Chapter 47: Confession
readx; Jing Xiangyang looked at Ning Qing's helpless face, his regretful and nervous appearance didn't hold back for a while, and he laughed out loud: "What are you thinking about with that little head?" Yesterday I picked you up in Xilin, you drank too much and vomited all over the night, and you were full of alcohol so you had to give you clothes. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info"
"You changed it for me?" Ning Qing's face turned red, she had never been with a man at night since she was a child, and she would inevitably think about him when she encountered this kind of thing.
"Or else else here?" Jing Xiangyang said with a smile.
Ning Qing then remembered to take a closer look at this house, compared to her bedroom in Gu's house, it was dwarfed, the patterned wallpaper on the wall was the flesh pink she liked, the gorgeous ceiling European headlights were shining in the sun, and there was a cloakroom connected to the side, and the cloakroom was larger than the bedroom.
"Like it? The house I mentioned to you last time, I made my own decision to decorate it first, and if you are not satisfied, I will ask them to change it. Jing Xiangyang stared at Ning Qing's face, looking forward to her evaluation a little in his heart.
Ning Qing was a little excited and speechless, and it took a long time to recover: "You say, we will live here in the future?"
"Well, do you want to see the living room, the kitchen, the dining room? I also came out of a flower room, where you can drink tea and play with flowers and plants, and the study room will be canceled for the time being. ”
Her eyes were sour, tears unconsciously filled her eyes, although Jing Xiangyang's surprise was not big, but it pierced her heart, and she didn't know how to speak for a while, and a thousand words converged into one sentence: "Thank you, give me this home."
"Thanks, that's what I'm supposed to do."
Ning Qing suddenly thought of something and asked, "How do you know that I am in Xilin?" She still couldn't let go of the incident of being followed, and unconsciously spoke out.
"The guard next to you called me, and I found out that you were drunk in Xilin." He didn't mention Qi Sheng, he didn't want Ning Qing to have anything to do with that man again, even though he knew now that Ning Qing liked him.
"What about grandpa?"
"I know, Ning Qing, that nameless tombstone yesterday is your grandfather's." He reached out and touched her cheek, which felt very soft and soft: "That's why I want to love you a little more, so that you don't have to be so sad and helpless."
Jing Xiangyang's confession made her heart move, and this sense of security was now something she coveted: "I, I really thank you."
Grandpa's affair came suddenly, her heart was like a lonely mist, many years ago he was like this, always stretched out his hands to her when she was lonely and painful, stepped into the island that belonged to her, and accompanied him.
Ning Qing lay in his arms, and there was an inexplicable feeling of stability in her heart, she really hoped that time would stop, and she would live a quiet life with him without thinking about all the mundane things.
"Ning Qing, there is something I think I have to tell you, I don't want a misunderstanding between us, and I don't want you to hear it in other people's mouths, so today I want to tell you yourself, I think you have the right to know."
Her eyes flashed, looking at him with an attached gaze, so that he suddenly didn't know how to speak, he thought about it all night, and finally decided to tell Ning Qing that he didn't even understand himself, he had been closed his eyes and ears for the past few days, and he couldn't hear or see anything else, he only thought about Ning Qing in his head, and finally decided to follow his heart once, even if he knew that he shouldn't, but he still couldn't stop wanting to get close to her heart.
"I'm an avant-garde."
In a short sentence, the few numbers hit the nail on the head.
Ning Qing heard the truth, not just what's wrong, she wasn't shocked or embarrassed, she just sat quietly, she guessed, she was so smart, how could she not guess, under the influence of Old Man Gu, he could still be promoted, and after being transferred to Nancheng, he could still let Old Man Gu relax and return to Kyoto, so young and without a background can still work in Zhongnanhai, all of this is connected in series, and the answer is obvious. It was so obvious, so obvious that Ning Qing didn't dare to think about it, she didn't dare to recall, for fear that she would find this answer after a little exploration, so she deceived herself like this, thinking that everyone would not expose it.
She smiled bitterly, pushed Jing Xiangyang away, sat back, lowered her head, and said a word for a long time: "Why do you want to tell me?" If I keep it a little longer, I'll never know how good it is. ”
"Ning Qing, I ......"
"I don't know if to praise you for being honest or what, what are you going to say next? My grandfather died, and you avant-garde clapped your hands? Or is it that now that I get rid of my grandfather, I have no use value? ”
"Ning Qing!" Jing Xiangyang frowned and interrupted her: "It's not what you think, it's okay for you to listen to me."
"I don't listen! I don't want to hear it! Let me accept the fact that you betrayed me? Let me live with the man who killed my grandfather? Jing Xiangyang, I am such a brazen person in your heart?? "Ning Qing is already a little out of control, Old Man Gu's death and Guo Mengchen's premature birth have already made her sad and breathless, and now Jing Xiangyang is still so naked, tell her the truth to make a gorgeous mending knife, heh! It's perfect, and I applaud when I look at it myself.
Jing Xiangyang restrained her shoulders and looked at her fixedly: "Do you listen to me!?" First of all, I didn't kill your grandfather, or I never wanted to kill your grandfather, you said it yourself, Chief Gu has liver cancer, is it because he has cancer? Secondly, I joined the avant-garde only after returning to Beijing, Ning Qing, don't you know that you have been in the bureau for so long? What right do I have to be neutral in this position, in this capacity? If you want to say that your grandfather can't tolerate me when you join the old school, and it is the fate of being swept away to maintain neutrality sooner or later, the avant-garde and your grandfather are not incompatible, it has been decades! Could it be that I caused it too? Ning Qing, I just want to be strong, to be able to protect you from harm, to be able to take care of you by your side, otherwise what's the point of me climbing higher? ”
Ning Qing's clenched fist finally slowly loosened, there was nothing wrong with what Jing Xiangyang said, even if he didn't join the avant-garde, it wouldn't be any different now, this matter had nothing to do with him in the first place.
It's just that he is the person he likes, and his joining the avant-garde itself is full of feelings of betrayal, even if there are many reasons, that feeling will not disappear, but Ning Qing did not question him as confidently as before, people are not destroyed for themselves, what position does Ning Qing have to stop him from pursuing his own life.
She still smiled wryly and slowly broke free from his control: "I'm sorry, I'll go back first."
Wearing pajamas, carrying her high heels in her hands, ready to go out, Jing Xiangyang walked to the door and stopped her: "Ning Qing, you listen to me."