Chapter 1109: The Fragrance Soul is nowhere to be found
In the operating room, Chen Daoxu was still silently holding Su Muyu's hand, although his aura was still being transported, the temperature of that hand had slowly disappeared. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info..
Su Muyu, who was leaning on his shoulder at this moment, would never open his eyes again, never speak again, never touch his eyebrows with his hand again, and never tease him again for being her old cow who cultivated the land.
Su Muyu is gone, disappearing into the world forever, silently.
Chen Daoxu was still holding the boy Zijin in his other hand, she was not yet a year old, she didn't know what was happening at the moment, with her round black eyes, she reached out and grabbed Chen Daoxu's fingers, and leaned up desperately, as if she wanted to suck.
"Babble!"
However, she was still just a baby girl, and she really couldn't hook it, and she couldn't help but let out a burst of indistinct sounds.
Chen Daoxu sat there, lowered his head, looked at himself and Su Muyu's daughter, opened his mouth, and said in a trembling voice: "Daughter, I'm sorry, it's Dad I'm sorry for you, I'm sorry for ......"
At this moment, Chen Daoxu could no longer suppress the grief in his heart, and tears fell like rain in an instant.
Su Muyu is dead!
The woman who once drove a red sports car, drunkenly pushed him, and left the sentence in his mobile phone afterwards that Chen Daoxu can't forget to this day, she died!
The one who was once in the Pearl University singing competition, dressed in ancient costumes, with her hair curled in a virtual bun, and a drunken flower yin like a goddess of the courtyard who traveled from ancient times, she died!
The woman who has had a miserable fate since she was a child, but she struggled step by step, desperately hoping to be free, and never gave in in the process, she died!
Although Su Muyu once assassinated Lin Hongjiao, almost put Chen Daoxu in the most dangerous situation, and tried to use his daughter to blackmail Chen Daoxu to leave the person he liked, but now, she is dead!
What grievances, what entanglements, what estrangements, all disappeared the moment her heart stopped.
And as the woman who really married Chen Daoxu, as the mother of his daughter, as one of the people who were most entangled with him, these still remained.
Chen Daoxu only knew one thing at the moment, in his life, there was a woman who left him forever, and right in front of him, stopped breathing.
Xiao Zijin saw that his father was crying, and his big eyes first showed a little doubt, and then the corners of her mouth twitched, and suddenly she cried with her, and her little hand holding Chen Daoxu also swung and struggled.
Chen Daoxu was interrupted by his daughter's sad thoughts, gently patted Xiao Zijin's back, and transported the aura into her body, slowly, Xiao Zijin quieted down, she looked at her father, felt the long-lost comfortable breath, and her big eyes narrowed.
"Daughter, look at your mother again, look at her again."
Chen Daoxu stretched out his hand to wipe his tears, and said in a hoarse voice, "You have to remember that she is the person who loves you the most in this world, do you understand?" ”
Chen Daoxu slowly put down Su Muyu's body, and then picked up his daughter and watched with her.
Su Muyu, who was lying on the hospital bed at this moment, had a peaceful face and a smile on the corner of his mouth, this picture became an eternal photo in Chen Daoxu's mind.
When Chen Wuge died, Chen Daoxu had never been so sad, so no matter what, he had to admit that Su Muyu had left an indelible mark in his heart.
Although I may not have really loved, what about the thoughts and heartbeats of that moment? Chen Daoxu dares to say no?
He didn't dare.
In this life, now Chen Daoxu only owes two people, one is Miss Lin, and the other is Su Muyu.
But the former can he spend the rest of his life to compensate, what about the latter?
There was no more chance.
Chen Daoxu looked at it silently for a long time, his expression gradually became firm, he stretched out his hand and gently landed on Su Muyu's face, as if to remember her appearance forever, and then he leaned down and left a kiss on her lips.
"Zixuan, you did it, in this life, I won't forget you."
Chen Daoxu said softly, saying Su Muyu's nickname, his eyes were soft, "In the next life, whether you can find me or not, I hope you can have a happy life." ”
The tears have dried, the people are far away, I wish in this life, and I will see you again in the next life.
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Su Muyu's death, Chen Daoxu did not tell too many people, except for the old man of the ram and the master of the Yunliu Temple in the Xuanmen Temple, only Su Zhongmin was invited to attend her funeral.
No matter what, Su Muyu is a member of the Su family after all, and he hopes that one of the Su family can be present and send her off.
After returning to the Xuanmen Temple, the Yunliuguan Lord pushed Su Muyu's mother Su Mei out and went to the funeral, but he didn't even say a word to Chen Daoxu, which was like a stranger.
It was the old man who called out to Chen Daoxu and told him to go and clean up the relics in Su Muyu's room.
"Mu Yu said to her female assistant Li Ying before her death, you are the only person she trusts, although in the explosion, Li Ying also died, but the old man I still know about this, so Mu Yu's relics, you go and sort it out! Just put it in the backyard. ”
The old man seems to be many years older these days, but his expression seems to be quite calm.
Chen Daoxu opened his mouth and wanted to say something, but the old man shook his head and walked down the mountain, leaving only one sentence as he walked.
"Everyone has their own destiny, Mu Yu, this girl, who has suffered since she was a child, is now liberated, and the old man has no other thoughts, you ...... Do it for yourself! ”
Chen Daoxu swallowed the words on his lips, and came to the backyard silently, the east wing where Su Muyu once lived, now only bricks and rubble remained, and after the fire was extinguished, the relics taken out of the room were all placed on the stone table in the backyard.
There were not too many things on the stone table, probably because the fire was too fierce that day, and there were indeed not many things that could be left, Chen Daoxu looked at it the same, in addition to the gold, silver, jade and some personal belongings worn by Su Muyu, there was also a safe.
Chen Daoxu looked at the safe, hesitated for a moment, and entered the birthday of the boy Zijin on it.
"Click!"
After a soft sound, the safe opened, and Chen Daoxu looked into it and found that there was nothing valuable inside, just a diary.
Chen Daoxu knows that Su Muyu has the habit of keeping a diary, and the letter that Su Muyu wrote to Chen Daoxu is believed to have been derived from her habit.
However, looking at the diary in front of him in the safe, Chen Daoxu didn't have any urge to open it, he just looked at it silently, picked it up after a long time, took it with him, and sorted out all Su Muyu's personal accessories by the way.
Then Chen Daoxu left here and drove to Su Muyu's funeral.
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There were very few people who attended Su Muyu's funeral, and the funeral was very simple, because it was all done in accordance with Su Muyu's last wishes.
The old man of the ram, Su Muyu's mother Su Mei, as well as the Lord of Yunliuguan, Su Zhongmin, and the chief doctor of the private hospital, Dr. Li.
The last wish was conveyed by Dr. Li, and when he operated on Su Muyu, Su Muyu told him all these wishes, and told him that the funeral should not be buried, as long as the ashes are buried under a tree in the Thousand Buddha Rock of Qixia Mountain after cremation.
"Sue, so that when you come to see her in the future, she will still be alive without having to face a cold tombstone."
When attending the funeral, Dr. Li said to Chen Daoxu.
Chen Daoxu didn't answer, just looked at the crystal coffin containing Su Muyu silently, and the hand pushing his daughter Zijin's stroller was already clenched.
On one side, the old man of the ram stood there, his face was sad and joyless, and on the other side, Yunliu was pushing Su Mei's wheelchair, also standing there, but she was obviously forgetful of Xiu Taishang, and her face was already full of tears at this moment.
Even Aunt Su Mei, who has long suffered from dementia, seems to be exuding an irrepressible excitement in her yellow eyes under her silver white hair.
The saddest thing in the world is that a white-haired person sends a black-haired person.
In the crystal coffin, Su Muyu was wearing her favorite navy blue cheongsam, with her hands crossed on her abdomen, her classical face had already been modified, and it seemed to have returned to her former beautiful appearance.
But only her eyes were closed.
Then under the witness of everyone around, Su Muyu was sent into the furnace, and the blue flames gushed down, covering her body, at this moment, Chen Daoxu suddenly felt as if he had lost a piece of something.
And the boy in the stroller suddenly burst into tears at this moment, without warning at all.
Chen Daoxu stretched out his hand and hooked Xiao Zijin's hand, and naturally began to convey aura, but Xiao Zijin did not stop crying, as if he knew the fact that her mother had passed away, until Chen Daoxu picked her up, her crying was a little quieter.
"Daughter, your father will be responsible for taking care of you in the future, you have to listen to your mother's words, and grow up happy and healthy forever."
Chen Daoxu muttered softly, and at some point, tears filled his eyes again.
Zixuan, let's go.
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After the cremation was completed, Chen Daoxu took Su Muyu's ashes, and then the group returned to Qixia Mountain, near the Thousand Buddha Rock, where a small ancient tree grew.
Looking at this ancient tree, Chen Daoxu took matters into his own hands, dug a pit next to the tree, and put Su Muyu's ashes down.
At the same time, there are also those relics of Su Muyu.
Only the jade bracelet that Grandma Chen gave to Su Muyu, Chen Daoxu kept it in his hand.
It looked strange for a big man to wear such a jade bracelet, but Chen Daoxu was calm and calm, without the slightest abnormality.
When the soil was covered on the urn, Chen Daoxu's mind slowly calmed down, the former Su Muyu had left forever, dust to dust, dust to soil, and nothing left.
Who in the world would not be like this?
After covering all the soil, the funeral was almost over, Su Zhongmin came over and said to Chen Daoxu, and then left, and the rest of the others, Chen Daoxu just waved his hand, signaling that they didn't have to stay here.
"Old man, Lord Yunliu Guan, please send your aunt back! I want to be alone here for a while. Chen Daoxu said softly.
Yunliu ignored him, just took Aunt Su Mei and left, and the old man didn't speak, just looked at the ancient tree for a while, and finally left in silence.
Only Chen Daoxu sat down in front of the ancient tree, took out his diary, and opened it.
The first sentence on the title page of the diary is Zhang Ailing's famous quote in Love in a Fallen City: "If you knew me in the past, maybe you would forgive me now." ”
With just this sentence, Chen Daoxu couldn't help but look in front of him.
Under the newly buried soil, who could have known that there was a person buried here?
However, there is nowhere to be found, that's all.