The desolation and madness of winter are spreading, breeding loneliness and loneliness. My encounter with nursery rhymes in the hot summer months highlights my current sadness even more. There are always many unforgettable past events haunting my heart, making me happy or worried, inadvertently, at a loss.

I fantasize about the arrival of spring after the cold winter, just when the seasons change, everything recovers, and after a gust of spring breeze blows in my face, with a burst of fragrance, nursery rhymes come back.

When I returned to my accommodation, my neighbor told me that my parents had come and waited for noon, but they didn't see me come back and left again, so I had nothing to do and left a big bag of things. For a while, a sense of self-blame, shame, and incompetence came to my heart, and I couldn't even do it well with my son......

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Curled up on the bed, drank a cup of wild chrysanthemum tea, and couldn't help but smoke a cigarette after holding it for a long time, and I didn't feel sleepy.

Sitting alone in the hallway, I habitually turned on my phone and sent a message to Sun Mengwen and nursery rhyme, although I knew that this message might be lost.

The bright moonlight sprinkled on my body, and I played a shadow game under the shadow of the lamp, but unfortunately there was no cheer of nursery rhymes.

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At noon the next day, I was woken up by a phone ringing and was about to answer the phone when I hung up. Then came a message, which was sent by Gao Ru: "Hu Kai, I saw that you didn't come to work this morning, and I realized that you resigned, so I'm really happy for you, I made an appointment for lunch, and you set the location." ”

I think Gao Ru was so excited to see that I finally figured out not to do such a condescending job, right?

This simple woman, although I don't know her past, can see her human present. Thinking of this, I wiped my face, and after sobering up a little, I replied to her with a message: "See you in an hour, Baohua Road Snack Street." ”

After sending the message, I immediately got up and cleaned up, the weather was relatively cold, and the 'Chuangku' was far away from Baohua Road, and Gao Ru's legs and feet were slightly inconvenient, so I deliberately extended the agreed time by half an hour, so as not to blame herself for not having enough time to wait for the meeting.

After finding a snack bar, I took a photo of Gao Ru and sent it over, and I didn't wait long to see Gao Ru's swaying figure.

She wore a dark brown plush coat with a bright red woolen pullover underneath, and the open placket fluttered up in the spring breeze. I think the best thing about her is her beige screw hat, and with her gloves with four fingers together, she really looks like a little brown bear from a distance.

We found a seat at the door and sat down, Gao Ru handed me my mobile phone, and wrote: "I just got paid, I'm in a good mood today, you can order whatever you want to eat." ”

I handed over my phone and said, "I want a bowl of wonton noodles, and I can order whatever you want to eat." ”

Gao Ru looked at me a little embarrassed, then pushed her phone to me and wrote, "Can you order a rice roll for me?" ”

I was embarrassed to realize that Gao Ru couldn't order food by herself, so I smiled a little apologetically and said, "I'm sorry, I was careless, in order to punish me, you sit here, I'll go over and issue a ticket!" ”

Gao Ru smiled, signaled that it was okay, and then began to look at the surrounding decoration layout professionally.

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After I finished issuing the ticket and went to the counter to order a good meal, when I turned around, I found that Gao Ru was running out like crazy, and before I could react, I heard a burst of emergency brakes outside the door and the screams of everyone.

After a blank mind, I reacted instantly, and I pushed aside the crowd and saw Gao Ru squatting aside, protecting a stray dog.

Fortunately, the driver braked, otherwise the consequences would have been unimaginable.

The driver jumped out of the car, scolding, I stepped forward and hugged Gao Ru, patted her on the shoulder, and comforted: "Don't worry, it's okay!" ”

Gao Ru raised her head and looked at me, tears falling down in big pieces, I think this is the sigh of the rest of my life after experiencing the catastrophe of life and death!

Gao Ru picked up the stray dog's paw and signaled that its leg was injured.

I couldn't bear to say a word of reproach anymore, so I just got up calmly and looked at the driver. The driver was also interested, no longer scolding, and before getting into the car, he said with the corners of his mouth crossed: "There are still people who don't want to die for garbage dogs all the time, and there is no one." ”

The onlookers gradually dispersed, I helped Gao Ru into the store, in order to avoid the embarrassment of pets not being able to enter the restaurant, I deliberately brought out wonton noodles and rice rolls in disposable lunch boxes.

So, the lunch was moved from indoor to outdoor, and we didn't care about other people's eyes, so we found a plastic stool for Gao Ru in the store and squatted on the side.

Sometimes there are fewer worries, and you can let go.

Gao Ru does not have a trace of squeamishness, and does not dislike the dirty stray dogs at all, I think people who can take risks for an animal have good deeds in their hearts and minds.

……

I found a pet shop to bathe the dog and checked the wound again, I found that Gao Ru's face was a little wrong, and I asked several times but did not get an answer.

On the way back, just after leaving, Gao Ru handed me a mobile phone and wrote: "Hu Kai, the special protective airbag on my leg seems to be misaligned, can you accompany me to the hospital?" ”

I immediately asked the driver to turn around, and then said with a slight reproach: "I have long felt that your face is wrong, and asked why you didn't say it." ”

"I wanted to find a place to put the dog and go again, but I was afraid that the wound would rupture again and I wouldn't be able to go to work tomorrow."

The moment I picked up the phone from Gao Ru's hand, I inadvertently touched her cold hand, and it was not difficult to imagine her pain at the moment.

Gao Ru seems to have another word in my heart: perseverance.

Get out of the car and with the help of the taxi driver, help Gao Ru into the hospital hall, Gao Ru insisted on finding a place to place the puppy before going to the emergency room.

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Gao Ru was inside to conduct a full inspection, and I was alone in the corridor, and my heart was more worried than an inexplicable unrelieved.

I used to think that love could overcome everything, but who knew that she sometimes had no power. I thought that love could fill the regrets of life, but it was love that created more regrets. Love will end when it's about to end, and when the time comes, you can't do it if you don't want to end it.

After the examination, it was bandaged again, and the doctor said that the leg that was about to recover may be delayed for about a month. This answer also solved my doubt, Gao Ru's leg may have been a temporary injury, not a natural disability.

Accompanying Gao Ru in the infusion room, I bought Gao Ru a hot water bottle and hugged the puppy again. Thinking that she couldn't go to work in the afternoon, after Gao Ru took leave, I wanted her to close her eyes and rest for a while, but Gao Ru insisted on chatting with me on her mobile phone, saying that I would be bored when she fell asleep.

"I said I would invite you to eat today, but I didn't expect not only to let you invite, but also to trouble you with so many things."

"You've helped me so much, and you're still going to pay for a meal with a big man? Rest assured! Anyway, I quit my job, and I don't have to go to work in the afternoon, and the time of the unemployed homeless is not worth anything. ”

After a short pause, Gao Ru quickly tapped on the screen with one hand, and then motioned to me to look: "The happiest thing today is that you resigned, and I heard Li Tong say that you are because of me?" ”

"It's also that I don't want to do it myself, I don't blame you, there are countless forms of life, and there is more than one way to live. Others look at nature, and their own lives are awkward; It's natural to live by yourself, and it's another kind of awkward look at others. Living the life you like is the best day, and living the way you like is the best way to live. Isn't it a bit of a tongue twister? "After that, I didn't forget to adjust the atmosphere at the end.

Gao Ru didn't respond to my bad jokes, just smiled with me, and then lowered her head and wrote on her mobile phone: "On the road of life, learn to enjoy life and avoid dragging life forward, this is the best choice in life; It is the wisdom of life to be accustomed to being unappreciated and not to show yourself to others. In this regard, you are doing better than me, Hu Kai, since I first met you, I have been very envious of your kind of free and easy. ”

After speaking, Gao Ru shifted his gaze and looked up at the hanging bottle above his head, as if there was a kind of hope in his eyes, an unpredictable faith.

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