The white shirt slowly sticks to my back, the more uncomfortable it is, the less self-blame I have, this evaporation of sweat, I take it as the best way to relieve myself, and I always have to find a suitable reason to vent my depression.

I don't know how long I've been squatting, the eight cigarettes in the cigarette box have become cigarette butts scattered on the ground, and my legs are numb and unconscious, unable to move. In the end, I couldn't hold on, and sat on the hot ground, my eyes hurt from sweat.

The pedestrians in the alley were hurrying back and forth looking at me with their heads buried in the depths, and even a few people got out of the car and pushed me, but I never responded.

……

As time went on, my head began to dizzy, my eyes became more and more blurry even to the ground, and just as I was about to lose, Nursery Song crouched in front of me with an umbrella and stuffed me with a bottle of cold mineral water.

I reached out and stuffed the mineral water to her again, and said in a hoarse voice: "Remove your umbrella, I feel comfortable in the sun!" ”

"Are you punishing me and being angry with me?"

"It has nothing to do with you, so I feel comfortable, you better go back to the house and stay!"

"Isn't it just a broken love? What's the big deal, she won't know if you die here like this. ”

I tried to raise my head, but my neck was stiff and uncomfortable, and I shook it for a long time before I could barely lift it, and looked at the nursery rhyme with sweat-stained eyes and said, "I think I have a good disguise, how do you know?" ”

"You said it yourself at the bar last night! Eight years of love, divided overnight. ”

The nursery rhyme unscrewed the cap of the bottle and handed me the water.

I still didn't answer, I hung my head again, and said, "You better go back, it's very hot outside!" I'm used to being in the army with rough skin and thick flesh, and you can't compare. ”

"Less nonsense, let me ask you one last question, do you drink or not?"

I still hung my head and didn't respond.

The nursery rhyme stopped talking, threw away the umbrella in my hand, pulled up my hair, and my eyes looked directly into the sun, and I couldn't open them in a trance. I began to wonder if there was a pure land in the clouds that could bloom without the vanity and betrayal of humanity, but with crystal clear flowers......

When I raised my head, the nursery rhyme let go of my hair and pinched my cheeks, and poured the water down to me raw, I wanted to push her away, but I didn't have any strength, and the whole person collapsed like cotton.

The nursery rhyme threw away the bottle, picked me up and said, "Come back to the house with me!" ”

My chest was drenched in mineral water, but I still couldn't cheer up, and the thin nursery rhyme didn't know where to drag me back to the house.

……

As soon as I opened the door, the cold air in the room made me shiver, as if I was in a different world.

The nursery rhyme put me on the couch and busily fetched me water, and brought me a plate of sliced chilled watermelon.

The nursery rhyme wrung the half-wet towel and handed it to me, and advised: "It's good to wipe your face, and if you wipe it in other places, you may break the skin now, so you can rest well!" ”

I took the towel and all I could say was, "Thank you!" ”

"There are still a few days to work, doing professional work, it should be a good career, cheer up, men should do something and not do something, don't always can't get out of themselves, like me, have been trapped by themselves......"

I don't want to ask nursery rhymes anything, if it hurts, it hurts, even if there are a thousand ways, but there is only one result.

"You rest here for a while, I'll go out for a while, and I must finish the watermelon before I come back!"

The nursery rhyme changed her clothes and walked out of the curtain, took her Gucci wallet, her skin was as white as snow, and her eyes seemed to be able to see through the past and present lives. The bridge of the nose is straight, the lips are scarlet, and when you laugh, if the feathers fall, it is as sweet as sugar, and when it is silent, it is as cold as ice. The contours of the side face are like a knife, sharp and angular, but not soft! Take the Gucci wallet, without makeup but with the temperament of a queen, women are born with a brand**, even if they love money like a nursery rhyme.

"Why are you looking at me like that?" Nursery rhyme asked.

"I can't blink my eyes, they hurt, of course I can only look straight at people!"

The nursery rhyme looked at me, said speechless, took the door and went out, many times put an unfamiliar person alone in his own room, this is too bold, I am glad that I am not a dirty person, otherwise the nursery rhyme home would have been empty!

……

The sweat was gradually dried by the cold wind, I picked up the towel again and wiped it slowly, exposed to the scorching sun for several hours, the water loss was serious, and I ate the watermelon prepared by the nursery rhyme, and my heart was very sweet.

There is no desperate situation in life, and every disaster will be a nightmare that can't withstand the sunshine and a bubble that can't withstand the bumps.

Ling Xi chose to let go, but also to chase after his own other life, life is his own dojo, I think living is probably a kind of practice. A strong heart is your own faith, and your soul is your own totem.

What kind of cultivation you have in your heart will lead to what kind of life you will have.

The nursery rhyme is very right, finding the right direction is more important than working hard.

Many things in the world do not have a fixed owner, nor do they belong forever.

I sat cross-legged and waited for the nursery rhyme to come back, and suddenly remembered one thing, the nursery rhyme said that I was a scumbag and a liar, and I promised to make her a wood-carved Ferris wheel, but before I knew it, I broke my trust again.

……

After spending more than two hours in a daze, the sun outside was still dazzling, and the cicadas were constantly chirping, I picked up the exercise book under the desk and flipped it boringly, and the nursery rhyme words were awkwardly tilted in the regular Tianzi grid.

It is a bit too much for God to let such a noble angel have such shortcomings, which makes people feel that even beautiful things can be flawed, just as love does not have to be complete to be precious.

……

I was half-leaning back on the couch, staring distractedly at the crack in the wall, but there was a dense sound of high heels outside the door.

The nursery rhyme didn't care about sweating profusely, put away the parasol and said, "Why haven't you slept?" I called you in the province, can you try on the clothes to fit? ”

"Huh?" I asked, silently.

"I just bought this beige suit model on you, and you don't know if you can wear it!"

"Buy me clothes, why?" I didn't go any further, questioned.

"Of course, you have to buy a set of suitable clothes when you go to work, you see how you can go out of the sweat smell of this clothes, you have a good figure, so the style of the clothes you buy is the overall slender line, this brand emphasizes exquisite tailoring technology, reinterprets the traditional masculine style, you see if you like it!" Nursery rhymes urge.

"Why is it so good to me? I'm afraid, are you going to steal a kidney or something? ”

I really didn't know how to break this awkward situation, so I started talking nonsense again.

"Kidney-stealing? You've eaten so much, why didn't I poison you to death? ”

I nodded, and said seriously, "Oh! ”

I guess I was impatient with my question, and the nursery rhyme responded to me: "This can be regarded as a reward for inviting me to dinner yesterday!" ”

"But you paid for the meal yesterday?"

"You and I will grind and chirp again, just take it out and throw it away, say, do you still want to be a man?"

"Yes! But if I wear this, I will despise my own death. I nodded, without thinking.

"If you want to put it on, why don't you feel undignified when you ask me to borrow money? Then the ink directly gave me a speed of one hundred and twenty miles per second, and I was not allowed to turn around......"

"In my current position, I crashed into the wall before I went out."

I teased as I took out my clothes, but my tone unconsciously went to the highest, and I was surprised: "Ralph Lauren? ”

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It's early in the morning again, and I'm glad for my perseverance after spending so much time doing something serious. Now that I regard daily updates as an indispensable part of my life, I hope that through my own efforts, more people can see this novel.

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