"With other women before, it really has nothing to do with self-control."

"It has nothing to do with self-control, so what does it have to do with it? Love? An Rou's tone became a little sour, inexplicably, and she felt a little uncomfortable.

"........" Tong Zhensheng was silent, he really didn't have love with the two women who had a relationship, but he had to say that having a relationship with those two women had something to do with love.

In fact, before meeting Zhang Zijun, he didn't plan to have a relationship with another woman, at that time, except for wanting to marry Zhang Wanqi six years ago, he really didn't think about other women.

And he planned to marry Zhang Wanqi six years ago, not because he fell in love with Zhang Wanqi, but because Zhang Wanqi was his fiancée since childhood, and it was natural to marry her.

Before proposing to Zhang Wanqi, he still thought in his heart that his first dedication to Zhang Wanqi was not a grievance, after all, she was a destined daughter-in-law, even if she was not a lover, at least she had to be a relative for a lifetime.

But who knows, Zhang Wanqi was unwilling to marry him six years ago, which did not make him feel sad, but secretly relieved, and the first time in his life was retained.

At that time, his mind was full of the girl in the volunteer uniform, and he didn't have the heart to find another woman, even if he found An Rou surrogacy later, he didn't choose to touch her, but let the hospital do artificial insemination, and he only provided J child.

What really made him give up and continue to keep it for the first time was when he learned that Tong Zhenyu was married, he came back from Singapore and met Zhang Zijun, and at that moment, he knew that the person he had been looking for had actually become his brother-in-law.

After returning to Singapore, he really felt that he had no love in life, his mother had died, and the only girl he was thinking about had married another man, and that man was still his younger brother, and he didn't even have a chance to grab it.

Not long after returning to Singapore, by chance, he met a young woman in a red T-shirt while attending a social event, which looked like the figure in his memory.

He was attracted by that side, and soon people found out about the girl's situation, Li Xinyun, a senior student, was during the internship, and came out on Saturday to do activities, and the red T-shirt was the uniform dress when the company held activities.

He quickly launched an offensive, met by chance, sent flowers, made an appointment for dinner, and in three days, he chased Li Xinyun into his hands, a twenty-two-year-old young girl, who admired him with a face.

He still remembers the night he had a relationship with Li Xinyun for the first time, it was half a month after he met her, he asked her to dinner that night, then went to sing, and finally took her to the hotel room.

He had expected her to refuse, but she didn't, perhaps because he was going to have sex with a woman for the first time, so he seemed more nervous than she was.

He drank a little red wine at dinner, but it was really nothing to his drink, so after the room, he asked for two more glasses of red wine.

Li Xinyun clinked glasses with him and drank it, and then went to the bathroom to take a shower shyly, he was a little nervous and at a loss, thinking about what to do later.

Li Xinyun came out of the shower, she was wrapped in a bath towel, he didn't dare to look directly, and quickly went to the bathroom, but it took nearly half an hour to take a shower before coming out.

To be honest, it's very nervous to do this kind of thing for the first time, although he is an adult man, although the theoretical knowledge has already been ripe, but the first time he actually does it, it is really forbidden to tremble.

When he came out of the bathroom, he found that Li Xinyun had already turned the light in the room to an ambiguous hazy color, and he secretly breathed a sigh of relief, thanking him for his understanding.

After going to bed, I found that Li Xinyun had pulled off the bath towel on her body, and he himself came out wrapped in a bath towel, so the two hugged each other nervously.

He admitted that he was a little careless, mainly because he was nervous, and he almost didn't find the right place, but fortunately, Li Xinyun didn't laugh at him, and finally entered the next step smoothly.......

It was the first time for him at the age of thirty, but it was not the first time for the twenty-two-year-old Li Xinyun, but fortunately, Li Xinyun was not the first time, guiding him invisibly and making him quickly proficient.

He chased Li Xinyun completely because of her face that was somewhat similar to Zhang Zijun, and after having a relationship with Li Xinyun, he may have been new to that kind of thing at first, but he couldn't wait to be together every day.

However, soon, as soon as the novelty passed, Tong Zhensheng found that he and Li Xinyun were not suitable at all, and Li Xinyun was definitely not suitable to be his partner in life.

So, after less than three months of dating, he gave Li Xinyun a sum of money, told her that he was sorry, and then broke up.

After breaking up with Li Xinyun, he was silent for a while, and he understood and experienced things between men and women, but he didn't feel anything unusual.

About three months later, he met Chen Cuicui at a business party, and this Chen Cuicui looked more like Zhang Zijun than Li Xinyun.

Because of this, he and Chen Cuicui naturally got closer, and his own charm and identity as the president, it took almost no thought and energy to pursue Chen Cuicui.

slept with Chen Cuicui earlier, and after knowing each other for less than a week, he hinted that he would take Chen Cuicui to the hotel, and the twenty-one-year-old Chen Cuicui not only did not object, but even had a little excitement and expectation in her watery eyes.

He had a relationship with Chen Cuicui only to know that it was the first time for Chen Cuicui, and at that time he thought that Chen Cuicui was the same as Li Xinyun, so his actions were a little rude, which made Chen Cuicui shout in pain, and tears came out.

Chen Cuicui was really startled for the first time, and at that time, he had a flash in his mind that he was responsible for this young girl, after all, he was ten years older than others.

He really put some thought into Chen Cuicui, and after having a relationship with Chen Cuicui, he also took Chen Cuicui home, and even let Chen Cuicui meet Lele.

He originally wanted Chen Cuicui and Lele to get along in harmony, but who knew that the twenty-one-year-old Chen Cuicui couldn't accept it for a while when he saw that he actually had a four-year-old child, and he was extremely unhappy with Lele.

At first, he thought that Chen Cuicui was young, twenty-one years old, and it was estimated that it would be difficult to like children all of a sudden, so he thought that it would be good to let her contact Lele a few more times.

People, after getting along for a long time, they will naturally get along, or how did the idiom come about? It's not that people get along with each other for a long time, and they have feelings for each other.

So, on Saturdays and Sundays, he always took Chen Cuicui and Lele out to play together, but he soon found out that this was just his wishful thinking, and Chen Cuicui didn't like Lele at all.