111 What about denying yourself
Sister Ying, who was immersed in the memories of the past, didn't notice that my body began to tremble irregularly from my feet to my head, and a cold wind blew down my back, and my eyes lost their previous firmness.
The man in Sister Ying's mouth is really too similar to me, or we are the same kind of people, forceful and silent, and we all have a silly woman by our side, carrying a ring we gave them.
At this moment, I don't know how to choose, he is like a mirror of me, he is me in the mirror.
If I still insist on choosing to deny him, doesn't that mean that I am denying myself?
Sister Ying's eyes were still looking out the window, and after being silent for a long time, she spoke to herself.
"At that time, I felt that I was really the happiest woman in the world, I felt that if I had him, I had the whole world, and I felt that he was the last man I loved in my life, of course, the truth is also true, he was indeed the last man I ever loved!"
"What happened to you?"
I held my head, my eyes were bloodshot, and my heart was full of struggle, but I wanted to know what happened between Sister Ying and that man, why they separated, why Sister Ying would miss this man, whether he failed her, or if she failed him!
"Of course they were separated, otherwise how would I have been?"
Sister Ying pretended to smile freely, but she clearly felt that when she said this, her voice was mixed with a lot of struggle, and the hands also tightly tugged on the curtain next to her when she said this.
"Tell me the details, I want to hear it!"
"But I don't want to say it!"
Sister Ying's emotions suddenly became excited, and after I raised my eyebrows, I sighed softly when I looked at her crazy appearance, and when I raised my hand to see that there was no information about their past in my hand, my heart was full of sighs.
"I shouldn't have listened in the first place!"
Now that Sister Ying and his past have completely aroused my interest in him, my heart has begun to waver, and now I can't decide whether I should let him go.
Picked up the cigarette case on the ground, took one out of it and threw it aside, and then I looked for the lighter in the room blankly, and then Sister Ying turned her head and raised her hand at me, only to find that the lighter was in her hand.
"Smoking all the time is not good for your health!"
Sister Ying handed over the lighter, I took it from her hand with a smile, lit the cigarette, and said.
"If it's not good, it's not good! Besides, why do you say me if you smoke too! ”
Sister Ying fell silent, I gulped down my cigarette, squinted at the traffic outside the window, and suddenly I saw the young Sister Ying and the young man on the other side of the road.
Seeing that the man gave Sister Ying a ring, there was a shyness on his face and a trace of joy and happiness.
"I don't ask you about your story, but I just want to know who you left in the end, can you tell me? I really want to know! ”
"I left him!"
Sister Ying's eyes fluctuated, and I could see that what she said was true, and she really left him.
However, what is it that can make a woman, a woman who has fallen into the abyss and was redeemed at this time, give up a man who makes her fall in love at first sight.
Only Sister Ying knows everything about this, and maybe the man knows it too, but this is the deepest secret in the hearts of the two of them.
I nodded without saying a word, threw the unfinished cigarette in my hand to the ground, and stomped on it vigorously, as if I was venting the nameless anger in my heart with the force I had just done.
I'm angry?
For what angry?
Is it for Sister Ying to let go?
No, I'm obviously always on Sister Ying's side, how could I be angry with him.
But?
Am I angry with that man?
Nor should it be!
He's obviously a poor man who has been dumped, just like me, a poor man!
The weak already sympathize with the weak, how could I be angry!
But where does this anger come from?
I went back to the couch and sat down in silence, and when the myriad effects flashed through my mind, it was as if I had gone through several reincarnations, and I suddenly understood.
I'm angry about fate!
This ridiculous fate seems to treat our feelings between people as a game, constantly playing, and it will never make a lover a family in the end.
It's like that.
The person you want to help you grow old with is not the person you love the most!
"!"
I suddenly scolded loudly, grabbed the information on the sofa and stood up and walked to the door, Sister Ying suddenly stopped me at this time and asked.
"What are you going to do!"
"Do what you have to do!"
I didn't even turn my head and said to Sister Ying in a cold voice, and at this time, there was a sudden sound of footsteps behind me, and it didn't take long for Sister Ying's hand to grab my arm, and her voice said to me with pleading.
"Can't you just let him go? Sister, even if you beg you, you let him go, it's all my sister's fault! ”
I was silent, and Sister Ying continued.
"I failed him, and now I want to make amends to him, all I did was to make amends for him, to make up for the damage done to him, my heart died on the first day I was separated from him, I beg you to let him go, let me turn myself in, let me die!"
……
"Just when you fulfill my sister's wish, okay?"
……
"Chen Bo, can't you see your shadow from him? It's because of him that I'm so good to you and treat you as my own brother, can't you really see it? ”
My arm shook violently, I was not silent at this moment, I nodded lightly with the teary eyes that looked at Sister Ying crying, and said.
"I see it."
"Then you ......"
"But so what? Even if he really resembles me, even if he is the same as me, but so what, I am me, he is him, and the two of us are not one person after all. You can't find two identical leaves in the world, let alone two people who are the same, although he has my shadow, but at least I can't do the unscrupulous behavior he is doing now, the two of us are different after all! ”
"You ......"
"Me? What's wrong with me? Sister Ying, let me tell you, this man has hurt you, and he is guilty! In my heart, I have already sentenced him to death, I don't care who he is! Even if you will hate me for the rest of your life, I don't regret it! ”
I pulled my hand out of Sister Ying's hand, and as soon as I got out of the room, I saw six people standing outside, I glanced at them and frowned.
"Take care of Sister Ying, if something goes wrong, you will think about the consequences yourself!"
I snorted coldly and walked away, but the moment I left, the corners of my eyes suddenly moistened.
I denied this man as if I was denying myself.
But so what, for the sake of Sister Ying, what if you deny yourself!
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