A hint of foreboding filled my brain, and in the panic, I quickly dialed 120, and according to the first aid survival skills I had learned in the army before, I suddenly realized that Sun Mengwen might have died suddenly, and the best first aid method at present is cardiopulmonary compression.

I put Sun Mengwen flat on the ground, and pressed at a high frequency for a long time and still didn't react at all, I was respiring artificially, and I used all the methods I could. In the panic, I heard the sound of an ambulance, rushed out of the garage, and brought people over......

An emergency doctor judged that sudden death was likely, and I was taken to the hospital with the car after receiving an oxygen mask.

Watching Sun Mengwen being pushed into the operating room, I suddenly felt a deep sense of powerlessness and fear surrounded me, it turned out that the shadow of death was like a shadow for everyone. An hour ago, Sun Mengwen was still dangling in front of my eyes, saying things that bore me, and now she is lying in the emergency room with her life uncertain, and this mutation makes me unable to accept it for a while.

"May I ask who you are a patient?" The nurse asked.

"I'm her brother!" I barely thought about it and blurted out.

"Okay, please come and help her go through the hospitalization procedures and pay the medical bills!"

I touched the little change left in my pocket, fell into an embarrassing situation again, and said for a long time: "I don't have any money with me, I'll call and contact, and we'll go over and handle it ourselves." ”

After the nurse urged him to leave, I called the fierce master and told him the general situation, and the fierce master answered in a panic and hung up the phone......

……

Sitting weakly in the long corridor of the hospital, I felt a little weak all over, time seemed to pass slowly, and I entered a long, self-reproachful wait.

The fierce master hurried to the hospital, found me after completing the formalities, and sat with me.

His expression of anguish and uneasy look were no less than mine.

Time advanced more than an hour in torment, and the doctor walked out of the operating room.

I hurriedly rushed forward and asked, "Doctor, how is it, is she okay?" ”

"Just after the operation, I have to observe for 12 hours to determine whether her condition is stable, she died suddenly!"

"Sudden death?"

"That's right! Didn't she show anything unusual before? Chest tightness is a clear indication of sudden death. The doctor affirmed.

I recalled the whole process for a moment, and then said with palpitations: "It seems that she said that her chest is very depressed, and she is a little out of breath!" ”

"The main symptoms of sudden death are chest tightness, difficulty breathing, chest pain, dizziness and suffocation. If someone close to you unfortunately shows symptoms of sudden death, first aid measures should be given to him immediately. The best first aid at the moment is CPR resuscitation, and if I'm not mistaken, you should have rescued her, otherwise it's probably ...... The most important thing for this kind of disease is to prevent it from happening, and if you feel unwell, you should see a doctor in time. ”

"What's going on, we didn't do anything special today, could it be a roller coaster?"

The attending doctor sighed: "Today's young people like to stay up late and be tired, and the body's immunity has been reduced for a long time, which can easily lead to damage to people's health." On such a hot day, if you do these exciting things again, your body will definitely not be able to bear it! ”

I suddenly thought that Sun Mengwen obviously refused to play the roller coaster in the afternoon, but I stimulated her like a bastard, this stupid girl, maybe she felt unwell at the time, but she didn't say it, even the chest tightness when she got in the car was so relaxed, which led to the current thing.

Sun Mengwen was sent to the ICU ward, and Meng Ye and I could only look at Sun Mengwen through the glass. For a while, Sun Mengwen, who was lying quietly with an oxygen mask, made me unacceptable. And the fierce master was already squatting aside and sobbing.

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In the past, Sun Mengwen always yelled for me and her to do this and that, but I always didn't care, I always thought that there was still a lot of time, life was still very long, what I didn't have the opportunity to do today, I could continue tomorrow, and the dream that could not be completed today may have the opportunity to be realized tomorrow, but now I suddenly feel how stupid it is to wait for tomorrow to realize my dream, and no one knows what will happen in the next second. If we can think less, if we think of something and try it, maybe life will not be extraordinarily complete because of this, but at least we can have a little less regret!

I stood in the smoking area of the hospital, smoking one by one, trying to numb myself with cigarettes, but my heart was still inexplicably irritable.

It was very windy in the hospital corridor at night, but I still felt suffocated in my chest, and I would rather die suddenly.

I sent a message to my parents saying that I was back at my accommodation and that I wouldn't be home tonight.

Then he took the elevator alone to the roof of the hospital......

The wind on the roof of the building was much stronger than in the corridor, and I finally slowly released the inexplicable depression in my heart under the sky, there were few stars tonight, and there were still some people standing on the roof in twos and threes, and I was just smoking a stuffy cigarette alone.

The smoke from the wind drifted everywhere, and I looked at the brightly lit Guangzhou night market in a trance, but I couldn't find a sense of belonging.

Sometimes, in the face of the people around me, I suddenly can't speak. Sometimes, what has been insisted on overnight is unrecognizable. Sometimes, I want to indulge myself and go crazy in hysteria. Sometimes, you feel like you have the whole world, and then you feel like you have nothing. Sometimes, I dream a lot, but I can't do it. Sometimes, you find yourself growing up overnight without seeing your future. Sometimes, I suddenly feel so tired......

……

Back at the door of the ward, I still sat quietly, I thought that Sun Mengwen would be able to see me at the first glance tomorrow, at least if she didn't wake up, she wouldn't be happy.

I don't know what Sun Mengwen likes about me, but I can be sure that we are actually pursuing each other's favorite things. It is often because of love that you can discover that there are so many coincidences in life! If Sun Mengwen hadn't gone to Xi'an, how would we be now, would I still meet Ling Xi. If I hadn't enlisted in the army, would I have married Ling Xi and never met nursery rhymes?

Because coincidences are sometimes frequent, sometimes subtle, they all make you feel that this is fate, but in fact, it is just a relationship between you and this person, and this relationship is called love! I used to be very grateful for the continuous winter rain, which froze time, and sat quietly with Ling Xi in the café for an afternoon, sharing each other's favorite CDs, but at this moment, I was extremely looking forward to time going faster, so that Sun Mengwen could get out of the dangerous period quickly......

In everyone's life, there will be such a person, at the beginning of fate, with an innocent wound and a happy smile.

In the world, how many young lovers can join hands with white heads, no matter life and death, sickness, old or poor, they are determined to say: I am willing! Well, for the next life. My dear, I am still grateful to you, grateful to you, for making me understand love in the first place.

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The more I thought about it, the more sleepy I became, and in the end, my eyes stared straight at the snow-white wall, and the nurses who were busy coming and going, if Ling Xi was standing in front of me now, I don't think I would be yelling as before, because I knew that love was not if.

Life is like a healing process, we get hurt, we heal, we get hurt again, we heal again. Every healing seems to be for the next injury. Then in the constant wounding and healing, love learns to grow.

Just as I was losing my mind, a group of nurses and Sun Mengwen's attending doctor rushed over in a hurry.

My head buzzed, and I only heard the attending doctor shouting in my ear: "The patient's vital signs are suddenly gone, and he has entered a dangerous period, hurry up and prepare for surgery!" ”

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