85_85467 I have heard a lot of Luo Lan's voices before, some are cheerful, some are sad, but they are not so tired.

Xu Hao also knew that the other party was definitely not too tired from work, but because of his own affairs, so he didn't know how to speak for a while.

didn't hear the voice on the other end of the phone, Luo Lan also seemed to think of something, and fell silent.

On both sides of the phone, almost only the sound of the other party's breathing can be heard.

"Luo Lan, I'm Xu Hao, are you okay?" It was Xu Hao who spoke first, Luo Lan had done enough for him, and he was sorry for her.

Hearing that it was indeed Xu Hao's voice, Luo Lan on the other end of the phone burst into tears instantly.

In the past two days, she has not rested at all.

When I teach a class, I think of him; When I was preparing for class in the office, I was thinking about him; When I walked on the road, I still thought about him; Back at home, cooking, doing laundry, watching TV, all I thought about was him.

Thinking of the scene of playing with him in college, thinking of staying in the city for him after graduating from college, he looked stunned, thinking of the scene when his sister came over and everyone sang together, thinking of the scene when he suddenly received a call from him during the Chinese New Year, saying that his mother wanted to talk to him, and then there was the scene when he came over to confirm the relationship, and he finally rushed into the fire and said, "When I come back, we will get married".

She couldn't help but burst into tears.

She had cried before, but she had never cried so many times because of one person.

Although she was still in class these days, she didn't have any energy, and she felt sorry for her students. And when I returned home, I saw Bai Wei and the little girl Xue Ling'er trying their best to enlighten themselves, even Lin Yiyi, who was always cold, was trying her best to persuade herself, but she couldn't listen to her at all.

I used to like to listen to songs, but now I just think it's noise, and it's annoying to listen to.

I used to like TV, but now I feel more irritable, and the plot of the most dream comes true is even more sad.

She regretted her departure a little, but she felt that she had no choice but to leave.

It's not that she can't accept that Xu Hao has had relationships with other women, but if this is based on the fact that they have a relationship or it will not affect their relationship.

However, obviously, for Shangguan Feifei, she may be able to forget it, as long as Xu Hao really cuts off the relationship with her, she will not think about anything else, after all, that was Xu Hao's previous things, and it can be regarded as absurd when she was young. She doesn't think Xu Hao is a perfect person, so she is willing to accept some of Xu Hao's shortcomings and mistakes.

However, Su Ruolan's side is different.

Even if she didn't want to think about them in her heart, she couldn't selfishly let Xu Hao abandon the other party, right?

Since Xu Hao had no way to abandon her, he could only quit by himself.

Even if he knew that this was a war without mercy, Luo Lan still didn't have that aggressive character.

She opted out, although she was very sad and did not know when she would fully recover. However, she had no choice.

Only time can allow the wound to heal, and a person licks the pain of the wound, who knows, at this time, he actually received a call from Xu Hao again.

If it was before, she would be very happy to receive Xu Hao's call, but at this moment, she couldn't say a word, so she could only let the tears flow over the face that was still beautiful but had become much haggard.

Although he couldn't see the appearance on the other end of the phone, Xu Hao could know from this voice that Luo Lan was crying.

"Luo Lan, I'm sorry!"

He couldn't find any other words than those three words, could he say, "Please give me another chance, and we'll start over?" ”

Obviously, even if she was willing, Xu Hao felt that he was not worthy of her.

"Excuse me?"

Perhaps, in love, these three words are the most hateful, because whenever you say these three words, it means that you have hurt the other party, and you are ready to continue to hurt.

There shouldn't be many people who like to hear people say "I'm sorry".

Just like at this time, Luo Lan wanted to hear him say "I love you" or "it was all a misunderstanding before", even if she knew that all this was impossible, but this could not make her think otherwise.

Xu Hao still didn't hear the voice on the other end, and he also knew that he had hurt the other party too deeply.

He continued to tell Luo Lan what he didn't say because there were too many people before, but Luo Lan knew that he was a scumbag and didn't deserve her love at all. Now her departure is the best thing for her.

Xu Hao had never told her these things before.

So Luo Lan always sees his most beautiful side, even if he likes it, he feels a little unreal, and he feels that there is a distance.

However, after knowing these things, she knew that Xu Hao was just an ordinary person, and there would be a lot of bad things, and she would also think about being lazy at work, drinking at work, and thinking about watching beautiful women, bragging and fart.

There will also be times when I am tempted or unable to control it, if Xu Hao was her "male god" in the past, when Xu Hao told her these things, he was already reduced to an ordinary "man".

Luo Lan is not a nymphomaniac, and her love for Xu Hao will not be a little less because of this, but she will feel a lot less distance.

If it was before, Xu Hao would have told her this, she would definitely be very happy, and she would have told him that she didn't mind these at all.

But now?

Can she still mind?

What is done cannot be undone!

It was obviously useless to talk about these things when the water was too late, she listened to Xu Hao's story quietly, but the tears no longer flowed out.

Xu Hao didn't mind the other party's silence, because whatever she said at this time would make him even more guilty.

He didn't want her to forgive himself when he made this call, just imagine, if she hurt herself so much after liking a girl so much, it would be impossible for him to forgive her because of a phone call.

He just wants the other party to know the most complete him, not the one who makes people feel liked.

As for Luo Lan, it is very good that Luo Lan will hate him or forget him because of this, at least, it can make her feel better, which is already his greatest happiness.

"So, Luo Lan, I'm such a person, not worthy of your previous liking." He concluded by saying