Chapter XVIII
The nurse opened the door and brought Yun Yi in, and then said to the person who was immersed in writing, "Doctor Zhang, this is here to consult you." ”
Doctor Zhang raised his head at this time, Yun Yi was stunned, this doctor is too young, he looks like a fifteen or sixteen-year-old girl, and the baby face is very cute!
Beautiful things always make people's mood happy, and Yun Yi is the same, he walked up to the female doctor and stretched out his hand and said, "Hello Dr. Zhang, my name is Yun Yi!" ”
The female doctor stood up, shook his hand with an indifferent face and said, "Hello, I'm Zhang Jing!" ”
The voice was low, which made Yun Yi slightly surprised, it was very small in appearance, but as soon as he spoke, he could feel a sense of maturity.
Zhang Jing carefully looked at Yun Yi, a very energetic young man, his face was a little pale as if he had lost too much blood, his eyes were bright, and he looked at people very positively, not like he had mental problems.
"Mr. Yun, I don't know if you have any questions, you can talk to me!" Zhang Jing looked at it for a while before speaking.
Yun Yi touched his nose, looked at the cute baby face, and said with a smile: "Doctor Zhang doesn't look very old!" ”
He didn't mean anything else, but Zhang Jing frowned and said, "Let's talk about something related to the condition." ”
Yun Yi was dumbfounded, and then he also found that he was a little rude, but he found that this Doctor Zhang's temperament seemed to be a little cold, so he said seriously: "Okay, my situation is a little special, and I hope you can keep it a secret for me!" ”
Zhang Jing still nodded lightly and said, "You can rest assured, our first principle is to keep the patient confidential, and now please dictate your condition." ”
After speaking, he took the pen and was ready to record at any time.
Yun Yi was slightly silent, and after thinking about it for a while, he spoke: "I don't know if this is a mental illness, but I can be sure that I do have a mental problem. ”
Zhang Jing didn't speak, quietly looked at Yun Yi's face, and motioned for him to continue.
"Has Dr. Zhang heard of war syndrome?" Yun Yi said softly.
Zhang Jing nodded calmly and said, "I know!" ”
War syndrome, also known as war sequelae, was a disease that many military personnel suffered from during wartime.
It is the hallucinations of the battlefield that will appear after the soldiers get off the battlefield, with excessive mental pressure, often going berserk, hurting people, emotional instability, and even suicide.
"I used to be a soldier, and I also had this kind of problem, and in the six months since I was discharged from the army, I feel that I have recovered, and now my way of doing things has gradually become the same as that of ordinary people, I thought there was no problem."
Zhang Jing listened to him quietly and did not express any opinions!
Yun Yi looked up at the ceiling and continued: "It's like saying goodbye to the past, but just a few days ago, I often dreamed of some memories of being a soldier, which are very profound, especially a bad experience often echoes in my mind, I now think I am a very rational person, but if something triggers the anger in my heart, I will be like I have become the same as before." ”
Yun Yi said and looked at Zhang Jing, hoping that she could give an answer.
Seeing Yun Yi looking at her, Zhang Jing picked up the pen in her hand, turned it around and said, "Didn't your illness be cured in the first place?" ”
Yun Yi lowered his head and thought about it before saying, "I don't know what to say, it should be no problem." If I used to be impulsive, then now I am rational, and if I don't have a seizure, I think it can be regarded as two kinds of thoughts. ”
Zhang Jing frowned slightly, and asked a little questioning: "How can you judge that your present is completely different from before?" ”
Yun Yi thought about it in silence and said categorically: "You don't have to question this, I can guarantee that my current way of doing things is completely different from before." ”
Zhang Jing silently looked at Yun Yi's eyes, trying to distinguish what he looked like when he spoke, and what she finally got was that he was very sincere and true when he spoke.
Zhang Jing put this aside for a while, and then continued: "War syndrome is very complicated, most of them will get better with treatment and time, but there are also quite a few people who can't bear the psychological pressure and commit suicide, I want to know if you have suicidal tendencies?" ”
Yun Yi said with a smile: "If it was half a year ago, it did have the intention of committing suicide and carried it out, but now it is completely gone." ”
Zhang Jing's baby face showed a strange expression and said, "I listen to you, you make a clear distinction between the present and the past?" ”
Yun Yi was taken aback when she heard this, this little girl was so sharp-minded, but she said quietly on her face: "Well, it's true, if I hadn't made a clear difference, I would have committed suicide a long time ago!" ”
Zhang Jing didn't continue to ask, but made a record in the notebook, and after about five minutes, she raised her head and said, "Mr. Yun, from your statement, it can be seen that after you were discharged from the army, you once thought that you had recovered from illness, did something happen recently that made you troubled again?" ”
Yun Yi's face was slightly gloomy: "One night a few days ago, I dreamed of a bad memory again, which made my mood fluctuate a lot, but the strange thing is that unlike before, I seem to have become another person, looking at my own memories. There was sadness, anger, but it wasn't enough to drive me crazy and out of control! ”
Zhang Jing had a contemplative expression on her face, this is a symptom of schizophrenia, but he said that he once had war syndrome, could it have caused schizophrenia.
Zhang Jing's face gradually became solemn, and her eyes also shone brightly, as a doctor, what I like most is to study all kinds of strange cases! He said in a deep voice, "What happened after that?" ”
Yun Yi said: "A few days ago, my wife was bullied and wronged, I was present at the time, although I was very angry at first, but I was able to restrain myself, but when the other party became more and more arrogant, I suddenly felt that my previous tyranny began to fill my mind, and gradually controlled my behavior. ”
"The strange thing is that I haven't lost my mind, and I know very well what I'm doing, and even think about the pros and cons, but I don't like violence, and my body can't help but move my hands!"
"And when the other party took out a weapon to attack me, I was still able to think about the pros and cons, but when I was really attacked, and it was enough to threaten my life, that impulse instantly filled my mind, making my reason no longer able to continue working, and the urge to kill the other party could not be suppressed completely!"
When Yun Yi said this, a roar sounded in his mind again, his eyes began to deepen, and the aura on his body became a little different.
As a psychiatrist, Zhang Jing has a very accurate grasp of the patient's state, and immediately found that the man sitting opposite her had a slightly scattered pupil in his eyes, and a chilly breath escaped from her body.
Hurriedly shouted loudly: "Mr. Yun! Mr. Yun! ”
Yun Yi's pupils refocused, looked at the female doctor opposite, shook his head, and took a few deep breaths before smiling bitterly: "I'm sorry, since last time, I have had a hunch, if it breaks out again next time, I'm afraid it will be more and more difficult to control!" ”
Zhang Jing regained her composure, nodded and said: "Mr. Yun, please relax, in fact, many patients will go insane because of recalling some things, I just called you, I can easily wake you up, and prove that your situation is not as you imagined." ”
Yun Yi's own family knows about his family, he is not mentally ill at all, there was a problem with Yun Yi before he was alive, but he didn't, nodded and said, "Doctor Zhang, is my state schizophrenic?" ”
Zhang Jing thought for a while and nodded: "You do have symptoms of schizophrenia, and in your eyes, it can be triggered anytime and anywhere, but schizophrenia is a personality that completely replaces another personality, your situation is a little different, you seem to be just a little irritable, and you will not completely lose consciousness!" ”
Dr. Zhang's words made Yun Yi agree very much, he is like an extremely bad-tempered person, just a little, not schizophrenia, but more serious than ordinary people!
Yun Yi said: "Then is there a way to treat it?" I'm worried that if I lose control of myself one day, I'm likely to do something I regret! ”
"If your situation does not affect your life, quit anger, try not to think about some unhappy things, and keep yourself optimistic, then you will not have a problem." Zhang Jing said softly.
Yun Yi was silent, who could guarantee that he had been optimistic, he knew very well that he was not schizophrenic, but that the previous Yun Yi was hidden in his body, and he didn't know if he was dead. If you are alive and say that you are asleep, will you wake up suddenly?
"Are there any positive treatments that can help me?" Yun Yi asked.
Zhang Jing was silent for a while and said: "Mental illness is not like a physical disease, many times not being able to find the cause is the biggest problem, I can help you hypnosis, try to wake up your violent part, and then appease, and even help you clear your name." ”
Yun Yi was stunned for a moment, hypnotic, this is a good way, but he hasn't been in a hurry yet, a memory suddenly appeared in his mind, and he had to smile bitterly and shake his head!
Zhang Jing looked at Yun Yi's sudden emotional change and was puzzled: "What's wrong?"
"Doctor Zhang, I'm afraid you can't hypnotize me!" Yun Yi smiled bitterly.
He is specially trained, and even the people in the army who specialize in hypnosis can't hypnotize him with drugs, let alone Zhang Jing.
Zhang Jing didn't seem to hear Yun Yi's meaning, and still said lightly: "Don't worry, our hypnosis is professionally trained, and there are many patients who have been cured by hypnosis in my hands." ”
Yun Yi looked at her serious appearance, and there was also a little wisp in his heart, after all, it was Yun Yi who had been trained before, and now he might really be able to do it, and finally nodded and said, "Then try it!" ”
Half an hour later!
Zhang Jing's calm state was broken, and she frowned and looked at Yun Yi, a little irritable!
Yun Yi looked at her innocently, in the past half an hour, she used various hypnotic methods, and Yun Yi always looked indifferent.
She used all means, all kinds of hypnotic tools, but it didn't work at all, if it was an ordinary person, she would lose her subjective consciousness in less than a minute, and Yun Yi was not affected at all.
For a while, her self-confidence was affected, and she was a little suspicious of her hypnotism!
Yun Yi smiled bitterly: "Doctor Zhang, forget it, I knew that this was the result, and I just gave it a try!" ”
Zhang Jing collected her emotions and regained her composure: "You should have special training, your will is too tenacious, I can't hypnotize you, but I can contact my teacher to help you." ”
Yun Yi shook his head and said: "I was once injected with the world's top drugs, and overdosed, and the top mind control masters, they couldn't get anything out of their mouths, hypnosis is useless to me!" ”