Gao Ru saw my panicked expression, came without a hint of warning, sensed something, snatched the mobile phone in my hand, and saw the message from my mother: "After work at night, your father said that he wanted to come to see you, but the road next to you was hit by a car, I didn't have the courage to call, you come quickly, I can't hold on alone." ”

After reading the message, Gao Ru stood unsteadily and stepped back, her reaction was more violent than mine, but for a moment she stopped sobbing silently, tried to restrain her emotions, and then pulled me to run towards the mouth of the alley.

After a few steps, Gao Ru's speed slowed down significantly, and I knew that her wound had not healed, so I picked her up and said, "Now I can't send you back, I don't worry about you leaving alone at such a late hour, can you go to the hospital with me first?" ”

Gao Ru nodded, turned her face sideways, looked up at the street lamp, frowned, her eyes were full of fear, I understood that his fear was all from love, and she was afraid that the shadow of death had already taken root in her heart for the death of her parents in a car accident.

When I ran to the road, I saw that not far behind me, the police had blocked the road, and I didn't care about it.

Putting down Gao Ru, I stopped the car and called my mother at the same time, but my mother couldn't even say a complete sentence after connecting.

"Hello? Is Dad badly hurt? Which hospital are you in now? City hospitals? Okay, I got it. Mom, don't cry, don't be nervous, I'll ......be there right away" Before he could hang up the phone, Gao Ru had already rushed directly to the middle of the road and spread his arms to stop the car.

"Hey, be careful!"

Then, a taxi with passengers was stopped, and Gao Ru directly pulled the back seat away and pulled the person down.

"Gao Ru!" I hurriedly followed her and explained, "I'm sorry, I have an accident at home, I'm in a bit of a hurry, can you take another car?" I'm sorry! ”

Then a young couple got out of the car in some fright, the woman was pulled by Gao Ru and couldn't stand on her feet, and the man stuffed the wallet back into his bag, probably thinking that Gao Ru was robbing.

"Drive! Give you ten minutes and you have to rush to the city hospital. Gao Ru sat in the car, handed over the typed mobile phone, and stared angrily at the driver in the rear mirror.

After doing all this, Gao Ru seemed to have been taken away from the energy stone and spread it on the seat at once.

I didn't say anything, I understood the fear too much, I just put my hand lightly on her shoulder, she didn't grab my hand, just stared straight ahead.

After a long time, Gao Ru raised her head to look at me, but from her eyes, I saw a fear that was more terrifying than mine, and at this time, why didn't I pretend to be calm? I have to pretend to be strong enough to be fearless in the face of the enemy, otherwise my mother will be even more helpless.

……

The hospital corridor was pierced by a biting cold wind, and I finally found my mother in the corner of the emergency room.

"Mom, don't be afraid, I'm here, Dad will be fine!"

My mother looked at me, a little helpless in her panicked expression, and finally couldn't stop her tears, cried loudly, and scolded: "Your dad is in the rescue and I don't know if it's dead or alive, you bastard, why don't you go home, your dad...... Missed you...... Did You Know? ”

I wiped away the tears from her eyes with my hand and hugged her tightly into my arms, not giving her room to think wildly, maybe this would give her some security.

Gao Ru pushed the simple cart with difficulty, loaded with some quilts, and walked towards me with a rocking body......

I picked up two quilts, laid them out for my mother, and told her to lie down.

After settling down with my mother, I helped Gao Ru lay it out again, and motioned for her to rest for a while.

Gao Ru shook her head, signaling that she didn't need it, but carried the quilt to her mother's side and covered her mother who was trembling on the chair.

……

The light in the rescue room was still on, I walked to the end of the corridor, looked at the brightly lit city downstairs, felt so small for a while, and looked for a cigarette in a panic to eliminate fear, but the wind in the corridor was so strong that I couldn't light a cigarette in any posture. I vented as if I had to crush the cigarette and throw it aside.

Time is the cruelest in the dead of night, and the silence is oppressive and makes people afraid of this feeling, touch the tranquility around them, and feel their own heartbeat. Listen to the deafening ticking of the clock on the wall, which is almost suffocating.

Because of my anger, I was so cruel that I didn't contact my dad so much that the last time they sent something, I couldn't find my mistake in time. If it had been my willfulness and ignorance that caused something irreparable, I think I would have lived with guilt.

……

I remember that my family was very poor, and my father took me to and from school on a motorcycle, and in one winter, I waited for my father for a long time, but I didn't wait, so I decided to take the bus home. Who knew that I just threw a coin and turned around and saw my father, he beckoned, signaling me to stay and not come out, and then he kept following the bus, seeing his cold and slightly trembling body, I regretted not giving up those few dollars to make his car......

Memories swelled into bitterness in countless fermentations, and this bitterness dripped softly, dormant behind each long night, awakening the hidden pain and becoming out of control.

At this point, I could no longer control myself, and let my shoulders move rhythmlessly, and the city of lights gradually blurred before my eyes, and I could no longer help myself in the salty tears.

When I felt Gao Ru standing behind me and putting a quilt on me, I looked a little flustered, and quickly wiped away my tears, laughing at myself: "You may be the first woman to see me cry in so many years, keep it secret!" ”

Gao Ru didn't pay attention to my words, motioned for me to put on the quilt, and then took out the headphones from his pocket, one for me, and the other into his ear.

A song that is not famous with guitar accompaniment sounded gently, the guitar was as soft and ethereal as mountains and rivers under the plucking of the musician, the singer's slender and tense voice told the past, and slowly my eyes became empty and soft, and the bits and pieces of my memory were like the breeze on the grassland sliding melodiously......

Gao Ru handed me the phone and wrote: "As you once said, no one can live forever, and there will always be a day when they leave. Therefore, you let yourself become numb, look at the life and death parting around you, and hold your numb expression, maybe in one night, you will not be able to resist the sadness coming, but I ask you to tell yourself, be strong, don't be sad, and don't let anyone see you lost. ”

I nodded, looked at my mother who sat up, quickly took off my headphones and walked to her and sat down, and said, "Mom, you have a bad heart, don't worry!" ”

"I was really panicked when I saw these nurses coming in and out, but I didn't dare to ask, your dad will be okay after so long, right? I saw him covered in blood, and I was so scared! ”

"Mom, what the hell is going on with this car accident?"

My mother was shocked and said, "Your dad parked his car on the side of the road and was just about to cross the road when he was hit by a car coming ......"

"When Dad wakes up, I'll go to the Public Security Bureau, don't worry!"

"I told him to wait a few seconds for the red light to pass before leaving, but he had to wait for the green light to arrive and hurry away...... When I was in junior high school, I was ignorant and fought with your father, and at that time you scolded him and said: You are the person I hate the most in my life, and I slammed the door and left. That night, your dad drank a whole bottle of liquor and muttered to himself: Why does he hate me, didn't he say that my favorite was me when he was a child? ”

……

I used to think that my mother said these chattering past, but now I feel so kind......

These little things slowly fermented in my heart, slowly expanded, blocking my organs that could sense the outside world, the noise in my ears became smaller and smaller, the light weakened little by little, and I felt like a tiny particle thrown into the galaxy, floating in a comfortable weightless state, and the nervous system was completely eliminated, and there was a burst of numbness.

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