Chapter 91: My Sin

The nursery rhyme's attitude of considering others everywhere made me feel more deeply the pain she had accumulated in my heart over the years, which was resolved into the sweetest honey by her with an optimistic attitude...... And all this seems to be a satire on my previous series of absurd behaviors......

The old mother pulled the nursery rhyme and said, "Don't run around when you're hungry, let him go." ”

"Auntie, Sun Mengwen is my most intimate best friend in Guangzhou, I didn't expect you all to know each other, it's even more kissable, I'm not hungry now."

"Hu Kai, Sun Mengwen, what's wrong with her, I see that you don't tell the truth, as soon as you tell lies, your hands like to pinch the edge of your pocket!"

As soon as my mother said this, I subconsciously took the hand that was open to my pocket.

"After separating from you yesterday, I went to the playground with her, and after returning home, Sun Mengwen died suddenly, and it took an afternoon to save her life...... I really can't eat it, you guys eat it! ”

My attitude began to make my mother angry, and she said in a reproachful tone that she had never done before: "Is there anything that can't be done after eating, are you sure that Sun Mengwen can eat now, have you asked the doctor in detail?" Don't make yourself look like anything every day, I have long reminded you to handle your own affairs, don't mess up with everything! Nursery rhyme came on the first day today, and you left her here alone to have dinner with our old man and old lady? ”

"I'm sorry, I was negligent!" I bowed my head and apologized.

Dad reprimanded him harshly: "There are too many things that you have neglected!" ”

I soothed my breath over and over again, waited for a little calm, looked at the nursery rhyme, and said, "But I really can't eat it now!" ”

The nursery rhyme was not in a reproachful tone, and she whispered, "It's okay! ”

This awkward atmosphere is invisibly like a barrier, depressing and suffocating......

The nursery rhyme just lowered her head, her emotions suddenly lost control inexplicably, she held back her tears, and then took her mother's hand and whispered to her in a trembling voice: "Auntie, shall we go out to buy things now?" ”

Mom didn't speak again, held the hand of the nursery rhyme and followed her out, leaving me like wood in the house, and my father who sighed.

"Dad, I'm sorry, I still don't know how to control my temper."

"What's the use of telling me I'm sorry? I see how your half-heartedness will end up in the end. ”

I realized that my actions had hurt the nursery rhyme that longed for the warmth of the family. In an instant, I lost my mind and rushed downstairs, and when I was about to turn the corner, I found my mother squatting on the side to comfort me, and the nursery rhyme crying loudly.

She wept solemnly, but this crying finally became a burden to me, I know that the previous words had some effect on her, otherwise she would not have such a change, this is my sin......

The wind in the hallway sent chills down my body, and my asshole behavior brought tears to the eyes of this strong but incomparably weak woman once again. The teardrops that fell from the fair-skinned face of the nursery rhyme condensed into ice at the moment, stinging every nerve in me.

When I saw me going downstairs, she quickly wiped her tears, avoided my eyes, got up and continued downstairs, my mother glared at me, and walked down.

I followed behind the nursery rhyme without saying a word, knowing that the nursery rhyme took out the car from the underground garage, and when my mother got in the car, she also got into it with a dead face.

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Through the rearview mirror in the car, I secretly looked at the nursery rhyme, and the nursery rhyme also looked at me from the rearview mirror with a cold face, and the two met unexpectedly, I pretended to be careless, whistling and looking out the window.

"I'll make you scared, and you don't have a good shape to shake your head and tail!"

"Mom, how many times have you said it, don't hit me on the head, it's really nerve-wracking!"

"If you want to talk nonsense again, let the nursery rhyme stop, leave you alone on the road, and don't let people talk about it!"

The nursery rhyme looked at me and didn't speak, but her expression was clearly not as painful as it had just been. This kind woman always treats everyone around her with a smiling outlook on life.

On the way back from shopping, Tong Yu conveyed my wish to let me drive through my mother.

When the car reached a slightly unobstructed section, my personal emotions began to trouble again, and I didn't believe that I didn't speak in this life, so I provoked: "Nursery rhyme, you can't play the trick of not talking at every turn, why are you like a little woman?" After speaking, I added self-affirmatively: "What a bad move!" ”

The nursery rhyme looked at me and didn't speak, but my mother complained: "If you don't look at the road while driving, the car won't be able to brake!" ”

I ignored my mother's words, and continued to stimulate the nursery rhyme and said: "Mom, then I will accompany Sun Mengwen all day during this time, it doesn't matter if I go to work or not, just let Sun Mengwen pay my salary, and I will be her personal nurse!" ”

I always looked at the expression of the nursery rhyme in the rearview mirror, and when it came to being close, the nursery rhyme frowned slightly, looked at me with disdain, and then directly put on the headphones, closed my eyes and leaned on my mother's shoulder.

My mother looked at me with disgust and seriousness, and I thought that if I wasn't driving at the moment, I would probably be thrown out.

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After lunch, my mother and father retreated to the room, saying that they would go to see Sun Mengwen again when the heat had subsided in the evening, and let me and Tong Yao send the stewed things to the hospital in the afternoon.

I knew that my mother was creating an opportunity for me to apologize, but I didn't feel that I was at fault, at least the things that made me lose my dignity and manly principles, even if I chose again, I still reacted the same way as last time.

If I really accepted the nursery rhyme's car, even if the nursery rhyme wouldn't look down on me, I would look down on myself.

Pack up everything and go downstairs, nursery rhymes want to carry things, I don't let it, and go downstairs with two insulated boxes.

The nursery rhyme didn't argue anymore, and when I left, I didn't forget to hand me a bottle of ice water, signaling that it was hot outside, I immediately unscrewed the bottle cap, took a sip, and showed the expression that the endorsement star only drinks water, and praised it and said: "Good water, drink a little every day, and be healthy for more than one or two points!" ”

The nursery rhyme ignored my simple IQ under my complex expression, and just picked up the thermos box and walked out.

I quickly chased after it empty-handed, staring at the back, intending to repeat the old trick, and when the nursery rhyme car had just come out of the garage, I would force myself into the car again.

I didn't expect the nursery rhyme to drive, but waved on the side of the road, stopped a taxi, I panicked, threw a cigarette butt and hurriedly rushed up, I didn't expect that the brother deliberately moved forward slowly, and when I chased just about to approach, I slipped away!

I stopped a taxi and followed the nursery rhyme, and a traffic light broke us up.

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Rushing into the hospital with a stomach full of anger, I was just about to take the elevator upstairs when I suddenly found a nursery rhyme sitting in the corner and quickly jumped off the elevator.

"Yo, who is this, what's going on?"

The nursery rhyme ignored me, looked at me and didn't speak.

"Haven't I already told the room number at home, running so fast and still sitting here, can't you find the way?"

"Your eyes are toys, don't you see that every house sign is bilingual in Chinese and English? You let me stay alone for a quiet while, you send these things up first, and I'll go up mentally ready. The nursery rhyme handed me the insulated box, the language was very soft, but it implied an instinctive rejection, and then continued to bury her head in a daze.

"What does this mean, if you come and don't go in, are you afraid that Sun Mengwen will do something?"

Tong Yao looked at me in annoyance, but said to me in a very serious tone: "I'm afraid of the hospital, I'm afraid of seeing those medical equipment, I just don't want you to come when I get rid of you, and I have to see me ugly every time." ”

"I'm not coming, you're going to sit here all the time?"

"I've been in the hospital for a long time and I've had a phobia, you go first, I'll go up later if I muster up the courage."

I didn't shirk it again, Sun Mengwen estimated that she hadn't eaten yet, the moment I got on the elevator, I saw the lonely eyes of the nursery rhyme and felt unbearable for a while, there may be a shadow in the hospital that she can never erase, but I can't do anything, some things have to be faced by myself after all.

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