I didn't even think about it, I just picked up the pen and wrote down the IOU, the strange eyes projected around me made me unable to breathe, I just wanted to leave this heaven in other people's mouths, and for me to be in hell......

The nursery rhyme took the note and looked at it carefully, and read: "I'm Gu Yuekai! I owe Tong Yao 600 yuan today, and I will return it within two days, and I will make this note, yes, your ID number exposes your age, half a year younger than me, and you dare to be arrogant in front of me, my rumor is a rumor of rumors, not this Yao! Changed it. ”

"I'm sorry to say that you haven't read a book, haven't you read? Which eye did you see that my name was Gu Yuekai, it was Hu Kai, just like you, what's the use of letting me make a note, if I run away, you will go to Gu Yuekai! In what age are you still making a written note, and you have deceived people out of hundreds of millions of property. ”

I complained casually, but the nursery rhyme suddenly lost all expression, the strong light reflected by the spotlight shone on her face, and her complexion was crystal clear, soft as jade, her complexion was very white, her nose was higher than that of ordinary women, but there was a faint blue meaning of sea water in her eyes, and she only said for a long time, "You can go, remember to pay me back within two days." ”

Seeing her say this, I didn't want to linger any longer, so I quickly pushed through the crowd and rushed out of the hell that made me unable to breathe, if it was possible, I would never come back to this place in my life.

……

It has passed the early hours of the morning, except for the neon flashing fragrance of the sky, the entire pedestrian street has become cold and silent, and there is no more hustle and bustle. The shadow of the street lamp stretched me very long, and I seemed to be much taller again in an instant, but I knew that it was illusory.

I can't understand why there is such a kind of deception between friends, whether it is good or malicious, why Ling Xi, who said 'time is not old, we will not be separated', would make me compromise so easily, so that I can't help myself.

I don't even have the strength to call Su Chen and scold Su Chen's gang of deflated calves now, I just want to sit quietly for a while, slow down the panic that has just returned to the hustle and bustle of the city, and digest all the things today.

I took out a cigarette from my pocket, and the nursery rhyme Na Nizi's words had already been thrown into the urinal, and the only little red fire left at the moment could save me. I found a bus stop bench and sat down, letting the cool breeze enough.

Unlike the training base, Guangzhou has an air of overwhelming luxury, with countless luxury cars driving past it. The material light that emanates from the shop window almost blinds the eyes. This is the top area in Guangzhou, and it is also the most indifferent area in Guangzhou. All the indifference and ruthlessness seem to have taken root, eroding this bustling city, knowing that it is slowly swallowed up in everyone's **......

I took out my phone, put on a café au lait song "Hello Tomorrow", set it to a single loop, threw my phone aside, lay on the recliner and closed my eyes. The music began to waft in the night sky, and the smoke entered my heart and lungs, reminiscing about the old days.

When the song looped to the nth time, the sound stopped abruptly, and I picked up the phone in a haze and looked at it, the battery was too low, and the power-saving mode was automatically turned on, I squinted and looked at the time, it was already four thirty-two in the morning, and it was not half past five now, I couldn't go home to wake up my parents' sweet dreams, this is the only thing I can do as a bastard in Ling Xi's mouth and a scoundrel in the mouth of a nursery rhyme.

I lit another cigarette and looked at the world that was still brightly lit but not noisy, quietly waiting for the dawn to come. After revisiting the events of last night, my mood calmed down a lot, and now I have only one thought, that is, Su Chen, Li Wen, Liu Shaozhe, you three deflated calves are touched by me again, or you will die so that it is not tragic, but tragic!

After sitting with an empty head for more than an hour, when the east showed the white of the fish's belly, I wiped my face heavily and got up to go home.

When I got up and just straightened up, I suddenly saw Tong Yao riding an electric car, passing me with a tired face, but she didn't seem to see me, and I didn't want her to see it at the moment, because I wanted to simply pay back the money when we met again, and then say goodbye and never see each other again.

……

It's already past seven o'clock when I get home, and my parents have already gotten up, packed everything and are ready to go to work.

My parents are in the same unit but in different departments, and they are about to retire in a few years, and the two have been through ups and downs for decades, almost never quarreling, and I have a good relationship so that I will not quarrel.

The reason why I call this good character a fault is because when I am angry, Ling Xi will not believe anything I say, even when I am angry, this also makes me always blindly play the role of guilt.

Ling Xi and I are not in the same major, she studied criminal psychology, and I studied design, because of my willfulness, I resigned from the 'construction design company' that was a red eye of the graduate intern at that time, and went to the field special forces for four years of training.

I know her entirely because her parents, who are section chiefs, happen to be the leaders of my parents. Is this fate? According to them, our marriage is always predestined.

Ling Xi's major is almost impossible to enter the public institution of her parents, and it is almost impossible for me to specialize, so her parents said that as long as I can be admitted to the civil service, marriage can be put on the agenda.

It's useless to think too much, after washing, I went to the living room to eat breakfast, saw my parents who were about to go downstairs, and thought about how to ask for money.

I hesitated for a long time, I was really embarrassed to ask them for money at this time, outside all night, they didn't trouble me is already a blessing, how dare I throw myself into the net, reaching out to ask for money is a very heart-destroying thing, to destroy the mood, or wait for the night! After all, the plan of the day is in the morning.

After eating, I charged my phone, took a shower after doing 300 push-ups, and lay down on the bed for half a day. The four-year living habits of the field troops cannot be reversed in just a few days.

At noon, I tried my best to suppress my anger and contacted Su Chen, and asked him if the bodyguard door city public security bureau had lifted the blockade, this kid was so frightened that he didn't dare to answer my phone, according to my analysis, there should be no results.

Ling Xi's sudden change made my whole person fall into a state of unrest. Perhaps it was this that affected me so much that I was immersed in a great panic about love for a long time. I stood at the window, quietly lit a cigarette, and took a deep breath, which was a kind of satisfaction.

I suddenly felt that I was lonely, I have suffered from gains and losses since college, I think I have built the future nihilistic love on the ethereal clouds, the clouds are white floating in the blue sky, she is so simple, pure, unadorned but beautiful, I always believe that the clouds bloom a white flower, as pure as the clouds......

That's why I never talk to people when I'm unhappy. It's just a person smoking quietly, and the white circles under my eyes float around, taking away all my vanity and loneliness, making me gradually feel a kind of sustenance...... In the field special forces, no matter how difficult it is, I don't cry sadly in front of others, I never let tears betray my vulnerability. So, I put all my loneliness on this little cigarette.

When I lit it, watching the small flame flicker on and off, I felt unusually calm and satisfied.

Maybe I'm in love with this bad thing and have an unspeakable longing for it. I relied on it, to remove all pretense in the lonely night, to allow myself to be completely indulgent, and to indulge myself like that. Let it eat away at itself, not caring if it will be harmful.

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