Lu Shen's beating just now made An Yichen a little overwhelmed at first. He didn't know where he was wrong, it was Lei Ruan Qin and Lu Shen who were obviously wrong. He is a victim, why is Lu Shen still so angry?

But Lu Shen punched him again and again, hitting him in the head, chest, and shoulder. The pain of flesh and skin made An Yichen's heart gradually clear.

Everything Lei Ruan Qin has done for him over the years, and the bits and pieces between them, like a movie, flashed quickly in his mind. This made An Yichen feel that he was about to die, why those memories suddenly became so clear.

Lei Ruan Qin smiled, her domineering appearance when she was a child.

There used to be a happy bickering between them, although An Yichen really didn't like this crazy girl before, but he gradually got used to having a crazy girl around him all the time.

However, since when did he start to be a little scared. Afraid that he will be like those two women, bringing him only endless hurt and betrayal.

At this moment, An Yichen gradually realized that he didn't love Lei Ruan Qin, but he was afraid that he would lose, that he was afraid that he didn't dare to have it, and that he was afraid that he would keep verifying.

Now more than ever, he wants to tell Lei Ruan Qin that he actually loves her, very much, more than any woman.

I love so much that I dare not love, I love so much that I have to hurt her desperately, so that I can show that I don't care at all, and when Lei Ruanqin also leaves him one day, I can keep my heart and not break it.

However, he realized that he seemed to be doing something wrong.

As his eyes gradually became clearer, An Yichen got up from the carpet.

There was only one person left beside Su Yan.

"What about Nguyen Nguyen?" An Yichen spoke, looking around. Seeing that the door was closed, he hurried to the door and pulled the doorknob.

"I went back earlier, are you okay? Should I see a doctor? Su Yanzhi asked.

An Yichen shook his head, leaned against the wall, slid down the wall weakly, and sat on the ground.

"If you're okay, go home and get some rest." Su Yanzhi didn't ask too much, the reason why he stayed here was just worried that something would happen to An Yichen.

"I was wrong." An Yichen's face faded from the cold disguise he usually had, and his voice sounded a little sad.

Su Yan stepped forward and patted him on the shoulder, without saying anything.

"It's outrageously wrong." An Yichen snorted and smiled, raised his hand and wiped his face. Wet hands, are they tears?

I haven't cried in years, ha, it turns out that crying is what it feels like.

"Let's go, there's still wine upstairs, I'll have some drinks with you." Su Yanzhi stretched out his hand to An Yichen again.

This time, An Yichen did not refuse, handed his hand to Su Yanzhi, and let the elder brother pull him up from the ground.

Lu Shen was not in a good mood today because of the woman's return. I've already gone back to rest at this moment.

Mu got into Lao Lin's car with Lei Ruan Qin early.

"Early, I'll just drive home by myself, or if you don't worry, let my brother drive me back." Lei Ruan Qin didn't want to trouble Mu Zaozao. After all, it's so late, and she has to rest early with the baby in her belly.

"If your brother knew, his violent temper wouldn't have relieved An Yichen."

"Poof......" Lei Ruan Qin laughed.

Mu Zao looked at her like a monster: when has this been, and she can still laugh?

But when I saw Lei Ruanqin, I found that two lines of tears slipped across the woman's face.

"Nguyen Nguyen." Mu Zao's heart felt uncomfortable for a while, and he stepped forward to hold Lei Ruan Qin in his arms.

Lei Ruan Qin wanted to hold back those sadness, she didn't want to cry in front of Mu Zaozao. However, I really couldn't help it. Lying on Mu Zao's shoulder, he cried bitterly.

Mu Zao sighed secretly, raised his hand and patted her gently on the back, silently comforting. At this moment, Mu Zao really didn't know what to say. She didn't even bother to ask what had just happened. Looking at the despair that Lei Ruanqin had never had, she knew that she didn't have to ask anything.

Su Yanzhi and An Yichen went upstairs, and in the hall, the guests had already left. Even Su Jingting and Su Haoxuan went home. A few waiters were cleaning up the table, and Su Yanzhi waved at them and told them to go out first.

I found a table with An Yichen and sat down, without saying a word, and helped An Yichen fill a glass of beer.

An Yichen raised his head and drank the beer down.

Feeling that it was not enough, he got up from the table, walked to the wine cabinet, brought a bottle of vodka, and poured it for himself.

This Russian specialty liquor is a little stronger than Beijing Erguotou.

Walk back to the table and sit down and fill your glass. It's like drinking boiled water, three cups in a row, and his face hasn't changed at all.

"You're going to have a little too?" An Yichen took the wine bottle and stretched it out in front of Su Yanzhi.

Su Yanzhi shook his head: "I haven't fallen out of love again." ”

The wine bottle in An Yichen's hand froze, shook his head helplessly and smiled, and poured himself another glass. This time, there was no rush to pour it into his mouth.

"In other words, I remember when you just returned to China a few days ago, you said that you didn't dare to recognize each other early." After a few glasses of wine, An Yichen broke the iceberg-like mask on weekdays, and in front of Su Yanzhi, there was no one else around, so he naturally didn't hide his emotions anymore.

Su Yanzhi didn't speak, touching the cup in front of him. Inside was a cup of tea, and the water was already a little cold.

"Are you still afraid?" An Yichen looked into Su Yanzhi's eyes.

In fact, most men don't like to be alone with another man, and they prefer to get together in groups other than work. Because when two men get along alone, they will unconsciously show a deeper side of each other, and that side is often the side that a man is most unwilling to let others see.

If it weren't for those three glasses of vodka, I'm afraid An Yichen wouldn't have had the courage to say so much to Su Yanzhi.

Compared with Lu Shen, who loves to chatter on weekdays, An Yichen's words are really not much. But he has always been like an iceberg, and he has never been willing to reveal half of his distractions to outsiders, and being able to say this has made Su Yanzhi feel rare.

"Your question is, how did it get to me?" Su Yanzhi picked up the teacup and took a sip gently, the tea was indeed cold.

"I'm afraid." An Yichen smiled, almost no one had seen him smile over the years, and this smile looked a little awkward at first. It's like a pot of pothos that has been raised for many years suddenly blooms. Looking closely, I think his smile is very good-looking, and his thin lips are lightly opened, revealing two rows of white and neat teeth, like a child.

"I thought you had forgotten how to laugh." Su Yanzhi was also a little surprised, An Yichen hadn't laughed like this for many years. On weekdays, even if you meet customers, you are just polite and hooked your lips, and most of the time it is like an iceberg, as if you will sink to the bottom of the sea if you hit it, and you will be cold and refuse people thousands of miles away.

They weren't like that when they were younger.

An Yichen ignored Su Yanzhi's teasing, and said to himself: "I never knew before, I thought I really didn't care, but it wasn't rare." But I'm not uncommon now. ”

"Huh?" Su Yanzhi was very cooperative and didn't say much, but listened more to An Yichen's words.

"I kept telling myself that I didn't need it at all. I don't need a woman, and I don't need Nguyen Nguyen's love. But now I don't think I need it, it's just because I don't think I can get it. Or rather, I don't deserve it. ”

"How do you think so?" Su Yanzhi looked at An Yichen indifferently.

As a psychiatrist, he knows very well that at this juncture, there should be no judgment. Let An Yichen say it and say everything he wants to say in his heart, only in this way will some gaps in his heart slowly heal, and he will slowly become complete.

An Yichen continued: "You know, my mother messed with other men, and later gave birth to An Nan. ”

"Hmm." Su Yanzhi nodded, although Mu had said earlier that An Nan was not an illegitimate child, An Nan's was indeed born to her mother and Uncle An. It's just that at this moment, he didn't refute An Yichen, because what the facts are is not important to An Yichen now.

"Then my dad changed until he died of liver cancer a few years ago. I know he's by my mother, she's really too watery. Later, my sister became a model and mingled with different men all day long, and she said that smart women would trade their youth and body for money and status, because this society is unfair, so that she can struggle for decades less than ordinary women. ”

Su Yanzhi nodded, picked up the teapot and poured himself a glass of water. Drink quietly. Regarding An Yichen's fallacies, he is noncommittal.

"I know Nguyen Nguyen has always been very special to me, and I have always treated her as a sister. Since I was a child, the two of us have been arguing a lot, I always thought she hated me, and I never thought she would fall in love with me. Until three years ago, the woman I loved the most at the time betrayed me, and in the villa I bought for her, she took off her essence and raised three little white faces, three! Ha! Later, Ruan Ruan confessed to me that she would be with me for the rest of her life. Of course I don't believe it. ”

Thinking of those unbearable pasts, An Yichen even doubted what he had done in his previous life, or if he had hurt too many women in his previous life.

Su Yanzhi looked at An Yichen and said, "So, in your mind, all women are water-based poplars?" ”

An Yichen nodded.

"Early, too?"

An Yichen raised his eyes and glanced at Su Yanyi, as if he didn't dare to say anything.

Su Yanzhi didn't continue to ask, and changed the topic: "What about you now?" What do you think? ”

"I feel like I'm too much of a bull. Ruan Ruan and Lu Shen actually have nothing to ......"

"Nonsense, if the two of them want something, they have to wait until now? Lu Shen has been single for six years, and there is not a woman around him. Lei Ruan Qin is also almost thirty years old, not a child. If they really want to be together, let alone you, everyone will be able to see it. Su Yanzhi gave him a blank look. An Yichen is also quite smart in the mall, why does this emotional intelligence seem so insufficient?

"I know now."

"I guess it's a little late." Su Yanzhi was not afraid to hit him.

"Really?" An Yichen's face was even more worried, he thought about it, and took out his mobile phone: "No, I have to call her." ”――