Chapter 467: Emotional Debt
In the quiet room, Lu Feng looked at Mo Sansang's looking left and right, a smile appeared on the corner of his mouth, he stood up gently, came to the sofa next to Mo Sansang and sat down, and said with a smile: "I said my dear little sister, what made you angry again?" Come, come, let me tell you something, you will be delighted to hear it! ”
Mo Sansang turned his head, looked at Lu Feng's smiling appearance, and snorted before saying, "Can you have something that makes me happy?" Do you want to marry me? ”
Lu Feng was stunned for a moment, then touched his nose and said with a wry smile: "Sangsang, don't talk nonsense, you and Sister Yumeng have already received a marriage certificate, and we are now a legal couple, you estimate that it won't be long before you can find someone who loves you and someone you like." ”
Like a rabbit whose tail had been burned by fire, Mo Sansang suddenly jumped up from the soft sofa, his eyes flashed with disbelief, staring at Lu Feng's wryly face, and exclaimed, "What did you say? You and Wang Yumeng got a marriage certificate? Are you already legally married? How is this possible? When did you get your marriage certificate? ”
Lu Feng looked at Mo Sang's reaction at this time, Rao is heart was already prepared, but he was still shocked, and then said: "It was some time ago. ”
Mo Sansang looked at Lu Feng, and suddenly felt a terrible pain in her chest, and the dull taste made her feel a little difficult to breathe. The tip of his nose was sour, and tears were sliding down his beautiful face. Before, she didn't know what heart-rending pain was, but now, she felt it, that kind of pain, like a sharp knife, a knife pierced her heart, and that drop of blood seemed to be burned by fire.
"Why? Why do this to me? Why are you so cruel?? Bitter weeping, angry screams, Moissan's delicate body trembled violently.
She thought about this day, but what she didn't expect was that this day would come so quickly.
Lu Feng looked at Mo Sang, who was screaming in pain, he also felt uncomfortable in his heart, his pity for Mo Sang, and his guilt for her, made him feel his heart heavy, and he had a strong sense of depression.
However, he really wants to make it clear to Mo Sansang at this moment, and solve the emotional entanglement between the two of them quickly.
Standing up gently, Lu Feng stood in front of Mo Sang, looked at her crying bitterly, gently reached out to hold her in his arms, comforted her at the same time, and said ruthless words: "Sangsang, do you remember the first time we met?" In Jiyang City, in the courtyard of Master's residence, I told you that I, Lu Feng, will only talk about falling in love once in my life, getting married once, marrying a wife, and living a happy life peacefully. I know you have affection for me, but in my heart, I really can't fit another woman. ”
"I was born in a feudal family, and I can't step out of that hurdle in terms of morality and ethics, and the bottom line in my heart. Very strong machismo, I live up to the woman I love, I will be loyal to her, be good to her for a lifetime, and never let my woman leave me sadly. Do you know? I've been really tired of relationship problems over the years, not just you, really, I have a feeling now, except for you Sister Yumeng, I don't dare to have more contact with other women. ”
"You are innocent and kind, you are sensible and well-behaved, and you have angelic beauty and devilish body, a girl like you is simply the best, if I say I don't like it, it is definitely against my conscience, but you have to understand that liking is not the same as love. I like you, but the person I love is Wang Yumeng. ”
"I don't want to lie to you, and I hope you don't have to be suppressed by emotional problems, I'm not stupid, I can see your love for me, I'm very moved, but moving is not equal to love. Sangsang, you are a smart girl, I know you can figure out what I said. It is impossible for us to be together in this life, and it is difficult for my heart to fit you in this life. ”
"Go find the love you deserve! There are many, many good men in this world, really, maybe the environment you are in restricts you, if you are willing to look for it, you can find that there are many excellent men in this world, with your conditions, I am afraid it will make you dazzled. ”
"Let it go! We really can't be together, I want you to be happy and I don't want to see you shed tears. ”
After saying this last sentence, Lu Feng gently hugged Mo Sangsan, hoping that he could give her strength and let her release that painful mood, even if she wanted to vent and punch and kick herself, she would endure it.
"You go away! I don't need your mercy. ”
Mo Sansang violently pushed Lu Feng away, but her body staggered back a few steps, tears slipped down her eyes, she bit her lower lip stubbornly, shook her head and said, "You don't need to say it anymore, I understand, you go out!" Let me be quiet for a moment. ”
Lu Feng looked at Mo Sang's appearance, where did he dare to leave, he thought of when he was in Shanghai, Liu Lu was also like this, and she had the idea of suicide in her heart, Lu Feng was afraid that Mo Sansang would not be able to think about it, and he was afraid that Mo Sansang would commit suicide after he left.
He didn't speak, but watched as Moissan's appearance slowly calmed down, silent.
Silence may be the wisest thing to do at this point.
Time passed bit by bit, and Mo Sansan in the hall had curled up on the soft sofa, his arms around his knees, his head buried deep between his thighs, and he cried silently, as if to vent the bitterness in her heart.
"I'm back, I'll take the book back......" Yang Siyue, who was holding a thick book in her hand and quickly pushed the door in, when she took a few steps into the door, the words in her mouth stopped abruptly, looking at the scene in the hall, she felt that her brain was a little bad.
In the hall, Lu Feng sat on the sofa with a complicated expression on his face, while on the sofa opposite him, Mo Sansang was curled up there, crying.
What happened? Why is Moissan, why is she crying?
Her heart was full of doubts, her eyes looked back and forth between Lu Feng and Mo Sang, and she suddenly had a bad premonition in her heart.
Quickly came to Mo Sang's side, Yang Siyue put the medical book on the table, reached out and touched Mo Sang's shoulder, Yang Siyue asked eagerly: "Sangsang, what's wrong with you?" Why did you cry so well? Tell me what's going on? ”
Mo Sansang didn't seem to hear Yang Siyue's inquiry, and still buried his head in his thighs and cried.
Lu Feng, who was sitting on the sofa opposite, slowly stood up, looked at Yang Siyue towards himself, he reached out and grabbed the medical book on the table, and said with a wry smile: "Actually, I am to blame for this matter, forget it, Siyue, don't leave, comfort her well, and leave when she is in a better mood." ”
Yang Siyue stood up and asked eagerly, "Lu Feng, what's wrong with her?" Wasn't she okay when I left just now? Why did this effort become like this? Did you bully her? ”
Lu Feng shook his head, didn't say anything, and turned to leave. With Yang Siyue here, he is relieved a lot.
Lu Feng, who left Mo Sang's room, had no other interest, so he returned to his room with the medical book, took a shower, and wanted to calm down and read the book, but found that he couldn't read a word at all.
"There is still only one Mo Sang, if Teng Xin'er and Liu Lu are added, when they know that Yu Meng and I have received a marriage certificate, what irrational questions will they make?"
Lu Feng thought silently in his heart, and the cigarette in his hand was curling with green smoke.
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Time is slowly passing, in Mo Sang's room, Yang Siyue looked at Mo Sansang inch by inch, even if there were several times in between, Mo Sansang asked her to leave, saying that she wanted to be quiet, but she was not worried about Mo Sang, she did not leave, but quietly held Mo Sang, waiting for her to vent.
Three hours later, night fell.
"Siyue, tell me honestly, do you like Lu Feng?" Mo Sang's eyes were red, and his poignant expression was really pitiful, but at this time, Mo Sansang had stopped crying, looked at Yang Siyue in a daze and asked.
Yang Siyue was stunned, she didn't expect that Mo Sansang would ask such a sentence for the first time after her emotions calmed down, looking at Mo Sang's crying face, she suddenly thought, could it be that Mo Sang's crying is related to Lu Feng, or to herself?
Thinking of this, Yang Siyue hurriedly shook her head and said, "No, no, Lu Feng's seniority is higher than mine, how dare I like her, Sangsang, don't think nonsense." ”
Mo Sansan's bitter expression was a little thicker than just now, and he said quietly: "If you don't like him, it's simply your blessing, you know?" Lu Feng and Wang Yumeng have already received a marriage certificate, and they are now a legal couple. Siyue, it's not ridiculous for you to say, even if I know that he is someone else's husband, but I still love him so much, I want to forget him, but his shadow is engraved in the depths of my heart like a dream demon, no matter what method I use, I can't forget him. ”
"What? Lu Feng has already received a marriage certificate with Wang Yumeng? ”
Yang Siyue suddenly stood up and exclaimed, her eyes showed an unbelievable light, and she didn't even notice it, and her heart suddenly felt uncomfortable.
Mo Sansang didn't pay much attention to Yang Siyue's strange appearance, but continued to say quietly: "Yes! They are already legally married. Siyue, you know what? There are too many girls who like Lu Feng, and even as far as I know, there are two other excellent girls who like him...... No, it's a deep love for him. So, you didn't like him, it's your blessing, this blessing, I really envy, I envy it......"
Yang Siyue opened her mouth, and finally nodded gloomily, sat back on the sofa, put her arm around Mo Sang's shoulders and said softly: "Sangsang, there is no grass at the end of the world, why bother to love a flower, this sentence is not only for men, but also for us women, I am not very good at comforting people, but what I want to tell you is that you should let go and should find your happiness." ”
Mo Sansang shook his head, his eyes full of determination: "I have also thought about this question for a long, long time, but my own heart cannot be deceived. ”