"As soon as he came over, he told me to go back with him, which I can't accept, it's like, I'm a thing, I can use it whenever I want, and throw me away when it's used up, I can't accept it, I'm really happy now. As soon as he came to me, my heart began to feel uneasy, and in short, I didn't want to see him. ”

"Then have you thought about it, he can come to you, he has always remembered you, he has not forgotten you, maybe he has regretted it since he sent you here, but there is no solution yet."

"Hehe, I don't see what he regrets, he hasn't called me for a long time, and now he finally thinks of me, and he came over and asked me to go with her, hehe, it's really interesting."

Lin Fei on the side laughed, a little sarcastic, and I shook my head at him.

"Maybe the self-blame in his heart is deeper than your hatred for him, you have to try to understand him, listen to his explanation, many misunderstandings, are not explained, directly split, I don't want you to spend it in regret in the future, really, you give him a chance to change."

"I can't change it, I can't go back to my childhood, since elementary school, I was told by the people in the class that I was a child without a father and no mother, I got used to it, until I met you and my eldest brother, and they made me like the current life, and I slowly became obsessed with this kind of life, why, why the fuck he appeared in front of me, why!!"

The more Lin Fei spoke, the more excited he became, I pulled him up, put my arms around his neck, and patted him on the chest.

"Anyway, I support it, nothing else, just because you are my brother."

Lin Fei trembled for a moment, then smiled at me, stretched out his hand, I grabbed his hand, and laughed too, in fact, I didn't think about it that much, Lin Fei's father used to do really too much, childhood is one of the most important stages of life, if you don't do it well, there may be shadows.

I glanced at Lin Fei on the side, took him to a nearby barbecue stall, directly asked for a few bottles of beer, opened two bottles, and began to drink with Lin Fei in a big gulp, I don't know what the situation at home is, Lin Fei drank vigorously from beginning to end, didn't eat anything at all, poured no two bottles in a row, vomited nauseously, I patted him on the back.

"Drink, don't drink to death,, what's the matter, if you don't go, you won't leave, follow the three sides, the third brother supports you."

Lin Fei didn't speak, after spitting up, he picked up the bottle and started to drink again, and after a while, I couldn't look at it, so I snatched his bottle.

"You're okay, why don't you open your mind like this, just don't go, what's the matter with you drinking like this, you still care, and you have to pretend not to care, I ask you how long you want to be like this, you can't be like this all the time."

"Give me a drink, I just want to drink some, I don't want my head to have his memories in my head, I want to sleep, I can't sleep now, I want to stun myself and sleep."

"Yo hey," I laughed all at once.

"What do you mean, I've told you so much, are you talking to me about calves, I'll ask you, do you hate him, are you willing to go with your father."

"I hate, I hate him, I'm not going to go with him, give me wine, I want to drink! Don't stop me!! ”

I drank the rest of Lin Fei's drink in one go, and then wiped my mouth.

"Are you talking to me now, you're not hating, you're not pulling down, you're running away, can you be like a gentleman, say what you really think in your heart, don't be old and finished!"

"I'm not leaving, anyway, I won't go with him, I won't go with him if I am killed, for so many years, if you say take me away, take me away, you tell me, what is he, who he thinks he is!!"

"He's your son!!"

I yelled at Lin Fei, and I was also angry.

"He is your son, you can't change it, just like before, you will not be able to sleep in the middle of the night, thinking about your dad, why do you say your dad now, even if your dad is a hundred, a thousand, ten thousand is not, he is also your dad, don't you understand now, if you really hate him in your heart, that's okay, I support, I'll go with you tomorrow, let's not go home, but do you think so in your heart, don't push yourself to a dead end, I'll tell you."

"Give me wine, I want to drink, you leave me alone."

I was getting more and more angry, my hands on the table to the table, the barbecue on the table, and the beer, all swept to the ground, "bang, bang" after a few sounds, the people around were startled, at this time the boss came over, did not wait for him to speak, I looked at him.

"It's all right, I'll pay you for the bowl or something."

After that, I turned my head to look at Lin Fei.

"I'll tell you, I don't want to talk to you about the calf all night, I treat you as my brother, I just talked to you so much, if it were anyone else, I would have gone home and covered the quilt and slept, who has this ball to accompany you from here, now, I just want to know, what you think in your heart, tell me what is in your heart, don't be angry."

"Don't ask me, I don't know, I don't know anything!"

Lin Fei hugged his head, as if he was in pain, and suddenly I felt that I was overdoing it.

"Ah Fei, in fact, you still miss your dad very much in your heart, but you are unwilling to say it, unwilling to wait for so many years, right, I want to tell you, don't let so many years of unwillingness cause your regret in the future, that's it, I won't say anything else, I really can't say it, I don't have too many words to tell you, what to do, think about it yourself, think about it yourself, think about it yourself,"

After saying that, I found two bottles of wine from the ground that had not been broken, and asked the boss for two glasses, and I began to drink the wine alone, in fact, Lin Fei was not so painful, and I didn't force him anymore, but I was drinking by myself, and after saying so much, I really had no choice, no matter what his choice was, I had only one choice, and that was to support him.

After I finished drinking a bottle, I took out another cigarette and smoked it, at this time Lin Fei began to calm down, he poured himself a glass of wine, and then looked up at me.

"Let's go back, I know what to do."

I laughed at him, asked the boss to come and pay the bill, broke two bowls and three plates, lost dozens of dollars, and followed us and started walking home.

When I got home, I saw my dad and Lin Fei and his dad, sitting on the sofa, as if chatting about something.

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