Chapter 243: A car accident hurts the brain
That incident prompted Qian Ying to hate Lu Ming. If it wasn't for something like this halfway, how could my sister give up?
If it weren't for Su Yanzhi leaving behind his sister who loved him deeply and sending Mu to the hospital early, Qian Jing would not have come to that point in despair.
Mu Zao was in a coma in the hospital for seven days and six nights.
In the afternoon of the seventh day, I woke up.
Su Yanyi's face was happy, and he was so excited that he almost burst into tears: "Early, you woke up." ”
After Mu Zao saw Su Yanzhi's face, his originally calm face was instantly filled with anger: "You murderer, get out!" I don't want to see you, get out! Get lost! ”
Her excitement attracted Mu Zaozao's attending doctor, Dr. Wu.
Seeing this scene, Su Yanzhi was a little overwhelmed. I went out with Dr. Wu and asked puzzledly, "Why is she so excited?" ”
"The car accident hurt her brain, and her memory should be a little messy now. After a while, it will slowly get better. Dr. Wu advised Su Yanzhi to rest assured.
As the days passed, Mu Zaozao's situation was not much better.
Su Yanzhi can also be regarded as understanding, Mu Zao's confused nerves mistakenly regarded him as the murderer who killed Zaozao's mother back then.
Mu Zao's rejection of Su Yanzhi and the feeling of having a splitting headache all day made her strong almost wash her face with tears all day long.
"And then?" Sitting in the office and listening to Lu Shen tell about these pasts, Mu Zao felt that he was out of the matter, as if the person who told the story was not her at all.
It's just that hearing her such a cold attitude towards Su Yanzhi still made Mu Zaozao's heart ache for a while.
Before Lu Shen could speak, Lei Ruan Qin continued: "Later, you told me all day long that your head was about to explode, and you didn't know what to do. Lu Shen offered to help you do hypnosis so that you could completely forget these memories. ”
"Nope." Lu Shen shook his head: "I didn't propose it, it was Su Yanzhi who came to me to discuss, I just told you." ”
"What do you mean?" Lei Ruanqin didn't know the truth until now.
Lu Shen nodded: "He can't bear to see such a painful life every day, so he has been thinking of a way." Later, Dr. Wade happened to attend an event in China, so he told him about these troubles, but he didn't expect to really discuss a solution. ”
"So, then I was hypnotized and forgot those memories?"
"Hmm." Lu took a deep breath and said, "I forgot that memory, I forgot what I said." even forgot Lu Ming and forgot me. You shouldn't remember Qian Ying either, right? Of course, you definitely don't remember Qian Jing either. ”
In other words, the people who were in the ancient town that night were all cleared from Mu Zao's mind.
So that's the case, Mu Zao finally understood why he only forgot these people, why he didn't forget Lei Ruanqin, and didn't forget Lei Qiming. At that time, Lei Qiming was serving in the military in other places, and Su Haoxuan was studying abroad, so they didn't know what happened five years ago.
Later, many people rumored that Yan killed Qian Jing. In order not to dig up the things of the year and stimulate you, he went abroad with this black pot on his back. Lu Shen spoke again.
Mu was silent early and couldn't come back to his senses for a long time.
It turned out that her lost memory still had such a difficult past.
Mu Zaozao really couldn't imagine how tormented Su Yanzhi must have been when he made the decision to help Mu Zao hypnotize.
Let someone you love forget about you, and you may never remember it again in this life. This kind of courage is not shared by everyone. But in order to let Mu escape from the pain as soon as possible, he still made such a decision without hesitation.
Even in order not to disturb Mu Zao's life, he went abroad alone and stayed for five years.
If it was Mu Zaozao, could she do it? Mu Zao was really unsure, it was too difficult, it was really too difficult.
Seeing that Mu Zao's face was a little ugly, Lei Ruan Qin asked with concern: "Zaozao, are you okay?" ”
Mu Zao shook his head.
"You're still pregnant with the baby, it's been so long, don't worry too much." Lei Ruanqin said again.
"I'm fine." Mu Zao gave Lei Ruanqin a reassuring smile: "I just feel a little emotional." I always felt that I had nothing to do with Su Yanzhi, so I got married all of a sudden. Unexpectedly, there were so many stories between the two of us that I didn't know about. ”
She was thinking, so many things, all pressed on Su Yanzhi's heart. He's not a superman, he's just an ordinary man who can't be more ordinary, how can he bear it?
At this point, Mu Zao was even more determined, and she must recover her memory.
"That's why we don't want you to recover your memory, not only Su Yanzhi is afraid, in fact, everyone who has experienced that incident is worried." Lu Shen spoke.
"Are you worried that I will still have a confused memory, thinking that Su Yanzhi killed my mother?" Mu asked early.
"Not really. You have a lost memory because you're hurt. Later, you were given a brain examination, and the wound has completely healed, and even if you remember everything, you will no longer have confused memories. Lu Shen said.
"So what are you worried about?"
"I don't know." Lu Shen was not sure at this time, but said: "Perhaps, it was because those days were too depressing and dark, and I was afraid to do it again." Even if Su Yanzhi is such a strong man, I am afraid he does not have the extra mental strength to bear the second time. ”
"If I don't regain my memory, I'll be in pain all the time, and I'll have to live in worry all day long. You probably haven't seen it, he's going to tremble. He would shiver for no apparent reason, and his body would be cold, as if he was in a nightmare. Can you imagine? Such a strong person is very indifferent on weekdays and disdainful of many things. I didn't even notice what he was afraid of, but he would be shaking in the middle of the night. ”
At first, Mu Zao thought that Su Yan was cold, so he helped him cover the quilt. Su Yanzhi's body moved, and Mu was poured into his arms early, and the trembling was over. Mu Zao never thought much about it.
It's just that she remembered that time when she went to KT, Su Yanzhi held the microphone and sang with a devoted: "I will still be afraid, when I wake up and am not by your side, I am afraid that I will not be by your side from now on."
She also remembered that on the day of the wedding, after Lin Rui told the truth that Su Yanzhi's mother had killed Mu Zaozao's mother. Mu didn't break with Su Yanzhi in front of Lin Rui earlier, but stepped forward and hugged him. But I unexpectedly felt that Su Yanzhi's body was trembling, especially his arms, which trembled the most, and he was placed vertically, and he didn't raise his hand to hug Mu Zaozao, just stood stunned, looking at her. It's like a handsome puppet.
That was the first time Mu Zaozao saw Su Yanzhi, who had always been moody, so uncontrollable in front of outsiders.
She didn't know what happened five years ago before, so even if she sensed that something was wrong with Su Yanzhi, she wasn't sure what the reason was. Now, after she knew these things, she understood more that Su Yanzhi's panic and worry were not groundless.
So much so that Mu Zao was a little hesitant, did he want to recover his memory?
Now Mu Zaozao is indeed very sure, she will definitely not treat Su Yanzhi like she did five years ago. But what if you regain your memory? If all of Mu Zao's memories were returned to her mind, would she really be able to guarantee this?
At this moment, Mu Zao was also a little uncertain.
"Can mania be cured?" Mu Zao looked at Lu Shen worriedly.
"It's not easy to say, the mother used to be manic, so it may be genetic. It's just that his mania is only a few mild symptoms, and it didn't really hit it out to a very serious extent from the beginning. Lu Shen said.
"It was rumored that he had a manic attack back then, so he killed Qian Jing." Mu Zao frowned and spoke.
"You believe? Mania is not stupid, although it is indeed aggressive, but Su Yanzhi is not serious to that extent. After the leopard incident last time, I found that it was a bit of a manic symptom, and I secretly observed it, and there were still some differences from the previous symptoms. ”
"What do you mean?" Mu was puzzled.
Lei Ruan Qin also waited for Lu Shen to continue in a serious manner.
"His manic symptoms can be understood to have been inherited from his mother. And the symptoms were mild, and later recovered. But this time, I can't say how I feel, it's different from last time. I suspect that he had a secondary manic episode this time. ”
"Don't tell me these jargons, I'm not a psychiatrist. You directly say what's going on and whether it can be cured. Mu Zao was a little anxious. What is secondary, what is hereditary, she listened to the clouds.
Lu Shen organized his language for a while, and said: "That is to say, his current manic symptoms may not be an emotional illness, but a disease in some aspect of his body. For example, the brain, the body, or it may be due to taking certain medications. For example, alcohol, methamphetamine. ”
"......" Lei Ruan Qin's eyes widened in surprise: "You mean, you may take drugs?" ”
"Impossible!" Mu Zao didn't think about it, and directly denied: "He won't do such an irrational thing." ”
"I didn't say he was on drugs. But he is a psychiatrist, and he has a lot of contact with many psychiatric drugs. If, I mean, if he feels very uncomfortable, he doesn't tell anyone about his thoughts, he can't bear it anymore, he may use drugs to make himself feel better. But these are my speculations, just a possibility. I've been wondering if I'd like to give him a thorough check-up these days. Lu Shen took out a stack of pieces from the box on the table, glanced at them, and spoke again: "I even started to prepare a treatment plan, and when I come back, I will help him well." ”
Leaving from Lu Shen, Mu went back to the apartment with Lei Ruan Qin early.
Because Su Yanzhi was not there, Mu Zao didn't want to stay alone in the villa.
Qian Ying went home with Lu Ming, and Lu Xiaoxiao hadn't finished school yet. The two men sat on the couch, neither of them speaking.
When he was on the road just now, Lu Ming had already asked Qian Ying about the things in the police station, and knowing that the police had no conclusive evidence for the time being, Lu Ming was also relieved. It seems that Su Yanzhi is not ready to put Qian Ying to death for the time being.
"Yingying, I'll call Yanzhi and early, you can apologize to them." After hesitating for a long time, Lu Ming opened his mouth and said-
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