100.Chapter 100

Finally, Gu Xiaofan gritted his teeth and stood up again, with hope in his eyes, he walked up with his head held high again, and the lights turned into chaotic and dirty neon lights and shadows. [Full text reading]

Finally, the music began, and the heavy drums and muffled keyboard sounds seemed to pause the entire time and space.

Gu Xiaofan sang in a suppressed and trembling voice as he walked:

"When I walk down every street here~ my heart never seems to be at peace~~

Except for the roar of the engine and the sound of electricity~~ I seem to hear its candle-like heartbeat~"

The start was pretty smooth!

But as the song entered*~ Gu Xiaofan's emotions became more abundant, and an incomparably lonely soul's roar came out of his voice:

"I'm laughing here~~

I'm crying here~

I'm alive here~

I'm dying here~

We are praying here~

We're confused~

We're looking for it here~

Beijing~Beijing~"

Why is this city so cold~!

Why doesn't anyone hear me~!

I was so small and ordinary that I didn't see me and listen to me.

But~! Even so! I'm still going to stay here! This is the place of my dreams! I won't back down! I'm going to stay here! Radiate my own light! One day, I'll make you notice me!

Gu Xiaofan didn't sing very well, but every sentence was such a shocking call that went straight to the depths of his soul.

With the lyrics of the music, people followed Gu Xiaofan to see the huge and all-engulfing city......

And Gu Xiaofan's every step is like a sad dance step, with the beat of the song, the loneliness that goes deep into the soul slowly enters people's hearts.

Gu Xiaofan is just a microcosm, a microcosm of thousands of people, those who have the courage to struggle in life, but keep breaking their dreams, but are physically and mentally exhausted, are still mustering up the courage to resist stubbornly......

Everyone, perhaps, has lost their way in the concrete jungle, sitting on a bench in the middle of the street, looking up at the sky, watching the night sky split into a cold deep blue by the sword-like buildings.

He stood here like a lonely walker, confused and anxious, as if no one had stopped at his present and no one had passed by his future.

What does my future look like, and where do I go now?

Looking at the bustling crowd, the starry lights of thousands of homes on the floor, but I only felt the hostility and indifference of this world, and I was the only one who was alone here......

This loneliness hangs over the deepest part of your soul, the last thing you want to be seen, but it will often surface......

And am I the only one in the world who is so lonely, is there no one in the world like me?

That day, Gu Xiaofan once asked himself this in his heart, but when the song was nearing the end and the lights slowly turned on.

Gu Xiaofan saw the moving faces in the audience, those tears, those moved, and those trembling in his heart......

The souls of those eyes intersected with his soul ~ snuggled up to each other ~

No, he's not alone, everyone here understands how it feels!

He thought that he was the darkest day in his life, but in fact, that kind of despair, that kind of confusion~ and many people have experienced it.

In such a world, each of us is the same, we have been lonely, but one day, you will know that there are people in the world who can understand your emotions like you......

Even if you don't want to mention the scene in your life, it can be so moving, this is the magic of performance~!

Let people in the world who are strange and distant from each other understand each other and feel each other in this moment.

Let those strange but equally lonely and lost hearts know that we are not the only ones, and there are people like us in every corner of this planet, trying to live under this starry sky~

We all taste the same emotion~! Thank you for accompanying the loneliest scene of my life~~

Gu Xiaofan used to be a lone star floating in this dark and boundless universe, emitting a faint light alone, but there was only the boundless darkness around him, until this moment, he saw the stars shining in front of him, illuminating the entire magnificent Milky Way......

The loneliness and darkness that was once hidden in the deepest part of Gu Xiaofan's heart were illuminated by the light in front of him, and disappeared in an instant, and he couldn't help but stand on the stage emotionally and bow deeply......

The scene was silent, and everyone looked at the lonely performer on the stage with a deep bow, and their souls trembled slightly, silent...... But they understand each other's thoughts.

And then I don't know who shouted:

“bravo!!”

The audience immediately roared like a tsunami of "bravo!!" Cheers and applause.

Whether it is Chinese, European, or American audiences, they all stood up and applauded vigorously.

Even many people who could not understand Chinese at all were completely conquered by this performance.

They were all brought to that huge and cold city by Gu Xiaofan's performance, whether their names were called Beijing, Paris, or New York......

In every city, there are these lonely and scorching souls, exuding their own brilliance in a certain corner, and until this moment, the light of these souls reflects each other~!

Backstage, Mr. Yan and Dr. Lin looked at Gu Xiaofan on the stage and couldn't help but glance at each other, they were excited and couldn't help themselves, and they felt helpless, because they all had the same thought in their hearts:

"We can't teach him anymore, he's completely beyond the level that a Yanying student should be......"

In the enthusiastic audience with a standing ovation, Director Shen was full of excitement, walked to Barry Mueller with his chest puffed up, shook hands with him and said:

"I think there are still very good young actors in China."

Barry Müller stood up and smiled stiffly: "Is he a Chinese movie star?" ”

Director Shen smiled and said, "No, as far as I know, he is a student of the Film Academy. ”

Barry Mueller was stunned for a moment, but then he also smiled:

"I see, seeing him reminds me of the Matt Damon show I saw a few years ago, and that's how I feel, but unfortunately he's not in Los Angeles."

Barry Muller looked at Gu Xiaofan on the stage and said with deep regret: "It's a pity~ China's stage is still too small...... Otherwise he'd be the second Matt Damon. ”

Director Shen heard the sarcasm in Barry Mueller's words, and he was saying that no matter how much potential this student on the stage had, he was destined to have no development and could only be in China forever.

Director Shen just smiled and said nothing, no matter what, there is no need to continue this negotiation.

During the conversation between the two sides, Barry Mueller received a phone call to stop the undercurrent of negotiations, and Barry Mueller's face changed and he said on the phone:

"What do you say happened to the Batman movie!?"