21. My cousin's diary
Nanhua Community
The people here have a very high status, and they are either rich or expensive. I got out of the car with the fat man here, although the roadside is also very luxuriously decorated, but I am not in the mood to appreciate it at the moment. Because my cousin, yes, I really can't believe that such a thing is true, and I deny it over and over again in my heart.
But when I followed Uncle Wang and saw the pale face in the hall, all of a sudden, I felt as if my heart was empty. My cousin's face was pale, but it was undeniable that she was very beautiful, I didn't see Uncle Su and them, only Uncle Wang was in charge here, Uncle Wang said that Uncle Su and they were currently hospitalized, and the doctor said that it was caused by exhaustion. It's hard for me to say anything when I hear this, but I love my children anyway.
But, cousin, you still owe me an agreement, how can you leave so irresponsibly.
"Young master, this is something that Miss left for you." Uncle Wang said and handed me a thick notebook.
The fat man didn't know where he went, maybe he went to eat, I thought, I'm so tired, but I still want to figure everything out. I opened the notebook, and as I expected, it was my cousin's diary.
Before March, what was recorded was her life at school, a very ordinary three-point line.
April 1
Today is April Fool's Day, and of course, I was cheated by the dormitory people once. Alas, those Nizi are really speechless. And today's head teacher was cheated, haha, I'm a little happy. Well, it's not good, but my diary loves how to write and how to write, hehe.
In the evening self-study class, I have nothing to do to play with my mobile phone, QQ chat, there is a man named Peng Fei who added me as a friend, and what did you say to let me be his wife, phew, Miss Ben is so beautiful, how could she agree to him, besides, he worked a year younger than me, and his studies must not be very good, by the way, I don't know how Ling Liang is now? I miss him so much, but I think he's very handsome.
April 5th
Ah, it's boring. Today, the man is here again, I think it's okay anyway, let's talk about it, and my parents don't know. So I agreed, but I made an appointment with her in Chapter 3, 1, and only dated him on the Internet. 2. You are not allowed to ask for a mobile phone number or anything realistic. 3, I didn't think about it, I'll talk about it later. So he called my wife on QQ, I felt very embarrassed at first, but then I let it go, it was fake anyway, and I told him that his name was Ling Xue. Hey, be smart.
After that, the diary jumped to a month later.
May 10th
I don't know what's wrong, and I didn't feel anything at first. But he would ask me what I was eating every day when I ate. Study tired or not, and some ordinary words. But I feel very satisfied, really, Lian Yue'er Na Nizi said that I thought of spring, hum, don't think I don't know, that guy is tired of being with the senior in the third year of high school all day long, what qualifications do you have to say about me. However, we didn't tell our parents, and this is also a tacit thing between girlfriends. I think I'm kind of in love with him. What is Love? I don't know about it, but I just think it's easy and comfortable to talk to him.
I decided to take a picture tomorrow and send it to him, he asked me for a long time, and I said what if it was an ugly girl? He said that he didn't care, the heart was more important. Although he looks a little different from my heart, it looks okay and is attractive.
May 12th
I was hospitalized and the doctor told me I had leukemia and needed a bone marrow transplant, but if I had rejection, it would be life-threatening. However, if you don't have surgery, you will suffer more if you lose your immunity.
I told Pengfei, let's break up, I wish you happiness. He said, "How can I be happy without you?" I feel very sad in my heart, why, I didn't kill people and prevent fire, and I didn't even hurt flowers and plants, why did I get such a disease. My parents have more gray hair, and I see it in my eyes, and I understand that it's all for me. Looking at the sky outside the window, I wondered, why, God, why, good people are not rewarded.
I'm going to have surgery tomorrow, Pengfei, if I'm still alive, no matter what the family decides, I'll be with you. It would be nice if I could live
The paper was a little twisted, and my cousin was crying when I wrote it. This is the end of the diary
ps: Here, in 07, there were similar people in the above time period, and after seeing it, here I say sorry to you for my cousin. I wish you a good future, this is one of my cousin's wishes, she said that she once told him to write a novel about them, and I will do it for her, sorry