When the last word fell, I let out a long breath.

I'm about to finish writing this testimonial.

For the past few days, I've been thinking, what do I want to say?

There are a lot of things that come to mind, the original intention of writing this book, the joys and sorrows in the process, and the success or failure in the end?

Also, in the more than 400 days and nights along the way, how many things have moved me, and how many times have I been so angry that I want to give up?

Those who have accompanied me along the way, what impression have they left on me, and what impression have I left on them?

Some people say that a person who can't control his emotions is destined to be weak!

However, at this time, I thought, if the mood is really indifferent, maybe there will be no more fun in the world.

Let's be presumptuous!

At the last moment, I want to say something, say something!

This book, when I started writing, was very interesting!

In September of that year, I was still a businessman, but by the end of the year, it was already cool in the north, and business was weak.

At that time, like most book friends, my favorite was of course the arch quilt, enjoying the excitement in one story after another!

That kind of pleasure, people who don't read, won't have.

But people who always read books are also very helpless.

I don't know when it began, too many books didn't suit my heart, and I thought, these brain-dead, what are they writing, are they a bit of IQ?

You traveled back 30,000 years ago, and you will laugh at you for others, and you will be furious, roar, and destroy the whole family?

You have lived to be a dog for 30,000 years!

Again, women are flowing endlessly in the book, harem, what a yearning!

But Nima, I don't know when I started to look at it.

There is no excessive emotion, just because it is beautiful, I will be immediately moved when I see it all, and then according to the process, and then I can live for it and die for it!

Obviously, I was very angry at that time, and I wanted to find a book with mature thoughts to read, but such a simple wish could not be achieved......

I think you should have the feeling of a book shortage.

Holding my phone all night, I flipped through the rankings, and I couldn't find a suitable one until dawn.

Then I kept typing in a number of names I liked, looking for similar ......

"This is to force me to go to Liangshan, I can't write it myself?"

Everybody got it!

It's such a simple original intention, and I embarked on this "sweet and sour" road!

Well, I put in a lot of work at the time.

I made an outline of the story that I thought was wonderful.

The first book is actually a fantasy, and it is exactly that sentence, 30,000 years back in time......

That's right, I want to write a story with mature thoughts, emotions, and tension......

It was a fantasy "Battle Emperor Ling Tian"!

I admire myself, I started writing, and I was very excited...... Feeling!

But, inexplicably, an urgent sense of identity hits!

Yes, you guessed it right, no one looked!

At that time, I didn't think about any grades or anything like that, mainly because I was self-congratulatory, and I was really lonely!

No, I'll regroup.

The city is also a big category, and once upon a time, I used to miss it day and night......

However, in a blink of an eye, I haven't looked at the city for many years, just because I thought it was too naïve at the time.

Well, it's still the same sentence, I'll write it myself!

This one is out!

To be honest, I was very surprised, because of the previous blow, my mental ability to bear it has been greatly enhanced.

But this one, just the first chapter, it seems that someone has read it, click three, search one!

I remember this data very well!

I still remember an ID called "Mo Ran", he was the first to read and review books, and it seems that he also remembered that he was also an author and wrote a transformation essay......

At that time, one person can give you great strength.

Subsequently, the two IDs of "return your bottle" and "cool girl" were deeply imprinted in my heart.

To this day, I have seen countless IDs, but I still remember the two of them.

Among them, you also have a bottle tip "1888", yes, that's the number.

"Cool Girl" posted a book review "Big, I'll read it anyway!" ”

The original words may be slightly different, but they should be about the same, and these are the first two people to make an impression.

To this day, they haven't spoken for a long time, but I often look at their follower ratings, because only if it's still growing, I know they're still there.

This kind of support from beginning to end is enough to give me the greatest support and I can never give up.

Time was very fast, and I was writing for a while in a blink of an eye, and I was surprised to find that I actually occupied the list of new books, and I was the second, and finally even the first!

Unexpected, yet exhilarating.

The book was written, but difficulties would eventually come.

For a while, the book review area began to blow upside down, why, I can't remember it clearly, it seems that it was for the sake of "drama", how could it be accepted by the wealthy?

Why Mu Lin can marry Yun Yi started this topic.

It was very noisy, and it also controlled my thoughts very much, because the book was on the list at that time, and the results were excellent, and I couldn't help but cherish this achievement.

"Paris!" It was my group leader, late one night, he rewarded 30,000 yuan!

It was when I was in self-doubt that he asked me to add more!

Asking for more, at that time, was encouragement, the greatest encouragement, I once laughed with him, without you, I can't write today.

It's true.

"Jing'er!" was also one of my group, she was pregnant, and that night, that is, the night of the Paris reward, she rushed to the first place on the fan list.

It's a pity, here, I want to say "I'm sorry" with regret, because at that time I broke off and let you go!

I can't forget these two anyway, and in those few days, I decided to revise the text again and make a big change!

It is necessary to correct the imperfections of this book at the beginning.

I stopped updating for two days, and the beginning of about 40 chapters was all revised.

This is also a pirated book review area, and there are often some people who scold me for "something, so many repetitions, and ...... that don't match the previous text."

Because the piracy did not follow the correction of the genuine version, I lay down the gun.

In the days when I corrected it, I was surprised that there was no update, but hundreds of people rewarded it every day, and that was the most glorious time for this book from beginning to end.

It was from then that more and more friends were written down in my heart.

"It's not too cold this summer" is my perennial ticket king, thanks!

"Lu Bang Kun!" This ID doesn't seem to have spoken, but during the new book period, I often see him recommend more than 10 votes a day, and after that, the fan value has always been there.

"California", "Taishang Qingyu", "Agent 518", "Lin Number", "Liu Jiawen", "Maitreya, is also infinitely rampant", "Guoguo, there are originally two Guoguo, a man and a woman, the male Guoguo is still there, and the female Guoguo is gone"

"Wind and rain!" This was the first leader of the alliance, and the first to support me, and I still have a relationship with it.

I still remember that new books are on the shelves, and I have a share in the monthly pass list.

Now that I think about it, I'm very lucky, newcomer, in the first month, I actually competed for the monthly ticket list.

But in the end, thanks to the support of Wind and Rain, and the many book friends who supported me at the beginning, I won the seventh place!

It's not high, but the satisfaction is really unforgettable.

"Zheng Yi!" I have the impression that he should have come around February '16!

I want to apologize to him!

He is my biggest alliance leader, and he has been willing to help me canvass for votes many times!

However, I seldom did it, and even, on May 31, I broke off in the face of this all-out alliance leader.

Trimester!

It's been three months, but when I look back today, he's still there!

When I saw his book review a few days ago, I felt suddenly relieved that he hadn't left yet.

"Mage Battle Song!" There is a villain in my book who has only lived for a few episodes, Fa Zhan Ge, the director of the quality inspection bureau!

That's when I noticed you, and I've almost noticed your presence for so long.

Didn't say it, thanks!

"Dixiu!" Today I saw you promoted to the leader of the alliance, to be honest, I have talked to you, I know some situations, I know, your support is not easy!

I hope the heavy emotions in my book can make your heart calmer!

Bow and thanks!

"Cicadas chirp!" You came in the middle of the year, but you have been allied very early, we have talked a few times, although it is not an understanding, but it can also be called a friend who is as light as water, thank you!

"Book lovers are hungry for books!" Speaking of you, I want to laugh, your ID and avatar, I always feel like a big-headed doll, holding my head high and shouting: "I'm allied, do you add more?" ”

Actually, what I was thinking at the time was, I recalled, Zheng Yi has rewarded many times, did I add it?

I'm ashamed, my character is long gone, but at the last moment, I still tried my best and added more, I didn't see you send a book review again, I kept waiting for you to say: "Yes, it's cashed!" We are all honest people! ”

"YCS Yang", "Golden Colored Knife", "Do you guess me", "I want to give you a piece of tenderness", "Winter turns the world upside down", "The soul of return", "Fate is destined for three lives and three lives", "The world", "Cold life", "Mighty people", "The world is easy to be cold", "The queen of the human world", "Ending the emperor", "West Wind Fierce", "Fighting Ares", ......

Special thanks to the great god of the world!!

There are too many of them, I can't finish typing names, I type them all by hand, there may be some typos, but this is the word in my memory.

Thank you, you have been active in the book review section for too long, and you are the best proof that my book is still alive.

At this moment, I realized that there are really too many people who have been with me, those with names and those without names, you are always there, from beginning to end!

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There's a topic that can't be avoided anyway.

Do I have any character?

This topic is heavy and embarrassing.

Because I have written so many words, but I can't find the words to refute them.

I have to mention "the bigger the wild", this person once chased me into the group to scold me, and finally made me quit the group.

However, he is always there, and every time I don't update, he always rushes out as soon as possible.

When I saw him, my head was big, and I had no choice but to go to the code word silently.

But, there is still too much time, he scolds, and I don't have a code.

This has to be said in May.

Many book friends should remember, especially Zheng Yi, that month, he fully supported me, and my grades soared.

But there are unforeseen circumstances in the sky, and people have good and bad luck!

I don't want to make everyone feel uncomfortable at the end, after all, this book has been abusive for a year.

But a note must be made.

My mother, very early, is gone.

It can be said that he grew up with his father, and when he grew up, naturally, like many people, he had an opinion, and his father's image was no longer so tall.

The two often quarreled over many things, but at that time they didn't feel that there was anything wrong, and no matter how much they quarreled, they were still father and son.

I never thought that it would be so sudden, on May 31st, I couldn't accept the bad news at all.

There is a person in the book, Yunzhi, who has read the last few chapters, and can understand how I felt after being completely helpless.

Hesitation, it's not that you can't live, but you have no support in your heart.

I was thinking, if my father is gone, no matter how good my books are, who will I tell them to?

At the time, it was empty.

However, the world is unforgiving, and on September 2nd, he finally left!

Originally, I thought that I would be like when my mother passed away, and I couldn't let go of it for more than ten years.

But perhaps it was these three months, and he was in so much pain that I couldn't bear to see him in the world.

Maybe it's because I've finally grown up so big, and for the first time, I really fulfilled my filial piety, and I have some sustenance in my heart.

My recovery is not slow, maybe sadness, it is a little bit to precipitate, the longer the time, in the dead of night, looking out of the dark window alone, to feel the sadness.

In fact, during those three months, I also used to write a few words when my father went to the hospital and someone took over me, but at that time, to be honest, I didn't want to write.

But helplessly, I couldn't help but write, there was always an income after writing, at that time, I didn't have a bottom in my heart at all, I only knew how long my father could last, I had to hold on as long as I could, and I would get the last day anyway, which needed money.

After that, my father left, and I didn't recover slowly, but it was half a month, and I didn't start writing.

At that time, I wanted to write, but I couldn't write it.

There are so many things in my heart that I can't help but think about how I will live alone in the future after my father leaves!

In this way, for almost four months, I broke off.

For a book, more than seven days is a major blow.

Not to mention four months.

Grades naturally dropped to freezing point, and at that time, I had to make a choice.

Give up?

Give it up!

You will be alone in the future, everything is just you, you will no longer have the time to write books for yourself to read......

But how do you give up?

In the book, I wrote that Yun Yi is shocking and arrogant, but he is full of worries and cannot be released!

In fact, in the final analysis, love words are difficult to describe!

I wrote about him, more or less, because of the yearning in my heart, or rather because of my nature.

In the same way, this book can't be abandoned, I can't get past my own level, and there are too many supporters, and after four months of interruption, there are still nearly a thousand people, and after I updated it, I quickly subscribed.

This is not easy in urban books!

The biggest impression for me is that a lot of people follow me from beginning to end, they really like the book, they like the characters in the book, or a lot of people who have similar feelings to me in the same personality.

There is no doubt that you also value affection, not the old feelings in your heart, and you can't stick to today.

If it is not the understanding of the love of the world from the bottom of your heart, you can't keep up with this moment!

Thank you!

I can't give up, I have to write it down.

But in the time that followed, the direction of the book was adjusted, entertainment was no longer the mainstream, and rebirth was no longer a selling point.

It is almost entirely based on Yun Yi's person, who is alive in the book, continuing the road he wants to finish and the love he wants to struggle.

Ladies and gentlemen, many people, have said that I am water, a large part of mental activity.

But actually, it's hard to write!

I often break off, because there is no longer a pattern reference, I am completely a living person, what kind of expression should he have, what kind of emotions should he have, and what kind of actions should he have.

I don't dare to say whether this book is good or bad, so to speak, but there is one thing, the sense of picture, which I have always perfected.

As well as all kinds of details, just like the tone of every sentence said above, I don't dare to mess around, maybe everyone will reminisce about it, the story may not be surprising, but these details, I never dare to make mistakes.

However, these take time.

Some people say that 2,000 words an hour, I have never reached it, usually up to 1,000 words, and I sometimes read other people's books, why is it so fast.

And finally: the types are different!

Of course, the biggest problem is still in myself, last year, I was really not in good shape.

Here, once again, I sincerely apologize to all the friends who supported me in coming!

In addition, there is another problem, which I voluntarily admit.

In terms of update time, I tortured a lot of book friends.

Constant book abuse, update time is also abuse!

No manuscript saved!

Well, those three words should be explainable.

More than 400 days, 3 million words, an average of 7,000 words a day!

Obviously, I could have kept changing.

But, it's too casual, today I desperately wrote the fourth watch, the fifth watch, I just want to send it out together, let you see that I am working hard, not three days of fishing and two days of drying nets.

But the next day I him. Mom broke off again............

Well, I'm suffering, and I'm staying up all night with you, this, alas!

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At this point, it's time to talk about the book.

I've had a couple of definitions.

A book, after you finish reading it, you still remember a few people.

A lot, I think only remember the main character.

I don't know how much you can remember this book.

But I remember quite a bit.

Wang Yanshan! This is a small supporting role that many book friends say he has lived in too many episodes!

Lin Fei! A shrewd, yet cautious existence!

Mu Shan, this person doesn't seem to have any personality, just an ordinary executive, but I'm trying my best to write about his human flavor!

Chen Xianqiao, a loyal and capable person, he doesn't have many plays, and there are no few, but people should remember his loyalty!

Li Jing! This character doesn't appear much, she has a tragic life experience, out of the mud, and rise up, but for her own people!

Li Xiaoxue, a woman with a vague impression, but profound, she is an agent, but she also has human feelings, and she is biased towards Yun Yi!

Liu Xia! A woman who has only appeared once, I remember her name, and her general character

Yun Lao, a very interesting person, has never seen him make a move, but he can never forget his majesty.

Uncle Tong, a person who loves Yun Yi, is loyal to the Yun family, and is very capable.

The Yun family, needless to say, no one should forget it.

Xiao Xiao, a real existence of feminism, she is constantly wandering in the comparison between sisterhood and reality, in fact, she is not special, many people in reality are like this.

Xiaofei, I think anyone would like to have such a brother.

What a pity, poor and idle woman.

Instructor, a sad man.

Da Liu, bullet ...... has never appeared, but it is still unforgettable.

Godfather and godmother, simple, and admirable!

Wang Bin, Wang Wei, and their head Wang Jiasheng!

Zhang Ziyu, director Liu Ge, Qin Ruo, Wang Jing, Chen Guang, and even Lin Jiashengjin, Lin San, Lin Yu......

I remember many, probably because I'm the author.

I don't know how much you can remember, as long as you can remember more than three people, remember what happened to them, remember their personalities, remember their emotional bonds.

For example, Lin Fei and Wang Yanshan, this old partner, from cooperation to fighting, have interests and favors......

I think if people can have some impressions, I'm successful.

I can just say that I have not failed you after all!

The new book will be released next month, maybe the first one, will communicate with the editor, the latest news, will be announced through this book in time before the end of the month, you can temporarily not delete the collection!

May we see you again!

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