Chapter 536: Can't let go
Seeing Su Haoxuan's body clumsily go to bed, the moment he fell, Mu Zao felt a faint touch in his heart. She saw Su Haoxuan smiling in a wheelchair, but she rarely saw him so wolfly.
Su Haoxuan heard the door of the ward, and he glanced sideways at the door. Seeing that the person who came in was Mu Zao, he struggled to sit up. The action just now almost exhausted all his strength, and his arms were propped up, but he still didn't have the strength to support his body. I was a little discouraged.
In Mu Zaozao's eyes, he just moved his body slightly, lying quietly and not speaking.
Su Haoxuan's mood was a little complicated, he didn't seem to be taking Su Jinya's words to heart just now, but in fact, how could he not care at all? He has done so many excessive things to Mu Zao, even if Mu Zao does not hold grudges, his brother will never forgive him. There is no better time between them than when they were young.
Just close your eyes and lie on the bed and pretend to sleep, if you don't know how to face it, just don't face it.
Mu Zao's footsteps didn't sound, Su Haoxuan lay alone for a long time, and couldn't help but slowly open his eyes.
I saw that Mu Zao was still standing at the door, motionless.
But Su Haoxuan couldn't help it, lying on the bed and asked, "Why don't you come in." β
Mu took a step early and walked into the room.
"What's wrong?" Su Haoxuan was almost resting, and sat up on the edge of the bed with his arms propped up. Looking at Mu Zao and asked.
"I heard that you know about Li Yun's child." Mu didn't go around in circles early and got straight to the point.
Su Haoxuan's calm face was filled with a smile, he looked down at his legs, and slowly spoke: "Should I say I know or not." β
"I know, you know."
"......" Su Haoxuan felt like the two of them were talking tongue twisters.
Mu Zao didn't have Su Haoxuan's good mood, and said to himself: "So I didn't kill Li Yun's child at the beginning?" I didn't commit a crime, did I? β
Su Haoxuan nodded, feeling a slight pantothenic acid in his heart. He used to boast that he was the most in love with Mu Zaozao, but now it is precisely because of himself that Mu Zao has been carrying the black pot for so long.
Although Mu Zaozao knew it in his heart, he was not really completely sure. It seems that this sentence has not been said by Su Haoxuan himself, and the stone in his heart will not be able to land. At this moment, she felt more relaxed than ever.
"Li Yun's affairs, just leave it to me. You take good care of your brother, and there will be a battle with your second uncle in a while. You have to twist it into a rope. Speaking of Su Jingsheng's matter, Su Haoxuan's eyebrows and eyes were a little cold.
Mu looked at him early, and the smile just now was still so pure. The words spoken were as calm as usual. But she knew that the man in front of her was no longer the simple little boy she remembered. Now Su Haoxuan's words, can he really be trusted?
Mu Zao's reason told her that everyone is a family and needs to trust each other and care for each other. But when she thought that Su Haoxuan had treated her like that, she even fell into Su Yan's death. Mu Zao couldn't emotionally trust him as unreservedly as before.
The reason why I came here today is to find out if she has committed a crime. Now I know that I don't, and my goal has been achieved. Mu didn't want to stay longer, and staying any longer would only increase the embarrassment.
I didn't sit for a while, and left the ward after saying goodbye.
Su Haoxuan's legs were still weakly hanging on the edge of the bed, looking at the figure of Mu who had left early, and he couldn't retract his gaze for a long time.
What Su Jinya said is not unreasonable, once the trust is destroyed, I am afraid that no matter how hard you try, you will not be able to make up for it. But did he just admit defeat?
Mu came out of Su Haoxuan's room early and didn't go to Su Yanzhi. Now that Su Yanzhi has slept, she doesn't want to disturb. A man walked out of the inpatient unit and walked in the small park of the hospital.
"Sister." Behind him, Mu Wanqing's voice sounded, and Mu Zao turned back consciously.
Seeing Mu Wanqing walking over, Lei Qiming entered the inpatient department.
"Sister, why are you here by yourself. Is something wrong with my brother-in-law? Mu Wanqing had worry on her face.
Mu Zao shook his head and smiled reluctantly: "No, he's asleep, I'll take a walk." β
"Why don't you look good, are you really okay?" Mu Wanqing looked at Mu Zao and asked.
"It's really fine." Mu took a breath to himself early and changed the subject: "How are you and Qiming doing?" β
"It's fine." Although Mu Wanqing said that it didn't matter, there was a hint of blush on her face.
Looking at Mu Wanqing's spring-like face, Mu Zao smiled unconsciously: "This expression is not good, it feels like I am going to talk about marriage." β
"Hmm." Mu Wanqing lowered her head, her voice was so small that she could barely hear it.
"Really?" Mu Zao was surprised and delighted.
Mu Wanqing's face was filled with joy, and she said a little conservatively: "It's just that there is this plan for the time being, and it hasn't been completely decided." β
"It's not a complete set. For other men, what they say may not be taken seriously. But Lei Qiming, a playboy, has known each other for all these years, and I have never heard him mention marriage to anyone. We all thought that he was going to linger in the flowers for the rest of his life, but we didn't expect that someone would really make him willing to pay attention. β
"I've been thinking about it for a long time since he proposed last time. Anyway, you have to get married, and men have those bad roots anyway. Instead of letting yourself spend all your time to love someone and experience hurt and betrayal in the end, it is better to be sure that you are not marrying a perfect man, and not set such a high standard for a good man, as long as he is a little bit kind to me, it is a great happiness. Mu Wanqing paused, and her voice suddenly became a little lonely: "Besides, I'm not such a cute little girl anymore." β
Although Mu Zaozao didn't agree with the previous words, he also understood. It's just that Mu Wanqing's last sentence made her a little uncomfortable to listen to.
"Qingqing, haven't you let go of those things that happened before?"
Mu Wanqing looked at Mu Zaozao, as if what she said was so strange. Mu Wanqing didn't answer and asked: "If you have been injured, you will have a scar, every time you see it, it seems like someone is reminding you how bad it used to be." How could it be put. β
She also thought, ah, the feeling after putting it on, it must be very good.
Mu Zao still wanted to persuade her, even if she didn't let it go, people had to look forward. You can't let what has happened in the past affect your future path. But when the words came to his lips, he couldn't say them.
I believe Mu Wanqing also understands this kind of truth in her heart. Mu can't do it himself, so what qualifications do he have to persuade others?
Mu Wanqing's mobile phone beeped twice, she glanced at it, and said to Mu Zaozao: "Qiming said that my brother-in-law is awake, let's go up." β
Mu Zao and Mu Wanqing walked side by side to the ward.
After being silent for a long time, Mu Wanqing broke the silence with a loud voice, looked at Mu Zaozao with a sideways face and asked, "Sister, do you feel happy?" β
"Huh?" Mu Zao was stunned for a moment, obviously not understanding what Mu Wanqing meant by suddenly saying this.
Mu Wanqing retracted her gaze, sorted out her thoughts, and spoke again: "Don't blame me for speaking of it. Last time I was at Dad's, I accidentally read your diary. I know that you have liked your brother-in-law since you were a child. My biggest dream is to marry my brother-in-law. Now it's a dream come true, are you really happy in your heart? Or how much is it different from the kind of happiness you once thought it was? β
Mu Zao glanced at Mu Wanqing and did not answer.
Mu Wanqing continued: "I don't mean anything else. Actually, I'm quite struggling. I like Qiming, I do. But now that I know that I can marry him as long as I want, I don't feel as happy in my heart as I did when I was a child. Even, there is a little bit of loneliness. β
"Why?" Mu asked puzzled.
"How so?" Mu Wanqing pursed her lips, paused, and said, "I don't think I like him, I just seem to like the feeling of liking him." Do you understand that? β
Mu Zaozao was obviously stunned, and for Mu Wanqing's words, he really didn't react to what he meant for a while. However, it was only a moment, and Mu had already understood.
"I'm not good at expressing any opinions." Mu said early.
"I don't know if I'm a premarital phobia or if I'm too cowardly. The thought of marrying him made me feel like I wanted to run away. So that no one can find me. Mu Wanqing brushed the bangs in front of her forehead, and she was also a little helpless.
Mu didn't answer early, she didn't know what to say.
Mu Wanqing didn't seem to expect Mu Zao to give guidance, but she was revealing her thoughts, and continued to take care of herself: "I said before, I don't care if he has me in his heart. But recently, seeing that you and your brother-in-law are so affectionate, I sometimes think, if one day I or Qiming are so seriously injured, will I be willing to take care of each other so intimately? Or, are the two of us willing to choose to give up our lives for each other's sake? β
"Is that proud?" Mu Zao couldn't help but speak: "Do you think it's a very proud thing to give up your life for the other party?" β
But at least it shows that the other party is very important in his heart, more important than his own life. Isn't this kind of love that everyone yearns for? Mu Wanqing said.
Mu Zao shook his head: "There is no love in this world that everyone envies, everyone's happiness is different, don't demand yourself according to other people's way of living." β
"I like this kind of love." Mu Wanqing felt that she couldn't say it too early, so she simply confessed.
"I don't think it's love, I think it's irresponsible. Be irresponsible to yourself, to your marriage, to your parents, and to the world. Mu talked about it early, and he still felt angry.
Seeing Mu Zao like this, Mu Wanqing realized that she seemed to have gone too far. She hurriedly stopped, not daring to continue talkingβ