Chapter 117: Hate
"This woman is not as simple as it seems, she had a rumor with the prince when she was still choosing a waiter, and before becoming her father's maid, she was a person from Changchun Palace, and she had an ambiguous relationship with King Qingning, where can an ordinary woman say such a thing, maybe those words were instructed by King Qingning, and didn't you see that King Qingning didn't appear today, even the early dynasty just sent guards to pass the news, but his father didn't blame him, Now my father seems to be extremely fond of that woman. In this case, where will there be the status of our other brothers in the future? Shenyue Haoxuan continued his reasoning.
When Shenyue Haoyu heard Shenyue Haoqing's name, the whole person was as wet and cold as if he had just been fished out of the river, "Father is indeed too partial." ”
"That's why we brothers need to work together. Sixth brother, although we were not born in the same mother's womb, but since the death of your mother, we have been raised by my mother, although the mother is dedicated to the Buddha, regardless of the world, but you still have my brother, I naturally can't treat you badly! If one day I ascend the throne in the future, you will be a prince who enjoys endless glory and wealth! The more Shenyue Haoxuan spoke, the more excited he became, and his thin eyes shone with essence.
"How can the second brother say such a thing here!"
"What are you afraid of, I'll see who dares to spread it! Unless he's too long! Shenyue Haoxuan glanced at the palace people present, and they all lowered their heads in fear.
"No matter what, the second brother always pays attention to something when he speaks."
"The sixth brother still cares about people, the second brother remembers, don't worry, the second brother will definitely make you more majestic than King Qingning in the future!" Shenyue Haoxuan laughed and patted him on the shoulder.
Shenyue Haoyu nodded hesitantly, Shenyue Haoxuan was still talking about something, but his thoughts already didn't know where to go.
Shenyue Haoyu hates and hates Shenyue Haoqing, there is no doubt about it, such emotions seem to have been slowly cultivated since he was sensible, and it didn't take a trace of effort to go from disgust to hatred. He would always remember that the woman who was like a willow and a wind stood at the door every day with the same mood waiting for someone who had not been here since that night, her face pale and thin from her illness, her hair disheveled from unkempt, and her clothes extremely thin. He was only five years old at the time.
He asked, "Mother, who are you waiting for every day?" ”
"Wait for your father." She didn't look at him, a pair of beautiful eyes stared into the distance stupidly, and the sunlight refracted in her eyes, and it didn't shine.
"Who is Father? Why haven't you seen it yet? ”
She seemed to have been hit hard, hugged him and cried sadly, and gradually choked up and said, "Your father and emperor have stayed with another concubine, and I am afraid that we have long forgotten our mother and son." ”
"The other one...... Mother, doesn't my father love us? Why have I never seen my father come to see my sons, and my sons don't know what my father looks like. ”
She began to weep even more grief, and even couldn't even speak in order, but talked about the concubine and the two children intermittently. He stood there at a loss, listening to the woman's mournful weeping, vaguely jealous of the two fatherless children.
Within a few months, the woman became depressed and finally died alone in bed. On that day, the long-awaited father did not come, and he became a child without a father and a mother.
He was adopted by Concubine Jin, that is, Shenyue Haoxuan's mother, and became a stepson, but he didn't feel much love from his relatives. Concubine Jin adopted him at that time just to attract the emperor's attention, but in the end, she put him aside in a cold mood, and finally stopped being nostalgic for life, and lived a life accompanied by the ancient Buddha with green lights.
At that time, he first saw him after the fire, he was playing in the garden with other brothers, there was a child with a delicate mask who was surrounded by many palace people, the child's cold and indifferent gaze made him very dissatisfied, he picked up a piece of mud and threw it at him, the palace people panicked to help him clean it up, the child did not speak, just stood there motionless and looked at him, somehow he began to hate this child, and finally Shenyue Haotian stopped, The mud in his hand was not thrown.
His disgust and hatred for Kamitsuki Haoqing increased with age. Obviously, they are all children who have lost their mothers since they were children, Shenyue Cangting takes care of Shenyue Haoqing in every way, but he ignores him, he can't understand how he thinks, he is obviously also his child, why is there such a big difference in the treatment of the two people. He began to hate his mother's incompetitiveness, his father's coldness and partiality, the woman's favor, the happiness of the two children, and the unfair fate.
The deeper his hatred for Shenyue Haoqing, the more gloomy his personality became, although he was only seventeen years old, he was not as simple and sunny as Shenyue Haojie, who was also seventeen years old, and he naturally blamed all this on Shenyue Cangting and Shenyue Haoqing. The relationship between Shenyue Haoxuan and him, he is naturally very clear, and the so-called brotherhood between them is just a mutual use.
He picked up the teacup and took a sip, the rich aroma of lotus flowers invaded his taste buds, but he only felt the bitterness in the tea, so he put down the teacup, said goodbye to Shenyue Haoxuan and left quickly.
When I walked through the garden, I saw a girl in an ordinary blue palace dress standing on tiptoe to get a handkerchief hanging on a tree, but no matter how she stretched out, she was still half an arm away from reaching, and she didn't dare to leave to look for tools, for fear that the wind would blow it away, so she squatted on the ground and cried when she got up.
"Hey." Shenyue Haoyu walked over and took off the handkerchief and handed it to her.
The woman was crying sadly, and when she heard this call, she subconsciously raised her head, her eyes were red and she looked at the visitor, and there were tears on her eyelashes. Regardless of the tears remaining on her face, she kept thanking him, "Thank you, slave!" If it weren't for you, the slave would have been punished again! ”
Shenyue Haoyu looked at her happy face a little distracted, and a section of her exposed elbow could be seen with different shades of bruises, and he couldn't help frowning, "What's your name?" ”
"The slave's name is Chen Ke'er, you ...... Ah, the slave is going to send a handkerchief to the mother, thank you! ”
Shenyue Haoyu saw her petite figure gradually running away, and stopped on the way to wave goodbye to him, he couldn't help but stretch out his hand, but he only took it back alive in the middle of it. However, there seemed to be a hint of clarity on his originally gloomy face.
Li Anyue is also bored in the palace every day, and every day she is just ordered to recuperate quietly, and the slightly heavier work Xianglan and Zuiyue are both blocked from letting her do it, and they are serving with delicious food and drink every day, Li Anyue feels that she has become more and more mellow in just a few days, and she is worried that she will not be able to wear the mask...... And I haven't seen Shenyue Haoqing for several days, and when I inquired with others, I also said that I hadn't seen him enter the palace, and it was not good to ask Shenyue Cangting directly, so I could only wait. She also heard some of the rumors in the palace, but she didn't bother to care about them, but she gradually missed the days in Changchun Palace a little.
"Xianglan, where do you say the emperor will be at this time?" Li Anyue thought about whether to ask the emperor to go back to Changchun Palace.
"Your Majesty? I just saw Gonggong Wu go in the direction of the Imperial Garden, and the emperor should be over there. Xianglan said as she lowered the lid of the incense.
"Xianglan, then I'll go out for a while!" After Li Anyue finished speaking, she didn't wait for Xianglan to reply, and ran out in a hurry.
"Sister, that ......" Xianglan chased out and stood at the door, swallowing the rest of the words back with a look of embarrassment.
Li Anyue walked towards the imperial garden while planning how to talk to the emperor, and didn't notice the people coming and going, so he was taken aback when he was pulled by someone, "Miss! What are you thinking? ”
"Kerr? Kerr! Ahhh Li Anyue suddenly saw that Ke'er's familiar face suddenly turned from fright to surprise, and she happily hugged Ke'er and cheered, attracting many palace maids and eunuchs passing by to stop and watch.
"Miss...... Ke'er misses you so much......" Ke'er felt Li Anyue's embrace and sobbed.
"Silly Kerr, what are you crying about, you should be happy!" Li Anyue let go of her, wiped away her tears seriously, and couldn't help but feel distressed when she looked at her emaciated face, "Ke'er, why have you lost so much weight, is your situation over there not good?"
Ke'er finally couldn't hold back the tears, and was seduced by Li Anyue's concerned question, and she couldn't cry, "Miss...... Woo......"
"Ke'er, don't cry yet, tell me what's going on, okay?" Li Anyue comforted her while stroking her back.
Ke'er slowly stopped crying under her comfort, and looked at her with a pair of red and swollen eyes as if pleading, "Miss, the slave maid heard that you are now a first-class palace maid, and the emperor also loves you very much, Ke'er begged Miss if she could let Ke'er stop staying in Linhua Palace, Ke'er wanted to stay by Miss's side, and she was willing to be a cow and a horse." ”
Li Anyue felt a little uneasy in her heart when she heard this, "Ke'er, tell me honestly, did you suffer anything in Linhua Palace?" Look at how thin you have become. ”
"Miss, Ke'er really doesn't want to stay there anymore, if it continues, Ke'er is worried that she will never see Miss again."
"Don't just cry when you say such a thing, tell me what's going on!" Li Anyue saw that she was about to cry again, and her tone couldn't help but be a little anxious.