020 Select



A sigh came out of my mouth, and I don't know when I became this grieving character. If you are not interested in anything, you can only sit alone in the office, smoking cigarettes that are harmful to the human body, and accompanying the vegetation in the room.

The studio became bigger, and he rented an entire three floors of an office building. I have also changed from a small office of only 30 square meters to a large office of 100 square meters, but the office has become bigger, and my heart is getting more and more empty.

Every day, I would look around blankly, especially after saying something like that to Zhang Jiatong yesterday, my heart became even more dazed.

In the past ten years, I have never wavered in Qi Jingyao's search and waiting, but when I saw Zhang Jiatong waiting for me silently for so long, my heart felt unfair for her, and at the same time I was shaken, but I sighed in my heart, whether what I did was right or wrong.

Maybe it's really old, too many worries, too much thinking.

I really wish I had someone around me who could talk to me, but ...... When you have been in a high position for a long time, your temperament has changed, and the people around you can't guess whether his words are true or false! In the midst of flattery, I saw the ugliness of this world, but I couldn't stop it. Who can understand the feeling of being cold in a high place?

"Ahem, ahem!" A puff of smoke went into my throat and made me cough violently. I put one hand into a hollow fist to my mouth and coughed so loudly that I coughed so loudly that I burst into tears and bent over, but no one walked in from outside the office.

"Knock knock!"

At this moment, there was a sudden knock on the office door, I blinked my eyes vigorously, twitched my nose twice, and said, "Come in!" ”

The glass door of the office was pushed open, and I felt a sense of joy when the people outside the door walked in, but I quickly changed this expression to a complaining look.

"Sister Ying, why are you here! Not long after you gave birth, you don't need to worry about things in the company, you just need to recuperate at home! ”

In the past ten years, Sister Ying has also come out of the shadow of feelings, and successfully found her true love who can help each other until she grows old, and walked into the palace of marriage together. I naturally congratulated on this, and when Sister Ying's first child was born, I also went to see the child, and I also became the child's godfather.

"I'm not worried about the company, I'm worried about you! I'm afraid that my younger brother, who doesn't grow up, will start thinking about himself again, but no one will relieve him of his sorrows, and he will have a depression. Sister Ying walked in front of me with lotus steps, raised her eyebrows and glanced at the ashtray that was already piled up, and said angrily, "Why do you smoke so many cigarettes again, although you are now the owner of a company, but at the same time you are also an artist, even if you don't think about your body, you have to think about your fans!" Besides, your body is not fit to smoke so much! ”

I laughed twice and picked up the ashtray on the table and poured it into the trash can, poured some water from the water dispenser to clean the ashtray, put it on the table again, and said with a smile: "It's just that there are a lot of things to worry about in the past two days, so I smoked two more!" ”

"What's the trouble, now that my sister is back, let's talk to my sister!"

Sister Ying walked to the guest sofa in the room and sat down, I pursed my lips and smiled at Sister Ying, but I suddenly felt a sense of relaxation in my heart. In the past ten years, Sister Ying has always been like a sister, solving problems for me, whether it is in work or life. In the face of her, I am indeed like a younger brother, and there is nothing to hide.

I let out a long sigh and wanted to smoke a cigarette from the cigarette case, but Sister Ying squinted her eyes and coughed. When I heard this cough, I took my hand back stupidly, threw the lighter on the table, held my chin with both hands on the table, and asked in a low mood: "Sister Ying, did you say that Yaoyao can come back?" ”

Sister Ying was stunned, and there was uncertainty in her eyes when she looked at me. It is true that in the past ten years, I have never said such a question to Sister Ying, as if this has always been what I have insisted on, but now I am a little shaken.

"Why do you ask?"

"You said that I am now 34, I have been waiting for Qi Jingyao for ten years, looking for her for ten years, every day I will look for her news through various channels, and at the same time spread the news that I regret and beg her to change her mind. But what have I gained in the past 10 years? Except for the long wait without news, all that was left was the gray hair on my head and the wrinkles on my forehead! I pursed my lips and said, "A few days ago, I went to the wedding of Guangyu, Yang Yao, and Zhang Rui, and they got married, to be honest, I was quite envious." But at the same time, I told myself over and over again in my heart not to think too much, you don't know how tired I am now! ”

"Actually, I also think you should find a home, like you said, you really don't get young anymore. Ten years, not so easy to waste, how many decades of your whole life have you squandered? ”

"Do you think so too?"

"Well, from the relationship between the two of us, I want to see you get married early, and I treat you as a younger brother, so I think so. But starting from the concept of love, I hope you can persevere, and I hope you can achieve positive results with Qi Jingyao. Actually, I'm quite struggling! ”

Even if it was Sister Ying, she only gave me an ambiguous answer. I exhaled lightly, finally picked up the lighter on the table, and pulled a cigarette from the cigarette case. Sister Ying only raised her eyebrows when she saw my movements, but she didn't organize, she probably also felt the troubles in my heart, and also knew that I needed to use a cigarette to calm down.

After taking a heavy puff of cigarette, I licked my lips, flicked the ash of my cigarette and smiled at Sister Ying, "You know? A few days ago, at the wedding, Zhang Jiatong asked me a question ten years ago. Do I wait or ......"

"And how did you answer?"

"Whew!" After taking another puff of my cigarette, I turned my head and smiled miserably at Sister Ying and said, "I didn't answer much, I just gave her a promise." ”

"Have you decided?" Sister Ying's eyebrows suddenly locked together, and her mouth seemed to have something to say but she didn't say it.

I turned my head and saw the corners of Sister Ying's squirming mouth but chose to ignore it, and after a while, I said in the next time: "It's decided!" If I was just a simple person, I could choose to continue to wait, and I could resist the pressure of my parents and still wait for her. But Zhang Jiatong is different, she is just an innocent person who has always loved me, I don't need to let her bear the mistakes I made with me all the time, besides, what I owe her has not been paid off! ”

"Since you have decided, then decided, sister will naturally not hinder you, but I am very curious, if Qi Jingyao really comes back by then, what will you do?"

I was stunned, looked at Sister Ying, then looked at the cigarette in my hand and smiled faintly: "She won't come back!" ”

Despite what I said, a sour voice flashed in my heart and said, "If she does come back, then ...... I choose her! ”

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