On the way, I met a car selling multigrain pancakes, and thought that Sun Mengwen might not have eaten yet, so I stopped and bought pancakes and soy milk.

……

After knocking for a long time, Sun Mengwen didn't open the door for a long time, so I had to open it with the key, I think the fierce master took great pains to let me take the key from his hand to open the door, excluding him from not daring to go against Sun Mengwen's wishes, and another reason may be to find an opportunity to teach me a lesson!

Sun Mengwen sat in front of the floor-to-ceiling window with her hands and legs in her hands, staring blankly at the sun that had sunk in the west, and in the cold light source, the gauze wrapped in her hands became more and more dazzling. At this time, she looked a little lost, and the things she was pulling all over the ground seemed somewhat incongruous with her, who always liked to be neat.

She choked up and said to me, "Since you're here, why don't you come in?" ”

My mood was cut apart by this picture, and I already felt some clues, so that the steps when I walked into the room became a little heavier, but Sun Mengwen still looked into the distance......

I sat down next to her, and what surprised me for the first time was that she didn't immediately tear and scold as before, but looked at me very calmly and said, "Ah Meng asked you to come, right?" Are you afraid that I won't be able to think about it alone and die at home? ”

"I'm afraid you'll hurt yourself by being irritable!"

Sun Mengwen shook her head and said: "Then you are wrong, you see the sunset in the distance quietly dyeing the sky red, even if the scorching sun is full of turbulence in the sky, it is only calm now." Sometimes you find that you have changed, but not out of helplessness about life, but when you raise your head for a moment, you see a pale red, and you suddenly feel how beautiful life is, how comfortable and how desirable it is. Maybe those who can't see it will keep suffering......"

The whole atmosphere made me feel like I was suffocating......

"Wipe away your tears, why don't you need something to eat? Stop tossing yourself, I don't deserve your ....... ”

Sun Mengwen obediently wiped her tears and continued: "Do you know Hu Kai? During my years in Xi'an, I especially wanted to go back to Guangzhou, I think the south actually just wanted to see the sea when I was upset, and the gray sea must be able to carry my pain, and our first contact was in the seaside practice organized by the school, right? ”

Through Sun Mengwen's sad eyes, my whole person's thoughts became soft again, not afraid of the wind and dust rushing away, not afraid of the wind and dust drowning me, I can imagine the sea that Sun Mengwen said, the sea is dustless, the "happy river" in Sun Mengwen's heart must be that sea......

"I remember what you remember, but so what? You're not the same you used to be, and I'm not the same me I used to be! ”

My words caused Sun Mengwen to feel uneasy, she seemed to reject these things from the bottom of her bones, I knew that she was a strong person on the surface, but extremely insecure on the inside. But I didn't dare to approach to comfort her, the most selfish in human nature, once I encounter something powerless, I will probably instinctively run away!

Sun Mengwen looked at the pancakes and soy milk in her hand, stared at me again, and was silent for a long time.

I subconsciously avoided: "You see that you don't clean up without makeup, this is not your character, you are embarrassed to look at me!" ”

Sun Mengwen raised her hand and stroked the side of my face, because of the pain, I instinctively 'oops', so frightened that she quickly retracted her hand and said, "How did I find out that your face seems to be a little swollen, and the corners of your eyes seem to be purple, have you been beaten?" ”

"No, I came in too much of a hurry, and I fell on the way!"

"How can you fall in the eye, have you been beaten? No, two or three people are definitely not your opponents, is it Wu Meng who led people to trouble you? ”

"It's really fine!"

"How can anyone hit the ground first when he falls, it must be him, I'll call him now."

"Don't blame the fierce master, he can stand up for you and show that he is very good to you, in fact, you should know his intentions!"

Sun Mengwen suddenly became emotional, and shouted: "Wu Meng is becoming more and more self-conscious now, I am reluctant to do it, he is fucking stronger, I am looking for someone to abolish him now!" ”

I know Sun Mengwen's personality of doing what she says, the little ruffian in the next class in high school and me provoked, Sun Mengwen released cruel words at the time, so that the person couldn't get out of the hospital for a month, and finally really knocked the person down directly, sent him to the hospital for a month and a half, and the matter went to the Public Security Bureau!

"Sun Mengwen, if you are disobedient again, I will leave now, and I will not persuade you again in the future!"

I was about to go out as I spoke, Sun Mengwen was in a hurry, pulled me, and after I shook me off, she was suddenly stunned, and opened her mouth and was stunned for a long time.

After a while, she came back to her senses, her lips trembled, she couldn't say a word, and then she lowered her head deeply, and bit her lip hard, her shoulders trembled, and her nose let out a faint sob.

I was overwhelmed by this sudden scene, Sun Mengwen raised her head and looked into the distance, my eyes were vaguely covered with bright red bloodshots, and my eyes were red. Her right hand wrapped in gauze covered her mouth, and finally she cried bitterly, and bean-sized tears slid through the corners of her eyes like flowing water. She couldn't help herself with a violent shaking of her shoulders, covered her face with her hands, slowly crouched down, and began to cry loudly.

"Sun Mengwen, don't be like this!" Seeing Sun Mengwen like this, suddenly, I felt like I had survived a pair of Chinese medicine in my heart, and there was an indescribable bitter taste tumbling, I thought I might owe Sun Mengwen a lifetime!

……

For a long time, Sun Mengwen was stunned there, the tears in her eyes had dried up, and I seemed to perceive that countless molecules in the air were crying silently, and there was an ethereal disillusionment sadness, which grabbed my heart-rending soul in a far away moment.

I sat quietly with her......

The bad mood came longer and more suddenly than the winter night outside the window, until it was completely dark, Sun Mengwen fumbled and turned on the light, made it to the bed, rubbed her eyes and said: "Now that my eyes are swollen like yours, I am also relieved, have you eaten?" ”

"Do you think it's important that I don't eat now?"

"Hu Kai, you always answer the wrong questions, I just ask if you have eaten!"

"Nope!"

"Then I'll make you something!"

Even though I knew that Sun Mengwen's hand was injured, I was silent for a long time and finally agreed to her request, because I didn't want her to see my downfall, and then there was a psychological burden, but I was really tired of my forced smile, and this was the main reason why I wanted to leave directly at the beginning.

I found that women who can cook have one characteristic, Sun Mengwen still insists on not letting me into the kitchen to help as last time, and when others are tired of cooking, she says that she enjoys it all. I suddenly felt that this was a home to live in, but I didn't dare to treat Sun Mengwen as a hostess, as if there was a thick barrier separating us......

Sun Mengwen brought the finished Xi'an special noodles to the table, and I asked a little puzzled: "Why did you make one?" ”

"The multigrain pancakes you bought for me, as well as soy milk, I heated them up, and they will be fine immediately!"

"But I remember you don't seem to like soy milk!"

"You bought it all, I don't know if you like it or not, I don't like it in high school, can't you like it now? So what about me ten years ago when I was flat-chested, and now I have to be an airport? ”

"Your Himalayas are now unconquered!"

Sun Mengwen looked at me with "terrible" eyes, and I began to regret that I had such a meat joke with her, because she was even more meat than me......

A joking was followed by silence.

I didn't dare to look up at Sun Mengwen who was biting into the multigrain pancakes, I just devoured Sun Mengwen's noodles, which tasted more authentic than any in Guangzhou!

……

The drizzle outside the window was beating rhythmically, and I enjoyed the dinner after the emotions were released......

Under the pretext that I have to go to work tomorrow, I didn't spend the night at Sun Mengwen's house, and Sun Mengwen was afraid that I would see that her swollen eyes would not be beautiful tomorrow, so she didn't force me to stay.

It was not yet nine o'clock when I returned to my accommodation, and I couldn't help but worry about whether this continuous cold rain would ruin the mood of the nursery rhyme tomorrow, and I was lying on the bed after taking a shower, feeling a little sore, and after smoking a cigarette, I imagined that everyone would be able to have a good dream tonight!

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