Chapter 541: Only for Love
Su Yanzhi looked at the passionate love that Mu Zao had said, and he couldn't help but smile: "If you want to live that kind of life, I can satisfy you." ”
Mu Zaozao hurriedly shook his head: "I don't want to be a rice worm." In contrast, I prefer to rely on my own hands. I can buy the bread myself, you just give me love. ”
The corners of Su Yanzhi's mouth twitched: "Have you been reading romance novels again?" ”
“……”
The door of the ward was pushed open, and Su Jingting walked in from the outside.
Mu Zao hurriedly got up from Su Yanzhi's arms, like a child who had done something wrong, his face was a little red.
Su Yanzhi looked at Mu Zao's shy appearance and smiled secretly in his heart. He really doubted that Mu Zao had already reached the age of eighty and still had the ability to blush.
This cuteness, he really wants to keep it forever.
Mu stood aside early and politely called 'Dad'. Su Jingting nodded, with a smile on his face, and seemed to be in a good mood.
"Haoxuan will go." Su Jingting spoke, his voice uncontrollable joy.
Mu Zao was surprised, glanced at Su Yanzhi, and asked incredulously, "Really?" ”
Su Jingting nodded, and said to Mu Zao: "Just now he walked from his own hospital bed to the hospital bed next to him, although he was holding something, but he also walked over step by step. ”
"Great." Mu Zao was overjoyed. On the one hand, he was really happy for Su Haoxuan, and on the other hand, it was also because Su Yanzhi's wish had finally come true, and he didn't have to blame himself for the arson this time.
turned his head to look at Su Yanzhi, but found that there was not much pleasure on the man's face.
Could it be that Su Yanzhi is not happy? No, his biggest dream is to hope that Su Haoxuan can step on the ground with his feet like a man, and now it can be said that his dream has come true, why does Su Yanzhi seem to care at all.
Su Jingting also discovered Su Yanzhi's abnormality, walked to the hospital bed and stood there, and asked, "What's wrong?" ”
Su Yanzhi shook his head, only said 'It's good', and didn't say anything more.
Su Jingting didn't ask much, just said, "If you have time in a while, go over and see him." ”
Mu responded to Su Yanzhi early, and Su Jingting left.
In the ward, Mu Zaozao was a little puzzled: "In other words, why don't you look right?" ”
"Yes." Su Yanzhi asked knowingly.
Mu Zao glanced at him: "Don't tell me, you don't want Haoxuan to be able to walk again." ”
"How do you know?" Su Yanzhi didn't even refute it.
Mu Zaozao was even more surprised: "Really? Why? Didn't you always wish Haoxuan could walk again? ”
She really didn't understand whether Su Yanzhi was joking or serious.
"It's not that I don't want to, I just think it might not be right now."
"Why isn't it right now?" After Mu asked early, he seemed to understand something, and asked tentatively: "Because now the second uncle is on the cusp?" ”
Su Yanzhi nodded as expected.
Now Su Jingsheng is staring at this side, Su Haoxuan and Su Yanzhi are both hospitalized, it's okay, if Su Yanzhi is discharged from the hospital, Su Haoxuan's leg is healed again, Su Jingsheng must be under a lot of pressure. When the time comes, I don't know what I have to do.
Mu hadn't thought of this earlier, but now that he thinks about it, he also thinks that it's best for Su Haoxuan not to let others know that he can walk.
"What then?" Mu Zao was a little anxious.
"I'll do it." Su Yanzhi didn't want Mu Zao to worry, so he didn't say anything more to her.
In the afternoon, Lei Ruan Qin came to deliver food. Su Yanzhi ate in the ward, Mu was not hungry early, and Lei Ruan Qin walked out of the ward and chatted in the corridor.
"How are you doing with Yichen?" Mu asked early.
Lei Ruan Qin originally had a smile on his face, but when he heard Mu Zaozao's question, he suddenly collapsed, and said angrily: "Don't talk about such an unappetizing thing." ”
Listening to Lei Ruanqin's tone, he also knew that the two of them would definitely not make any progress.
Mu Zao didn't know herself, and she didn't want to pay too much attention to Mu Wanqing's affairs with Lei Qiming. But for the matter of Lei Ruanqin and An Yichen, he has never been able to let go. may have seen Lei Ruanqin's good intentions towards An Yichen in those years, and always felt that if the two of them were separated, they would be very unwilling. It's like a story that has been chased for a long time, and the hero and heroine have gone through a lot of hardships and dangers, but in the end they are not together. That feeling of emptiness made Mu Zaozao very uncomfortable.
"Hey." Mu Zaozao originally wanted to persuade him, but when the words came to his lips and swallowed back. I think when Lei Ruan Qin persuaded her to talk to Su Yanzhi, wasn't it useless.
Lei Ruan Qin didn't want Mu to worry early, so his tone softened a little, and said: "I'm very happy to live alone now, if I want to see Chengcheng, I'll take it over, and if I feel annoyed, let him stay at An's house." There's still time to cook for you and Yanzhi, and I'm ready to do some business. I've been living for him for a few years, and now I want to live for myself. ”
"Is that what you want?" Mu asked early.
"You think it's so easy to live, you can have whatever you want. You always have to lose some to get some, but it's just a matter of choosing what you want more. Lei Ruan Qin said with some helplessness.
"And what do you want?"
"Tell the truth?" Lei Ruan Qin looked at Mu Zaozao's eyes firm, and smiled self-deprecatingly: "If I knew what I wanted, I wouldn't have pursued it earlier." Still, I'm pretty sure what I don't want. ”
"What is it?"
"A distrustful lover, a marriage that exists in name only."
What Lei Ruan Qin said was so light, it made Mu Zao wonder if things were not as complicated as she thought. If you are together, you will come, and if you are not together, you will be separated, where is the use of abusing yourself to change and maintain a marriage. It's tiring enough to be alive, and it's tiring to think about it in front of someone who should have taken care of each other.
Such a thought was just a flash, and Mu Zao thought about it, how could there be no contradiction at all when people get along with each other. It's just a mutual compromise, maintaining a marriage together, and protecting the family together.
Thinking about it, even Mu Zao felt that his thoughts were contradictory. There is no way to say anything to comfort Lei Ruan Qin.
The sisters didn't speak for a long time, and in the end, it was Mu who broke the silence early and sighed: "Fate is really bloody sometimes." ”
"At least you're with Yanzhi." Lei Ruan Qin was not so sad as Mu Zao. It can be seen that breaking up with An Yichen this time, Lei Ruan Qin is really not as sad as before.
Time is such a strange thing, it can be a love affair over time, and it can also slowly turn two people who originally vowed to spend their lives together into no sense of each other.
She was even a little worried, how long could she and Su Yanzhi go?
Since getting married, the relationship between the two seems to be a lot duller. I didn't go to school without the passion of a qiē, and I didn't have the sweet love when I first got married. Will one day, like Lei Ruanqin and An Yichen, the two of them will be alienated from each other, and the distance will become farther and farther away.
Mu Zao didn't dare to continue thinking about it, and as soon as she and Su Yanzhi came face to face without smiling or saying a word, her heart was like a big stone blocked. I can't hold Su Yanzhi now, and get confirmation from him that the two of them will love each other for a lifetime, forever. Although Mu Zao knew in his heart how pediatric such a promise was, he still couldn't help but want to change his peace of mind.
Lei Ruan Qin tidied up his clothes and said to Mu Zao: "Take Chengcheng to sleep with me tonight, I'll go back first." Let's put the lunch box here first, and let him bring it back for me when Qiming comes over tomorrow morning. ”
Mu Zao didn't hold back too much, and watched Lei Ruan Qin leave. Her feelings were also a little low, and she stood at the window alone for a long time, not wanting to return to the ward.
The man inside didn't know when he walked behind Mu Zaozao, hugged Mu Zaozao's waist from behind, and exhaled softly in her ear: "It's snowing and you're still standing here, is it cold?" ”
Mu raised his eyes early to look, only to find that there were really small snowflakes floating outside the window. It's winter again, and the year has come to an end again. Think about it, it seems that I haven't done anything over the years, and I haven't achieved anything out of the house. The only thing to be proud of is that she is guarded by the man behind her, but now she has no sense of security.
The seasons are changing, the world is changing, what is eternal?
"Words." Mu opened his mouth early.
I don't know if it's because of the snow outside the window, or if she's in a bad mood right now. Mu had heard his voice early with a sadness.
Su Yanzhi let go of Mu Zaozao, walked in front of her, gently held her face, and asked, "What did you say to Ruan Ruan, huh?" My eyes are all red. ”
The man asked too seriously, and his voice was filled with endless pampering. It made Mu Zao's heart even more sad. The better he treats her now, the more Mu Zao's heart will hurt after he leaves one day.
She was even so scared that she didn't dare to bear the good that this man gave her.
Lowering his eyes, Mu didn't want to look at Su Yanzhi anymore.
Su Yanzhi lifted her chin slightly, wanting to meet her.
Mu Zao's stubborn side face avoided Su Yanzhi's gaze.
Su Yanzhi stepped forward, blocking Mu Zaozao's sight, and once again met her gaze.
"What are you doing?" Mu spoke in a nasal voice early, aggrieved, and Su Yan's heart softened.
Su Yanzhi took away the hand that was on Mu Zaozao's chin, stretched out his arm and pulled Mu Zaozao into his broad chest, patted her back comfortingly, and said softly: "Be good, don't think about it." ”
Mu Zaozao's heart was even more aggrieved, and he didn't understand how Su Yanzhi could guess that she was thinking blindly now.
She didn't want to think like this about having nothing to do, but she felt so sad when she realized that she might be separated from Su Yanzhi, and even that she would never cross paths again in this life. It's as sad as when my mother just died, and even more so sad.
"In other words, will you leave me?" Mu Zao couldn't help but ask.
Su Yanzhi still hugged Mu Zaozao tightly, lowered his head and kissed her on the forehead: "Will you leave me?" ”――