Chapter 108: We Don't Know Whether We Live or Die

Yesterday's rain gave the city a bit of an autumn flavor, and the night was colder than usual. We rode through the cold wind, the road was covered with yellowing leaves, and many pedestrians, unable to withstand the wind, put on thick coats.

With my secrecy working well, I finally brought the unwitting nursery rhyme to the location.

In the evening, the shop was still quiet, and He Na, as usual, was teaching a few children to play the guitar, and when she saw us walk in, she stepped down from the pedestal.

We nodded to each other, and she asked, "Tonight again, try to pick up the guitar?" ”

"No, just looking for a good guitar and singing a song to her!" I pointed to the nursery rhyme next to me and said.

The nursery rhyme, which was originally concentrating on the various guitars on the wall, suddenly looked at me uneasily, and naturally smiled at He Na, and asked me in an uncertain tone, "You said you came to sing a song for me tonight?" ”

"yes!" I nodded in certainty.

"It's not too early, so I'll take you into the storeroom!" He Na said with a smile.

Speaking of the storage room, I think it's a good place to escape from the hustle and bustle, I like the quiet atmosphere, isolation can only be a yearning at times, but it is not impossible, even if it is a moment of stealing, it is also a pleasure.

He Na opened the closet, took out the guitar and handed it to me, and said with a smile: "You guys chat, I'll help you make some tea!" This is the remote control for the lighting effects, and you can control it yourself. ”

I stroked the guitar and said with great appreciation: "Nursery rhyme, I haven't sung a song for you, I lost my temper with you last time, and today we are the two of us who escape from the material world, only music and we don't know whether to live or die!" ”

The nursery rhyme suddenly nodded very shy and quietly, blushing for a while and not knowing what to do.

I suddenly found that there is always a side of nursery rhymes that others can't imitate at all, sometimes cold, sometimes warm; Sometimes weak, sometimes strong; Sometimes presumptuous, sometimes restrained.

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Picking up the remote control, I turned off the burgundy light, only turned on the two chasing lights, I sat on the chair, nursery rhyme stood quietly, the two chasing lights separated us from the darkness and saw each other in the light world.

I plucked the strings lightly and said in the prelude, "Eason Chan's "Where to Start" is for you and for myself. ”

"Like a dream, where to start, who is moving in the dream-like plot, fate is chasing in the sneak attack time, those beautiful moments are not easy to come by, in the era when feelings can still be touching, why are lovers still wandering, who has failed themselves is a pity, who has been exiled by the world and can't help himself, who has worked hard for happiness in a precarious day, only willing to face the mirror, saying I can ......"

In the middle part of the singing, I couldn't help myself, I could only hum softly, afraid that I wouldn't be able to control my feelings.

The nursery rhyme looked at me, raised her arms slightly, and danced to my music, her cyan culottes swirling gently in the light, and the light illuminated her like a fallen mortal elf, a layer of golden butterflies plated with light.

I watched her continue singing, and when it came to the chorus, I couldn't help myself. But I suppressed myself vigorously and continued to sing: "Whoever has failed himself is not a pity, who has been exiled by the world and cannot help himself, who has been in danger of dying and will not stop, who is willing to die and say that I can, who has lived up to myself and said that it is a pity, who has been exiled by the world and cannot help himself, who has been in danger of being unable to die, the problem is no longer a problem, say I can ......"

Everyone always wants to live a smooth and enjoyable life. I always hope to have a heart that is as clear as autumn water and stroll in the corridor of time. But who can find the footprints along the way, and look through the beginning. The sails of memory, numbly searching for altered routes, but not knowing how to find a place to rest.

After playing the last note, I pressed the last string that was still pronouncing. Quietly looking at the nursery rhyme, and the nursery rhyme stopped to look at me.

None of us dared to speak, breaking this quiet time, I sat quietly, nursery rhymes stood quietly.

After a long time, I said: "In life, those only remaining beauty is gradually disappearing, and I want to hold on to everything in the past, but I find that the tighter I hold it, the faster I go." It's like Ling Xi wants to desperately escape from my so-called care, so I am forgotten on the street corner, and I am lost from left to right. ”

"Who doesn't want to make a wish sincerely, I will not change my life in peace, there are gains and losses in life, Gu Yuekai, thank you for accompanying me to this prosperous world."

After the nursery rhyme was finished, I was just about to speak, but I found He Na standing at the door with a plate, she turned her back, her body trembled slightly, and I also had an inexplicable feeling in my heart, and then subconsciously took out a cigarette from my pocket and lit it, I don't like the atmosphere at all......

The mood of the nursery rhyme slowly began to be affected, and we have been silent for a long time in this awkward posture. I couldn't bear it, but I really felt that He Na was a person with a story.

I finally chose to change the subject, got up and said embarrassedly: "I was too involved to notice, I let you stand with the plate for so long, sorry!" ”

He Na wiped her tears, put the water cup on the table, and said: "How can I be willing to break such a good atmosphere, you can take this guitar, I'll wrap it for you!" ”

"I really want this guitar, if you give it to me I won't shirk it, but I still want to keep it with you, I'm afraid it's hard to find a place like the atmosphere here, I hope a good guitar also has a good home, just like we all yearn for a good home, what do you think of nursery rhymes?"

"It's good to put it here, come over if you want to play a song, don't neglect a good guitar, and don't let yourself get it easily and slowly don't cherish it!"

"Oh well! Put it here first, and you can come and pick it up at any time. He Na didn't say much, and said with a smile.

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When I came out of He Na's guitar shop, I felt that it was very windy outside, and the nursery rhyme tucked away the thin clothes, I thought that I had to go back quickly to avoid the nursery rhyme raining, if I fell ill or something during the special period, it would be bad for my health.

"Gu Yuekai is very good at playing and singing today, I feel good!"

I unlocked the car, got up and said, "You want to praise me when I go home, or it will rain on the road." ”

The nursery rhyme said in a free and easy tone: "With you, I will keep walking in the rain." ”

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The autumn wind in September is cool and dry.

Nursery rhymes sat behind me, humming "Where to start" softly, and with nursery rhymes, I felt that no matter how difficult the days were, I could get through them.

The leaves on the road were blowing hard, and the nursery rhyme seemed to catch a piece and said to me: "I like the maple leaves that are as dark red as time, and I have all the memories in them." ”

I didn't respond, but I remember when I was sleeping alone on the platform, when the sound of nursery rhymes came from the gusts of wind, calling my drunken soul back and condensing into the lonely but not lonely body I am now......

The wind mixed with the fallen leaves dotted the blurred vision in front of me, and I didn't know if it was the taste of cold, or the soft saturation, or the numb indifference. But the nursery rhyme is close to my temperature, but I can really feel it, she is sticking behind me.

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