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Dou Ya returned to her rental house, and she thought a lot by herself, x

Her heart ached, she was sad, but she felt relieved. After all, the big stone that has been pressing on my heart has been unloaded today. She confessed her feelings to Ouyang Ziqian, which made her heart relax a lot. Although the result disappointed and painful her, even being rejected is better than having a crush all the time and not saying anything.

At least, she is now at peace in her heart, and she won't suffer from gains and losses like that. Since she has lost it, she has to stay by Ouyang Ziqian's side and be his good friend. If there is really fate, maybe God will give her some opportunities in the future. But if God is destined to be cruel to her Dou Ya, she can only choose to be a good friend of the person she loves the most.

In the next few days, because she was busy with school work and she was about to start school, Dou Ya had a lot of things, and when she was busy, she could temporarily put these emotional troubles behind, but every night when she went to bed, she felt that her heart was very painful, and the pain made her feel that her heart was cracked into powder.

Dou Ya spent many days in such a torment, and finally on the day of the 10th, Sister Nana called her.

"Hey, Dou Ya, you can promise the country, on my day off, invite me to dinner." Sister Nana smiled, she didn't really care about Dou Ya's treat, but she had been living alone for so long, and she was under so much pressure to study every day, and she wanted to talk to someone on her day off, which could be regarded as relaxing.

"Oh, yes, yes. Look, I'm so busy that I forgot that today is the 10th! Dou Ya looked like she had just remembered, "It just so happens that I have less class today, so I will invite you to eat hot pot at noon today, just outside our school called Sichuan-style hot pot, how about it?" ”

"Do you have a morning class? I'm going to borrow a few books from the school library right now, and we can meet at the school. Sister Nana said.

Dou Ya said: "I have classes in the morning today, and in the third or fourth period, I will go to the library to read books, you borrow books and send me a WeChat, or come from the study room to find me, I am used to reading in the study room on the fourth floor." ”

"Alright, we'll meet in the library!" After Sister Nana finished speaking, she ended the call with Dou Ya.

At noon, Dou Ya and Sister Nana sat in the hot pot restaurant, Sister Nana looked very happy, while Dou Ya was melancholy.

"Eh, I said Dou Ya, should you feel pain because you invited me to eat this hot pot? I see you frowning, as if you have reached the end of the world? If you don't have enough money for the past two days, I'll just ask for this meal. Sister Nana said, "I just want to find someone to come out to eat, chat, and relax." ”

"Sister Nana, you misunderstood, I'm actually a little annoyed in my heart, and it has nothing to do with inviting you to dinner. Also, the school where I work has given me a raise, and I want to treat you to dinner! Dou Ya said, "Don't be too careful!" I'm just in a bad mood. ”

"Tell me, then, what's wrong with you? I'm a few years older than you, I'm your senior sister, I can help you analyze it, I can't say that you can clear the clouds and see the sun after listening to my enlightenment. Sister Nana said, "So, you can be your bosom sister!" Even if I can't help you, you can talk about it and feel more comfortable. ”

"I ......" Dou Ya looked a little speechless, she didn't know if she should tell Sister Nana about this. After all, it's her own business, and she doesn't want too many people to know about it.

"Can't you trust me?" Sister Nana seemed to have guessed Dou Ya's thoughts, "Don't worry, you Sister Nana and I have never been people who talk a lot." And I'm an otaku, and I don't have any friends to gossip about besides you. Seeing you so melancholy and painful, I will be depressed with you on this rest day today. ”

"Good!" Dou Ya nodded, "I think it's time for me to talk about it too." Recently, I've been suppressing myself, and I'm really tired. ”

"Uh-huh!" Sister Nana nodded hurriedly, looking like she was listening.

"Let's talk while we eat!" Dou Ya said, helping Sister Nana with the dishes, "Actually, it's that I'm in a relationship puzzle, I'm in pain, I can't get out, and I'm suffering alone." ”

Immediately, Dou Ya told Sister Nana about her crush on Ouyang Ziqian, all kinds of things that happened with Ouyang Ziqian, as well as Ouyang Ziqian's good friend Xia Xiaoluo, who loved her, and Ouyang Ziqian's showdown with her a few days ago.

"Actually, I've also experienced a broken love before, my boyfriend split his legs, and after I found out, I asked him to turn around, dump the girl, and be with me well, but he dumped me. It was only after that incident that I worked hard to go to graduate school. Sister Nana said, her expression was also a little helpless, "At the beginning, I was also very painful, it should be similar to your current situation, we have been in love since high school, and we were jointly suppressed by teachers and parents, we all survived, and we were admitted to a university, so we can stay together." However, he didn't expect that when he arrived at college, he was empathetic. So, I was really miserable, and I even wanted to die. ”

"But, Sister Nana, you don't look so sad now." Dou Ya said, "At least I don't feel you in pain. ”

"So, what I want to tell you is that time is the medicine that heals, and time can dilute everything. Even if it hurts now, but after two years, when you look back and look back, maybe when you think about it, there will be a slight heartache, but this kind of pain can't hurt you anymore. Sister Nana said, "So, since this situation is difficult to change for the time being, I think you can put more energy into your studies and part-time work, and when you are busy, you can forget a lot of things." Don't let yourself be idle, this is my experience, I was afraid that I would be sad and sad when I was free, so I chose to go to graduate school. ”

"Hmmm! You have a point. "However, I don't think I'm completely hopeless. My heart hurts, but I can't let go. I love him so much, I promised him to turn love into friendship as much as possible, but I don't want him to worry about me, there is a psychological burden, and I am even afraid that he will avoid me, and even ordinary friends have to be. I'm really not reconciled! I fell in love with someone for the first time, I didn't want to give up, and I was reluctant to give up. ”

"I understand, because you met a male god and I met a scumbag, so we treat it differently. It may be easy to forget the scumbag, but it is very difficult to forget the male god. Sister Nana sighed, "But I hope you can be rational and don't fall into the whirlpool of feelings, otherwise the person who will be hurt the most in the end will be yourself." No one can help you! ”

"I know!" Dou Ya nodded, "Because I know that the person Ouyang loves is Xiao Luo, and Xiao Luo loves Ling Tianyi, and is also married to Ling Tianyi, so if Ouyang is destined not to get Xiao Luo, I can accompany him, protect him, and comfort him when he is injured and in pain." Perhaps, at that time, he was dead set on Xiao Luo and would give me a chance. Although I know that there is little hope, but because I love him so much, even if there is one percent hope, I want to give 100 percent effort. ”

"You can ask your best friend to help you!" Sister Nana said.

Dou Ya shook her head, "No, I can't let Xiao Luo help me." Xiao Luo also helped me before, but if you think about it, Ouyang likes Xiao Luo so much, and Xiao Luo is dedicated to matching me and Ouyang together, how sad Ouyang will be! For example, if Ouyang introduces his friend to me as a boyfriend now, I will also be very sad. He can not love me, but he can't stimulate me in this way, and that day he just mentioned that I should have my own happiness, and I felt very painful in my heart. ”

"That being the case. Otherwise, find a way to fulfill Ouyang and Xiao Luo. Sister Nana said, "I don't say this to harm you, but to think about you." You can't get caught up in this emotional whirlpool, you have to get out. If you can't get Ouyang, it's better to fulfill him and match him with the person he likes, only when you see that he has ** and finally become a family, can you really die and pursue your own happiness. Moreover, I think that fulfillment is also a kind of love! ”

"Hmm!" Dou Ya nodded, "Ouyang loves Xiao Luo so much, if he can really be with Xiao Luo, I will bless them." Because I love him, and if he is happy, I will be happy for him. Sister Nana, you are right, fulfillment is also a kind of love. I want to match Xiao Luo and Ouyang, they are the most suitable, although Xiao Luo loves Ling Tianyi, but Ling Tianyi always makes her hurt, as a good friend, I also think that Xiao Luo and Ouyang can be happy together. ”

"Then do you want to open it today?" Sister Nana asked.

"To say that you are completely relieved is to be a lie. Such an unforgettable love, how can I say that I can let go of it! However, after talking to you so much, I think my mood is really much better. Dou Ya said, "So, thank you really today, Sister Nana, I'm not as uncomfortable as before now." ”

"If it's not so uncomfortable, how about accompanying me to go shopping in the afternoon?" Sister Nana smiled, "I haven't been out for a long time. ”

"Good! I want to go shopping, too. Dou Ya also smiled, "I think it's time for me to relax." However, I have to rush to the training school at 4 o'clock in the afternoon, and there are children who come to write homework in the evening, and I need to tutor them. ”

"No problem!" Sister Nana nodded, "I will definitely not delay your business." ”