about the so-called celebrities, and their circle would have fresh stories coming out every day, and this circle was also known as the most chaotic circle.
Who is a classmate with whom, who is whose ex-husband, who is looking for someone to be a godfather, and who recognizes who is a goddaughter! Whoever is ** today, who is prostituted tomorrow, and who will be in jail the day after tomorrow!
This circle is honest, I don't like it! It's not as good as a small bar, although it is erosive, but it is not like this circle!
"I don't want to be an artist!" I outright refuse.
Who knew that my simple refusal actually made Qi Jingyao's face cold and gave me a start, I looked at her with a stunned face and asked, "I said eldest sister, what's wrong!" ”
Qi Jingyao walked back to the room without saying a word, and walked out with a notebook after a while.
Open a search engine and type Singer Recruitment on it.
Soon the following shows a long list of job postings, most of which are some bars looking for a resident singer!
Qi Jingyao pointed to the notebook and said to me: "You can't stay at home all the time and do nothing, I think singing is very talented, these are all bars that recruit local singers, you go and see if you can hire them!" Don't forget, you still owe me a month's rent! ”
Qi Jingyao threw the notebook to me and went back to her room, the relationship between the two of them that had just improved turned cold again, maybe I just refused to make her very unhappy.
"Bar!"
Two familiar words echoed in my ears.
"The so-called bar ruined me? Am I going to be born again here? Well, get up where you fall, I love it! ”