Chapter 354: Obsession and Ambition
Silence is better than sound at this point.
Feeling Zhang He's abnormality, Wang Jingyan, who had seen Zhang He's abnormality many times before, didn't dare to disturb Zhang He, just quietly accompanied Zhang He's side, looking at Zhang He who was deep in thought with tenderness.
It's a strange feeling, it seems that there is something to gain, but there is a feeling that I can't grasp this mystery and mystery, and suddenly, everything that happened in the previous life is like a movie picture, flashing quickly from Zhang He's mind, and then, the scenes of this life are like slow motion, repeating scene after scene.
The past life is short, and this life is just the beginning, but the past life and this life, one's own life is so similar, but it is so different.
In the past life and this life, childhood is not perfect, in the previous life, the parents beat early, and then had to be adopted by the uncle's family, but the aunt who has been childless has been under the knee since the old age after the child, see that she is not going well, finally, the young self ran away from home in a negative mood, but lost in the vast snowfield, when he was about to die, fortunately rescued by the master, embarked on the road of cultivation.
In his previous life, because of the scene of the tragic death of his parents, he experienced the tragedy of quack doctors killing people at a very young age, so from a very young age, he was determined to be a divine doctor with superb medical skills.
Because of obsession, so intoxicated; Because he was drunk, he was paranoid, and in the end, he failed his master, lived up to his previous life, and even lived up to the ambition he made when he was young, and even, if it weren't for the master's cultivation against the sky, he successfully smashed the thunder tribulation that became more dangerous because of interference, it is difficult to say that the master would have died under his reckless actions.
In his previous life, he wasted the excellent opportunity to learn when Master was by his side, but fortunately, Master cultivated against the heavens and helped himself to artificially reincarnate against the heavens, so that he could get the opportunity to live again.
In this life, he still lost his father at a young age, fortunately his grandfather raised him with hard work, and gave him a not perfect, but very happy childhood, and then, because of the excitement of his grandfather's sudden serious illness in high school, he almost returned to the underworld, and he made a grand wish in the second year of high school, to study medicine, to accompany his grandfather, to give him a happy old age.
But because there is only a Western hospital in the town where I am located, I decisively chose Western medicine, just to be able to be by my grandfather's side, but because of my master, I embarked on the road of Chinese medicine again after graduation.
In his past and present lives, although his circumstances were different, the first ambition he made was to study medicine. In his previous life, he only knew that he was addicted to the dream of a miracle doctor compiled by himself, forgetting everything, and only knowing that he was working behind closed doors; In this life, although I studied Western medicine, because of chance, although I still love it, I have not lost it.
Until he met the master again and got the "Yanhuang Medical Sutra" and the Yanhuang Divine Needle.
Master said, "Idiot, everything has a cause and effect. Could it be that being reborn in one life and becoming attached to medicine again is also the cause and effect of the cultivation of two lives? But the question is, I studied medicine in my two lives and loved medicine, in the end, for the sake of Shenma?
Studying medicine and loving medicine, is it for Shenma? Zhang He couldn't help but fall into deep thought again.
The past life is gone, the past follows the wind, and it is no longer important to be a god, but what about this life? Is it for the sake of Shenma that I love medicine? Is it just to be able to be by his grandfather's side and let him enjoy his old age in peace?
Perhaps, before graduation, is that what is your purpose? But what about now? I already have enough ability to let my grandfather enjoy his old age in peace, but he still loves medicine and Rejuvenation Hall, and is it for Shenma?
For the sake of family affection, in order to make the relatives safe and secure and live a long life? Then it seems that there is no need for me to run around for the Rejuvenation Hall, right? Because, as long as your own cultivation is raised, everything will be solved; For the sake of money, it seems even more unnecessary, right? Just the original drug that he cooperated with the celebrity international cooperation, and the military procurement contract given by Gu Tongtong's mother-in-law, he seems to be able to rank among the world's top rich people, right?
For the sake of his career, it is even more bullshit, and it seems that he has never had the idea of becoming a super successful person.
In that case, why can't I let go of the Rejuvenation Hall?
Obsessed? Or is it love from the heart? Or, as the old Chinese people like to say, I was born to be a doctor? That's too much, isn't it?
For a while, Zhang He couldn't help but wonder why he cared so much about the Rejuvenation Hall and couldn't let it go.
It stands to reason that he is a person in the cultivation realm, and he should be free in the world, to pursue adventures, to find opportunities, to pursue a higher realm, if he decided to open a medical hall at the beginning, it was completely because he was given a degree and could not enter a regular hospital, plus he would seek a way to live for himself due to fate, then for his current self, the small rejuvenation hall should be like Celebrity International to Long Aotian, Xiuyuan International to Zhuge Ao, it is something not worth mentioning at all.
But what about the facts?
Long Aotian and Zhuge Huoao did completely ignore Celebrity International and Xiuyuan International, even if these two major commercial aircraft carriers went bankrupt directly, Long Aotian and Zhuge Huoao probably wouldn't even ask, let alone frown, but what about themselves? But he was shackled by the Rejuvenation Hall, unable to give up or let go. Otherwise, he could completely dissolve the Rejuvenation Hall, entrust Wang Jingyan and the others to Long Aotian and them, and let go to pursue his own path of cultivation.
But the fact is that I can never give up this industry, which is no longer of much use to me. Could it be that this is called obsession? An obsession that has continued from the past life to this life.
Perhaps, when the Rejuvenation Hall has been proud of the top of the world's medicine, and when Chinese medicine is full of vitality again, can I give up this obsession, right? Zhang He couldn't help but think helplessly, is it really as the ancients said, he was born for medicine and for Chinese medicine?
Okay, then let this obsession lead my brother forward.
Master said, "Idiot, everything has a cause and effect!" Perhaps, Chinese medicine is the leader of its own cause and effect, and it is not necessarily impossible.
You see, in my brother's previous life, he had the obsession of becoming a famous doctor from a very young age, and then, under the guidance of his master, he was obsessed with medicine, and he died of his obsession with medicine; In this life, I also germinated the idea of studying medicine from high school, although I later chose Western medicine, but finally returned to Chinese medicine, or in other words, I plan to create a real way of integrating Chinese and Western medicine, so that medicine no longer has borders and factions.
And tracing back to the roots, both lives have been accompanied by brother's "Yanhuang Medical Sutra" and Yanhuang Shen Needle, which originated from the ancestor of the Chinese guardian lineage, the emperor's ancestor, and the brother is the new generation of the Chinese guardian lineage, it is difficult to say, brother from above...... In his previous life, he was already destined to be a doctor.
Well, since my brother is destined to be a doctor, then do a good job of being a miracle doctor for him, my brother wants to make my brother's name in the Chinese medical community, in the world medical community, I want to make my brother's name, in the Chinese medical community, in the world medical community, indelible, forever shining, let the world, let the future generations of the medical community look up to forever.
Since my brother can't give up the Rejuvenation Hall, let the Rejuvenation Hall accompany my brother to laugh at the top of the world's medical care, Zhang He suddenly thought very sensationally, and with the emergence of this seemingly sensational thought, Zhang He suddenly felt a sense of cheerfulness.
For a while, Zhang He seemed to have suddenly found the direction he was pursuing, and the obsession buried deep in his heart became extremely clear with the emergence of this enlightenment.
Obsession is the biggest driving force that governs the progress of human beings, and it is also one of the ways to turn from human beings to demons.
One thought becomes a demon, and one thought becomes a god, it depends on how the individual deals with the obsession and how to realize this obsession.
Because he understood what he wanted and what he thought, with the transparency of his thoughts, for a while, Zhang He felt that his mood had become completely different, and the whole thing became extremely relaxed, and quietly, a holy aura arose, quietly diffusing from Zhang He's body, making Wang Jingyan feel a kind of ease and naturalness that he had never felt before.
"Long Lao'er, I'm not mistaken, that kid actually entered the realm of soft water?" Zhuge Huoao, who had been paying attention to the Rejuvenation Hall with his divine sense and paying attention to Zhang He, couldn't help but say with a shocked face.
"Damn, this kid won't let people live?" Long Aotian directly burst into a foul mouth and said, "It is indeed the realm of soft water, could it be that this kid can reach the realm of consummation of his mind with the cultivation of the early stage of fusion?" ”
"." Zhuge pouted disdainfully and said, "If that's the case, then you and I can both rebuild." ”
"That's right, Zhuge Lao'er, you tell the truth, so far, you have entered the realm of soft water?" Long Aotian couldn't help but ask.
Zhuge Huoao couldn't help but shake his head a little helplessly, looking at Zhuge Huoao's expression, Long Aotian instantly became balanced in his heart, "Damn, I haven't entered this magical realm either." ”
While speaking, the two couldn't help but carefully observe Zhang He's every move with their divine senses.
At this time, Zhang He, like an old monk who had entered a fixed place, seemed to be very satisfied, and seemed to have understood the way of heaven, resting peacefully on Wang Jingyan's thigh, as if he was thinking, and seemed to fall into a sweet sleep.
Calm as water, clear as water, soft as water.
Soft as water, water from nine days, millions of miles, a hundred turns, a thousand turns without regrets, and finally rush into the sea, this is the realm of soft water. Those who get the realm of soft water need to think about it, people have something to do, and they don't regret it, it is said: obsession turns softness, softness is water, and then, all things in heaven and earth are unstoppable.
This is a rumor about the realm of soft water that has been handed down in the cultivation world, and it can be described in the simplest sentence, that is, if you want to enter the realm of soft water, you need to be in a transparent state of mind for the cultivator, know that you want a god horse, and spare no effort to work hard for it, and you are ready to never turn back.
To sum it up in a simpler sentence, it means that the state of mind of a cultivator has been perfected, or is close to perfection, before he can enter the realm of soft water.
Of course, Zhang He's state of mind was not perfect, because he was not yet proud of the top of the world's medicine, and the Rejuvenation Hall had not yet stood at the top of the world's medical care, but with the emergence of this magical soft water realm, the spiritual power seed of spiritual cultivation left to him by his master was inadvertently completely activated.
Cultivators, pay attention to the pursuit of the way of heaven, pay attention to the unity of heaven and man, and the realm of soft water is undoubtedly the soil suitable for the seeds of divine cultivation to take root and sprout, so under the shocking gaze of Long Aotian and Zhuge Huoao, the holy qi on Zhang He's body is becoming thicker and clearer at an alarming speed.
The holy breath that makes people feel like a spring breeze, with Zhang He as the center, slowly spreads in all directions outside the clinic