Chapter 37: Faith and Pursuit
It's almost the same thing to do today, Ling Chen said goodbye, and left the flower garden, planning to go back to the dormitory to see how to deal with the mental method he learned today. After all, it was Cangdi who was manipulating a series of things, although Ling Chen was not very worried, but he was not completely at ease.
On the way back, it was already dark, and the fluorite stones on both sides of the road were emitting a soft light. You can occasionally see one or two figures on the road, and it is very quiet.
Ling Chen suddenly sighed and smiled self-deprecatingly.
"Where could there be such a mysterious thing. He shook his head, and continued on his way.
The story also starts with Ling Chen saying that he wants to plant flowers.
Wang Qingyun told him about this place, and then Ling Chen met Shan Lao, the old man who was in charge of the health of this area. Wang Qingyun also told him that it would be beneficial to get acquainted with the old man, but he didn't talk about it later.
This made Ling Chen a little confused. The words are not clear, the identity of this old man is not clear, there is no need to deliberately flatter, right?
knew that Ling Chen was very puzzled, because Wang Qingyun knew that Ling Chen had a lot to learn in the handling of interpersonal relationships.
"In front of him, do what you have to do. Wang Qingyun mentioned Ling Chen's words again.
It's the same as not saying.
simply Lingchen just thought that Wang Qingyun hadn't said anything, but was idle. As the saying goes: mediocrity disturbs itself.
In folk tales, the old men who sweep the floor in the academy, ancestral hall or Taoist temple are all hidden masters. Being able to get their one-and-a-half-trick tips is enough to last a lifetime. But these are all made-up stories, and if they are all taken seriously, they will really become whimsical fools.
Old man, be respectful in your words, and be diligent in your hands and feet. Then, as Wang Qingyun said, it is enough to do what you should do. Because Ling Chen's original intention was just to find a place to raise flowers, not to think about those who had it or not.
Anytime reality goes off the rails and you feel lost, you should stop and look back at yourself. At that time, the ideal in my heart was so simple. Greed will only make people lost, and contentment will always be happy.
After taking a few more steps, Ling Chen suddenly stopped.
"Not true. He was startled, as if he had thought of something that he had ignored.
Looking back now, the moment he handed the letterhead to Shan Lao, there was obviously a fluctuation of spiritual power, but that feeling was too subtle, or too strong, and Ling Chen's spiritual power was not enough, so it was common sense that he couldn't feel it at all. And he was stunned for a moment, so he didn't notice it at all.
His heart began to beat faster, as if something was about to happen, just as he had suspected. After swallowing a mouthful of saliva, Ling Chen took out the letterhead from the Qiankun bag with apprehension.
There was no difference from usual, and Ling Chen couldn't even see anything wrong. Slightly hesitant, Ling Chen gently pinched the envelope with his index finger and thumb.
"It's open!" Ling Chen was surprised and delighted in his heart.
In the past, if you wanted to break the seal with brute force, the seal on the letterhead would release a spiritual power several times over, giving the person some warning. It is precisely because Ling Chen has suffered several losses that he is cautious. And the so-called human seal master Keqing also fainted suddenly because of this.
Without the power of the seal, the letter paper is nothing more than an old yellowed piece of paper, which will be shattered with the slightest exertion. Ling Chen looked around, but there was no one. Not far away, there is a bench for resting, and there is a large fluorite next to it, which is the ideal place to go.
Coming here, Ling Chen sat down before carefully taking out the letterhead and began to examine the letter carefully.
The cover was stained with blood in several places, and only a faint word "Qi" could be seen at the end, which made Ling Chen a little worried, but he was afraid that most of the content inside would also disappear with the loss of time.
However, Ling Chen's worries were obviously unnecessary, the inside of the envelope was a layer of beeswax, and the letter paper was also a good material, not as unbearable as he imagined.
The letter was very light in his hand, but Ling Chen's heart was very apprehensive at this time. He thought of the woman again, the shocking... Horror corpses. The night was peaceful, not even a wisp of wind, and the silence was scary. It was as if the woman was standing behind her... It's chilling down the spine.
If he thinks too much, Ling Chen can probably scare himself to death. He took two deep breaths and calmed his restless heart. Place the letter on your lap and open it slowly.
There was only one piece of stationery, so there wasn't much written on it, and Ling Chen just glanced at it and looked at it.
Liang Zhan:
After this parting, life and death are separated. You shouldn't have come here to look for me, but I am afraid that you may be ridiculed when you see me now. You've won again, but I'm still not going to throw in the towel.
I don't blame you, everyone's concept is different, don't force it. I hope you can find a satisfactory answer in the future and untie the knot in your heart.
Even if we are slim, we are very incapacitated. But we are never afraid, and we also believe that the truth always brings hope.
Why do you choose who to save? One person or ten thousand people, in my opinion, are all lives. I care about what is in front of me and only do what I can.
I'm not wrong, but I'm willing. Even if I had to do it all over again, I still chose to do it without hesitation. He atoned for his sins with his own body, even if he was broken to pieces. ”
Reading between the lines, Ling Chen saw a woman's tenacity and unyieldingness, but the struggle against the world was evident in Juanxiu's weak font. Ling Chen didn't know what he was talking about, but he believed that the woman was right. Because "truth always brings hope."
"Liang Zhan... Liang Zhan..."Ling Chen pondered these two words repeatedly, obviously a person's name. It's just familiar, because he seems to have heard it somewhere.
"Liang Zhan... "Ling Chen suddenly woke up, it turned out that what Wang Qingyun heard at that time was actually the name "Liang Zhan", but he didn't hear it too clearly at that time, so he recited a similar word. The second and third sentences are also mentioned on this letterhead.
"I see. Ling Chen muttered quietly. The letter was supposed to be written by the woman to a man named "Liang Zhan", and the two seemed to be close, but they were not yet partners. It can be seen that the two had a disagreement because of some things, and then parted ways. Liang Zhan once persuaded her, but the woman had already insisted on her opinion, but in the end she failed, so she ended up dead.
Obsession, everything is obsession. The woman wrote this letter to Liang Zhan, not to find Liang Zhan's forgiveness, but to show that everything was her own choice, even if she was finally crushed, she still did not hesitate to do it.
There is nothing shocking about it, it can be said to be a prosaic letter. But this is a person's attachment, an obsession that belongs to the soul of the dead.
Reading it again, Ling Chen sighed in his heart, what was it that caused this woman to pursue it so persistently. People always have faith, and they are willing to give their lives for something that others don't care about. Nowadays, few people are willing to give for the sake of a spirit. This may be the end of the era.
After stacking the letters, Ling Chen's heart slowly settled. He would therefore go to find the man named "Liang Zhan", even if there was little hope. Although I don't go all out to find it, I always have a heart for it. Being able to get this letterhead is always a kind of fate.
And Ling Chen always felt in his heart that one day he would meet this person named "Liang Zhan", and then he must listen to the story hidden in this letter. Meet the woman who wrote the letter, what kind of person she is. Because at this time, Ling Chen's heart has been touched by the faith told by the woman.
He should also think carefully about what he is pursuing. Is it really to spend his life like this? It is precisely because Ling Chen has no pursuit, so he doesn't understand, he doesn't understand what this belief that a woman pursues. What is worth it?
After the death of the second uncle, he gave up his hatred and lived himself. Forbidden through the ages, overcome difficulties with your companions, and cherish your companions. The eldest brother is wanted, and there is nothing he can do. The small and ordinary life, in the subtleties, can be seen as a person. He has gradually closed his heart, talked less to people, and is no longer enthusiastic. This is a precursor to ego, selfishness. Even if he still has good thoughts in his heart, this whim of good thoughts was also denied as "hypocrisy" by Wang Qingyun. He may rise up privately, for the people around him, for himself, and everything else has nothing to do with him.
This is the germ of a mind.
In a person's life, he will understand many things, and the experiences and feelings of each period will summarize a kind of understanding, that is, understanding. Therefore, people will always become sentimental, but the result of perception is actually not good or bad. It is determined by the environment, so good and evil arise from this.
Fortunately, people can deny their predecessors through continuous learning, and when they deny their previous understanding, they are new feelings. At the same time, there are no two opposing theories of right and wrong, and when one wins, the other paradoxes and fails.
Ling Chen didn't understand anything yet.
It stands to reason that children at this age should be sensible. Indeed, Ling Chen is very sensible and works very hard in his studies and cultivation. Very independent.,Never do anything wrong.,That's probably the so-called sensible.。 But in fact, in terms of the understanding of human nature and the value of morality, he is like a blank sheet of paper.
There is a right or wrong thing that is built on these provisions. Only to go to the public to judge. Stick to your own opinions, sometimes you will be bruised all over your body, and you may be an enemy of the world. But it still begs the question, is it worth it? If you can rule out all external factors, and say the answer from the bottom of your heart with a firm look and a firm tone: "It's worth it!" then that's the value you are looking for in the world.
This is a colorful world, and in the future, what kind of colors the child will be rendered depends only on how much he has learned and how much he has realized. There is no such thing as a right answer in life.