Volume 1, Chapter 3: The Past
Before her parents' accident, Lian Yueyao was living in a honey pot. The parents love her only daughter very much, and they are really afraid of melting in their mouths, and they are afraid of falling.
Lian Yueyao has been smart and clever since she was a child, and her father personally enlightened her when she was two years old. Soon he discovered that she had a talent for drawing, so he began to teach her to paint. Her father saw that she was supertalented in painting, so when she was three years old, he specially invited Wen Chengxiang, a famous painter in Jiangnan, to be her husband. This study is four years. Mr. Wen taught her wholeheartedly and told her that if she persevered, she would definitely be able to become a great tool. She also studied very seriously. It's just that everything happened when she was seven years old.
When she was seven years old, her mother became pregnant. It was supposed to be a happy event, but unfortunately the happy event turned into a nightmare. The mother had a difficult birth, and the younger brother was not saved.
The death of my mother was a big blow to my father. made my father have a serious illness, and he was cured. Unexpectedly, a typhoid fever took his father away.
Her parents died one after another, and her sky collapsed. After being taken back to the capital by her eldest uncle, she was arranged to live in the courtyard where her father used to live, Lanxi Courtyard.
Less than a year after she returned home, her grandmother was devastated by her father's death and eventually died. At that time, there were even rumors in the mansion that she was a nemesis. It made her uneasy. But Aunt Mo Shi beat the people who spread rumors, and treated her like her own daughter, no, she was good to her own daughter Lian Yuebing.
Although her parents are gone, she has the care and love of her mother, who has a handsome and chic fiancé, and her life is not dark. But an inexplicable disaster ruined everything.
Lian Yuehuan, the concubine of the big house, told her that she had a private relationship with someone, but she strongly denied it. But in the end, she never expected that Gu's mother would stand up and personally confirm that she was privately taught and accepted by others, and also came up with evidence.
Her shock had surpassed her anger. She didn't understand that Gu's mother was her nurse, and she had always trusted Gu's mother so much and was so good. Why frame her, to pour such dirty water on him.
It is impossible to spread the word about giving and receiving privately. If it spreads, even the face of the family will be lost. Therefore, at that time, the eldest lady of the Lian family, that is, the Mo family, announced that she was seriously ill. The fact is also true, she fell seriously ill, and not long after she became seriously ill, she was sent to a remote Zhuangzi by Mo's.
Not long after, Aunt Su came over and told her that the Shen family had quit because of her reputation. Now the Lian family is ruined because of her reputation. She wanted to go back to the capital to find out the truth, but she was watched and couldn't go back. Finally recuperating, Aunt Su came over and told her that the eldest uncle had chosen a move for him to go to the capital to take the exam for the sake of his deceased father.
A few days later, she was put on a sedan chair and married in a strange way. It wasn't that she didn't have doubts at the time, but she was already a puppet with a string at that time, and she couldn't help herself.
On the wedding night, she saw the groom's officer. A man of twenty-five or sixteen years old, tall and burly. It was also at that time that she learned that the man's name was Zhou Shu and he was from Haicheng.
She was reluctant to marry at that time, and she didn't want to marry someone so inexplicably. She wondered why. But after visiting the church and becoming a relative in the cave room, she also accepted her fate. She is married, she is already Zhou Shu's wife, what if she goes back to complain about her innocence. Nothing can be changed, nothing can be changed.
She adjusted her mentality for herself, thinking that if she has a child in the future, she will take good care of the child, and this life will be like this! Think of the future as a dream!
But just as she figured it out, she learned a truth that she couldn't believe. Zhou Shu, who married her, was not a move at all, but a trader.
Shinong businessman, she married a trader. A century-old scholarly family, Tanhualang's eldest daughter married a lowly trader. How ridiculous. She wants to go back to the capital, she wants to go back to the capital to ask what happened. It's a pity that she can't escape. Zhou Shu took her out of the capital as soon as possible, saying that he would take her back to her hometown. Along the way, she wanted to go back to the capital and ask what was going on. But she was strictly guarded by the people below, she couldn't escape, and she was in a mess all day long. I don't know how long it took to reach the destination, but after settling down, she realized that she had arrived in Haicheng, which was thousands of miles away from the capital.
When she arrived in Haicheng, she was settled in a beautiful cage. During that time, Zhou Shu doted on her very much and loved her very much. Zhou Shu really spoils her from the bottom of his bones and loves her, and it can be said that the moon in the sky will never pick the stars.
Zhou Shu said to her that when he saw her, he was like a demon, and he could never forget it when he fell into his heart. I thought about it day and night, so I married her under a false name. She was cold-eyed at the time. If you like it, you have to get it, even if you don't hesitate to impostor. Being liked by this kind of person is the biggest tragedy of her life.
Just when he was disheartened, she became pregnant. Zhou Shu was ecstatic to know that she was pregnant, and he regarded her as a treasure.
People's hearts are flesh and blood, for so long, Zhou Shu's kindness to her, water drops and stones, gradually melted her cold heart, although her face is still cold, but her heart is also shaken. Anyway, she now has a child, and Zhou Shu is the father of her child. For the sake of her children, she also had to compromise. For the sake of the child, she can't be so muddy anymore.
But just as she was trying to persuade herself to accept Zhou Shu and prepare to be a good mother, she got a truth that made her completely collapse. She didn't marry Zhou Shu, but sold it to Zhou Shu. Zhou Shu has a wife and children, she is just a concubine bought by Zhou Shu, she was ready to accept her fate, but she was desperate, completely desperate.
Zhou Shu said that he was a flat wife, and this explanation is really ridiculous. What kind of flat wife, where did the flat wife come from, in the official family, except for the main wife, everyone else is a concubine. Besides, he didn't enter the main courtyard to pour tea for the master's mother, and he couldn't even count as a serious concubine. At most, it's an outer chamber for an Israelite servant.
Zhou Shu's favor made Zhou Shu's women in the backyard of the main house crazy with jealousy. Her pregnancy made those women even more restless. These people, including the lady of the main room. In her desperate distraction, she was calculated by Zhou Shu's woman. The child was counted and gone.
She was grieving, but at the same time she felt a sense of relief. It's okay if it's gone, the merchant who was born is already very lowly, and he has to be the merchant's concubine. She doesn't want her children to bear such a humble identity, she doesn't want her children to face the white eyes of others when they are born, and she doesn't want her children to be unable to hold their heads up for the rest of their lives. Don't want the child to call her a mother in a dignified manner.
Those women not only counted her children, but also helped her solve the troubles. It is impossible for her to get pregnant again, and she can no longer conceive an heir for Zhou Shu. That's fine.
For this, Zhou Shu went crazy and killed the woman in his backyard. Even the lady of the main room came to beg her. In fact, she still envied them, she wanted to die, if she died, she would not have to be tortured anymore, and she would be free when she died. It's a pity that she can't even die.
She really doesn't understand, what's so good about her? Why did Zhou Shu fall in love with her. Why can you get her regardless of life and death (in ancient times, once a merchant was caught, he was sentenced to a heavy sentence). What is there about her that makes Zhou Shu fascinated. Looking in the mirror, look at the face of the flower and the moon. She thought maybe it was this face. She's going to ruin this face, ruin the face that brought her disaster. Ruined this face, Zhou Shu would let her go.
She used a golden hairpin to cut her face and cut several cuts. So a face like a flower and jade, with many potholes and terrifying scars. She has become an ugly monster that everyone fears.
No one, she thought, wants to be in front of an ugly bastard. But what she didn't expect was that she had become an ugly monster, and Zhou Shu still didn't let her go. He even held his hand and said, "No matter what you become, I love you." Later, as he said, even if he became an ugly monster that everyone feared, Zhou Shu still loved her as before. As soon as I have free time, I will be by her side, talk to her, and talk to her about all kinds of things in the world.
And after she couldn't die after looking for countless deaths, and she couldn't even let Zhou Shu let her go of her with disfigurement, she gradually became numb. If she doesn't want to live or die, she will survive like a puppet without a soul. She thought, stay up, one day she will survive.
The doctor said that he was depressed in his heart and needed to get rid of this depression, otherwise he would not live long. It happened that Zhou Shu was going to go out to do business, and he deliberately took her out after getting the doctor's words, saying that she would let her relax.
I couldn't find death so many times, and I didn't seek death again for a long time after that. It's not that I don't want to die, I just want to find an opportunity to fulfill myself. Don't be saved anymore. It may be that after a long time, the people around him have relaxed, including Zhou Shu.
When she got to the boat, she looked at the fierce waves of the river, and she smiled. She finally found an opportunity. No one can stop her, no one can save her, she can be free. The moment she jumped and fell into the river, she thought that this time she was really relieved.
It's a pity that God didn't let her be freed, and even if she jumped into the turbulent river, she couldn't drown. In the end, he was rescued. The man who rescued her sent her to the nunnery. But although she is alive, she has lost all her memories.
Forgetting the past also means forgetting the pain. The days in the nunnery made her let go of everything. She wanted to become a nun, but the teacher said that she was not destined to be a nun and could not be shaved. Even so, her days in the nunnery were also very good. Because although she has lost her memory, she has not lost her basic skills. Relying on a good hand to copy the scriptures, with excellent painting skills to copy the statue of the Bodhisattva. Whether it is a scripture or a Buddha statue, it is very popular with those ladies. It's a lot of money for the nunnery. With these two skills, people up and down treat her well. She was also very satisfied.
If she lives her life like this, it will also be a blessing for her. But God didn't fulfill her wish. Let her meet the ancient mother who came to the incense.
As soon as she saw her richly dressed, surrounded by maids, she called the old lady's ancient mother. Her memories that were deliberately sealed by herself, and those unbearable memories of the past all poured into her mind at once.
Once the floodgates were opened, she could no longer maintain a steady state of mind. Death also has to be clear about why this is. Why did it be rumored that she gave and received it privately, why did Gu's mother betray her, why did she sell her to a merchant even though she was married to Juzi.
She found a way to force Gu's mother to tell the truth. And the truth is so cruel. Mo's kindness to her and treating her like a mother are all aimed at letting her let down her guard, and Mo's real purpose is the wealth of the second room.
Mo decided that his father had saved a lot of money, but after her parents died, the money she received from Mo was far less than she expected. Mok suspected that her father and mother had hidden the money. That's why I co-opted her to trick her, and deliberately treated her so well that she couldn't be better. He also made her treat money like dung. As a result, all the money in the second room fell into the hands of Mo's family.
Fortunately, she and the Shen family also made a family relationship, and the Shen family is also a scholarly family. 's father has a life-saving grace for Shen Qian, Shen Qian's career is very smooth, and for the sake of this helpful family business, Mo still has affection for her.
The change is that her fiancé Shen Conghao is too good. Not only is he talented, handsome, but he also writes good articles, and enjoys the name of the first son in the capital. The women who have seen him in the capital all secretly agree. And Zaifu's eldest granddaughter is even haunted by him. even disregarded her own reputation, and threatened that if she couldn't marry her fiancé, she would rather become a monk and accompany the ancient Buddha for a lifetime.
The Jaefu Su family also valued her fiancé. And the Shen family also has the intention of marrying the Zai Fu family. As a result, she became a stumbling block. The Shen family and the Mo family secretly reached an agreement to withdraw from this family, and the Shen family compensated. This compensation is to promote the eldest uncle Lian Dongfang, and also promote the marriage of the lobby sister, so that the lobby sister will be the successor to the Luyang Hou Mansion and become Mrs. Lu Yanghou.
She was framed for private teaching, which was also Moh's idea. She didn't know why Mo Shi wanted to come up with such an idea at the risk of damaging the reputation of the family. She only knew that Mo announced that she was seriously ill after this incident, and she died in the eyes of the world not long after.
The Shen family asked Shen Conghao to guard for him for a year, and a year later, Shen Conghao won the champion, and then decided on the Su family's family affairs. With the support of the Su family, Shen Conghao's career is extremely smooth. Just thirty, he is already a third-grade official. Both the DPRK and the central government said that he was the most likely person to join the cabinet in the future.
Whether it is the Lian family or the Shen family, everyone lives so nourishingly, but she was pushed into hell by these people. She was unwilling, extremely unwilling. She is better off than dead, and she doesn't want these people to be better.