Chapter 332: "K" Song
Next, Xiao Ai instigated Tian Meixia to also "come to a song", and came over and pulled her sleeves with a smile. Pen | fun | pavilion www. biquge。 info
Tian Meixia knew that she couldn't resist this little goblin, so she had to leave the table half-pushing, slowly walked onto the stage, cleared her throat, and then thought about it in a daze, and came to a song "Forget Love Water":
"I used to love to chase my dreams when I was young,
I just want to fly forward.
Traveling through thousands of mountains and thousands of waters,
Can't go back ...... all the way."
The song is low and has a hint of sadness, this sad song brings Niu Tiangou's thoughts back to ten years ago, and the scene at that time seems to be in front of him......
An eighteen-year-old girl got up early and cut pigweed in the mountains and fields, and the nails of her ten fingers were dyed green and black by the grass...... Looking at the basket full of pigweed, she didn't want to go home, sighed for a while and sat on the hillside and wept silently......
She didn't want to stick to a remote and closed mountain village like most of the local girls, and wanted to break into the outside world. In the dilemma of failing to get her wish in studying, the only thing she can think of is to change her fate through marriage......
Finally, she made up her mind to sneak out behind her parents and family, and came all the way to find him......
The scene when she came to the school to find him, he will never forget it in his life: his slightly black face was dusty, his gray-blue shirt was gray, his eggplant-colored pants were crumpled, and he seemed to have not washed for several months......
"O miserable me! I hate that I was born in such a family, that I was born in a mountainous village with poor resources, that I used to be uneducated, and that there was a lot of injustice in the world...... Sometimes, I sit on the hillside and cry silently. If tears could wash away a person's pain, I would like to cry a lot. However, I know that it is useless, and I can only pin my hope in someone who cares about me, who is considerate of me, and who is smart and capable......"
Ten years ago, she poured out in her letter as if it were still ringing in his ears.
"When she came home after graduating [from junior high school], she ...... I don't feel at ease in my remote hometown, and I yearn for the outside. Before going to you, she had been to Huaihong, Hongjiang and other places, and once went to Anhui Hui Province...... She often ran out, sometimes not coming home for days and nights. began to look for her everywhere at home, and when she found her, she was educated. I hit her hard, but she didn't say anything, and then she had the opportunity to run away......"
Her brother's words rang in his ears as they did yesterday.
"I, who was an older brother, had some things that I couldn't say, so I asked her sister to educate her, but she just couldn't listen to them, and said, 'Everyone has their own ambitions, and they can't be forced'. Forced by her sister, she was angry and said that she would travel around the world. She said that she only felt comfortable when she went out......"
She is really "young and loves to chase dreams", and stubbornly "just wants to fly forward".
"Suddenly looking back, the love is far away,
I can't help but be on the edge of the sky,
Only then did I understand love and hate,
The most hurtful and painful thing is regret.
If your heart has not been broken,
You won't understand my grief.
When there are tears in my eyes,
Don't ask me who I'm for,
I forgot about it all.
Yes! Give me a glass of water,
For me to stay a night without tears......"
The helplessness and hidden pain in Tian Meixia's mournful singing, her regret, her heartbreak, her sadness, and her tears, only Niu Tiangou can understand, this crying and complaining song, listening to his eyes are a little astringent, and his heart began to tremble slightly:
Meixia, you will not forget, ten years ago, you were a girl, with a lifelong entrustment, I found me without hesitation, I actually decided to send you back, you cried at the time, crying so aggrieved, so sad, I was the one who broke your heart and made you cry;
Meixia, my poor little sister, you will never forget, when I sent you to the hostel, how you wished I could stay with you a little longer, but I left, leaving you with the loneliness and desolation of a foreign place, I don't know how you soaked in tears that night, it was I who made you sad and made you cry;
Meixia, my poor little sister, you will never forget your sad and painful mood when I first urged you to leave, when I sent you away, you turned back under the pretext, and once again held a glimmer of hope that I would leave you, you sat on my bed in a daze, wanted to write something for me, wrote and tore, tore and wrote, I know, how much you want to stay, but I didn't agree, I made you sad and made you cry;
Meixia, my poor little sister, you must remember that when I sent you to the train station again, you deliberately delayed and missed the time to get on the train, I knew you didn't want to go, I didn't want to go, but I still sent you away, I damn it, I don't understand your sadness, I don't know how you cry;
Meixia, my poor little sister, I still remember the tearful scene when you finally got in the car and ran desperately to come, I made you miserable and made you cry;
Meixia, my poor little sister, I will never forget your last heart-wrenching cry in this life: "You must come!" "I don't know, that was your last call to me ten years ago;
Mixia, my poor little sister, do you know? At last I went, to your cottage, and I fulfilled my promise, and I could not fail your affection, and I could not forget the sincerity of your 18-year-old girl, who had done for me, otherwise my conscience would not be at peace for the rest of my life.
But you're gone. You said you were going to take me to see Xuefeng Mountain, when I came to Xuefeng's side, to the foot of Xuefeng, but I could only shed tears of long-hatred under Xuefeng Mountain, which gave birth to you and raised you, you know? At that time, I was the most hurt, painful, and regretful person.
Meixia, my poor little sister, I don't know why you left at that time, and I don't know where you drifted later, but I know that it is not easy for you to go all the way to the present as a girl in the mountains, and your immature feet must be full of bitterness and tears......
"All sincerely,
Let it rain and blow the wind,
You can't get back the love you give.
Give me a glass of water,
For my life without sorrow,
Even if I'm going to get drunk, even if I'm going to be heartbroken,
You won't see me cry......"
Listening to Tian Meixia's low and sad singing, Niu Tiangou's nose was sour for a while, and he felt like crying.
He only discovered today that the song "Forgetting Love Water" has such a touching charm, the kind of grievance, that kind of pain, that kind of frustration and unwillingness, that kind of sadness and vicissitudes, that kind of regret and emotion, that kind of longing and concern are so touching his nerves.
This song is simply tailor-made for him and Tian Meixia!
Yes, "the love paid can't be recovered", although we meet now, but ten years have passed, many things can not be changed, and they can no longer be recovered, leaving only a sour and warm memory, which is deeply rooted in the depths of the soul, can not be broken, can not forget......
Is there really a water of forgetfulness in the world? Can you really forget the relationship when you were young after drinking?
No, and it can't be.
Niu Tiangou understands that this song is just a catharsis of feelings, a kind of frustration and unwillingness, a kind of grief and helplessness......
Niu Tiangou sat on the sofa and smoked silently, bowed his head and fell into deep thought, he didn't know how Tian Meixia got off the stage, and then what Xiao Ai and Xiao Shu sang again, until Xiao Ai shouted "Welcome Teacher Niu to give us a song too", he was stunned and woke up from that memory ten years ago.
extinguished the cigarette, under the attention of the four women, Niu Tiangou got up and came to the front of the stage, picked up the microphone, quietly glanced at them, then thought for a while, cleared his throat, and slowly sang the sad song "The Sound of the Waves Remains":
"Take away a fishing fire,
Let him warm my eyes,
Leave a true feeling,
Let it be moored by the Maple Bridge.
Helpless me,
has alienated that emotion,
It was only after many years that I realized that
Back to you......"
Niu Tiangou's singing voice is low and mournful, although he usually doesn't like to sing much, but at this time he is completely immersed in the complex feelings of the time when he and Tian Meixia met separately and now, love comes from the heart, and the song comes from love.
"The bell of Linger,
Still beating my sleeplessness.
Dusty days,
It's never going to be a cloud of smoke,
You've been seen for a long time,
I must keep that smiling face,
Many years later,
Can you accept each other's changes?
The moonset is always a thousand years of wind and frost,
The sound of the waves is still not seen in the original night.
Today's you and me,
How to repeat yesterday's story,
This old ticket,
Can you board your passenger ship......"
With the sad and mournful melody of the music, the four women were deeply shocked by Niu Tiangou's penetrating voice, and their eyes stared at him and could no longer move.
Tian Suzhen listened quietly and fell into deep thought.
She knows that the lyrics of this song are derived from the ancient poem "Fengqiao Night Park": "The moon falls and the sky is full of frost, and Jiang Feng is sad and sleepy; Hanshan Temple outside the city of Gusu, the bell rings in the middle of the night to the passenger ship", the theme of this poem is to write about the sorrow of the guest, regardless of the love between men and women, and the author of the lyrics of "The Sound of the Waves is Still" cleverly borrowed the artistic conception of this poem to compose an evocative modern love story.
Niu Tiangou is using this song to express his relationship with Tian Meixia at the beginning and his state of mind experience of reuniting after a long absence.
"The moon falls and cries are always a thousand years of wind and frost, and the sound of the waves is still not seen at the original night", there are years of wind and dust, there are faint vicissitudes, there are heavy melancholy and helplessness, just right to show his relationship with Tian Meixia and the state of mind of reunion after a long absence.
The low and resentful singing slowly echoed in the private room, like a bubbling spring flowing in the hearts of the four women, and Tian Meixia's eyes were even more full of tears......