Liu Kai was like a spectator watching the scene of the slaughter of the loser, his eyes were arrogant and cold, and I felt a chill hit my heart, making me feel troubled and painful. Ling Xi stood quietly, and my heart seemed to be filled with lead at the moment, so heavy, so indescribable. Even if there are so many things to say, who is it for? Guangzhou is so big, but we can easily meet, I think the probability of this kind of absurd thing happening should be very small, but it really happened.

Time has never stood still, my heart has no ability to bear the burden, I feel insignificant, I feel a strange helplessness and helplessness. I am like a lonely boat in the sea, drifting aimlessly, swaying in helplessness.

"Auntie, is she having a stomach problem again?"

I nodded: "It's an old problem, the infusion is much better now." I couldn't bear to say for a long time: "Why are you here too, why are you not feeling well?" ”

Ling Xi suddenly looked at me in a trance, and then looked at Liu Kai instead.

For a while, I haven't changed my identity yet, even if it's just a concern, it will make Ling Xi feel embarrassed and make her current boyfriend Liu Kai feel disgusted.

I didn't say anything more, and Liu Kai, who had been silent with a cold face on the side, made me feel even more that if I said one more word, he would probably be angry with Ling Xi, the last time we met, I could tease Liu Kai unscrupulously, but now I can't.

Ling Xi's expression was a little dazed and a little painful, she pressed her forehead with both hands, and a question suddenly rose in my heart, is she really happy?

In a panic, I gestured to the water cup in my hand: "My dad likes to drink hot water, the water is cold, I'll go add some hot water to him." ”

I couldn't even find an excuse to lie, Liu Kai smiled at Ling Xi and said, "Let's go, influence others to catch water here!" ”

Liu Kai was in front, Ling Xi was behind, the two walked one after the other, I turned around and secretly glanced at Ling Xi who was about to disappear at the turn of the stairs, my heart was bitter and cold as June snow.

……

I turned my head to go back to the infusion room, but I saw my father standing behind me and looking at me quietly.

I handed him the water, smiled lightly, and said, "Didn't I come out to pick it up?" Why did you come out, Mom has no one to accompany you! ”

I didn't dare to look my dad in the eye, and I wanted to hide in the infusion room as I spoke.

My father turned his back behind me and said, "Since we broke up, don't meet again in the future, and you can't pretend to be a grandson when you meet!" ”

I didn't speak again, just silently entered the infusion room, said a few words to my mother, and left under the pretext of going home first to prepare dinner, my mother looked at me suspiciously, but didn't ask more, just stuffed another 200 yuan into me.

Wandering on the road, the hand in the pocket twisted two hundred yuan, I finally told myself the concept of love, this is a heavy material era, there is no ** of the woman, I am afraid that I can't find it in the nunnery where everything is empty.

I lost to reality, I was defeated, and finally knew that there is no pure love in this world, just like Ling Xi let go of my hand, knowing that reality may not be happy, but I walked so resolutely. We are all too young, and we will always be too young to know how many faces love has in this world.

……

I stood at the crossroads of the street, quietly touched the keyboard of my mobile phone, and sent a message to Ling Xi: Never stop smiling, even when you are sad, maybe someone will fall in love with you because of your smile. Whether you are by my side or on the horizon, when I think of you in the corner of the world, I feel that the whole world has become gentle and stable.

The road has to go forward after all, and it has to be carefully cared for.

Life cannot be used to prove love, just as we cannot prove that we can no longer believe in love.

In this city, just as Rolex is a material luxury, love is a spiritual luxury. But sometimes our lives are so fragile that we simply can't afford so much luxury.

How many times and how many times, memories draw life in a circle, and I have turned in the same place countless times, unable to get rid of it. I always hope to return to the place where I first met Ling Xi, if I can choose again, I will love more simply, but reality can't replace what if.

……

When I got home and turned on my phone, Ling Xi sent me a message back: Love is like two people pulling a rubber band, and the injured one is always the one who is unwilling to let go. But the rubber band was stretched too long, and both sides were injured.

I smiled and tossed my phone aside, some love doesn't stand the test of time, what starts in spring and rots in summer; What begins in summer will wither in autumn; Autumn begins, winter cools down; Where winter begins, spring melts......

I cooked porridge in my thoughts, put some alkali powder, and went downstairs to the street to buy some noodles and cold dishes, waiting for my parents to come back.

Browsing the industry information, I secretly reminded myself that I must get out of this missed relationship as soon as possible and stand out from this materialistic life......

……

During the meal, my mother suddenly asked me, "Hu Kai, is the porridge cooked this night the same kind of rice?" Why do I think the porridge you cooked in the morning is so delicious? ”

"I took it from a friend last time my phone got into the water, and I plan to make an artistic hourglass with a little left, so I won't honor you!"

"It's not bad to learn how to cook, at least it's better than your dad, you see how hot he eats."

Dad didn't dare to get angry with Mom, so he gave me a blank look and pushed the bowl in front of me.

I was shocked, and I was shot while lying down, but I didn't expect my father to wipe the sweat on his head and said, "What are you stunned about, go and bring me a bowl again!" ”

……

Maybe I was tired for a day, and I fell asleep after washing, but the dream was still related to Ling Xi, and we held hands in the dream......

The next day, I still woke up early and prepared breakfast, probably under the influence of nursery rhymes, I developed the habit of eating breakfast! Thinking that she should also go to work now, although we have all walked back to each other's life tracks, we have become irreplaceable friends subtly.

I sent a message to the nursery rhyme, and I waited for a long time and didn't see a reply, thinking that maybe I had gone to sleep!

When I arrived at the company, I was accustomed to seeing Lu Rui working out, and the only thing I could do was not to call him by the wrong name.

"Lu Rui, morning! Came to work so early, huh? "I implied that I didn't see him as a boss, but as a colleague in a studio.

I was just about to put the bag down, but I found that there was a person in the corner of the wall, sweating profusely, doing push-ups, saying that he was doing push-ups, but his whole body was prostrate on the ground, his stomach was on the ground, except for the occasional pouting of his fart-thigh, it was really hard to imagine what kind of trouble this was going to be.

I greeted awkwardly: "Mr. Wu, good morning!" ”

"Hu Kai, why did you come to work today?" Wu Haodong jumped up in a hurry, his movements were much more sensitive than just now, and he straightened his clothes and deliberately diverted the topic.

"I was bored at home, so I came early."

"Work hard, your Director Lu is my former classmate, and the assignment of you to him shows how much I value you! Do a good job, in the age of information, internal secrecy is very important, and you will be perfect to do this. ”

Of course I know what Wu Haodong is referring to, isn't it just a few difficult push-ups, it's not like I haven't done it, it's like a state secret, once people have identity concerns, there are many people.

Without waiting for me to nod, Lu Rui next to me said faintly: "I'm not afraid that I won't be able to enter the door if I'm so fat, it's just a sin." ”

"I'm going to die if I'm fat, okay?" Wu Haodong was anxious.

Lu Rui poked his head out of the newspaper, held his glasses and said, "Then you still don't die, who can lift it when you die?" ”

"Lu Rui, you mouth...... Tiezui ......," Wu Haodong said, patting the table.

After saying that, he turned his head and continued to smile at me in a standard leadership style, and strode away without looking back.

I watched Lu Rui calmly shake his twisted hair like the Beatles, endure the trembling cheeks, and try not to let myself laugh out loud.

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