Chapter 149: Confused about the future

I didn't know how to continue communicating with her because of the nursery rhyme's question, and she was telling the truth, and I really wanted her not to misunderstand......

In my silence, the nursery rhyme finally softened and said to me: "You think I left last night because I was jealous, but in fact I am envious, I think I am still a happy bystander!" But I'm relieved, because not everyone can swim through that long river of time and swim to the other side! ”

I knew the meaning of the nursery rhyme, but I still stopped and said: "The long river is dangerous, and it will make people lose their direction, but there will be that sea of stars above your head, which will always be bright for you." ”

The nursery rhyme looked at me, and the hustle and bustle in his eyes seemed to have settled, and our mood became calm. At this moment, I no longer think about the close worlds of each other, I find that distance can also be beautiful, so beautiful that there is no need for anxiety and loss.

The afternoon sun makes people sleepy, I accidentally touched my face, and found that my beard was piercing, I haven't cared about myself for a long time, and I have to quickly clean up my mood and fix myself.

The nursery rhyme was silent for a long time, and said in a low tone: "Then what are you going to do now that you resigned?" ”

"I'm going to the Chuangku Design Factory, but I have to start from scratch, and I won't hide it from you, I have to start cleaning the bathroom tomorrow. One has to learn to get used to various environments and face various challenges. In this process, the mood is sometimes very complicated, so complicated that even I feel unfamiliar, my dad is right, I am so strange that I don't know if this is thinking about life or confusion about the future. ”

The nursery rhyme subconsciously bit her lip, her expression was very complicated, and it was obvious that she was struggling because of my words, and only said to me after a full minute: "Who are you torturing?" ”

I didn't answer the nursery rhyme because I didn't know either.

……

Back at the mouth of the alley, I looked at the nursery rhyme and asked, "Do you want to go back and sit?" ”

Tong Yao was a little hesitant, but finally nodded and said, "It's okay, let's go park the car, I have to watch you, I'm afraid you won't be able to drive!" ”

"I can't think of anything, I'm just a poor ** silk with no heart and lungs, give me a little pressure and look for life and get tired of life, so how many lives do I have to waste."

"I've been particularly upset about something lately, and I want to ask you for help, you have to promise me!"

"Tell me, what's the matter? As long as I can help, I will help. I replied cheerfully.

"I want to rent the venue of your bodyguard company, recently Jinghu wants to expand its business, but it is difficult to find a renovated and slightly larger house in that area, so I still talk to you."

"I'm not a company at all, I just rented a storefront room and wanted to do something on my own. I know you're trying to transfer my money for me, but I want to refuse you? To put it mildly, although that house is locked now, it is closed to my ideals, and I sometimes go there to see, and I know that the door will open one day, do you think I can do it? ”

Nursery rhyme got out of the car, looked into the distance a little blankly, and looked back at me helplessly: "Do some things really have to be so stubborn?" ”

I'm silent......

The nursery rhyme looked at the landscape tree in the yard with only bare branches left, and sighed, "I really don't know if I should communicate with you now." ”

I took out a cigarette, but I never had the courage to light it in front of the nursery rhyme.

I know that the nursery rhyme understands the meaning of my words, and I understand her starting point for doing this, but I still feel that I can't get out of the net that I desperately tore but never can get out of, this net makes me bloody and incomplete, but all I can do is continue to struggle, I am afraid that the day I come out will not be covered with bruises, but will not be at all!

"Gu Yuekai, if I say that I need you very much now, and I need your protection to the death, will you stand by my side immediately? I know it may seem selfish to you, but I don't think it's a big deal, all I want is for you to want to! ”

The nursery rhyme's words made me feel guilty and moved, and after a moment of silence, I said to her: "Even if I am not by your side, I can protect you, as long as you make a phone call, I will appear immediately!" ”

For my inappropriate answer, the nursery rhyme looked at me, I avoided my gaze, and finally put the cigarette in my hand that I had been holding for a long time in my mouth, lit the fire, and took a deep breath. I think only my disdain and betrayal can make me feel better, and I can make nursery rhymes feel better!

The nursery rhyme snatched my cigarette violently, took a hard puff, and then threw it on the ground, choking on coughing because he couldn't smoke, and looked at me coldly after a long time: "I didn't want to say it, but I can't help it, uncle and aunt are so old, do you really want to do nonsense for your so-called paranoid ideals?" ”

I didn't speak, picked up my cigarette, dusted it off, and continued to smoke.

"Don't use this gesture to resist, I remember one thing, the money to buy you a suit and other clothes last time, and the money you paid for living in Sanyi Garden and drinking my Bloody Mary, I will ask you for 100,000 yuan! Give it all back to me, and we won't owe each other ever since!" ”

I extinguished the cigarette butt, stepped on the ground and rubbed it, and then exaggeratedly picked it up and threw it into the trash can and said, "It's starting to coerce and lure again, isn't it?" Someone is crazy again, don't you, you know I don't have any money! ”

"You have a house, mortgage it to me, and I can still refund you 100,000, otherwise I won't call the police, and your machismo will make you kill yourself in shame, right?"

"It's not enough to die, it's possible to be angry with you!" I muttered.

"If you think my request is vexatious, then I have another proposal, that is, you can open your own decoration company and do it yourself! I will invest in you, and you will be my employee, so that you can also satisfy your masochistic psychology! For example, if you help people clean the bathroom, do you even contract the women's bathroom? ”

Looking at the nursery rhyme's eyes that don't stop without getting an answer, I felt depressed, and then lit a cigarette for myself and said, "Give me some time, okay?" ”

"You don't have to say any more, I see." After saying the nursery rhyme, he walked towards the mouth of the alley without looking back.

……

I chased after him, and I was still far away, when I heard a commotion ahead, and it seemed that the whole alley had gathered together.

"Uncle Wang, why are you all here?" As soon as he got close to the nursery rhyme, he asked.

"Nursery rhyme girl, you don't know yet, do you? It's going to be demolished here......" said the landlord who shared a yard with us.

The nursery rhyme was suddenly a little surprised: "About when?" ”

Uncle Wang sighed and said, "At the end of this year at the earliest, March next year at the latest!" Hey......"

Just when the nursery rhyme was looking depressed, someone my age suddenly shouted, "It's better to wait until the end of this year, and wait until March next year to not kill people in a hurry!" ”

I looked around at a group of people, most of them were young people who longed for prosperity cheering, and those old people who had resettled were sad.

And I and the nursery rhyme seemed to be a little out of line, and everything around me seemed to suddenly become quiet, but I felt extremely crazy......

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