"Sunny, this one was a great recording, but we could do better."

In the London recording studio, Paul and Lee Xiaoni communicated: "This time you have a perfect grasp of the beat, but I think you can handle it better in terms of emotional release." In this song, what you express should be a heart-wrenching infatuation, in the climax of the finale, your emotions have to be released more, and you have to sing the feeling that makes everyone follow your heartache but can't extricate yourself, do you understand what I mean? ”

Li Xiaoni nodded thoughtfully.

Paul focused on Li Xiaoni: "'ill-be-weaing-these-scars~for-everyone-to-see~' (I left these scars all over my body so that everyone can see ~) You must sing the heart-rending feeling, the treble must be topped, and it cannot be weak." You have to pierce everyone's hearts with this verse. This is the sentence of 'breaking the embankment', as long as it can be broken, the climax after that, your emotions will naturally all emerge. ”

"I see what you mean. Let's do it again. ”

"Okay, come on, Sunny, you're getting better!"

Lee Hyo-ni's singing style after reversing her mentality made Paul and others very excited, and they felt more and more that this Asian diva had great potential.

This song "Bleeding-Love", if sung well, has the strength to hit the top three on the UK list.

Once this song can rush up, Lee Hyo-ni's entire album will be driven. Paul was looking forward to this.

He doesn't expect this album to be a gold or even platinum record, but as long as there are huge highlights that can be praised by others in the industry, Paul is very satisfied.

After returning to the studio, Lee hyon-ni brewed her emotions, focusing on the key points that Paul explained to her, and sang it again. However, because the emotional release was not very sufficient, in the climax change stage, she still failed to sing the aura of breaking the embankment.

If you talk about the final climax alone, Li Xiaoni's grasp of the weight of the beat is much better than before, but in terms of appeal, she still owes something more moving.

Sure enough, after this time, Paul still proposed to Li Xiaoni to sing the climax in the back with more powerful and tear-jerking feelings.

"Sunny, let's rest a little longer. You have to brew your feelings well, and try to record the best version before dinner. ”

"Okay."

Li Xiaoni returned to the rest room to rest, and she didn't call Lin Zaishan anymore, so as not to disturb Lin Zaishan sleeping.

Lin Zaishan has already pointed out a good way to sing for her, and now she needs to brew and digest it herself.

Closing her eyes, leaning back on the comfortable sofa, and gently rubbing her aching cervical spine, Li Xiaoni re-brewed the mood of the song.

The idea of this song has been made clear in the mountains. It is to use the deepest pain like bloodshed to make you understand how deep your love is.

Li Xiaoni has a deep understanding and experience of this sentence.

I think back then, she used this bloody and masochistic way. is deducing the deep love for Lin Zaishan.

At that time, no matter how Lin Zaishan tortured her and how he abused her, she couldn't leave this man.

It doesn't matter what others say about her or how they scold her. Even sarcastically mocking her stinky girl doesn't want any face, she doesn't care at all, just because she loves this man to the extreme.

With that in mind. After singing this song a few times, many past events in the past can't help but come to Li Xiaoni's heart.

This made her heart sour, and it was very unpleasant. But at the same time, there is also a thrill of secretly enjoying.

She didn't dare to let the pleasure spread.

She is all according to Lin Zaishan's story, and the protagonist in the story is set to Guan Yaling, she is empathetic to "acting" and singing Guan Yaling's story, pretending that this is not her own story.

This method of deduction allows her to contain a lot of pain in her heart and not fully explode - this is the self-monitoring effect of the "self".

But no matter what, she still re-experienced the pleasure of this abuse to the extreme, which was very exciting.

Those nightmares in my heart seem to be about to come out again.

She was terrified of the feeling of being on the loose.

This kind of fear is not that she is afraid to experience the extreme pain of physical and mental tearing when she was young.

After so many years of strong winds and waves, a lot of pain has long become numb for her.

She was no longer afraid of the feeling of being physically and mentally torn.

On the road to becoming a diva, I have experienced so much pain and so much pressure, both physical and psychological.

She didn't think it was so terrible anymore.

What she was really afraid of was that she would fall back in love with the feeling of being abused.

It's like Pandora's box, it's been hidden in her heart, and she doesn't dare to open it.

She herself knew very well that when she was young, she was abused by Lin Zaishan to the point that she had fallen in love with the feeling of being abused.

At that time, when she fought against Lin Zaishan in a state of madness, she punched Lin Zaishan and felt very enjoyable; was beaten up by Lin Zaishan, she will feel more enjoyable!

The pain and relief of going crazy with Lin Zaishan has changed her growing psychological state a little. That experience left a deep psychological shadow on her, which Li Xiaoni knew very well.

Later, she couldn't help but abuse Guan Yaling, the person she was most familiar with and cared for each other, was affected by that time.

For strangers, of course, Li Xiaoni didn't dare to abuse others.

But for the closest person, like Guan Yaling, Li Xiaoni can't help but express her love in a hands-on way, which is the deepest psychological shadow left by Lin Zaishan back then.

That night and Lin Zaishan indulged in the night, Lin Zaishan was pinched out by her a lot of marks, which were all manifestations of her love in her heart that she couldn't help but vent.

At that time, she actually hoped very much that Lin Zaishan would also abuse her, so that she would be more happy.

However, she didn't dare to make this request to Lin Zaishan, so as not to put the desire in Pandora's box in her heart. I hope the demon will be completely unleashed.

That night, in a state of uncontrollable orgasm, she kept holding Lin Zaishan's hand and guiding Lin Zaishan to pinch her waist. Pinch her buttocks, pinch her breasts, the harder the better, so that she will have more pleasure.

But it's a pity that Lin Zaishan is not as vigorous as he was back then, and it may be that he has a back injury and is inconvenient to move. Today's Lin Zaishan is quite a bit of pity for the flowers and jade, and he is not willing to pinch her at all, just rubbing her, which makes Li Xiaoni feel pleasure that night. It didn't reach the feeling of being abused to the point of ascending to heaven when I was young, and I was almost cool to death.

At this mature age, they enjoy each other's tenderness more, and this gentle pleasure is also very comfortable, and Li Xiaoni is very willing to stop here, not to be as crazy as when she was young. But there are some things that she can't control if she wants to.

Especially the demon in her heart, once touched, the pleasure of enjoying being abused in pain will make her have the deepest infatuation.

This is the shadow of her heart disease that has been left since she was young. It must be treated, but how to treat it, Li Xiaoni does not know.

So she didn't dare to release such emotions easily now, even if it was against Lin Zaishan, the initiator. She didn't dare to release it easily.

I didn't even dare to talk to Lin Zaishan about these things - there was an element of embarrassment and some of the elements of fear.

But when this kind of sadistic emotion was secretly released in her heart, Li Xiaoni was unwilling to easily erase it. But you can't help but be tempted to ** enjoy.

Just like when singing the song "Bleeding-Love", Li Xiaoni can feel that the inner demon is coming from the cracks in Pandora's box. A wicked smile bloomed coldly at her, just like the smile Lin Zaishan had before he went crazy when he was young.

For such an abusive smile, Li Xiaoni is very afraid to resist, but she also enjoys wanting to touch it.

Anyway, she doesn't hurt others, and others don't know her psychological state, so every time at this time, she will secretly enjoy this pleasure.

It's a sad enjoyment, but it makes people like her with psychological shadows want to stop.

In front of the public, artists like Li Xiaoni, who are glamorous, full of sunshine and positive energy, are under pressure and pain that ordinary people can hardly imagine.

The big names who can emerge in the entertainment industry have more or less such psychological problems.

There are many people who have shadows in their hearts that are difficult to heal.

The highlight attribute of this circle is destined for these people to silently bear the pain behind this highlight.

They can only endure these pains and shadows in their own hearts, and use the best image to bring positive energy to society. As for negative energy, they have to swallow it in their stomachs and digest it themselves. This is the practice of life in their profession.

Sitting on the sofa, Li Xiaoni pinched her cervical spine, thinking about how to better present this song "Bleeding-Love".

In the process of recording just now, she tried to imagine the protagonist of this story as Guan Yaling or someone else, and did not put all of it on herself, so as not to explode too strongly with emotion, and the self could not monitor the performance of her second self.

According to Lin Zaishan's method, she has been playing the role in this story, and she has been experiencing the emotions of the woman in this story.

The woman in this story, while being tormented by a long-distance relationship, is also tormented by her man's ambiguous affair with another woman, and the pain is endless, but she can't stop.

Li Xiaoni is very sympathetic to this kind of sadistic feeling, because what Lin Zaishan did when she was young can abuse her heart even more than this.

She and Lin Zaishan beat each other back then, and it was her body that was abused; And some other things that Lin Zaishan did, it really abused her heart to the core!

At that time, Lin Zaishan kept OOXX in front of her with other women, watching other women enjoying Lin Zaishan's King Kong-like body, her heart was like a knife, vinegar and fire, the taste was really sour! Heartbreaking! This is more than being beaten by Lin Zaishan, which makes her feel abused, and it is completely sadistic.

However, after suffering a few times, she was still Li Qilin at that time, and she gradually got used to and enjoyed the soreness of being abused.

At that time, watching Lin Zaishan and other women do it, Li Xiaoni's desire. I hope that she will be particularly crazy and stimulated, and then do it with Lin Zaishan, she will enjoy an incomparably crazy pleasure, which is much more exciting than doing it normally.

During the time she was dating Lin Zaishan, Lin Zaishan never stopped having relationships with other women, she was purely upside down, and she loved this man to the point of madness.

It is not so much that this is the shadow left by Lin Zaishan, it is better to say that these are the shadows she found for herself.

Later, after separating from Lin Zaishan. The pressure is too great, and when she helps herself solve it, she can't help but fantasize in her mind that Lin Zaishan is doing it with other women. This morbid stimulus of adolescence has followed her for many, many years.

That night, when she indulged with Lin Zaishan and wanted the orgasm to come faster, she couldn't help but fantasize in her mind - did other women do the same with Lin Zaishan?

When she thought of such a picture, she felt jealous and lustful in her heart. Hope will be greatly stimulated. This kind of sadistic sourness will stimulate her to release a stronger pleasure than being physically abused.

Li Xiaoni has been restraining the shadow of this aspect hidden in her heart, but when she returned to Lin Zaishan's side, she found something. She really couldn't restrain herself. Once you are hooked, you will have a sense of wanting to stop.

However, she can feel that now Lin Zaishan has been reborn from the ashes, and his personality has been completely sublimated, and he will definitely not hurt her like when he was young, and she really doesn't want Lin Zaishan to hurt her anymore. She just wants to enjoy the best love with Lin Zaishan now and hold hands for the happiest life.

But under a lot of pressure, she put a Pandora's box in her heart when she was young. But she always has to show an evil smile from time to time to tempt her to enjoy the feeling she wants more.

She didn't know what to do with this desire. Wang's magic box was completely shattered, perhaps, only Lin Zaishan had the ability to help her completely shatter this magic box. But with what method. She didn't know, and she didn't dare to discuss it with Lin Zaishan.

At least at this stage when she had just reunited, she definitely didn't dare or wanted to talk to Lin Zaishan about these humble and sick things.

She wants to present her sunniest and most beautiful side to Lin Zaishan.

As for the shadow side, she could only bear it silently by herself.

Just like now. Singing the song "Bleeding-Love" written by Lin Zaishan unintentionally, she was silently suffering from this pleasure of self-abuse.

"Knock knock—"

Assistant Sun Li knocked on the door outside and called Li Xiaoni: "Sister." Paul is calling us, are you resting? ”

"Say to Paul, give me ten more minutes."

"Okay."

Li Xiaoni has to sort out her mood again and re-brew the feeling of singing this song, otherwise, she will record it in vain.

Thinking that this song is the story of Guan Yaling or someone else, she can't fully show the sadistic emotions of extreme love in this song.

She wanted to be bold enough to give it a try - to open the Pandora's box that had been tempting her in her heart, to release another self, but also to play her other self, and to sing this song with another emotion of herself.

She wants to put this story on another self, pretending to fantasize that Lin Zaishan is re-dating her, and at the same time, he is also ambiguous with other women, if she can release this extreme masochistic sourness. Perhaps, she can blow up the powerful embankment-breaking sentence of this song.

At the same time, she also has to remind herself all the time: these are all fake. She believed that Lin Zaishan would not hurt her again. She wants to use her self to monitor the emotional release of her second self, and strive to achieve the best state of both emotion and technology.

After making up her mind to sing in this way, Li Xiaoni lay on her back on the sofa and began to fantasize about Lin Zaishan and other women being XX.

She had seen this kind of scene countless times when she was young, and she had fantasized about it countless times later, but thinking of Lin Zaishan's "old" body now, she couldn't associate the current Lin Zaishan with what she looked like when she was young.

Thinking about it this way, it feels too fake and completely unreal.

Now Lin Zaishan, both rigid and soft, if he does it with other women, he should be with them first. Excuse me, shall we? There's definitely foreplay.

Thinking in this direction, Li Xiaoni feels much more real.

She gradually developed a sour and refreshing feeling of sadism in her heart.

She knew that Lin Zaishan was now living with two beauties.

But what those two girls really looked like, she hadn't seen.

Listening to Lin Zaishan's tone, the two girls should be beauties with more than nine points.

But Lin Zaishan doesn't seem to be interested in them - Li Xiaoni has this consciousness in my own right, but the second self has to think in the other direction - Lin Zaishan is behind him, and he must have an affair with these two girls. Ambiguous, maybe in the case of drinking too much, or in the unconscious situation, in short, Lin Zaishan and these two girls have an unusual relationship.

Maybe right now, Lin Zaishan is in his bed, touching a girl's ass......

……

really let Li Xiaoni guess.

Lin Zaishan really touched Liu Mengmeng's soft buttocks at this time, but this was purely accidental.

Lin Zaishan thought that Liu Mengmeng was going to cramp again, so he subconsciously helped Liu Mengmeng's buttocks and wanted to help Liu Mengmeng press it.

Liu Mengmeng was touched by Lin Zaishan's big hand on her buttocks, and when she landed, she had a strange feeling of stimulation, and she was shy and enjoyed it very much. It's a pleasure, I can't talk about it, but this taste of being touched by a favorite uncle is really exciting! This made her feel a dark chill in her heart.

After Lin Zaishan touched it, he felt the sexy feedback of Liu Mengmeng's buttocks, and immediately realized what he had done, and quickly removed his hand, looking extremely embarrassed.

He picked up the hot towel that slipped off Liu Mengmeng's leg, smiled wryly and apologized to Liu Mengmeng: "Are you okay?" I just accidentally rubbed it heavy. I drank tonight, and I was a little sluggish, and my hands were a little light. ”

Liu Mengmeng turned her head happily and shyly, looked at Lin Zaishan in embarrassment, and complained softly: "Uncle, why are you rubbing me so hard all of a sudden?" ”

Lin Zaishan re-covered the bath towel behind Liu Mengmeng's waist, blocked her buttocks, and told the truth: "For me personally, your singing voice is too penetrating, and I was electrocuted by your singing." ”

"I just sang it."

Liu Mengmeng was overjoyed by Lin Zaishan's praise, and she was also a little flattered.

She can feel that every time Lin Zaishan listens to her singing, she enjoys it very much, and this feeling that can make Lin Zaishan appreciate it makes Liu Mengmeng very happy and joyful.

She couldn't believe that her plain and unbright singing voice would stimulate this genius music uncle so much. This may be the legendary Bole!

"It's enough for you to sing one sentence. I was penetrated by your timbre, not to praise your singing skills. I love your tone very much. Lin Zaishan does not hide his preferences.

Liu Mengmeng was very happy by Lin Zaishan's praise, recalling the exciting feeling just now, she couldn't help but glow with the impulse of Huaichun, and she was embarrassed and charming to flirt with Lin Zaishan and scolded: "If you like my timbre, you like it, why do you touch my back?" (To be continued.) )

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