There was an inexplicable excitement in my heart, urging me to run to the door of the nursery rhyme, and I couldn't help but scold: "Dead child, where have you run these days!" ”

When I opened the door, I found that the landlord and his wife were looking at me with embarrassment.

"I'm sorry, uncle, I thought it was a nursery rhyme back!"

"Will you fix the water pipes, boy?"

"Yes, I studied interior design, and I know a little bit about these water and electricity installations."

"In the morning, I heard the nursery rhyme that the room kept ticking, I guess it was a leaking pipe, but the materials were not changed, so I called you, no, I was busy for a long time and it was not blocked."

I didn't say anything more and immediately climbed the ladder......

……

Having repaired the water pipes in the nursery rhyme room in embarrassment, I looked back at the familiar scene and walked out of the room.

"Uncle, the room opposite is vacated, are you going to rent it?"

"Yes! The couple had just moved out of the house because they had changed jobs. How, do you want to rent a house? ”

"Well, then I'll settle down first, I'll move here in the next few days, but I didn't bring any deposit today, you see if it's okay."

"What's not going to work, if you're sure to come, I'll keep it for you, they're all acquaintances anyway."

When I got home, I was faced with another selective problem, how to open up to my parents, after all, I had no reason to convince them.

After thinking about it for a long time, I finally said: "Mom, I want to move out and live closer to my place of work, I am also older, and I also want to give myself some sense of crisis and remind myself!" ”

"Are you still thinking about going into that bodyguard company? Afraid we'll stop you? Dad asked directly in displeasure.

"That rotten store, it's not a company, I haven't registered and I'm still nostalgic, I have left the house there, I'm going to do something else, I really haven't thought about anything else recently, I just want to work hard in the city IKEA, I can do something, after all, I'm older!"

"You don't have a girlfriend outside and want to live together, right?" Mom put down her work and asked, staring at me with her head tilted.

If it were a normal day, I would immediately veto it to express my position and attitude, but when I answered at this moment, I hesitated for a moment, and I asked myself, what was the moment of hesitation in my heart?

My mother pushed me and said, "Yes, yes, no, no, yes, no, no, no, what's the fuss?" ”

I didn't say anything, and my dad went back to his room and came out with a card in his hand and threw it to me.

"It's good to go out, it's not too big, buy what you lack!"

"Dad, I'm making a plan in the company now, and I'll be able to advance my salary after the business is negotiated in a few days, I've been spending your money, I really can't raise my head, don't worry, I won't be wronged by myself."

Dad looked at me, didn't speak, took the card in my hand and put it in his pocket.

……

This night, lying in bed tossing and turning, I couldn't sleep, I re-planned my own path, and kept it like this, not to mention my parents, I couldn't even support myself.

Reality was thrown in front of me again and again without warning, and I had to face it.

At yesterday's meeting, Liu Kai clearly told me that Ling Xi would go abroad with him. And Ling Xi, who has been in love with me for eight years and appeared in my most beautiful life, finally dissipated like a fog.

said that time will not grow old and we will not break the vow, but it is powerless to drift in the wind and wither in this summer. And Ling Xi's smile has become a turbulent river buried deep in my heart, unable to swim across, unable to let go.

In this short period of time, I laughed at my loss, sad and bright August, I rode through the thin days, through the sunrise, through the sunset, through the joy and impermanence that appeared and disappeared from time to time.

……

Time slowly advanced forward a week, according to what Liu Kai said last time, Ling Xi should have gone to Singapore with him yesterday!

Today is the first day I went to IKEA in the city to receive the design proposal, and there is no room for error.

Urban IKEA is already the leader in the industry in Guangzhou in terms of home improvement, but compared with tooling, there are still many shortcomings, and there are many problems faced.

Wearing the clothes that the nursery rhyme bought for me, thinking of her encouragement, with a little excitement and anticipation, I started the first project bidding in my life.

As soon as I sat down, I found a familiar face, and I almost screamed out loud, this time the bidding opponent was actually Liu Shaozhe.

Taking advantage of the gap in the preparation of the venue, Liu Shaozhe and I hid in the bathroom and smoked a cigarette.

"Shaozhe, last time you said that in a multinational company, it was a Chuangku design factory?"

"Yes! As long as this business is negotiated today, I will no longer have to nod my head in the company, and my career as a temporary worker will be over after so many years. ”

"Although it is an opponent, it is also a friend, congratulations in advance!"

"Brother Hu, what kind of style theme are you doing? What is the bottom of the bid? I don't have to worry if I change to someone else, but you and I understand, and you will see your strength in the university! Your urban IKEA focuses on home improvement, why do you also run tooling to mix? ”

I took a sharp puff of cigarette, and gently exhaled it, watching the smoke slowly dissipate, and said for a long time: "This is also my first business, if the company does not do tooling, it will not recruit me, although it is a brother, but now I must be responsible for the company, in its position." ”

Liu Shaozhe smiled, snuffed out the cigarette butt and threw it into the trash, patted me on the shoulder and walked away.

……

I know his current pressure, our brothers have been mixed up for so many years and still have no interest, Li Wen has been designing for a few years and is now changing careers to take the teacher, although Su Chen's kid has a solid background, he is doing what he likes blindly, I just retired from the army, my career and love are all half-hanging, not even half-hanging, love is all half-hanging.

Back in the bidding hall, Lu Rui threw the plan to me, with a posture of abandoning.

Although he said that I was always dragging him down, at this critical moment, he threw the opportunity directly to me, which was somewhat encouraging for a person who had just joined the company.

When it was my turn to state the plan, Liu Shaozhe kept looking at me, but I subconsciously avoided his eyes and went directly to the stage to state the plan design.

In fact, for Chuangku Design Factory or Urban IKEA, this may be just a small project bidding, not related to fate, but it is forcibly separated from me and Liu Shaozhe.

The bid ended with the city family winning the design rights, and Liu Shaozhe's helpless eyes at the end of the game made me turn my back on the victory field.

The iron-blooded discipline in the army still can't wipe out the warm heart, it still hurts.

Over the years, I have learned to face reluctance, but I am more and more sad every time. After so many years, how I wish I had lost all my memories, but I am afraid of forgetting those happy times and faces.

The more you grow up, the more profound and sober you face, the more you grow up, the more you wave your hand with a smile, the more you grow, the more painful it is, once and more often.

For today's events, for Ling Xi, I think I will eventually learn to be mature and not think crankily in the middle of the night. Even if you are restless, you will eventually learn to be indifferent, and you will not be difficult to suppress at a certain moment. In the end, you will learn to smile, because there is a blessing called bearishness.

……

Because of the successful bidding, I also successfully advanced the internship salary, 6,500 yuan, and the first thought I got the money was to go to Jinghu Restaurant and order two meal coupons for my parents.

When I get home, I press the meal coupon on the coffee table, and my parents should be able to see it when they come back from work, pack up and go out, there is an inexplicable motivation to spur themselves, this time I need to work harder, in this era of materialism, utopia is just a belief.

paid the rent for the nursery rhyme, lived opposite her house, was busy all afternoon, lay down in bed at ten o'clock, was too lazy to eat again, soaked in a bucket of instant noodles and fell asleep without eating.

In my dream, I saw that Ling Xi was very happy in Singapore, and her smile was like a thick net that could not be dissolved, enveloping me to suffocate. Nursery rhyme, dressed in a red dress, opened the door and walked towards me with a smile......

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