Chapter 1786 is a mixture of joy and sorrow
The eldest lady has a little powder, and she has a natural temperament, exuding the whole body
Knowing that the emperor is coming, the eldest lady is very happy today, after leaving for so long, she finally met. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ļ½ļ½ļ½Uļ½Eć ļ½ļ½ļ½ļ½
Looking at himself in the mirror, his sideburns and hair were slightly gray, although he had been dyed with He Shou Wu, he knew in his heart that his forehead was also slightly wrinkled.
Thinking about when I first got married, I was so young, although I didn't like God at a glance, and this marriage was also arranged by the matchmaker's words, the eldest lady knew her fate very well, and she should be a good helper of the emperor and be a lady who does not fight or grab.
This is what my mother told me back then, on the eve of her wedding.
Mother said, the future is long, to have a vision, only by adhering to this essence can you not forget the original intention, you have to always, don't care about the process you can't control, don't participate in the choice of the husband, don't blow the wind in your ears, don't compete with others for favor, all forbearance, the final winner will be you
Mother told me a lot, and the eldest lady did what her mother told me.
Today, however, the eldest lady sighed: "Mother, mother, I do not know whether your admonition is right or wrong, and now at my age, not only do I have no children, but I have not yet received the desired hand in hand and affection, I am really a failed daughter. Now that the second and third ladies are pregnant, the emperor may be even more fond of them, and I can only sit here idle, waiting for my face to droop and grow old."
"I don't see any hope of victory, and I don't think about that anymore, I just hope that the emperor will care more about me and be with me more," the eldest lady thought slowly.
Thinking of marrying the emperor, the emperor treats himself well, although there are no sweet words, but it can be regarded as raising eyebrows and treating each other sincerely, a year later, the emperor led the second lady into the door, the second lady's family is also some power and the eldest lady's family, according to their words, this is a strong alliance, the emperor needs to strengthen his own strength, stabilize his position.
Therefore, the eldest lady didn't say anything, endured it, and admitted it, how can a man not have three wives and four concubines, but those days were really uncomfortable, and the emperor stayed with the second lady night after night, and never came to him again
How many tears the eldest lady shed, only she knows, in those sleepless nights, standing outside the palace, looking at the moon in the sky, making countless wishes, hoping that the emperor can come to see her, however, every wish she made was disappointed.
Not only did the emperor not come, but he was getting farther and farther away from him, and from time to time he saw him and the second lady in the garden, smiling with grinding ears and temples, and his heart was broken again and again.
However, adhering to the woman's woman's way and adhering to the mother's precepts, the eldest lady endured all this, and forced a happy face, sometimes in order to know whether the emperor is doing well recently, she can only know from the second lady, that is, to visit the second lady with food or jewelry, and in the casual conversation with her, she knows the emperor's recent situation in a few words.
As a favored lady, the second lady endlessly shows off the intimacy between herself and the emperor, whispers, romance, promises, promises, and rewards
Everything has broken the eldest lady again and again, and only the tears are wiped from the pillow at night.
Every night was sleepless, and then the third lady came, and the second lady was no longer favored, and she spent more time with the eldest lady
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