Chapter 122: A Painful Parting

The bright sunlight shone into the room in the morning, Yang Qianxun couldn't help but open her eyes, looking at the familiar ceiling, she didn't know how she was at home, trying to remember everything that happened last night, she only remembered that she was struggling on the edge of the grove, Li Hao yelled at her very angrily, and the scene of arguing with her was still vivid. How could it be at home? How did you get home? She didn't remember anything about it.

At this time, Li Hao gently pushed open the door and walked in, still holding a bowl in his hand, seeing Yang Qianxun open his eyes, he sat on the edge of the bed and said with a smile: "You woke up, you fainted last night, I took you to the hospital, the doctor examined you, and finally asked me under what circumstances you fainted, and I said that you are in a bad mood these days, and you haven't eaten much for a few days." Guess what the doctor said? Say nothing, you're hungry, you fool, you're starving. Originally, I wanted to ask to be hospitalized, but the doctor said that it was not necessary, so I took a bottle of glucose water and I took you back. Now that you're feeling hungry, can you eat some porridge? I just made it? ”

Yang Qianxun said: "I don't want to eat it, you can take it." I want to be quiet and don't bother me. ”

"Okay, call me if you want to eat later, and if you want to sleep, just sleep for a while." Li Hao thoughtfully helped her tuck the quilt, walked out with the porridge, and gently closed the door for her.

After listening to Li Hao's words, Yang Qianxun finally understood that she had also encountered such a thing as fainting with a sneer. I remember watching TV series before, and she laughed at the plot in the TV to Li Hao: "Look, why don't the authors of this drama have any new ideas?" Why do you arrange for someone to faint as soon as something happens? How can healthy people faint so easily? I want to faint too, why do I never faint? ”

Li Hao smiled and said: "With your body, you are as strong as a calf, if you want to faint, you must have that condition, don't think about pretending to be Lin Daiyu in this life!" ”

Yang Qianxun recalled the past scenes more clearly, and at the same time felt ridiculous for himself to have such a bloody plot. Thinking about it, I turned to yesterday's events, thinking of the two years of car maintenance; thought that the hardships of himself and Li Hao were in vain, but there was no explanation; Thinking of his incompetence and embarrassment, for a while he felt that he had no face to go home again, and he had no face to see his relatives at home; Thinking of such an ugly side of himself, it was revealed in front of Li Hao, a kind of shame, self-annoyance, resentment, embarrassment and other feelings came to my heart, and I felt that I might as well leave, stay away from the troubles of the world, start over in the next life, and live happily again. So he sat up, found a notebook, and wrote a letter to his parents at home:

Father, mother

When you read this letter, maybe I'm gone, don't be sad. Haoran, in the days when your sister is away, you have to take good care of the two old people, and your sister will bless you in another world.

I don't know what to say to you, maybe you will think I'm stupid, but in Qinghai car raising, I have experienced unprecedented hardship, I can bear these, I can't make money to repay the loan, we continue to work hard, but, the hateful Yuanda company, the hateful Zheng Linlin, they snatched our car away, I want to ask him for an explanation, but I can't find him, Li Hao won't let me drill the horns, but I can't figure it out! After a few days of fighting, fighting with Yuanda, fighting with Li Hao, and more importantly, fighting with myself, however, I defeated myself.

My daughter just doesn't have the courage to face the future life anymore, and I don't have the courage to face you, so I can only say to you: "I'm sorry! I'm sorry! I'm sorry! ”

This was followed by countless sorrys, until a page ran out and tears wet the pages of the notebook. Then she dropped her pen, took a small paper cutter from the drawer against the wall, and swiped it down on her left arm.

Seeing the blood slowly flowing out, Yang Qianxun pulled out the trash can under the table and put it at the head of the bed, then lay down on the bed by himself, stretched his bleeding arm above the trash can, and used his other hand to pull the quilt to his armpit to cover it, thinking calmly in his heart, let me sleep like this. Before I knew it, as if hypnotic, I fell asleep.

I don't know how long it took, Yang Qianxun seemed to hear an exclamation in a dream: "What are you doing here?" Then someone grabbed her cold arm. Yang Qianxun tried hard to open her eyes, and saw Li Hao, who was sitting on the edge of the bed, admiring her arm sadly, she turned her head to look, and the blood on her arm actually coagulated into a bloody membrane, sealing the exit of the blood, she thought in frustration, hey, it seems that the knife is a little light! You need experience to do anything, this, hehe, inexperienced!

Li Hao took out a band-aid from the drawer, put it on Yang Qianxun's wound, shook her and said loudly, "Do you want to die?" You're amazing! How can I have a face to live when you die, what are you thinking in your head? Did this break you? You're really impressive! ”

Yang Qianxun raised his other hand, wiped the tears that somehow flowed from his smiling face, turned his head away, closed his eyes, and ignored Li Hao.

Li Hao still held her injured hand, gently, as if he was afraid of alarming her: "Chihiro, what do you think, tell me about it?" I don't want you to be like this all the time, we still have a bright future, and there are still many opportunities to make money, don't be blindly depressed, okay? ”

Li Hao has been sitting on the edge of Yang Qianxun's bed, looking at her at first, and then he lowered his head, not knowing what he was thinking, sitting from day to night, until Yang Qianxun made a little voice with difficulty: "It's late, you go to sleep." ”

Li Hao raised his head as if he had been awakened, looked at Yang Qianxun carefully, and silently walked out of Yang Qianxun's room with the knife.

The next morning, Yang Qianxun got up early, walked out of the door, and saw Li Hao sitting on the sofa, obviously not going to bed all night. Seeing her, he stood up, walked to her side, hugged her with pity, took out a bank card from his pocket, handed it to Yang Qianxun and said, "Qianhiro, you go, get out of here." I can't let you suffer in this environment anymore, and I'm afraid that if you continue like this, you're going to die. I'll take care of the rest, and as long as you're okay, I won't worry about anything. ”

Yang Qianxun raised his head to look at his haggard face, his handsome face flashed with a sallow shimmer, and he didn't say anything, just nodded, and bypassed him into the bathroom. Coming out of the bathroom, Li Hao walked to her side again: "Chihiro, this is the 50,000 yuan I asked my father to transfer to me last night, you take it, I'm not by your side, don't do stupid things anymore, don't be embarrassed for yourself." Yang Qianxun still didn't speak, was silent for a moment, took the bank card, and walked into his room.

Ten minutes later, Yang Qianxun hung his leather bag on his right shoulder, dragged the suitcase in his left hand, and walked out of the room: "I don't want the rest of the things in the room, you are willing to help me deal with the best, if you don't want to deal with it, wait for the landlord to deal with it." I'm gone, take care! After speaking, without waiting for Li Hao to say another word, he twisted open the door and walked out, and the door slowly closed at the back. Li Hao was still sitting on the sofa, watching Yang Qianxun leave silently, without saying a word, his heart seemed to be hollowed out, and as if he had lost his voice, he didn't say a word.

The next day, Li Hao walked into Yang Qianxun's room, sat on the bed she slept on, recalled the bits and pieces of the two together, thought about the suffering that Yang Qianxun had suffered in the past few days, and secretly swore in his heart: "Qianxun, I will wait for me, and when I make a comeback, I will definitely find you back, you will always be the only love of my life!" At this time, he found that on the desk in front of him was the bank card he had given her yesterday. immediately took out the phone and dialed Yang Qianxun's mobile phone, and the mobile phone came with "Hello, the phone you dialed has been turned off." Only then did he remember that he had confiscated her mobile phone card a long time ago, and it was still in his wallet.

Li Hao lay on Yang Qianxun's bed in pain and whispered to himself: "Qianhiro, where will you go, how should I find you?" ”

Yang Qianxun got into a taxi, went to the train station and bought a train ticket to Shanghai, at about half past ten, the train left Xining, Yang Qianxun sat in front of the window, looking at the high-rise buildings and clear skies in Xining, and whispered in his heart: "Farewell, Xining, my sadness, farewell, Li Hao, my love!" ”

At noon the next day, I got off the train at the railway station in Shanghai, walked out of the exit, and looked at the bustling Shanghai, crowded railway station, and felt like a world away. Pulling the suitcase out of a distance, I saw an Internet café, walked in, opened a card with my ID card, found a computer in the corner, and then opened QQ to leave a message to Meng Xiuyan: Xiuyan, I am in the Xuanfeng Internet café near the Shanghai Railway Station, I lost my mobile phone, I can't contact you, see my message, will you come to me? I'll wait for you until eleven o'clock in the evening.

Then, she saw Xiaofan's QQ message to her: Qianxun, I haven't seen you online recently, our wedding date has been set, January 1, 2013, is New Year's Day, if you and Li Hao can come to be our bridesmaids and groomsmen, it would be good if you could come to my marriage!

Yang Qianxun smiled bitterly, and remembered two ancient poems in his heart: The moon bends and shines on Kyushu, and a few families are happy and a few are sad. Now it's impossible for us to go to your wedding together. So leave a message to Xiaofan: I will go to your wedding, Xiaofan, bless you!