When Xiao Zhan drove the two girls out of the apartment, Lin Shan, who drank the last glass of wine, wiped the corners of his mouth, and slowly stood up to clean up the mess on the dinner table. Bayi Chinese =≈≈.=8≈1≠Z≠=.≥C≥O≠M

Lin Shan was very careful and meticulous in everything he did. Perhaps this is a common problem of many scientific researchers!

I changed into clean clothes and deliberately stood in front of the mirror to dress up. If Xiao Zhan is here, after seeing Lin Shan's behavior, he will say that he is going on a date.

Yes, he's just going on a date, a 'date' for decades.

went out, and the returning little brother Ma returned to serve as Lin Shan's assistant and driver. As an old man by Lin Shan's side, Xiao Ma is familiar with every detail of his life and itinerary.

Lin Shan, who got into the car, didn't open his mouth to go anywhere. But the pony driving straight to the viaduct.

After nearly a forty-minute drive, the black Bentley drove straight into a cemetery.

Holding a bouquet of flowers that he bought after getting off the plane, Lin Shan, who specially tidied up his clothes after getting out of the car, showed a shallow smile on his face. Behind this smile there is longing, sorrow, but more obsession.

The sound of the soles of the feet falling on the ground is unusually clear in this lonely and empty night.

The street lamps on both sides of the winding path were reflected on Lin Shan's resolute cheeks. The gray tips of his sideburns indicate that he is no longer young.

More than 20 plantings, from a young man who became a father for the first time, to more than half a hundred years old today. For more than 20 years, every year on August 15, he would appear here punctually at night.

The time is very accurate, and I will always arrive at a tombstone at 10:38.

As in the previous twenty years, every time Lin Shan arrived here, there was already a shadow standing in front of the tombstone. It's just that this shadow, too, is no longer young with the passage of time!

Climb over the stairs and stand side by side with Qianying. Lin Shan, who bent down, put the lily in his hand in front of the tombstone. The rough thumb, stroking the black and white photo on the tombstone, time flies, and it seems to go back to the car accident more than 20 years ago.

"You go, you go......"

"Boom ......"

In his eyes, the light of the explosion appeared. Lin Shan, who was stunned there, followed the inscription on the tombstone, and stroked it little by little-the tomb of his deceased wife Shan Ting!

Shan Fang, who was standing there in a daze, looked at Lin Shan, who was kneeling on one knee and hadn't gotten up for a long time. The 'jealousy' that had been hidden in my heart for more than 20 years was once again seduced.

Looking at the man with gray temples with can't let go, after he stood up, he turned his head to look at the other party.

"How did my sister die?"

"Car accident!"

One has been asking questions for nearly two decades, and one has answered answers for nearly two decades.

"There's really nothing you want to explain to our Shan family?"

"Nope!" Lin Shan, who still cherishes words like gold, answers Shan Fang, who is still 'tireless'.

Silence, endless silence.

"Have you ever liked me?"

"Nope!" Lin Shan, who was still looking at the tombstone, said this simply and thoroughly. And Shan Fang, who looked at him in a daze, was already teary-eyed.

"I'm sorry!" Shan Fang's words are sorry, not only to Lin Shan, but also to the dead sister.

Shan Fang, who passed by Lin Shan and stopped again, looked at the man in front of him. At this time, her tears had slipped down to her chin.

At the age of Ruhua, she met a talented man, and her twin sister fell hopelessly in love with her. At that time, my sister was reserved, and told her lively and cheerful sister about this matter.

In order to test the man's mind for her sister, her sister frequently contacted him. I don't know if it's a long-term relationship, or an appreciation for each other. In the end, it was my sister and the man who came together.

The relationship between the sisters was once low at a freezing point. My sister chose a 'poor boy' in a negative mood. After marriage, respecting each other like a guest is rumored to be a good story! And the 'poor boy' of the year lived up to expectations and became a giant crocodile.

envied the marriage of others, but because of the woman's family changes, it became a 'laughing stock'.

The younger sister who left the house only took away her childhood daughter.

My sister's name is Shan Ting, and my sister's name is Shan Fang! The 'son of a poor family' who soared to the sky with the help of a single family is called Tang Xing, and the man who is still talented today is called Lin Shan.

The black-and-white photo on the tombstone looks exactly the same as when Shan Fang was young. Her name is Shan Ting, a woman who Lin Shan has guarded all her life.

Shan Fang's figure had faded away, but Lin Shan's gaze still remained on the tombstone. He didn't dare to look at each other, because once he looked at it, he would have the illusion of 'overlapping consciousness'.

He kept reminding himself that it was Shan Fang, not Shan Ting.

Do you like it? Maybe Lin Shan didn't know it himself, but he tortured himself many times, whether he liked Shan Fang or Shan Ting's shadow. He carefully cared for the only secret. I don't want to be seen through, and I don't want to talk to humanity. Even if it's in front of the tombstone, even if it's next to Shan Fang......

The subtle sound of footsteps made Lin Shan come back to his senses in an instant. Turning his head, he looked at the old man who was already standing behind him. Lin Shan, who grinned at the corners of his mouth, shouted: "Teacher! ”

The old man, who nodded slightly and smiled back, looked at the tombstone and said softly: "Too forgetful, not ruthless, forgetful is silent and unmoving, as if forgetting, if you remember it, it is the most affectionate." As the so-called speaker cares about it, he forgets to say a word, the Tao is very Taoist, and he knows it occasionally, and he only knows if he wants to say it. Back then, because of Shan Ting's accident, I have no objection to repairing "Taishang Forgetfulness", but if you repair "Taishang Forgetfulness" to "Taishang Ruthless", I have to say it. ”

Speaking of this, the old man set his eyes on Lin Shan, who was already moved by his side.

"The way of heaven, that is a single-plank bridge that only geniuses can walk; The avenue is the Yangguan Road that everyone in the world walks. Mortals grow up, who says that all mortals are bitter? Who said that immortals live forever? In that case, don't give yourself so many ideological shackles. The heart is opened, and nature comes naturally. ”

When the old man finished saying this, he had lost the calmness of Fang Cai. The trembling shoulders meant that he had been suppressing his feelings.

"It's been almost twenty years, and you haven't left a single tear for Shan Ting. But it comes every year, is it bitter? It's been almost 20 years, and you are suppressing the emotions in your heart, unwilling to face a new life, are you tired? Crying and tired, is it worth it? Forgetfulness is not ruthlessness, you have to understand. ”

As he said this, the old man patted Lin Shan on the shoulder. Suddenly, Lin Shan, who was on his knees, cried like a child.

When he witnessed his beloved wife 'turning into ashes', Lin Shan, who was powerless, 'abandoned literature and martial arts' in order to avenge the murder of his wife.

From scratch, a copy of "Taishang Forgetfulness" has achieved the current Eagle Guard's Lin Mountain. However, forgetting feelings is by no means ruthless, but there are feelings, but there are feelings but not for love, not for love, to deal with feelings open-mindedly and freely.

But Lin Shan almost 'paranoid' went astray. He was afraid of stagnation, and he could not slay his enemies. So he has love and can't speak! Whether it was Wan'er or Shan Fang, he was deliberately avoiding it, unwilling and afraid to look at it directly.

"Too forgetful, the least unloved, the love of love, is in my generation! The saint has a heart outside the world, does not involve feelings, the lowest people disturb the world, do not care about affection, can have a love, can be loved, just lay people like us. Immortals dare not say that there is no need to live forever, so why should ordinary people like us abandon the purest and truest beauty in the world? If Tingting is watching, she must not want to see the ruthless you. ”

……

The old man, who came and went in a hurry, inevitably got into a car parked outside the cemetery. The driver was still an old man, and the old man who started the car three or five times before setting the car on fire shook his head and said: "Old hour, what do you say if we are pulled in by the traffic police for driving without a license?" ”

The old man, who was called 'teacher' by Lin Shanzun, glanced at the old man in front of him after hearing this sentence and said, "You and I are almost one hundred and sixty years old, and you are still afraid of the traffic police?" If he really dares to arrest us, you will pretend to be dead and I will blackmail them. ”

"Oh, that's a good idea! Maybe we can 'report' the money for our round-trip tickets! ”

Hearing the words of the old man of the driver, Lao Ji nodded with a smile.

"No, Xiao Danzi, how can you say that you also worked in Shanghai back then. Most of the Shanghai Military Region are your protégés, are you still afraid of being investigated by the traffic police? "Drivers in their seventies are called 'little lists', which always sounds a little awkward.

"Brother, isn't this a phoenix that has fallen into the water is not as good as a chicken. Back then, my brothers directed and acted in a big drama of 'political competition', which attracted those little ghosts, but my old single family was defeated. The wall fell down and everyone pushed it, tsk, that scene is still fresh in my memory. ”

When he heard the words 'little list', Lao Zhong smiled brightly. He kept looking out the window, and muttered softly: "I haven't been here for some years, but it's so fast!" This time I finally got out of the village, and I had to take a good walk. ”

"Huzi is in Shanghai, you two don't see each other?"

"Forget it, it's better to miss each other! If he knew that it was me, a grandfather, who was calculating him from beginning to end, he would really fight with me. Except for his mother Xiao Shan coming back, she can hold it. Others...... I look hanging! Besides, he won't be available either. I really can't see that this kid can really resist the temptation, and the pure yang body can still be retained until now. At that time, I had all the alternatives for him, and I couldn't help but start all over again. Look at it now, it's because I don't have confidence in Huzi anymore. ”

After listening to the old man's words, the 'little list' nodded with a smile. But suddenly I thought of something, and I slammed on the brakes again. Under the action of inertia, the old man in the back slammed into the front seat.

"No, your grandson took away our granddaughter tonight. If you say that, he has options. My granddaughter is not doing well. ”

"Look at your little bit of interest. Their parents are so relieved, what do you care about when you're old? Children and grandchildren have their own children and grandchildren, let's go. Maybe we can still be in-laws. ”

"Pull it down, the old Ye Tou still can't take my sword Ling Chi."

"Out of breath. Well? Why don't you leave again? ”

"I don't know why I can't catch fire."

"And who told you to park your car just now? What if I am robbed? ”

"Brother, can we stop teasing? If you really meet a mother, you can't tell who robbed whom. ”