Chapter 80: Being a man on your knees
ended the call with Sun Mengwen, and I actually muttered for a while, I really did as she said, but I didn't react? As soon as I thought of this, I shook my head in self-denial, this must be slander......
At noon, I simply ate a bowl of noodles on the side of the road, and continued to visit the material market in the afternoon, firstly, to be familiar with the materials, and secondly, if I really opened a studio by myself one day, now I will definitely take a lot of detours after running more, at least I can get acquainted with various material dealers and establish my own network.
When I was paying attention to the WeChat of a store, I opened the WeChat that I hadn't logged in for a long time, and my circle of friends was full of logs forwarded by Ling Xi, ranging from the choice of a house to how to pay attention to the health of the baby. I began to feel that Ling Xi had changed from a girl to a woman, and she would begin to slowly consider all aspects of her life, but this transformation was taught to her by another man, and I knew very well that our fate was really over.
In the evening, the nursery rhyme got off work very early, and when she came home, she found that the nursery rhyme had already prepared dinner, and she was lying on the table and writing carefully.
I didn't go into the house at once, but leaned against the door with my hands on my hand and said, "I'm so ashamed that you are so diligent!" ”
"I won't give up until you practice the words like you, Gu Yuekai, do you know that when you sign, the action is really chic!"
I smiled, such a very ordinary thing can become my advantage in the eyes of nursery rhymes. And nursery rhymes are really much smarter than I imagined, although I can't write, but a full Mandarin, just a few months can actually write Chinese characters to the level of primary school students, after all, Chinese characters themselves are more difficult, I know the difficulty of learning English, how difficult it is to master another foreign language.
"Gu Yuekai, you go take a bath, come and eat after washing, I'll give you something when you're done!" Nursery rhyme put away the practice book, got up and said.
I was full of confusion, "What is it?" So mysterious! ”
The nursery rhyme obviously didn't want to say more, but urged: "You just grieve for a while, leave a space for imagination, go take a bath!" ”
I was full of doubts, but after all, I didn't want to spoil the interest of the nursery rhyme to strive for mystery, so I nodded and didn't ask any more.
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After eating and cleaning up the table, the nursery rhyme god mysteriously took a box from the bag, pretending to be mysterious: "Guess what it will be first?" ”
As soon as I looked at the box in the hand of the nursery rhyme, the mood I was expecting was completely gone, and suddenly my heart was surging, and an indescribable depression suddenly rushed to my heart, trying my best to control my emotions, and asked: "Nursery rhyme, what do you mean by this?" ”
"A gift for you!"
"You're using material materials to reduce my dignity, and in the end I don't even have the qualifications to be a man on my knees!"
The nursery rhyme saw that my tone was very heavy, first stunned, and then said with some grievances: "It's just that you have a hard time commuting to and from work every day, so I'll give it to you, you can pick up the car at any time, Audi TT is not a new model, but I think it suits you very well, so you can drive to and from work." ”
"Do you think I'll take it?" I suppressed the fire and asked.
"I know you're going to say no, but what if I insist on you taking it?"
"What do you think I can change if I take it?"
"Gu Yuekai, I just hope you can live well, because you are perfect in my heart! I hope you can be there for me when I need you, isn't it too much for me to ask so selfishly? ”
I felt a strong sense of powerlessness in my heart, explaining, "If you don't give me the car, I'll be there when you need it, and put things away before I get angry." ”
"This is what I am willing to send you, there is no other emotional component in it, so that even if you get drunk and find a substitute driver to go home, it is better than sleeping on the side of the road stupidly!"
"You raised me like a little white face, didn't you?"
The nursery rhyme said for a long time: "You are not a little white face, and your face is not white." ”
I don't know where the nameless fire started to burn brighter, and I hate this kind of insult of charity.
"Nursery rhymes, you don't pretend to be stupid and pitiful with me here, if you take these things like this again in the future, we don't have to be friends, I hope you can understand me, not look down on me!"
The tone of the nursery rhyme became lost: "In your eyes, my nursery rhyme is this kind of character?" ”
I was silent, but I didn't see the meaning of the nursery rhyme.
The nursery rhyme looked at me with a painful expression and an accusatory expression, asking, "I look down on you...... I hope you don't look down on you so tired? Gu Yuekai, it's really chilling for you to speak. ”
I looked at the nursery rhyme in a daze, and I didn't know how to respond to her words for a while.
The nursery rhyme took two steps back and stared at me with teary eyes until I was covered in hair.
I clenched my fists, slammed the table to the ground with a muffled sound, and shouted without hesitation: "If you think this is good for me, I will only think that your nursery rhymes are more hateful than Ling Xi!" ”
"Get out, you get out of here, with your so-called self-esteem, stay away from me!" Nursery rhyme sat on the edge of the bed sobbing and threw the key in front of me.
I picked up the key and threw it back, stood in front of the door, turned around and froze, and then shook my hand and snatched the door, all echoing in my ears was the sound of nursery rhymes sitting on the bed......
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Standing in front of the window, my heart slowly calmed down, as if I could feel the slight breathing of the nursery rhyme in the opposite room, and I couldn't help but look back at her half-hidden door, and for a moment I had the feeling that I just touched her gaze on me, which was like a pool of clear water in early spring, which made me think of flowers, the pale yellow flowers swaying with dew in the early morning.
In the midst of boredom, I subconsciously found another cigarette from the drawer, lit a cigarette, took a puff, and spit it out heavily, I knew that one day I and the nursery rhyme would have to face this gap, but it would come faster.
I rubbed my temples to relieve my fatigue, immersed in the pale blue smoke, and looked at it distractedly, it was so gentle, so misty, so affectionate......
Looking closely at the mist, the blurred moonlight in the night sky resembles a damp crystal in the eyes of a nursery rhyme.
As soon as I took a puff, I remembered the nursery rhyme that smoking is not good, but I didn't have the courage to extinguish it, so I could only numb myself in the smoke and seek comfort. It is said that men who smoke have pain, in other words, it is men who have pain who like to smoke, or that smoking begins with pain.
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Halfway through a cigarette, I calmed down a lot when there was a noise in the nursery rhyme room, and I looked sideways and saw that she was cleaning up.
Think about whether you do things yourself or impulsively, maybe this is really a bit too much for nursery rhymes.
I walked briskly to her room and asked, "Where are you going so late?" ”
The nursery rhyme didn't reply, just tidying up by himself, trying to get the suitcase on the cabinet, but he couldn't reach it, I was just about to help, and the nursery rhyme still didn't look back and yelled: "Get out!" ”
I just took the step and moved back abruptly, standing at the door and no longer speaking, just watching the nursery rhyme mess up the folded clothes again, and continue to fold them over and over again, and finally simply carried an empty handbag and walked out.
"Where are you going so late, don't make a fuss, okay?" I stretched out my hand across the door, looking like I wouldn't let the nursery rhyme out.
The nursery rhyme wiped her tears and spit out two cold words: "Get out of the way!" ”
"Where are you going so late, don't let me!"
Nursery rhyme sneered: "I have no right, I am not qualified to take care of your self-esteem, and you are not qualified to care where I go!" ”
"Have a good rest, what's the trouble!"
"Gu Yuekai, where is my freedom, do you think you can stop me?"
I also yelled, "I don't believe it today, and if I can't stop it, I'll stop it!" ”
"Then you can give it a try!" Saying nursery rhymes, he just rushed out, hunched over and tried to push me away.
I hooked up my arm and pulled the nursery rhyme, and the other arm came up, and the nursery rhyme fell into my arms.
"You're a jerk, always!" The nursery rhyme lying in my arms no longer struggled, her voice was soft, tears kept welling up in her eyes, and she looked at me with a look of extreme disappointment, which made me not know what to do for a while.
I picked up the nursery rhyme and put it on the bed, turned on the air conditioner again, covered the quilt and said, "I'm sorry for my attitude about tonight's incident, let's rest early!" ”
The nursery rhyme wrapped herself in the quilt and turned her head sideways, not wanting to take care of me.
I gently closed the door, returned to the room, collapsed heavily on the bed, and stared at the small insects flying around the energy-saving lamp, as if fate was a little sad, and I could only spin with the light, and it was really tiring to fly around......
As soon as I changed into pajamas, there was a violent sound of the door closing from the nursery rhyme room, I quickly jumped up from the bed, put on my shoes, and chased out without having the heart to change my clothes, and when I arrived at the door, I found that the nursery rhyme had passed through an alley.
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