Chapter 198: "Time Cooks the Rain" (Kneel and beg for a monthly pass!) )
"Your program team is enough to take my sore spot as a proposition." Lin Zaishan and Sun Yuzhen made a joke.
"What a sore spot this is, your white hair represents your life experience!" Sun Yuzhen looked at Lin Zaishan innocently, and praised sweetly: "Uncle, don't you think your white hair is very handsome?" ”
"What's handsome? If you try to look at yourself in the mirror every day with gray hair, you will know what it is like. ”
Lin Zaishan said it in a joking tone, but Sun Yuzhen was touched, and her heart felt as if she had been pricked.
It's easy for her to imagine the situation that others have set for her.
What kind of pain would it be if it were her, and she woke up every morning and looked at herself in the mirror with gray hair!
Time flies like a white horse, and before she has time to do many things, she is already old, and at that time, she will definitely regret why she chose such a life.
Sun Yuzhen sat on the bed behind Lin Zaishan, listening to Sun Yuzhen stop talking, and when he turned around, he saw Sun Yuzhen looking at him melancholy, with a sad and bitter look in his eyes as pure as a clear spring, Lin Zaishan smiled and asked, "What's wrong?" You don't really think about what it will be like when you turn gray hair, do you? ”
Sun Yuzhen sighed softly: "I really don't want to get old so soon. ”
"Who wants to get old so quickly. But time is like the sun boiling rain, when you are still reminiscing about the beauty of youth, it has been slowly evaporated by the sun. Lin Zaishan was inspired and said: "I suddenly remembered a song I wrote before, which is related to time and has nothing to do with white hair, but I really want to sing it to you now." ”
Sun Yuzhen suddenly came to her senses: "Is it a song written for me?" She has been thinking about what Lin Zaishan once said to write a song for her.
Lin Zaishan said: "It's not a song written for you." The song is a little too brutal. I don't know if you want to hear it. ”
"I want to hear it!"
Sun Yuzhen said admiringly: "Uncle, I want to listen to all the songs you wrote!" ”
"Haha, you're really a big fan of mine."
Lin Zaishan smiled happily.
The song he wanted to sing to Sun Yuzhen was "Time to Cook Rain" on the other side.
During this time, he lived with Sun Yuzhen, and he could see Sun Yuzhen coming back like a dog after working overtime at night every day.
Looking at such a beautiful woman like a flower, she was worked like this. Lin Zaishan actually felt very sorry for Sun Yuzhen in his heart.
He always felt that Sun Yuzhen was wasting his best youth. A girl like her, who once had a dream, shouldn't just let her youth pass like boiling rain.
He has talked to Sun Yuzhen about chasing dreams several times, but he can feel that Sun Yuzhen always has a power of resistance in his heart. He didn't have much to say about it. After all, it was someone's own life, and he had no right to interfere.
But he really wants to use his actions to understand this girl who is very destined for him, so that she can live a truly happy life. Instead of wasting his best years behind the scenes.
With a sliding work chair, Lin Zaishan slid to the newly bought high-end Midi keyboard, debugged it, and said to Sun Yuzhen: "The name of this song is "Time to Cook Rain", which is the inspiration I got after watching a movie. In that movie, several girls promised to be together forever, live together, and chase their dreams together. But stripped by the harsh reality. They finally understood the innocence of the years and the absurd youth. Everything was just a dream. When youth is gone, all they leave in their lives is the traces they once walked together on the snow. ”
Lin Zaishan turned his head and asked Sun Yuzhen with a smile: "I don't know if you also have such a friend - come to the East China Sea with your dreams, try to take the entrance examination for Dongyi University together, and want to realize your dream of being an actor together." If any. Where are they now? Are you like you, giving up the life of chasing dreams and starting to run for a living? ”
was told by Lin Zaishan with a sour heart, Sun Yuzhen pouted and complained to Lin Zaishan: "Uncle, don't you always hit me, okay?" ”
"People are not hit. How do you really grow? ”
Lowering her eyes, Sun Yuzhen stopped talking, and subconsciously adjusted the hem of her small home T-shirt and smoothed the T-shirt.
Because she didn't go out, Sun Yuzhen was dressed very casually at home that day, with a very plain gray sleeveless T-shirt on her upper body, which wrapped her beautiful figure very soft and moving.
The two balls on the chest are round and rolled by the traceless movement ** inside, and the small gray T-shirt chest is held very high, forming a distinct fat and thin gap with the show waist below.
Under the small T-shirt that had just reached her waist, she wore a pair of white loose trousers, a very casual style, and the cuffs of the trousers were covered to the top of her feet.
She was naked on her two delicate little feet, stepping on a pair of black flip-flops, and Lin Zai's flip-flops at the foot of the mountain are a couple's model, not only she has this pair of slippers, Liu Mengmeng also has them, these are all bought by the white pigeon from the night market after moving, very cheap, the soles are very soft, there is a silent effect, and they are allowed to wear them at home.
Liu Mengmeng usually doesn't like to wear these slippers, because she has more suitable slippers to wear, but Sun Yuzhen loves to wear them very much and feels very comfortable.
At this moment, being hit by Lin Zaishan, Sun Yuzhen lowered her head, supported Lin Zaishan by the bed with two small hands from both sides of her legs, looked at the flip-flops on her feet, and sighed silently.
To say that Lin Zaishan's mouth is also poisonous enough, it really hit Sun Yuzhen's heart.
Sun Yuzhen really has a high school classmate who used to be very good, and she came to Dongyi University with her to participate in the art examination of the acting department.
That girl's name is Mo Xuelian, and she is still a very good friend of Sun Yuzhen.
When the two of them came to the art examination together, Sun Yuzhen was brushed off, and Mo Xuelian was admitted.
Then the two worked as classmates of Dongyi University for four years, Mo Xuelian studied acting, Sun Yuzhen studied media, and the life path of the two was slowly stripped away in college.
Today's Mo Xuelian is not well-known in the entertainment industry, she is a third- or fourth-rate young actor. But after all, he is a graduate of the Acting Department of Dongyi University, and he has a lot of small film appointments, and he is filming everywhere all the year round, and he is very busy.
Whenever she talked to Sun Yuzhen on the phone, Mo Xuelian would tell Sun Yuzhen about the bitterness and anecdotes during filming, and Sun Yuzhen knew that Mo Xuelian was also living a very hard life. But people can live for their dreams and work hard for their dreams, which makes Sun Yuzhen envious.
Sun Yuzhen is embarrassed to take the initiative to call Mo Xuelian now, firstly because Mo Xuelian is very busy, and secondly, she feels the happiness of others chasing their dreams, and her heart is really sour.
Because Mo Xuelian is filming in other places all the year round. The two of them are now less and less in touch.
For them, time is like boiling rain, evaporating their youth at the same time, it also evaporates a lot of feelings that are worthy of their cherishing but they are unable to cherish.
Lin Zaishan played a sad electronic piano melody, as if raindrops fell on Sun Yuzhen's heart, and every note gently hit the softest part of Sun Yuzhen's heart.
Listening to such a beautiful melody, Sun Yuzhen gave birth to a kind of selfless intoxication and sadness, she just wanted to transform herself into this melody. Don't think about anything anymore.
Lin Zaishan cruelly pulled out Sun Yuzhen's spiritual will: "Time is like evaporated rain, irreversible and returnable. The new rain will pile up new soil, make the fault high and stack new banks, and new flowers will bloom on the banks, but the flowers no longer belong to you and me. And the petals that belong to us, were knocked down by the rain and fell into the dirt. Never to be found again. These petals are our 'past'......"
Accompanied by a romantic melody, Lin Zaishan is like a poem. is telling Sun Yuzhen: "The rain is still watering, and everything is reincarnated in rebirth and destruction. We turn the memories of the past into light and shadow, into songs, and want to immortalize them. We seem to have done it, but the things that are truly cherished are still forgotten. Janeko. This is a very romantic and cruel song, I sing it to you, I hope you don't feel too sad when you listen to it, because no matter what happened in the past, your future life. I'll be with a whole bunch of friends along the way. We will try to help you re-irrigate your rain-struck petals and let them grow new branches. ”
Lin Zaishan is not a person who likes to make promises to others casually, but for Sun Yuzhen, he is willing to give her a lot of promises.
Maybe it's because of fate, or maybe it's because of her.
He really hopes to use music to pry Sun Yuzhen's heart open, and not always look at her dimly.
If he can help her realize her dream, he will do his best.
"Uncle, why are you so good to me?" Sun Yuzhen asked Lin Zaishan emotionally.
"Because you are very good to me, you dug me out of the quagmire of life."
"Just because of that bump?" Sun Yuzhen always didn't understand this.
"It's because of that crash." Lin Zaishan played the piano and said with emotion: "Many things seem incredible and unimaginable, but this is a fact. One thought of heaven, one thought of hell. Maybe someone else hit me that day and woke me up. But there is no one else, and the person who hit it is you. That's fate. ”
Sun Yuzhen was very moved when she heard it, and was about to say that she would cherish this fate, but Lin Zaishan had already started singing in a magnetic voice-
……
Wind and rain turn into flowers~
Time can't catch up with White Horse~
The dream words of your young palm~
Are you still holding on to it~
……
The clouds are surging into summer~
Tears are evaporated by the years~
You, me and her on this road~
Has anyone lost their way~
……
We said that it is okay not to separate~
We want to be together all the time~
Even if it is the enemy of time~
Even if it deviates from the whole world~
……
This magnetized singing voice suddenly pulled Sun Yuzhen into the situation of the song.
In this song, she seems to see her youth and hear the promise she once made to herself.
But when the wind and rain turned into flowers, the clouds surged into summer, and the tears were dried by the years, a sentence of did anyone get lost, which quietly crushed her heart.
……
The wind blows the snowflakes~
Blow white our hair~
At the beginning, I said that we would break into the world together~
Do you still remember~
……
It was the middle of summer that year~
The infinite size of the wish is ~
We are also in a boat hand in hand~
Paddle across the river of sorrow~
……
You once said that there is no separation~
We want to be together all the time~
Now I want to ask you~
Is it just a child's talk~
……
The naïve years can't bear to be bullied~
Youth is absurd, I don't live up to you~
Heavy snow, please don't erase it~
Traces of us together~
……
Heavy snow can't be erased either~
The mark we give each other~
……
This is an absolutely cruel song, if Lin Zaishan doesn't talk about the future, he will be with her all the way, thinking back to the past, Sun Yuzhen's heart will definitely be boiled by the boiling water of this song, and then it will be coldly sealed by a heavy snow.
But now that Lin Zaishan is by her side, her heart is warm. It seems that the future life has become less confusing.
The song was like a love imprint into her heart, and nothing could erase it.
She won't let anything erase this precious fate.
Lin Zaishan said that she gave him a new life, but Sun Yuzhen felt more and more that he gave her a new life.
A thought of heaven. A thought of hell.
Listening to such a song, Sun Yuzhen is like being sentenced to "death".
No matter what kind of ups and downs she will experience in the future, she will accompany this uncle all the way to the end without regrets.
As long as he is willing to accompany her, she will always be with him until death.
……
Tonight and night~
The grass is separated~
The bright moon night sends you a thousand miles~
Wait for the coming year ~ the autumn wind rises ~
……
When the sound of the piano fell, Lin Zaishan breathed a long sigh of relief, and his waist couldn't exert his strength, but he sang this song very comfortably. There is even a feeling of self-absorption.
As soon as he turned around, he saw Sun Yuzhen looking at him with a warm smile.
"Yes, I didn't even cry when I heard this song."
Just now he played several samples of Sun Yuzhen to prepare the proposition, and when the music was touching to the heart, Sun Yuzhen always had tears in her eyes, and she looked like she was deeply involved in the song. Unexpectedly, Sun Yuzhen listened to this song "strongly".
"Uncle. Will you really be with me all the way in the future? No matter what I become, even if I have gray hair. Will you take care of me all the time? Sun Yuzhen asked Lin Zaishan affectionately, with pure eyes, trying not to dodge Lin Zaishan's deep gaze.
"Haha, if I'm still alive, I'll take care of you. But I think you should have a more significant other around you taking care of you at that time. ”
Sun Yuzhen hesitated. I asked in a very tangled whisper: "Uncle, I want to ask you a question, but I don't know if it's appropriate to ask." ”
"You ask, I've told you many times, and whatever thoughts you have in your heart are poured out to me. In this way, we will be more comfortable with each other. ”
Sun Yuzhen picked the side of the bed, bit her lip, suddenly became very nervous, her stomach was about to burn, she really didn't dare to ask this question, but if she didn't ask, it was too uncomfortable to hold it in her heart.
Seeing Sun Yuzhen entangled, Lin Zaishan smiled considerately and took the initiative to say, "Do you want to ask me if I have someone I like?" ”
Sun Yuzhen immediately looked up at Lin Zaishan, hoping to hear Lin Zaishan's answer.
"I have always had a very loving woman in my heart, and she has always loved me very much. This woman is not a pigeon, she is a real woman. I don't know what the future of her and I will become. But I will try to grasp this relationship and live up to her love for me. ”
Sun Yuzhen seemed to have been hit hard, and a layer of sweat broke out on her body, and she suddenly became very weak, and she wanted to lie on the bed to rest, but at the same time, she was also very relieved.
Sure enough, Lin Zaishan has a woman he really loves in his heart, no wonder he keeps a distance from all the women around him.
Sun Yuzhen has always guessed that this uncle has such rich life experience, and he is definitely not the kind of man who has no love and no story.
And for such a man, if he has true love, it is impossible for others to take away his love.
Alas......
At this moment, Sun Yuzhen finally deeply understood what it meant to be "destined without separation".
Perhaps, in the future, she can only be a friend and Lin Zaishan's confidante for the rest of her life.
Trying to make himself smile with blessings, Sun Yuzhen said enviously: "Uncle, the person you love must be very happy." ”
"I feel like I can be loved by her and be happier." Lin Zaishan smiled knowingly: "I don't know if it's appropriate to talk to you about this." Forget it, let's stop talking about this and continue to prepare the proposition. ”
"You've been preparing for a long time, it's time to rest for a while." Sun Yuzhen pleaded purely: "Uncle, you talk to me about your love, I really want to hear it." ”
"You really want to hear it?"
"Of course! I really want to know, what kind of girl can get your love, uncle. ”
"She's not a girl, she's an aunt."
"Huh?" Sun Yuzhen was stunned.
"Haha, just kidding. Who she is, I can't say, you'll find out in the future. I haven't told the pigeon about this, but I've only told you alone, so don't tell me about it. Don't even talk about pigeons. I'm making a comeback now, and I don't want my relationship to die or add pressure to my significant other. ”
"I understand! I know! I won't talk to anyone! Sun Yuzhen was very loyal to Lin Zaishan, and at the same time felt that this secret attracted her even more.
Who is it that gets the love of the uncle?
This woman is too happy!
She can't really be an aunt, right?
Could it be that Lin Zaishan prefers giant mature women?
Sun Yuzhen's gossip heart was ignited: "Uncle, tell me, how did you and this 'aunt' meet?" Have you known each other for a long time? ”
"I can't see it, you're quite gossipy."
"Hee-hee, I'm only interested in your business. If it were someone else, I wouldn't be eight. ”
"Okay, then I'll tell you about it, but I can't say it in vain, you have to make a warm compress for my old waist. I've been sitting for a long time, and my back is sore, so you can help me get a basin of hot water and rub my waist with a hot towel. ”
In the past two days, Bai Ge has not been there, no one has helped rub his waist, Lin Zaishan is still quite uncomfortable, and now he takes the opportunity to ask Sun Yuzhen to help him rub his waist.
Sun Yuzhen Malier went out to help Lin Zaishan get hot water, ready to listen to gossip.
Originally, the fact that Lin Zaishan had a lover had a big impact on her, but feeling Lin Zaishan's mature and generous attitude, she felt that her heart was not so lost.
She is now very curious, what kind of aunt can get the heart of this god-like uncle. (To be continued.) )
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