Chapter Twenty-Nine: It's Hard to Choose
As soon as I walked up the stairs on the third floor, I saw Hao Han coming towards him, and said with a smile as he walked; "The county party committee is to the left, the government is to the right, where is the teacher going?"
"What left and right, like choosing a route, is there no middle way to go. [Ran^Text^Library] Qi Tianxiang knew that she was joking, and responded with a smile.
"Walking down in the middle is a wall, and it will make your head bleed", Hao Han said with a straight face, "There is no choice." He burst out laughing.
Qi Tianxiang couldn't help laughing when he said this, causing some people in the corridors on both sides to look back and watch. Qi Tianxiang hurriedly put away his smile, stretched out his finger to his lips and puffed it out, and said slowly: "With such a big county magistrate, you can't pay attention to the slightest impact." ”
Hao Han also noticed that there were people watching in the corridor, but he still said not to be outdone: "Then please ask Secretary Qi to visit my office, is it okay?" There was a hint of provocation and banter in his eyes, "Don't just come to the county party committee, don't go to my county government to guide the work!" ”
"Yes, yes." Qi Tianxiang stretched out his hands and waved in a gesture, and followed Hao Han to her office. Thinking about Hao Han's metaphor from left to right just now, I feel funny at the same time, but I also think it can explain some problems. The county party committee is to the left, the left-leaning is often conservative, and the government is to the right, and the right-leaning means radical, but how can the left and right of this plain be diametrically opposed? The county party committee is doing radical things for the government, but the government is conservative and a little cautious.
"Please come in!" Hao Han pushed open the hidden door and stood by the door to make a gesture of please.
"You'll let in, or won't let you in." Qi Tianxiang looked at Hao Han and smiled slightly, and said jokingly. Seeing Hao Han's puzzled expression, he muttered and gestured to her chest. Although Hao Han, who was standing by the door, was some distance away from the door, his towering chest happened to block part of the door, and if he entered, he would inevitably touch Hao Han's chest.
Hao Han followed Qi Tianxiang's gesture and looked at it, immediately realized something, took a step back with a blushing face, and couldn't help but secretly admire Qi Tianxiang's carefulness and elegant bearing, and inexplicably felt a little gloomy in his heart, and followed Qi Tianxiang into the office.
"Well, it's a bit of a female leader's office." Qi Tianxiang looked around after entering the door, and pretended to praise it lightly in order to alleviate the embarrassment just now.
"How can there be a trace of fat powder", Hao Han glanced at Qi Tianxiang and said: "Except for the two pots of Milan flowers on the windowsill that are my own, the others are all things that are uniformly equipped by the organs, and the Milan flowers are mine, I like Milan flowers, isn't it." ”
Qi Tianxiang did not respond to Hao Han's words, presumably Tan Pingshan's feelings also told her, it may not be impossible to love the house and Wu, and any response may bring endless explanations and arguments. Just smiled and looked at the furnishings in the room, it was indeed no different from Liu Tangzi and Peng Qun's office, but a piece of writing on the wall was a special thing, and I saw the four words "Strive for Success" written in large letters, and the ink was very thick and powerful. Looking closely, it was written by Tan Pingshan.
"By the way, there is also this painting, which is also my own, self-encouragement." Hao Han explained.
"Self-encouragement? I'm afraid it's expectation! Qi Tianxiang pointed to the words and the inscription below, teasing meaningfully.
"Expectation is expectation, the old leader's hope for me, handwritten admonition, isn't it okay?" Qi Tianxiang's ridicule made Hao Han's face instantly clouded with a layer of fright, but he still argued strongly.
"The eldest brother writes well, and he has also been instructed by a master, specializing in the line, the pen is strong, the ink is heavy, the frame is atmospheric, not conventional, and it is indeed rare to be able to write like this. It's even harder to find it in the market. Qi Tianxiang pretended to shake his head and commented, and then said mysteriously: "And it is said that this old man cherishes ink like gold, and Mobao never shows people, and rarely sees gifts." Could it be that there is a meaning of 'swords for heroes, and pink for beauties'? ”
"Don't carry a gun and a stick and make fun of me with insinuations." Hao Han smiled and said, "To tell you the truth, I grinded it, can't I?" Hao Han admired Qi Tianxiang's wit and the bookish atmosphere in his words all the time, which seemed elegant and extraordinary.
"That's right." Qi Tianxiang said with emotion: "The body and mind are inseparable, who knows what is in the heart!" ”
"Sit down, don't take comfort in other people's wounds." Hao Han pulled Qi Tianxiang by the hand, let him sit down on the sofa, and hurriedly poured him tea.
"The magistrate of a county is so idle, preparing to set up a dragon gate array in the morning, has nothing to do?" Qi Tianxiang took the teacup handed by Hao Han and asked pretending to be surprised.
"It's fine, unless I find something to do on my own." Hao Han smiled, met Qi Tianxiang's gaze, and said lightly: "Some people like to monopolize power, and prefer offside commands, and people directly intervene in the affairs of functional departments. It's okay that I'm happy to be quiet, and I don't have an important meeting, and no one will disturb me. As he spoke, he continued thoughtfully: "You can't have both fish and bear's paws, this is the admonition and understanding of the ancients. For thousands of years, such a judgment has been recognized, but only today's society and government believe that it can be both, that is, it solves the problem of economic development and prosperity, and balances the people's will and social contradictions. Have you thought about the opening, do you want to get the ending? Are you ready for the complexities? ”
"You've been like this for more than a year." Qi Tianxiang asked puzzled.
"People don't like you to fight for power, so why should I be amorous and troublesome myself?" Hao Han said with a self-deprecating smile.
"Hehe, good!" Qi Tianxiang's gaze was fixed on the text panel on the wall for a long time, and he no longer spoke.
"I know what you mean, and I know what you're trying to say." Hao Han stood up and raised his voice, "In the eyes of you post-60s and post-70s, we post-80s are all Adou who can't be helped, selfish, squeamish, irresponsible, without a sense of responsibility, without responsibility, and even without the vigor and spirit of young people, but we also have beliefs, beliefs, and ideals." ”
Looking at Qi Tianxiang's surprised expression, Hao Han said without showing weakness: "Compared with the orthodox education you have received, as well as your suffering, we were born in a honeypot, grew up in a greenhouse, have not experienced wind and rain, let alone received the edification you have received, but at the same time we have not received the care you once had, our love comes from our parents and family, we were born to experience the baptism of the market economy, everything has to rely on money to solve, everything has to rely on ourselves." We don't have childhood, our childhood in various training classes and cram schools, from an early age was told to compete, to outperform others, so until college, but into the society to find that the result of competition is that we have not competed with anyone at all, the competition between peers depends on learning, relying on scores, but into the society does not rely on this at all, relying on relationships, relying on parents, relying on money, but not on ourselves, so we actually, we are selfish, and even we are decadent, dissatisfied, complaining, but these are useful? When we were growing up, who reminded us of how life should be, who told us the preciousness of our beliefs, the nobility of our ideals, and the sacredness of our lofty goals, have you big brothers and sisters told us? Did our parents tell us that we were the only hope? The more Hao Han spoke, the more excited he became, it was like an accusation: "Fortunately, we have grown up after stumbling, and we have learned to think and know, we are realistic but we have our own values, we have our own judgment standards, we try our best to protect ourselves, we try our best not to hurt others, we try our best to do our best, because we know that doing ourselves well is a contribution to ourselves and others, we don't believe in what you believe in'everyone is for me, We only do our best, but remember that everything you have will be in our hands, so it is your responsibility to pass on your most precious ideals, beliefs, and loyalties to us, and you must do so. ”
"Hehe, what a post-80s declaration, every sentence is beautiful, reasonable and well-founded. Good! Qi Tianxiang listened in surprise and applauded exaggeratedly, "That's too good, whether we want to or not, everything we have will be handed over to you in the end, and the bitter wine is also made by ourselves, and we will suffer it ourselves." He said thoughtfully, and continued: "Have you ever thought about what it means to have a big pot of rice that you haven't eaten?" Looking at Hao Han's confused eyes, he said slowly: "When it comes to the big pot of rice, it naturally makes people think of the changes a few years ago, and also naturally thinks of the disadvantages of people being superficial and inefficient, and at the same time, they can't help but think of topics such as social progress. In short, as a need for change, as a symbol of the development of the new era, the cauldron and even the people who depend on the cauldron to survive have become a historical relic overnight along with backwardness and poverty. As a result, after the cauldron was broken, there were countless small pots and small stoves, and more sentient beings holding bowls looking for food everywhere, as if everyone had become a big dining hall with nothing to do except cook and eat for a while. Cooking complaints about the lack of ingredients, the imperfection of the operating environment, the dissatisfaction with the amount and taste of the meal, there is also a bowl to eat, put down the bowl to scold the mother, the contradiction between cooking and eating is intensifying, and the status of the eater is getting worse and worse due to the care of the parents for the cook, almost no different from the beggar. After eating like this for several years, everyone's living environment has not improved too much, and when there is no big pot of rice, they can eat well and eat comfortably, especially the widening gap between the practitioner and the eater, so that people can't help but start to miss the peace and stability when eating the big pot of rice, and miss the interpersonal communication and neighborhood affection after the meal, as well as the harmonious atmosphere of sitting around to eat and the harmony and harmony of mutual assistance and mutual love. The performance at the spiritual level is like this, and the performance at the material level is even more dissatisfied with the income of the monopoly industry that is still eating the big pot of rice, and the rush to the government agencies that eat both the big pot of rice and the stove cooking, so that a large number of thousands of people compete for a civil servant position, as well as the doctoral section chiefs and master's staff who make the government talk about it, and there are doubts about the high education of the government staff who are amazed abroad and the wide range of professional knowledge resources, and at the same time, the lack of highly educated professionals at the grassroots level. Lack of senior technical personnel in enterprises. Reality is a mirror, which inevitably reflects the appearance of reality, and the deeper things are not difficult to find, but they are not very clear. In fact, the Chinese nation is particularly particular about everyone, the creation of a big pot of rice, the self-sufficiency and pride of the four generations of the same hall is ineffable, and the shade and descendants, and the benefit of the township was also the goal of the Shizi official eunuch's lifelong pursuit, and the children and grandchildren are surrounded by children and grandchildren, and the children and grandchildren are the envy of the neighborhood. The strength and disadvantage of a social system, the prosperity of a society, is often not reflected by the number and abundance of a few cooks and managers, nor can it be expressed by economic data, but by the degree of stability, comfort, and pleasure of the eaters, because they are the most vocal in the composition of society. The real sense of the big pot rice, not the soup porridge in the disaster year, to insert chopsticks do not fall, hand towels do not flow as the standard, to starve not to die as the principle, that can only reflect a kind of emergency and helpless maintenance, the purpose is to stabilize the survival and sustainability of the family, and a higher level of big pot rice, should be both full stomach and health, its abundance is a sign of everyone's prosperity, but also a must for everyone's construction and development. Only in this way can we have a harmonious atmosphere, can we have more pursuits besides eating, and can we reach the highest state of home and prosperity. After speaking, he said meaningfully to Hao Han: "In fact, the big pot of rice reflects a social form, and also shows a stable and satisfied social mentality. ”
"It's here again, it's still good when you were then! Who can't preach and whine, but the key is to do things. Hao Han glanced at Qi Tianxiang and said, "I know why you came, and I also know what you want to do." I also have a little material here, and I'll give it to you later. Said jokingly looked at Qi Tianxiang and smiled, "Do you think I haven't done anything for more than a year, people focus on political achievements, they want to look good on the face, I grasp the underground, and I don't see results, and although I don't interfere, I don't sign any major matters related to the government, and no one dares to take responsibility." Therefore, I have all the positives, negatives, praises, and complaints, depending on what you want. After speaking, he added: "This is also the style of our post-80s generation, you can do it or not, but if you want to do it, you must do it well, do it clearly, and the best way to prove yourself is to let people not underestimate themselves, and we still have this self-esteem." ”
"Shibei three days, you Hao Han really impressed me." He had been taught Hao Han's meanness and sharpness in school, but today's words really surprised Qi Tianxiang, and he praised him sincerely.
"Don't say it, when did you look at me seriously in school, your eyes were full of Teacher Yan." Hao Han teased and said, suddenly felt a little speechless, so he hurriedly said: "You can inquire all over the machine, I have been here for more than a year, my dress, style, is it a good lady, not smiling, not saying much." But this lady, in addition to meetings in the city or going out to study, every day is to drill ravines, enter farmers, go to enterprises, and go to the community, how many days can she sit in the office? As he spoke, he smiled and said: "Just talking and laughing at the staircase just now, everyone must wonder how the female county magistrate, who is usually rigid, how to talk and laugh with Secretary Qi, is she holding her thick legs." ”
"That can only mean that from this province, just after the attempted rape, he entangled the beautiful county magistrate again." Qi Tianxiang said with a smile.
"It's here again, isn't it?" Hao Han glared at Qi Tianxiang dissatisfied, "That incident is glorious, glorious, and it is on my lips every day, it sounds good, do you want to tell Teacher Yan specifically?" As he spoke, Hao Han stood up, "You sit down first, and I'll get you something." ”
Watching Hao Han put the contents of the drawer into the file bag, Qi Tianxiang stood up, slowly walked to the text panel, looked at Tan Pingshan's words for a long time, and said softly for a long time: "Put it down!" There will be no results. ”
Hao Han raised his head, looked at Qi Tianxiang gratefully, and muttered, "How can you say that you can put it down, how can you put it down?" ”
"If you can't, you have to let go, for you, but also for the sake of the big brother." Qi Tianxiang walked to the desk, looked at Hao Han, and said word by word: "I will mistake you." ”
"It doesn't matter if it's wrong or not", Hao Han looked at Qi Tianxiang and smiled bitterly, "Anyway, I won't marry, what's the matter?" ”
"You know the situation of the eldest brother, and probably better than everyone else." Qi Tianxiang looked at Hao Han and said in a difficult language: "You know Xiaomei's situation, when the child was sick, the eldest brother was still in the army in the northwest, and Huifen's sister-in-law was alone with the child, and she had to work the night shift at night, but the child had a fever and couldn't ask for leave, but the child really had nowhere to go, so she had to put the child to sleep with tears in her eyes and hurriedly went to work." It used to be the same, often leaving the child alone at home, there was no way, there was no helper. But that day, Xiaomei had a fever, woke up in the middle of the night, and was even scared of illness, and when her sister-in-law came back in the morning, the child was about to die, so she was rushed to the hospital, and her life was saved, but her brain was burned out. For this reason, the sister-in-law is guilty, and the eldest brother is even more guilty, feeling that it is he who makes the sister-in-law and the child so difficult, and the child is a knot that the eldest brother is difficult to overcome, plus the current situation of the sister-in-law, at such a time, do you think the eldest brother can let go? ”
"But what can I do?" Hao Han suddenly raised his head and said with tears on his face: "I didn't want to hurt anyone, let alone hurt my sister-in-law and Xiaomei, even I didn't want to hurt him, I endured it silently, endured lovesickness, endured suffering, I didn't say a word to him, nor did I ask him to say a word to me, I just wanted to look at him silently and stretch out my hand to help him, is this wrong?" ”
"The eldest brother is destined to become a martyr of feelings and morality, he can give up his life for the sake of the sacredness in his heart, and it is difficult for him to change." Qi Tianxiang didn't know what to say, how to comfort Hao Han, "Why do you bother to suffer yourself for a doomed and fruitless ending." ”
"It is his sincerity and innocence that makes me more willing to wait." As he spoke, Hao Han smiled faintly, "Waiting for a beautiful foolish is a beautiful thing in itself, so why do you have to have a result, you have to have an ending." ”
Looking at Hao Han's firmness, Qi Tianxiang not only felt the sourness in his heart, but also knew that there would be no result if he said it again, so he had to retract his gaze and walk back to the sofa and sit down.
After a while, Hao Han walked over with a thick document bag, "I'll give you these first, it's a little messy, you can take a look first, and I'll add it purposefully when I get back." ”
"I'm just going out of your office with this?" Qi Tianxiang glared at Hao Han, "You put it away first, and I'll let Xiao Zhang come over and get it when I get back." ”
Hao Han smiled embarrassedly, stuck out his tongue, and returned to his naughty appearance just now, "You don't have to worry about it, I'll send someone to your room at night." ”
Qi Tianxiang stood up with a smile, walked slowly to the door, and turned around and said deeply when he went out: "Thank you!" ”
Walking in the quiet corridor, Qi Tianxiang could even hear his own heartbeat, although it was gentle, but it was cheerful inside