Liao Xiaoting, who came back from the Internet for a night, was a little surprised to see me: "Danyang, you didn't go to the hospital to see that Dong Lingling."

I knelt down at the desk and wrote my homework, listening to Liao Xiaoting's words and shaking my head: "I didn't go, I didn't go." "Words * love * first * hair [big > book > package > small > said > net]"

"Yes, it's right if you don't go, and she won't appreciate it if you go."

Liao Xiaoting chattered, fell into bed, and fell asleep after a while, but my hand holding the pen did not continue to write, the mentality at that time was not clear, I thought that I might reconcile with Dong Lingling when I went, but I was also afraid, because it was a hospital kind of place, I was afraid that I would see something again, and years of experience told me that if I saw it once, it would be a period of time to see it, and the qi would become weaker and weaker.

If I didn't see Dong Lingling and her grandmother, it would be fine, but when I saw it, I felt uncomfortable, and to be honest, I think I should go to see Dong Lingling, but I haven't thought about what attitude to face her, do I want to admit my mistakes, but I'm not wrong, what to admit

The days seem to have calmed down all of a sudden, Dong Lingling's things are also fading day by day, but it is not okay to think about it, as junior high school students, we have to do a lot of classroom papers every day, most of the students who don't like to study will not read in the second year of junior high school, and those who stay will definitely want to go to high school, although at this age they will definitely hope that life will have some tricks, but as a student, boring is a certainty, and the teacher is urging every day, saying that if you don't want to miss it, make some plans for yourself as soon as possible, If you want to go to vocational high school or go to secondary school or something, but if you want to go to high school or college, you can stop, you want to play, then wait for graduation, and there is time to play

Let's talk more here, during the period when Dong Lingling was hospitalized and didn't come to school, Huang Xiaoqiang never came, according to my understanding of Huang Xiaoqiang, I think he is very likely to use this introduction to completely stop reading, let him sit in the classroom, you look at him and feel that he is being punished, sometimes he sleeps too soundly and yells because the teacher's lecture is too loud, "Give me a little quiet"

The teacher was shocked by the straightforward appearance, and I can't count how many times this guy was asked out in the teacher's resentful eyes, so this kind of black sheep does not come back to school The teacher is easier than anyone else, I once went to the office to send homework and even heard the teacher calling Huang Xiaoqiang and his mother, do you know what to say, is to persuade Huang Xiaoqiang's mother to agree to let Huang Xiaoqiang go to vocational high school in the future, what CNC machine tools to learn, and what to say that there is another family at home, it is better to have a skill in hand, and work will be assigned in the future, In view of Huang Xiaoqiang's academic performance, she does not recommend going to high school and college in the future, saying that it is a waste of money

I don't know what Huang Xiaoqiang's mother's reaction was when she heard the teacher say this, anyway, I was angry enough, because our internal classmates know that if the teacher recommends the student to go to vocational high school, the teacher seems to have a bonus, just like a good student on the key, and the teacher will also have a commission if he is admitted, although Huang Xiaoqiang is not good at studying, it looks hopeless to succeed, but I always feel that the teacher can't say such things, which is too chilling

I went to Huang Xiaoqiang's house as soon as I had a holiday that week, he was not at home, and her mother was quite surprised to see me going, "Danyang, why are you here?"

I directly explained my intentions: "Auntie, you can't let Huang Xiaoqiang go to vocational high school, isn't that more and more disinterested in learning?"

Huang Xiaoqiang's mother listened to my words and looked helpless: "Danyang, my aunt doesn't want to, but this calf knows how to play all day long, and when he mentions studying, he says that his head hurts, what do you say about making me angry, I thought he was scared by Lingling's grandmother, but now that I think about it, maybe he is pretending to be with me, and find an excuse to say that he doesn't want to go to school, and he hasn't been home for a day, and he said that he was scared when he went online, and now he went there again, I really want to, Let Grandma Lingling scare him once, scare him out, see if he will go in the future"

His mother took my hand again as she spoke: "Danyang, Xiaoqiang is good to you, I love to play with you, you go and tell him, why do you have to finish the third year of junior high school, then whether you will go to high school or go to secondary school or something in the future, you can't just hang around at home now, isn't this going to be damaged by the young people in the society?"

As soon as I heard this, I got angry and nodded, "Auntie, I'll go find him now"

Huang Xiaoqiang's mother told me behind me: "Danyang, if you can get Xiaoqiang back to school, you will be the number one hero of my family."

I didn't respond, all the way to the small Internet café on the street with a trot, I have never been in to play, but we have the nearest Internet café here, Huang Xiaoqiang must be here if he plays, usually this is also a base for some children who do not go to school, they are all about the same age as me, either high vocational or mixed society, my grandmother said that there is a miasma of smoke inside, and the good children have to go in, and they have been saying that if I dare to go in, I will discount my legs.

Of course, it was the first time I went in, but by no means for online fun, because I hadn't been in before, I was still a little nervous when I stood at the door, so I took a deep breath and pulled the door in, I was a big smell of smoke, there was a front desk at the door, and the person sitting behind the computer was a young man in his twenties, I didn't know, not a person from our family, looked at me and opened his mouth directly: "Is there a member, a few points." ”

"I'm looking for someone."

I said a mouthful and went in.,I didn't pay attention to him.,The first feeling I got inside was dirty.,And then it's black.,Everyone is staring at the computer screen as if it's a demon.,The mouse clicks and keeps pressing.,Some are still following the video of the people in the computer.,Wearing a big headset.,Typing there while giggling.,I glanced at it.,It's not very old.,Both men and women.,But what kind of husband and wife are shouting.,I feel numb when I look at it.。

Walking to the innermost, I can be regarded as seeing Huang Xiaoqiang, the big chairs in the Internet café are big, so it was really hard for me to find someone, he didn't notice me when I walked to him, my hand was busy on the keyboard, I took a look, it was playing that game of the King of Fighters, Jiuqi or something, maybe he won, he still smiled in his mouth, "This method, can it work." ”

What surprised me the most was that there was a pack of cigarettes and a drink bottle with cigarette butts in front of his computer, and while he was talking, he took out a cigarette from the cigarette case and put it in his mouth with great familiarity with his hand.

He seems to be playing with a connected computer, and a boy with a yellowed head on the computer next to him, that boy I know, an elementary school, I didn't study last year, and I've been messing around at home, "Xiaoqiang, I'm choosing a cow to compare, you are not allowed to choose grass and childishness, you know no, you can play him"

"Damn, you can't choose anyone, I'll tell you, I"

Huang Xiaoqiang was dancing with the eyebrows, his eyes swept, and he finally saw me, and he was shocked at that time, thinking that he was hallucinating: "Wang Wang Danyang, I'll go"

The cigarette in his mouth fell directly to his leg after his mouth opened wide, so frightened that he threw himself down and got up directly: "Why are you here?"

Huang Mao next to him probably saw that Huang Xiaoqiang's reaction was a little big, and laughed directly: "What's wrong Xiaoqiang, this is my daughter-in-law here." ”

"Fuck you, get out of the way."

Huang Xiaoqiang turned around and scolded him directly, looking at me with a somewhat uncomfortable expression: "That, you, why did you come here, go online, you can't talk about you." ”

"Come out."

I didn't have much patience to watch him throw down two words, glared at the yellow hair who was still smiling, turned around and walked straight out.

"Oops, you wait for me"

Huang Mao was still coaxing on the side: "Huang Xiaoqiang, you are a little out of luck, let you go out."

I didn't hear the rest clearly, I was in a hurry, and I really didn't want to stay longer.

When I stood at the door, within a few seconds, I saw Huang Xiaoqiang hurriedly follow out, I moved two steps to the side, and looked at him carefully: "Okay, Huang Xiaoqiang, you smoke a cigarette quite slippery." ”

Huang Xiaoqiang looked around, as if he was afraid that an acquaintance would hear the conversation between the two of us, so he pulled me to the side: "I'm just playing around, no." ”

Who would believe it, if you see me a little later, I'm going to finish smoking

I was too lazy to talk nonsense, so I said directly: "Your mother said that you don't want to read it." ”

"Hmm."

He nodded, and didn't look at me much: "I don't like it, I was scared last time, and now I think of shadows in the school playground." ”

"Then why don't you have a shadow in the Internet bar?"

I glared at him: "Okay, I won't persuade you, you don't want to miss it, if you like to mix it yourself, then you will be so mixed, anyway, it will not be me who will be looked down upon in the future"

"It's the same for me to wait for my graduation certificate to go to secondary school, really, I really don't want to go to school"

I let out a long breath, and I really felt that I was not an ordinary nosyman, "It's your business where you go to study in the future, but now if you want to mix like this, the more you will get more and more mixed, anyway, I don't like to deal with you, how do you like it." ”

After speaking, I raised my feet and left, Huang Xiaoqiang called me with a bitter face in the back: "Wang Danyang, then I can't get into high school, don't you still look down on me if I can't get into high school?"

I turned my face to look at him, feeling the setting sun shining on his face, for the first time I felt that he didn't look so stumbling, and opened his mouth: "If you don't mix with society, then I can always look down on you." ”