Chapter 40: Like
Shenyue Haoqing quickly changed into civilian clothes and went out from the back door of the courtyard, and went straight to the small courtyard next to the Qingning Palace. He still remembered that when Li Anyue took him to pass in front of the Qingning Palace, Li Anyue jokingly said "I am the princess of Qingning", and he had already answered this sentence on her behalf at that time. Thinking of Li Anyue's face, Shenyue Haoqing couldn't help but clench his fists, all along, Li Anyue's whereabouts have always been in his sight, and he never thought that one day he would lose the news of Li Anyue.
After a while, he arrived at the place where Li Anyue lived, the door had been locked, and he jumped into the courtyard lightly. The newly planted herbs in the courtyard had already withered because no one took care of them, and Shenyue Haoqing walked into the house quickly, and saw that the table had been covered with a thin layer of dust, and it seemed that it had been gone for many days.
After Shenyue Haoqing turned the room upside down, he found that Li Anyue didn't leave a word, and angrily broke the rattan trellis on the side, "This girl, I don't know how to leave a message when I leave!" ”
Shenyue Haoqing never thought that he would like her, or that Shenyue Haoqing never thought that he would really like a woman. Because since he put on that mask when he was nine years old, although those women said that they didn't care about their appearance, they couldn't hide the disgusted eyes when they really saw the terrifying appearance, and since then, Shenyue Haoqing's side is no longer willing to have women approaching, and over time, the rumors of King Qingning's good manhood have spread.
The first time she was in Yongfang Town, she thought she was a hero and pulled herself away, and when her hand took his hand, he felt that it was a pair of women's hands, petite and soft, and he had always hated women, and he didn't let go of his hands, maybe because this woman had a pair of soft and cold hands like his mother, maybe because of her lovely face like an elf in the moonlight, maybe because she always loved to blush, maybe because of her clear eyes, in short, he didn't refuse those hands.
That day he sent someone to check her details, but could not find anything, and he could not help but wonder if she was sent by the enemy to confuse him, but in the middle of the night he heard her crying voice. He actually remembered those clear eyes because of the faint cry, and he couldn't imagine what it would be like with tears in such eyes, and he couldn't help but want to see her, at this time her face was full of tears, and she kept calling her mother, holding the quilt tightly with both hands. He involuntarily reached out to wipe away her tears, and gently held her hand in his hand, as if she also felt his warmth and fell asleep peacefully. That night, he watched her sleep until dawn.
He was a little overwhelmed, he knew that he was not an easily emotional person, and he didn't think that he would like a woman because of only one side, so when she left in the morning, he knew that she was standing outside the door but did not open the door, and waited for her to leave before going downstairs, thinking that maybe he could change back to his old self after seeing him again.
I thought that this separation would not be seen again, but I didn't expect to meet her again at the inn just one day, and the heart that had just settled down became abnormal again, and when she was full, she showed a satisfied expression and smiled inadvertently. Knowing that the old and the young were thieves, they made Black Eagle and Qinghong silent, and when they saw that she couldn't help but call themselves, their hearts were full of joy, and when they saw her unsuspectingly help the child up, they couldn't help but feel distressed for her innocence. I was very angry when I found the scar on her neck, someone dared to hurt her, what if I accidentally cut it deep? He began to worry what if he never saw her again. He drugged her seriously despite their gazes, and at this moment he decided to keep her, deciding to give himself a reason to try to make a change. So he actually tried all kinds of excuses to get her to go with him, and even he himself was surprised by such behavior, but he also felt very novel.
Along the way, he got along with her day and night, and the more he got to know her, the more he found that this woman attracted him, and found that she would blush when she was angry, blush when she was shy, and blush when she lied, and like to tease her deliberately after finding that she was particularly prone to blushing, and every time he saw her blushing to the root of his ears, he would especially want to take her into his arms, find her frankness, find her simple, easy to satisfy, and sometimes quirky and cute, and find that she has more and more qualities that attract him. She was thought to be just a weak woman, but when she was in the Black Forest, she found that she was also courageous, intelligent, and kind, but she was not willing to harm the lives of the wicked even when facing them.
When he arrived in Tianyang City, he felt very angry when he saw her get out of the car happily, and he felt very angry without a trace of reluctance, so he left without saying a word. When she returned to the palace, her mind was full of her figure, and she was worried that she would be hurt if she was unfamiliar with the place in Tianyang City, so she asked Black Eagle to protect her secretly.
He always hears about her consciously or unconsciously, and laughs at her every time she pretends to be a hero to save beauty, and thinks she is lovable.
On the day of the Lantern Festival, when he was going to enter the palace to participate in the palace party, Black Eagle changed his usual calm temperament, and was surprised to say that Li Gongzi was a woman, and when he was very beautiful, he just smiled faintly, which was no secret to him, and suddenly wanted to spend the Lantern Festival with her, so he sent someone to the palace to say that he was not feeling well, and when he wanted to go to her, he found that she was wearing a white dress fluttering in the night, and the faint fragrance of jasmine flowers was floating in the wind. But I feel that she is so beautiful.
He watched her carefully arrange everything, said happy birthday to himself, and when he saw her sad look, he suddenly wanted to take her into his arms and comfort her. He listened to her humming a song he had never heard before, but he felt her sadness in it, and after seeing her choking on wine, he couldn't help but help her, but when he saw her tears in her eyes, he suddenly felt distressed, and he realized that he couldn't see her crying.
When she found out, she was so embarrassed, and she told herself her true identity so frankly, and he wanted to tell her his identity, but he thought that he was not sure that he could protect her now, so he endured it.
He hadn't been to a lantern festival in years, and he felt relieved to see her by his side. His heart crumbled together when the crowd swept them apart, surrounded by the same mask, and when he heard her call, he saw the bewildered figure in the crowd, and he hurried through the crowd and hugged her tightly, fearing that she would not be gone. He smelled the scent of herbs on her, and he had smelled it when he approached her to apply it to her, but he had forgotten to ask her why she had this scent, and he had always hated medicine, which he thought was very good.
That hug was the first time he heard her call herself Shen Yue instead of Shen Gongzi, although it was not his real name, but he felt extremely close. Seeing her pull him around like a child, her heart also felt very warm, and she thought he was upset, God knows that this is the first time he laughed so heartily. When I asked her why she didn't want the palace lamp, I found that although this woman was smiling, she inadvertently showed sadness, why did I have such deep sadness? He suddenly couldn't understand the girl in front of him, but he couldn't help but want to take care of her.
Seeing that her eyes kept falling on a hosta, he planned to buy it for her as a birthday gift, and planned to put it on for her with his own hands. But he didn't know why she suddenly cried, the tears couldn't be stopped, he was startled, he didn't know what was going on, and she suddenly abandoned herself, he looked at her figure and suddenly felt that she was going to leave him forever. I was going to go home, but I turned back halfway, and I heard her crying on the roof, and I was very flustered but didn't know what to do. After she fell asleep, he watched her all night before leaving.
Later, because of the affairs in the palace, he did not go to her, but I heard that she became a legendary fairy in the city, and planned to sell portraits, so it was funny how she could think of such a way to make money, but he didn't want her portraits to fall into the hands of other men, so he sent Black Eagle to buy all her portraits back, looking at the different shapes in the portraits, but she always only showed a pair of eyes She lost her mind more than once.
After the prince came back, the things in the palace suddenly became more and he couldn't take care of her, but the black eagle reported at this time that there was a killer ambushing her, so he quickly put down the affairs in his hand and rushed to her, wanting to protect her by her side.
He hid her on the bed not without purpose, and deliberately made a gesture for Black Hawk to search slowly, just to be able to stay with her a little longer, and the joy of meeting made him ignore the wounds on her body, and when he found that she was actually injured, he wanted to kill all those who dared to hurt her. Seeing the jade pendant falling from her body, and finding that it was the prince's belongings, he felt very jealous and wanted to ask her why the prince's jade pendant was on his body, but he couldn't bear to wake her up when he saw her asleep. When she inadvertently teased herself, he really wanted to have her, but he was afraid of breaking her heart, so he could only hold her gently, hoping that the night could be longer.
He went with her to her house, and was treated as a part of it, which warmed him, and he put the hairpin on her with his own hands, thinking that she had understood his heart at last.
He left the capital in a hurry because of the emperor's order, and he also thought about her, thinking that if he didn't go to her, would she blame herself? But now...... Could it be that she really didn't have any weight in his heart, and disappeared without leaving him any news.
"Black Hawk!" After Shenyue Haoqing returned to the palace, he called Black Eagle, "Go and check their whereabouts immediately, and use any means!" ”
"Yes!" Black Hawk seemed to have anticipated his thoughts, and turned to go out without any objections.
Closing the door, Shenyue Haotian took out the portraits from the vase next to the desk and spread them out on the table, looking at it, it seemed that Li Anyue really appeared in front of him. I'm afraid that it is really poisoned, I was poisoned by Yue Lao, Shenyue Haoqing smiled self-deprecatingly, but there was no smile in his eyes.
In this case, then he will definitely not let go of this antidote.