Chapter 322: Tian Suzhen's Life Experience 2
About a month later, Boss Wu was going to Xiangmen to be busy with business, and at the dinner before leaving, Tian Suzhen was persuaded by Boss Wu to drink a lot of red wine with him, and then returned to the room and fell asleep groggily......
When she woke up in the middle of the night, she found herself lying naked on the bed, fumbling to turn on the light and see that Boss Wu was sleeping next to her!
Tian Suzhen was so startled that a spirit sat up, and she realized that it was fake for Boss Wu to ask her to do nursing, and it was true that she wanted to possess her. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info
got dressed and got out of bed, and at this time Boss Wu also woke up, and hurriedly got out of bed and grabbed her who was about to open the door and go out.
"Oda, don't be like this, listen to me......"
Boss Wu hurriedly pulled her back to the bed and sat down, and was silent for a while, before coaxing: "I'm sorry, I drank too much last night, and I didn't hold back for a while...... But don't worry, since I have done this, I will take responsibility and be responsible for you to the end...... I'll take care of your family, and I'll cover all the expenses for your brother's college education, okay? ”
After speaking, Boss Wu then took out a thick stack of banknotes from a bag: "This is 50,000 yuan, you take it first, and I will come back as soon as I finish my business over there, and then buy you a house...... I really like you and want to be with you for a long time. ”
Seeing that Tian Suzhen was still silent, Boss Wu seemed to feel that what he said was a little inappropriate, and after thinking about it, he said: "Of course it's better if you want to stay with me for a long time, if you really don't want to, wait a few years, you want to get married, and I won't stop you." ”
Tian Suzhen understood what Boss Wu meant, he wanted to possess her for a long time, but he didn't want to give her a "name".
"You mean, let me be your second nai for a few years, and when you've had enough, let me get married, and then you can find the next girl, right?" Tian Suzhen finally spoke, glaring at him with a look of shame.
"No, it's not." Boss Wu's face was embarrassed, "Don't think too badly about me, I'm so old, how can I have the energy to toss around again?" ”
"You men, if you don't have a good thing, you will all become animals if you have a few money!" Tian Suzhen twisted her head to the side, and her words were unceremoniously, she didn't believe his nonsense, these sanctimonious men are all male thieves and prostitutes!
Boss Wu was not annoyed, and continued to persuade with a salivating face: "Su Zhen, don't be angry when I said it, now in Xianhai, in Binhai, and in Xiangmen, there are many men like me."
"I'll raise you, you don't have to work so hard to find a job, look at other people's faces, you will not only have a good life, but you will also have a lot of time to do what you want to do...... Do you think it is so easy for a girl to survive in this highly competitive big city with her own efforts? Haven't you tried? Isn't it that your head is bleeding and you have no fixed place to live? As long as you promise me, I will not only promise to let your family live without worry, but also promise to let your house and car be in place in one step, you can think about it again, and give me an answer when I come back. ”
The next day, Boss Wu left, Tian Suzhen sat in a daze for a day, and thought about it for a day, Boss Wu's words are not without a little truth, it is really not easy for a girl's family to survive in this big city, and her experience made her see this clearly.
However, she was raised by an old man like this, and she was unwilling, besides, this thing is not good to say, if it is transmitted back to her hometown, what will she see in the future to see her father and fellow villagers in her hometown? If her parents knew she was like this, what would they think of her?
When she thought of her elderly parents, she felt astringent in her eyes, they had worked hard for most of their lives, and they had to work hard to support their younger brother to go to college, could their old shoulders bear it?
After thinking about it all day, she finally decided to accept her fate.
Anyway, the city is full of rich men's trapping nets, and the girls who are begging for a living here are like fish scurrying in the water, either caught in this net or caught in that net - no matter how hard you struggle, you will eventually have to be "netted" by the men and become their "dish" for drinking, which is the fate of working women.
He has been "like this" by Boss Wu, his body can no longer be washed innocent, and his most precious things can no longer be recovered, what can he do if he leaves him in anger? The advantage is still taken by him, and it is still himself who suffers, so it is better to rely on him, make mistakes, and save some money for his younger brother to finish college before making plans.
Later, Boss Wu came back from busy business, and he fulfilled his promise to buy her a house in the Washington community, and gave her 5,000 yuan per month for living expenses.
It's just that the car hasn't been cashed out yet, and Boss Wu said that he is relatively tight for the time being, and he will talk about it after a while.
As a result, Tian Suzhen was "raised", and Boss Wu came from Xiangmen or other cities several times a month to fulfill his duties as a "husband", and brought some daily necessities and living expenses by the way.
Tian Suzhen also acquiesced in this relationship and concentrated on being a "full-time wife".
When Boss Wu came, every time he met a dinner, he would bring her with him, and the young and beautiful Tian Suzhen became his business card to show off to his customers and friends in addition to money.
When she had a good life, she sent all the money she saved every month to her family on time to support her younger brother in college, but she only sent one or two thousand yuan each time, and she couldn't send too much, so as not to cause suspicion at home.
Later, when her daughter was born, Boss Wu came less often, from a few times a month to a few times a year, but the living expenses were hit on her card on time, and the monthly maintenance fee rose to 8,000 yuan.
Since then, Tian Suzhen has obediently taught her "husband" and daughter at home, and has lived a secret and wealthy life.
Although Boss Wu came less often, he was also responsible every time he came, teasing his daughter, buying some things, and cooking with an apron himself.
It's just that after Boss Wu left, it was another two or three months or even four or five months of long waiting, Tian Suzhen took her daughter to sleep in a big empty house, and she felt extremely empty and lonely psychologically and physically.
As a result, she has a lot of boring time, and can only get together with her equally boring "two nai" sisters, or play mahjong, or go shopping, or compare crazy money, or chat with all kinds of boring people on the Internet.
Of course, she has to take care of her daughter by herself, she doesn't want to hire a nanny, she is afraid of gossip, and she doesn't want to ask her family to help take care of her, she doesn't want her family to know about this.
However, her mother found out later, because her mother had come to see her once.
At first, her mother was very surprised by what she did, blamed her for being confused, and treated her well, after all, the old man's thinking is not as "avant-garde" as the young man, and he can't accept it for a while. But looking at the lovely granddaughter, thinking that his daughter was doing this for the family, the old man's heart softened, and finally he reluctantly acquiesced, and helped her take care of the child for a while.
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When her daughter was three years old and enrolled in a boarding kindergarten, Boss Wu bought her a car and asked her to learn to drive when she had time in the future, so as to facilitate the pick-up and drop-off of the children.
Now, her younger brother has already graduated from college and found a job, and she no longer needs financial support, but Tian Suzhen has become accustomed to this leisurely and comfortable life, and has developed a sense of dependence, and has long forgotten her idea of "waiting for her brother to graduate from college before making plans".
has been pampered for a long time, so that she is now completely inseparable from Boss Wu, or unwilling to leave. Because without him, she and her daughter will not be able to live.
She has slowly come to accept such a life, like boiling a frog in warm water, believing that this way of life also has its freedom and joy.
Of course, she also has times when she is troubled and depressed.
Once, when Boss Wu came back to take a bath, Tian Suzhen found a woman's yellow hair on his pillow, she had never dyed yellow hair, and it was definitely not his wife's in her fifties, and it was impossible for his wife's hair to stick to him and bring it to Xianhai from Xiangmen.
As soon as she thought that he was still in contact with other women in Xianhai, and maybe there were other women, her heart was like knocking over the five-flavor bottle, it was really not a taste, and tears poured out uncontrollably.
But when he walked out of the bathroom, she had to wipe away her tears and sleep with him, ...... with him At this time, her mind was full of the scene of him and another woman**, and she felt nauseous, stomachy, and painful.
She was so angry that she wanted to fight with him or tear him up, but what could that change him?
Dogs travel thousands of miles to eat, wolves travel thousands of miles to eat meat, rich men travel thousands of miles to find women, noisy fights will only stimulate his rebellious psychology and force him into the arms of other women.
Alas, his nature is hard to change, let him go!
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After listening to Tian Suzhen's confession, Niu Tiangou just drank with his head bored, and did not squeak for a long time.
He didn't expect that Tian Suzhen, who looked brightly dressed, plump and charming on the surface, and was full of noble lady temperament, had such a regrettable experience.
Could this be what people call the life of the two nai?
Alas, women, especially beautiful women, are probably like this, they love vanity, they can't withstand the temptation of money and material things, they covet comfort and enjoyment.
As long as they have enough money and material resources, satisfy their vanity, and satisfy their "enjoyment" of life, it doesn't matter if they are wives and concubines, they can also tolerate polygamy, and there is no real money and material for anything that is in love or not.
It's a bit helpless and pitiful for a woman to do this.
"What about you...... What do you plan to do in the future? ”
"What else can I do? As long as his wife doesn't come to make trouble, I won't fight for any fame, just pretend to be confused and live like this. Tian Suzhen spit out all the words that had been accumulated in her heart over the years, and her heart seemed to be much lighter.
Niu Tiangou stopped his chopsticks, suddenly thought of the word "illegitimate child", hesitated for a moment, and finally couldn't help asking: "That...... What will happen to the child in the future? The child will be sensible day by day, what will she think when she knows this? How to get along with her classmates normally? ”
He has been a teacher and understands students, when a student has no father and is scolded as a "wild seed" by some mischievous and mean students, it is not only a serious psychological injury to the student, but also other students will avoid it like a plague god, which is very detrimental to the student's mental health, and it is very easy to form an inferiority, cowardice, and withdrawn character and even cause rebellious psychology.
"As for the children......"
Tian Suzhen drank half a glass of red wine, her snow-white face was dyed red by the wine, as if she had been coated with a layer of rouge, her eyes were a little confused, and her voice seemed to be a little helpless: "I think, there are a lot of children like her, not one or two, it can be regarded as a special small group, when they grow up, I believe they will adapt to this society and live their own lives." ”
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