Later, the person riding the motorcycle came back, I saw that he bought a pair of cotton shoes again, a bit like a boat, I heard grandma say that you have to cross the river or something, the insoles in the shoes are embroidered with a kind of flower, grandma said that it is called the flower of the past, I grew up to know, the flower is called the other side of the flower, it is rumored to be particularly beautiful, open for a thousand years, fall for a thousand years, flowers and leaves will never meet, love is not cause and effect, fate is destined to live and die. : 7777772e766f6474772e636f6d dagger novel

Although I don't know which insole is embroidered with the specific meaning of this flower, does it mean that they are gone, and there is no fate with this world, although birth, old age, sickness and death are very normal things, whether it is an evil thing or not, I will be numb after seeing more, but I always feel that there is a faint sadness.

That day I have been squeezed in the back, their adults in an orderly manner to set up the mourning shed, and then according to the procedure that grandma said step by step, grandma was busy almost led me away, out of the yard grandma told me not to look back, of course, no one came out to send, in fact, this is also exquisite, the general family is gone, someone came to condolence words can not be sent, let alone that feeling of reluctance.

Grandma was afraid that if I stayed there for a long time, I would see something I shouldn't see again, saying that my hands were broken, my body was more yin, and it would not be good to see it again, so I had to take good care of it.

I didn't tell my grandma that I saw two men, I was afraid that my grandma would worry about me, of course, I knew that they were not so scared after the accident, and I knew that they would not easily scare others, maybe it was just in response to grandma's words, I was originally yin, plus I have seen more recently, and I was injured and saw much more before.

I remember that winter, around the time of the Chinese New Year, I would often see inexplicable people on the street, some of them were dressed very differently from the current people, and some of them were still driving cattle and horses as if they were in a hurry to go, I don't know if they were the people below, but I had learned smart at that time, even if I felt that something was wrong with them, I wouldn't chase them all the time, because I didn't want to collide with them, I would only be invisible in front of them.

Later that day, I went back to Grandpa Liu, there was a lot of pork, I felt that it was the best thing in the world, I preferred to eat blood sausage, and when I left, Grandpa Liu also brought some to my grandma and said that he went back to get me to eat, and some cooked pork.

After returning home, my parents didn't come back, and my grandmother made everything she brought back, ready to eat it when my parents came back.

It's the New Year in a few days.,I used to like to go to Lingling to play.,But this year, the relationship with their family seems to be a lot more delicate.,There's also a gap.,Although Lingling and I are children, we know a little bit about adult things.,Don't play together.。

However, Li Qin and Dong Fa don't seem to have rubbed Dong Lingling's grandmother, Aunt Li Qin has never been to the hospital, Grandma Li has come once or twice, saying that she has made up her mind to have that child, Grandma just sighed on the side, and didn't say anything, even Grandma Li said, this matter is not in charge, and it is difficult for Qing officials to cut off family affairs

I saw Aunt Li Qin twice when I was playing outside, the strange thing is that I feel that she has lost a lot of weight, I have the impression that pregnant women should be fat, more edible, but she doesn't have it at all, the original chubby face has collapsed, and it looks very uncomfortable, she saw me still the same as before, very enthusiastic, and greeted me, but I always felt that something was wrong.

Later, I went back to ask my mother, I said that Aunt Li Qin was pregnant and lost so much weight, and my mother said that when she was just pregnant with a baby, maybe it was because of the big reaction and always vomiting, so people would lose weight, and in the future, the baby would be bigger, and the reaction would be smaller, and people would get fat.

I thought at the time, maybe Aunt Li Qin's reaction is too big now, and she will get fatter and fatter in the future.

Honghong's parents are back, she is happy like a crazy person one day, and she likes to show off in front of me with the new clothes that her parents bought for her, I actually don't like to play with her, so the whole year has become a one-man show for me.

After the fifteenth day of the first lunar month, Mom and Dad are leaving, the child's sense of separation is not so strong, Mom and Dad don't get to the car at the moment I don't have much reaction, very calmly watching Grandma little by little to bring Mom back to Shenyang to eat.

Maybe they are leaving, on the fifteenth day of the first month, they specially led me to the city, and bought me a particularly good-looking little lantern, saying that I would take it out to play at night, I was very happy, I felt that I could seize the opportunity to have a good red eye, which gave her crazy, and went to the park in the city with her parents to play, and went to play in the snow or something, and the first thing I did when I came back was to show off these with me, in fact, my parents also wanted to take me there, but which time was stopped by my grandmother, grandma said that you can play at the door of the house, I don't let my parents take me anywhere, saying that I still spend money or something.

That night, I was very excited to look forward to the dark sky, and then took the small lantern that my parents bought for me, basically where the darkness was going, and went to the door of Honghong's house and called her a voice, she didn't move, I walked around the side of the road by myself, and watched some other people's children holding lanterns made of cans and bottles, and I felt very successful at that time, and no one was able to kill me.

I was walking with a lantern, and when I saw Li Qin coming from under the road, when she saw me, she greeted me with a smile, "Yo, Danyang is playing here." ”

I nodded, looked at Aunt Li Qin, opened her mouth and said, "Auntie, have a good New Year." ”

Aunt Li Qin seemed very happy to hear me give her a New Year's greeting, and nodded, "Okay, but it's a pity that Auntie doesn't have any money in her pocket, go into the house with Auntie, and Auntie will give you New Year's money." ”

I shook my head, "No, my grandmother said that the Year of the Horse is over, and there is no need to press the New Year's money." "Actually, at that time, I knew that the relationship between our family and the Dong family was not very good, and if I asked for the New Year's money that Aunt Li Qin gave me, my grandmother might say about me.

Aunt Li Qin smiled, and wanted to say something, but then she was a little uncomfortable and held on to the big tree next to the road, I was stunned, I didn't know what the situation was, and I came to Aunt Li Qin's side, "Auntie, what's wrong with you." ”

Aunt Li Qin shook her head, and pulled the corners of her mouth with some pain, "It's okay, I have a stomachache, and I'll be fine in a while." ”

I answered and looked at her, "It's the baby kicking his legs in there." ”

Aunt Li Qin looked at me and laughed uncomfortably, "It's still early for him to kick his legs, I, I" After speaking, before I could react, Aunt Li Qin fell to the ground.

I was stunned, "Aunt Li Qin"